a certain Zheng Kexin

On Saturday night, she fell asleep too fast and didn't have time to set the alarm clock. On weekdays, Su Yingyu woke her up when she went to school, and Sheng Yunming's objective environment did not allow people to sleep in when she was not in school. Zheng Kexin woke up naturally when she opened her eyes. It was quiet without any sound, and I was still a little unaccustomed to it for a while.

What a 16-year-old girl from other people's family is looking for is love and grades. What she wants most is to be able to sleep until she wakes up naturally like today.

The mother and daughter had a good understanding. As soon as she woke up, Su Yingyu called.

Zheng Kexin turned off the air conditioner and leaned on the bed, still not very sober, with a lazy voice: "Well, it's pretty good, and the other girl is also pretty good, she's a classmate in our class, I know her."

Su Yingyu: "Do you recognize the bed? Is the mattress comfortable? Did you sleep well?"

The whole afternoon of sleep yesterday was entirely a physiological reaction. During the make-up class period, the tasks were heavy and stressful. Zheng Kexin didn’t get enough sleep for many days. Many times he felt dizzy when he took two quick steps. He fell on the bed not to relax, but to recharge.

If she doesn't lie down and passes a certain limit, she doesn't need to turn on the phone anymore.

However, last night was serious, relaxed, and had a reassuring rest time. Before she just lay down somewhere casually to catch up on sleep, she was completely renewing her life. Her body was only half relaxed, but her heart was still Has been hanging.

Lying in a strange room last night, she was on alert for a long time, ready to attack someone's alert at any time, but chose to go on vacation, stealing a piece of peace, and giving her eight hours to completely let go.

Perhaps because I drank a large bowl of pimple soup before going to bed, my stomach and body felt warm and soft.

Zheng Kexin pressed her stomach: "Well, it's pretty good."

The move was too hasty, and Su Yingyu didn't have time to cook anything for her daughter. When she called, she was shopping downstairs and said she wanted to make some dumplings, so Zheng Kexin could take time to go home and pick them up.

After chatting for a few more words, Zheng Kexin reassured her, tied up her hair and went to the bathroom to wash up. Xu Niannian, who woke up early, knocked on the door of the bathroom and told her to make her a breakfast and come out to eat.

Zheng Kexin was brushing her teeth, her mouth was full of bubbles, she coughed and lowered her head hastily, when she raised her head again, Xu Niannian had already returned to the kitchen with a spatula.

Breakfast is the simplest bread and fried eggs. The bread has been heated in advance. When Zheng Kexin packed up and went to the kitchen, Xu Niannian was unpacking cheese slices. Seeing Zheng Kexin, he asked, "Can you eat soft-boiled poached eggs?"

Zheng Kexin looked at the poached eggs in the electric baking pan that could not be rescued, so he had no choice but to swallow "No trouble, I'll go downstairs to eat" back into his stomach.

Xu Niannian carefully trimmed the poached egg with a spatula. She wanted to move the yolk to the center, but failed after a couple of attempts, so she trimmed the edges evenly, and then sprinkled a little salt.

The bread slices are not buttered, and the poached eggs are not added with other seasonings.

The cooking time of the poached egg was very precise. Zheng Kexin bit into half of it. The egg yolk was dark and runny, but it was stickier than hot spring eggs and would not flow onto people's hands.

Xu Niannian poured two more glasses of milk and brought them over. The two of them separated from each other and had breakfast facing south and north.

Zheng Kexin took the milk and said "thank you" before saying nothing. She felt that it was useless for her to speak. Xu Niannian was a hidden wayward person who didn't listen to her rejection at all. She simply accepted it calmly, anyway, she would go out to buy things later will make up.

Xu Niannian on the side didn't speak, and occasionally looked at Zheng Kexin from the corner of his eye. Zheng Kexin didn't intend to communicate at all. Eating and drinking water seemed to be a routine, and he couldn't see emotions.

After graduating from junior high school, they bumped into each other at KTV. When they met again, they were already classmates. In the past two years, from time to time, Xu Niannian would often glance at her quietly like this, and then see Zheng Kexin's expressionless face.

It's not cold and cold, but the nerve density has been reduced by half, as if there is nothing in this world that makes her find it fun, and there is nothing in this world that makes her feel it is not fun.

Her emotions were fixed in a range that was too small, as if she didn't care about anything and wanted nothing.

Teenagers are the stage with a high incidence of secondary diseases. Boys have a longer period of onset. If it is serious, they may still have the idea of ​​"I smell the breath of the weak" from time to time when they go to college.

Girls have a relatively short period of onset, but at the age of [-] or [-], they are not less involved in black history, and they often substitute A, B, C, D into characters in novels.

Zheng Kexin was in the second stage of middle school, and the evil thoughts in her heart were not controlled as they are now. It coincided with the rebellious period and Sheng Yunming's illness progressed. She sat in a daze on her seat a lot of times, looking at the ginkgo in Xu Zhong's backyard. Ye Piao floated around, all he could think about was how to kill people.

The small animation in my mind is updated every day, faster than the serialization of Aoyama Gangchang.

This is probably the mentality of middle school students who are always extremely curious and fascinated by self-harm and self-harm. The difference is that other people are thinking about how to torture themselves, and Zheng Ke is thinking about how to kill Sheng Yunming.

This kind of strong murderous thoughts filled most of her middle school years, so that when she wrote the "wish note", she instinctively settled down with a few strokes, without any longing for a better future, it was all a crusade against Sheng Yunming .

However, one second before handing it in, he felt ridiculous and naive, and blacked out all the small notes and stuffed them into his pocket.To this day, Zheng Kexin herself has forgotten what she wrote that day, and she has no way of knowing that the diagnosis certificate for the second-grade middle school disease fell into the hands of the good boy Xu Niannian.

Xu Niannian quietly observed Zheng Kexin for two years, and found that she was just an ordinary girl with good grades, not mysterious, not violent, seldom talkative and sleepy, always looking tired, often sleeping on the table, according to the frequency of sleepiness and Looking at the time, it should be long-term sleep deprivation, and there may be some complicated family situations.

"Since we've moved out and we're all classmates, I'll treat her better." Xu Niannian thought.

Same as last night, after dinner, Zheng Kexin cleaned up the kitchen before Xu Niannian, and put the half of the milk back into the refrigerator, only to find that the refrigerator was empty and it was time to add food.

She went back to her room and made a list of the things she needed to buy. After changing her clothes, she knocked on Xu Niannian's door and asked, "I'm going shopping. Do you have anything to buy?"

Xu Niannian also changed her clothes, heard the sound and pulled Zheng Kexin's arm: "I just happen to be going too, let's go together."

It is very common for girls to hold hands and arms when they go out. Xu Niannian stretched out his hand completely subconsciously. Zheng Kexin, who is not used to physical contact with people, shrank back a bit, and pulled out her hand while talking about grocery shopping.

Xu Niannian didn't notice her stiffness, and reached out to pull Zheng Kexin's arm a few times on the way, but Zheng Kexin ran away silently. It was only when Xu Niannian came to the door of the mall that he realized that he didn't get close to her again, and pulled her left and right. distanced.

After entering the shopping mall, the two split into two groups, Zheng Kexin went to buy toiletries, while Xu Niannian went straight to the first floor of the supermarket to prepare rations for the next week.

After buying the daily necessities and buying all the ingredients for the two meals, Zheng Kexin pushed the half-filled trolley and went to the freezer to choose four big boxes of quick-frozen wontons—wontons are easier to make than dumplings, and they are all served with If you have a seasoning package, you don’t need to season it yourself.

It's not that simple to leave home to live. Her mother will take care of all the trivial matters at home, so you don't have to worry about it no matter how troublesome or messy it is.

But it's different now.

You need to prepare all kinds of seasonings for cooking, oil, salt, soy sauce and vinegar are indispensable, just eat quick-frozen wontons, take up the plates and chopsticks, and use detergent. There is nothing missing from bottles and cans.

There are also housework, who will clean the floor and sweep the floor, who will empty the trash and clean the toilet, how often do you wash the sofa cover, and whether you need to buy another set of brooms and mops.

Big and small are problems.

Zheng Kexin was thinking about these trivial things, passing by the place where she bought noodles, and remembered that Xu Niannian said yesterday that there were no noodles at home, so she took a bag of noodles and put them in the cart, and carried a box of instant noodles for herself.

Housework can only be discussed at home, lunch is settled at school, and dinner is just scraped together to eat bread, breakfast is not too much trouble, there are various flavors of instant noodles, you can choose.Eat wontons on weekends, and go home if you want to eat something else.

She doesn't know how to cook by herself, and she can't make mistakes in other people's kitchens. In this way, condiments are saved. Anyway, there are seasoning packets in the instant noodles, so she can make ends meet.

When the two met in front of the checkout counter, Xu Niannian's shopping cart contained a bunch of green leafy vegetables, fresh fruits, and cut meat, while Zheng Kexin's cart piled up a hill, the most eye-catching thing was the box of braised beef noodles .

In the end, Xu Niannian forcibly returned it on the grounds that it was inconvenient to take it.

Xu Niannian said softly: "I have a lot of milk at home. My mother sent it over. I can't finish it in a while. It's a waste if you buy it. I make breakfast every day. It doesn't take time to make one for you. It will be ready soon, so don’t eat instant noodles.”

Zheng Kexin doesn't like instant noodles, Su Yingyu thinks it's unhealthy, and never buys it. As a housewife with professional ethics, she gets up early every morning to cook porridge, pancakes and side dishes for her husband and daughter.

After so many years, day after day, it is not too annoying.

When Xu Niannian moved the box back, Zheng Kexin looked at it expressionlessly, and didn't consider the suggestion of eating together at all, and said in his heart: "There are always porridge sellers downstairs, so you can go out to eat."

When I got home, it was already time for dinner. As soon as I put down my things, Ningzhi called and asked her to go out to buy exercise books. She hurriedly said hello to Xu Niannian, and went out with her bag on her back.

The stationery street where books are sold is in Xugao's Back Street, and there are many people on the street. The two made an appointment to meet at KFC. Zheng Kexin ordered some food casually, while waiting for someone, while thinking about tricky housework.

Although the housework is trivial, it is not difficult to divide. Both of them go to school and have no time to tidy up the house during the day, so they should wipe the floor before going to bed at night to avoid dust accumulation.

It is fair to clean up your own room, take out your own garbage, and have one person in charge of the kitchen and one in the bathroom.

As for the broom and mop, don't buy it. The bathroom is too small to fit so many things. Xu Niannian will be responsible for what is needed for cleaning, and I will pay her half of the money afterwards.

But I just forgot to buy bowls and chopsticks in the supermarket, and I have to go to the store when I get home later.

Zheng Ke was afraid of troublesome people in his heart, and after all he planned to "draw a clear line" with Xu Niannian.

Just thinking about it, someone patted her shoulder, Zheng Kexin turned her head and saw Ning Zhi standing behind her.

Just as she was about to say "I'm coming", she saw An Ji following behind Ning Zhi, and at the same time someone patted the other half of her shoulder.

A big black face was half covered by a baseball cap, and it suddenly moved in front of Zheng Kexin, revealing a mouthful of small white teeth.

The author has something to say: "I smell the breath of the weak" I saw this stalk on the Internet, but my brother seems to have said it, so I can't remember it.

(In fact, the quick-frozen wontons in the supermarket are really delicious)