a certain Zheng Kexin

Go back in time by one year.

At this time last year, Xu Niannian had dinner to send her parents away, went for a walk on the playground alone, sat where Zheng Kexin was sitting now, and dialed the phone, wanting to complain to her about the new military training uniform, but the other end of the phone was No one has ever answered.

Maybe in the shower?She gave a reasonable explanation.

However, what she didn't expect was that Zheng Kexin could no longer be contacted like this.

Their military training has strict requirements this year, and mobile phones are not allowed. Xu Niannian squeezed time to find someone, texted and called, and all the information disappeared.She also tried to contact Ning Zhi and An Ji, but the other party's military training was more strict, and she didn't receive An Ji's reply until the end of the military training.

The person on the other end of the phone told her that Zheng Kexin went to a university in the south, and the admission notice shown to her before was fake, and she made it herself.Zheng Kexin said sorry and would not contact her in the future.

An Ji's words were very clear, every word was clear, but Xu Niannian felt as if he had listened to an incomprehensible sentence in English, and turned to look at the test paper for help, but the questions and options were equally mysterious.

Her school started early, and when she arrived at the school gate, she was still sending messages to Zheng Kexin. Zheng Kexin's reply was "See you at the beginning of school" - this was her last sentence.

They agreed to see you at the beginning of school, and they agreed.

Why... I won't contact you in the future.

What do you mean no contact in the future?

Xu Niannian hung up the phone in a daze, and continued to call and send messages to Zheng Kexin without giving up. She had a lot of courses in the first half of her freshman year, and she also had electives on weekends. It was not until the National Day this year that she had time to go back to Lincheng.

But when she came back, she found that Zheng Kexin's family had moved out. The neighbor told her that they had taken the bed with them, so they probably wouldn't be coming back.

Xu Niannian had no choice but to go home by car. On the way home, she read that sentence over and over again, from left to right and right to left, trying to find out the hidden code from these three simple Chinese characters.

But to no avail.

She finally told herself desperately that Zheng Kexin unilaterally let go.

"In the beginning, she approached me and Ning Zhi many times, asking if we could get in touch with you." An Ji said, "Later on New Year's Day, she went to the south, probably to your school, and then we I haven't contacted her anymore. Ningzhi has inquired about her and said that she has good grades and a good relationship in the dormitory."

Zheng Kexin was silent for a long time before she nodded: "That's good."

It was getting late, and Zheng Kexin sent An Ji to the bus stop in front of the school. Before getting on the bus, An Ji asked one last question: "Why didn't you explain it clearly in person?"

Why didn't they have a good get-together, no solemn farewell, but chose to deceive, chose to put an end to the story of two people through the mouth of others, this is the most selfish and irresponsible way.

Buses come and go, stop and go, the city is as lively as ever, Zheng Kexin stood silently aside, last year she felt that she couldn't fit in, this year, it seems that she hasn't made much progress.

Because I don't want her to have an unhappy summer vacation.

Because I feel sorry, I shouldn't make her an outlier.

Because by doing so, all the faults are on oneself, the hatred is straightforward, and it is more let go than the helpless obsession.

If she can let go, it will be best to live a happy life in the future.If she can't let it go, it's fine to hate herself for the rest of her life, so that she won't go on the "wrong path", won't be labeled, poked on the back, and stared at.

Will not be asked - I call you gay?

Zheng Kexin didn't answer An Ji's question after all, but just said: "I was wrong."

It's not a family problem, and it has nothing to do with the world, the future, all kinds of powerless realities... It's just my fault.

"Then you come back this time..." An Ji said, "Forget it...Actually, when we knew about it, we thought it would not go well, but whether it goes well or not is up to us... Even if you want to bring it back If people chase you back, we will all stand by your side."

Bring people back again?

In just one year, Ning Zhiqiao Yuan Anji is no longer what he was in high school, and half of the classmates who used to take graduation photos together have blurred their names.

More than 300 days have passed, which is enough for a person to let go of the short-term memories of the past and have a brand new life. In this case, why should I disturb the other person's current stability.

Just like that summer two years ago, maybe she shouldn't have moved out of the house, so that the two of them will go back and forth in parallel, and there will never be any intersection.

You've missed it once in the past, so don't repeat it again.

Zheng Kexin already had the answer in her heart, she never dreamed of stepping into Xu Niannian's world again, she was just reluctant, she just wanted to get closer, take a look at it from a distance, Wang Meizhi longed for some comfort, that's all.

However, she never met the person she wanted to see.

During this year, Qiao Yuan opened a studio, from an unlucky kid controlled by his parents to a small boss.

Ning Zhi followed the trend of the times and started a self-media, and took advantage of his work to travel around mountains and rivers, eat, drink and have fun.

An Ji eats dog food as usual, and spends time as a volunteer to take care of autistic children. Recently, he plans to do hospice care.

The girl in the class who is keen to lose weight sells meal replacements on WeChat. The boy who used to be like a stick turned himself into a small Schwarzenegger. There was even a classmate in elementary school who got engaged last year and said that he would get married within two years. child……

Everyone has their own way to go, and their circumstances vary greatly in just one year.

Xu Niannian is no exception.

In the middle of the military training, Zheng Kexin was arranged by the teacher to check the dormitory. It happened to be the buildings where Xu Niannian’s dormitory was located. Only then did she know that Xu Niannian’s entire college had been transferred from the south area of ​​the school to the north area. There is no one I want to see.

Afterwards, she applied for electives that had nothing to do with her major, and ran from the southern district to the northernmost teaching building in the northern district to attend classes. Based on the records at the entrance of each classroom, she summarized the schedule of Xu Niannian's class, and calculated the time to hide Staring at the entrance and exit of the classroom from the corner of sight, squatting like a paparazzi for half a month, he could see through the hair color of the girls in their class.

Later, Ning Zhi helped investigate and found out that Xu Niannian, as an exchange student this year, had already gone to Japan.

She has the right to choose to let go, and of course Xu Niannian also has the right to leave.

Zheng Kexin was like Xu Niannian in the past, it took him a long time to understand what Ning Zhi was saying, and then nodded lightly: "Oh, it's pretty good."

Go farther, go straight ahead, don't think about the past, and don't look back.

Ning Zhi was afraid that she would be stimulated, so he came to find her for lunch. Zheng Kexin shook the mung bean soup in his hand and recalled the past to her: "You said that if you didn't hit me when you shook the rope back then, wouldn't we have lost contact now? .In fact, I really didn’t blame you back then, it was my own distraction.”

Ning Zhi picked up the plastic cup and touched her: "I know—don't think about the past."

Zheng Kexin obviously didn't listen, and gave an absent-minded "hmm".

Ning Zhi felt that this person was normal on the surface, half of her soul had been lost, she tried to find a lighthearted topic with a bitter face, but after thinking about Zheng Kexin's experiences over the years, she couldn't come up with anything happy in the end. .

In the end, I still talked about Qiao Yuan: "By the way, Qiao Yuan's studio has been renovated, and the place is not small. His place used to be a DIY workshop. The store owner went home to inherit the inheritance, leaving behind a bunch of toasters and coffee machines. There are a few boxes of raw materials, don’t you love to cook, go to his place to have a look when you have time?”

Ning Zhi sells a good teammate, and against her will, replaced the "dark food" floating in her heart with "rice". As a result, she realized that Zheng Kexin was a kitchen killer, and she loved to cook a fart meal. Not for Xu Niannian.

However, this flawed sentence recalled Zheng Kexin's soul by mistake, and she suddenly asked, "Is there an oven?"

When Ning Zhi saw that there was something going on, he nodded immediately: "Yes! There are several of them!"

As soon as she touched her upper and lower lips, Qiao Yuan added another oven - the previous store didn't take anything away, but took away a broken oven that was only [-]% new, saying that he had asked Daxian to calculate this thing before, There is aura, town house.

Qiao Yuan was at a loss: "But your store is losing money."

Shopkeeper: "So I'm going back to inherit the inheritance!"

Qiao Yuan's studio is right next to Zheng Kexin's school, on the side of the business district of the University City. Zheng Kexin seems to want to live with the oven, and runs to Qiao Yuan's studio when there is no class, cooking food for everyone in different ways. .She is not good at serious cooking, but she can make desserts in different ways.

Qiao Yuan followed to act as an automatic mouth-opening machine, and he didn't pick and choose what to eat, and asked with the scent wafting all over the room: "I remember you like spicy food, when did you like sweet food?"

Now that the source of tension that makes people nervous is gone, Zheng Kexin has become unrestrained, and replied without any scruples: "Nian Nian loves to eat."

Qiao Yuan suddenly felt that the bread in his hand was a little hot, and felt that he had robbed someone else's food. After standing still for a while, he found nothing to say in embarrassment: "You really like to cook for others."

"Yeah." Zheng Kexin suddenly remembered what Xu Niannian had said before, and answered verbatim at the moment, "I like to cook delicious food, but I prefer to cook delicious food for people I like."

Anyway, this person couldn't hear her, so she said whatever she wanted.

Without further ado, Qiao Yuan bit the bread and rolled away.

Not long after running into Ning Zhi at the door, Qiao Yuan grabbed her arm and complained: "I can't live my life, I'm rejected by others, why don't you cook me something delicious?"

Ning Zhi laughed: "Okay, there are instant noodles in the cabinet, chicken stewed with mushrooms and mushrooms stewed chicken, which one do you want?"

There was a physical education class that day, and now it was time for dinner, Ning Zhi sent the humming Qiao Yuan into the kitchen to sweep all the way, swallowed a can of biscuits and felt empty, cut himself a piece of cake, and sat on the table Shake your legs while eating.

Sure enough, there was nothing that couldn't be solved by eating, Ning Zhi was eating, and suddenly had the inspiration to make money, knocked on the oven shelf and said to Zheng Kexin: "Why don't we sell bread."

Zheng Kexin looked up at her, beckoning her to continue.

Ning Zhi’s eyes are straight when he talks about making money, and he doesn’t even care about eating cakes. From trademark registration to style positioning, from product promotion to sales model, the one-way arrangement is clear and logical, focusing on the current consumption of young people. The concept, the more I talk about it, the more I feel that coarse grain handmade products are a business opportunity, and I sell low-fat sandwiches and salads along the way.

There are several gyms in the university town, but there is only one that sells fitness meals, because there is no competitor that sells them expensive and unpalatable.

This is a person who has never been beaten by the society. Ning Zhi is the reincarnation of Lei Gong, so how can he not speak for him.

Zheng Kexin didn't respond, her family has been busy for the past two years, and it's rare for her to take a break when she arrives at university, and she has no intention of doing business for the time being, besides, making desserts is only a personal hobby for her, and it's okay for friends to eat, not a professional.

Ning Zhi didn't force her, and let her go.

Zheng Kexin can make more and more things, and soon, the little white mouse has expanded from a few friends around her to the whole class. She often carries several bags of bread to the classroom to distribute, and as time goes on, she becomes a branch of the Huaan area. The title can be regarded as fulfilling the previous wish.

Ning Zhi, who had seen her dark cooking before, dared not speak out.

The fighting power of the mice was astonishing, and the pile of raw materials left by the old shop had been exhausted in less than half a year. One day Zheng Kexin came back from the courier, and a kitten suddenly jumped out of Haitang at the door.

The little guy was a mixture of black, white and yellow, no brand name, dirty and dusty, with a rotten leaf hanging on his back, which looked pitiful.

The day was below zero, and there was a strong wind blowing everywhere. Zheng Kexin's ears were about to freeze off after walking all the way, and a pile of water vapor had accumulated on the scarf, making it hard to keep his eyes open.The kitten is not afraid of people, it rubs against Zheng Kexin's pants and acts like a spoiled child, as if it wants to eat with her.

Zheng Kexin looked at him in embarrassment: "I have flour here, do you want to eat it?"

The kitten looked up at her with its neck tilted, then ran to the corridor and gave Zheng Kexin a "click the elevator" look.

Zheng Kexin: "Are you going home with me?"

She was a little embarrassed, the studio was Qiao Yuan's domain after all, it might not be good for her to bring a cat back rashly.

"How about this." Zheng Kexin pointed to the huge cardboard box in his arms with his chin, "If you can..."

Before she finished speaking, the kitten jumped up from the fire cabinet next to it, sat down on the cardboard box, and stared at her with watery eyes.

It seems that he has made up his mind to recognize the master.

There was no one in the studio, the kitten seemed to be frozen, and would not move around the radiator. Zheng Kexin poured him a bowl of meat floss and a bowl of water, and after he finished eating, he nodded his head: "After the founding of the country, we can't Do Cheng Jing understand?"

Kitten: "Meow!"

Zheng Kexin: "You are not allowed to bark like a dog."

Kitten: "Meow~"

Zheng Kexin: "..."

It still looks fine.

It doesn't matter if he has become refined, Zheng Kexin squatted down and told him: "Remember, here, a fierce sister has the final say. When she comes later, you just pretend to be pitiful, and you can only stay if you behave well, otherwise I won't be able to bear it." I can't stand you, you know."

The little guy was very sensible, but then he looked aggrieved, and in front of Ning Zhi, he became homeless in the winter and could only drill under the hood to keep warm, and there was a danger of belching at any time. .

Ning Zhi is really full of maternal instincts, shouting that mother loves you, you are mother's darling, so I want stars for stars, as much as I want.

Qiao Yuan's face was filled with the joy of "being a father", and he liked this little thing quite a lot, but there was only one thing: "It's easy to say anything else, if you dare to name this cat Xu Niannian, I...

He looked up to the sky and sighed deeply: "—I'll fucking kneel down for you."

Of course Zheng Kexin didn't either. The little guy who comes in January is called January, which is easy to remember, and Xu Niannian also happens to be January's birthday.

Qiao Yuan's explanation to her showed toothache all over his face.

The author has something to say: At this time last year, Xu Niannian had dinner to see off her parents, went for a walk on the playground alone, sat where Zheng Kexin was sitting and made a phone call, wanting to complain to her about the new military training uniform , but no one answered the phone.

——Every time I want to draw a picture, I will hate myself for being handicapped.

Ning Zhi laughed: "Okay, there are instant noodles in the cabinet, chicken stewed with mushrooms and mushrooms stewed chicken, which one do you want?"

——Master Kong really has these two flavors.

January: A good player in acting and assisting, a cat who has become a master in high school, will be a very, very assisting cat.