a certain Zheng Kexin

The days after graduation seemed to pass faster than in college, and two years later, Qiao Yuan's studio continued to grow, and this year he started a travel shoot.Running around all year round, April actually reconciled with Anji, a foreign country.

Ning Zhi became the first one to buy a car among the few people, and the key was left at the studio door, anyone could use it.But she seldom drives it herself, because the subway is at the door, and the company is only five stops away, which saves worry and temper than driving.

In the spring, Xu Niannian finally opened his own studio, mainly shooting film, across the street from Qiao Yuan's studio.She installed a swing at the door, with Begonia and Qiangwei behind the swing, and she let her tail go in January. Now, the greatest joy every day is to fight with the swing, and she never tires of it.

Kexin found a job close to home with less money and less work, and opened a gourmet account with Xu Niannian when she had nothing to do on weekends. The current income is twice her salary.She has been thinking about resigning recently, and would rather come here to poach people all day long.

Everyone is doing well. At first, Zheng Kexin was worried that if the guests who came to the studio knew that she and Xu Niannian were a couple, it would affect Xu Niannian's work.

Later I found myself thinking too much.Most of the people who came to take pictures were girls, all of them were cute, with no questioning eyes at all, all of them were happy and blessed, and then gossip about the love history of the two of them, with lemony envy and hatred on their faces.

Of course, the "unusual eyes" that I was worried about before were not absent at all. After Aunt Ningzhi found out about this by accident, she stretched her arms eight feet away to meddle in other people's business, and came to educate Ning Zhi: "Look at what kind of friends you made, Huh? If girls are with girls, that's perverted."

Ning Zhi didn't even think about it: "You are fucking sick!"

After scolding, I probably felt that it was not very respectful, so I thought about it and chased after him: "Your mother is sick!"

Zheng Kexin laughed out loud when he found out.

She gradually didn't care about it. The problem that she had worried about for so long before became no longer a problem with the passage of time-everyone was busy making money, so there was really no time to worry about other people's eyes.

In the winter of this year, Gao Qing offered to ask the parents of the two families to have a meal together.

Gao Qing is a smart person, and Su Yingyu is a good-natured person. The two fathers chatted and found that they were in the same system at work, and they chatted very speculatively. The bloody meal they imagined was unexpectedly harmonious.

After the meal, Gao Qing chatted with Zheng Kexin alone, and said to her: "After all, only a few people can experience this kind of feeling. Auntie has never experienced it. People are always full of fear and worry about things they don't know. So back then... When I knew about your family, I was afraid that you would treat Nian Nian as a life-saving straw, and worried that if your life went well one day, you wouldn't need her anymore.

I became a mother when Nian Nian came, and I had to think about Nian Nian. "

Zheng Kexin nodded: "I understand."

Gao Qing looked at her with a smile: "If you hadn't chosen to separate from Niannian, I would never have agreed with you to be together, but now it seems that you really take Niannian to heart, you are together, I didn't say anything."

Zheng Kexin: "Then why...you have been unwilling to see me."

"Actually, it's nothing." Gao Qing smiled, "I just feel that going to school and working are two completely different states. I want to wait until you both work and stabilize, and then take a look at your attitude. Now it seems..."

Zheng Kexin raised her heart high.

Gao Qing paused, then said relievedly: "When I was with her dad back then, my parents didn't agree, didn't they agree? Now everyone is fine - it's good for you two to be together, don't worry if you don't have children. Eat what you want, go wherever you want, there is no pressure, times have changed, we as parents have to look forward."

After the meal, Zheng Kexin cried silently, not crying violently, but crying silently while hugging Xu Niannian.She probably felt that those endless sufferings were finally over, and she could finally talk about the grievances in her heart.

Everything will pass, all of this will pass.

Because of work, after many years, Xiao Xu returned to Lincheng again. She asked Zheng Kexin to go out as usual, and specifically asked: "Don't eat KFC! Can you eat something expensive!"

Without further ado, Zheng Kexin decided on the most expensive buffet in Lincheng, and then dragged Xu Niannian to eat.

Xiao Xu was a few years older than the two of them, and he didn't show it before. In the past two years, the smell of "senior sister" has become more and more strong. Seeing Xu Niannian smiled meaningfully like a parent, nodded and said: "It's pretty good." good."

During the dinner, Zheng Kexin and Xiao Xu chatted about their past, while Xu Niannian ate and listened to stories.

Xiao Xu mentioned that when they were young, the two of them were playing on the street, and suddenly a little boy came to call her a lunatic, her father was a big lunatic and she was a little lunatic. The stone hit the boy's forehead, and the boy cried all the way.

Zheng Kexin had no impression: "Is there such a thing?"

"It's normal that you don't remember." Xiao Xu glanced at her, "At that time you were just a little old, and you couldn't speak well."

Those unspeakable stories back then, which were planned to be buried for a lifetime, can now be regarded as gossip, and everything is in the past.

The three of them were waiting for the car outside after eating, Xiao Xu was not in a hurry to go home, and planned to visit the graves of his father and grandma, Zheng Kexin turned to her and asked her, "You never cared about him calling him Dad before, are you forgiving him now?"

Xiao Xu breathed out, "It's just a title, it's just a convenient name—what about you?"

Zheng Kexin glanced at her and knew what she meant.

"Still disgusted, still hated." She said, "Without her, my family would not be in the current situation. It might be more perfect and happier. But I also know that she is an old man and a sick person. What did you do. Without her, there would be no my mother and I. I couldn’t figure it out before, and I can’t figure it out now.”

Xu Niannian gently held her hand.

Zheng Kexin: "It's just that everyone is more or less guilty in their hearts. People who want to kill people and people who will kill people are two different things."

Xiao Xu looked at the cars passing by in front of him, lost his mind, and said after a while: "My grandfather is patriarchal. When he found out that I was a girl, he said that I broke the feng shui of my ancestors and forced my mother to have an abortion. My grandma was very soft-spoken. I can’t say anything, it’s my dad who tried his best to keep me—gratitude is real, love is real, and hatred is also real.”

Fortunately, whether it is strong love or deep hatred, they already have the ability to digest.

Another year passed, and Qiao Yuan received an order during the Mid-Autumn Festival. Party A sent two boxes of mooncakes and three boxes of crabs. After Qiao Yuan found out, he decisively wrote the delivery address as Xu Niannian's studio, and then took Ningzhi with him at noon. Come over for a meal.

The crabs were packed in a net bag without a rope, and there was a leak in the bag during the bumps on the road. Once the box was opened, the crabs rushed out. Zheng Kexin and Xu Niannian had never seen such a battle before. She was so frightened that she ran up to the ceiling with the curtains in her arms, unable to survive.

In the end, one was missed. When Ning Zhi entered the door, the fish that slipped through the net was grabbing the door frame and trying to crawl out, but Ning Zhi didn’t see it at all, and kicked it into the air. The crab circled in the air, what a coincidence The landing landed in front of January, who had just returned to the ground.

January was so frightened that his hair exploded, he screamed in horror and ran out of the door. He ran too fast and accidentally bumped into the triangular bookshelf used for the set at the door—the bookshelf fell down, and the flowerpot on it was smashed to pieces , The mud that had just been watered was spread all over the ground, exuding a smell similar to the mud after the rain.

Zheng Kexin and Xu Niannian were already very calm. If you want to keep a cat, you have to see who is the master, so Zheng Kexin poked his head from the kitchen and instructed Ningzhi to clean up the mess, otherwise at noon others would eat hairy crabs and she would drink Northwest Wind.

The gold master's father sent too many crabs. Xu Niannian made a pot of steamed crabs and a pot of spicy crabs. They chatted while peeling the shells, and it took two hours to finish them.

Ning Zhi sat down on the sofa leisurely after eating and drinking, and sighed: "Hey, I said I would come to your house for dinner back then, but I waited for so many years before I did."

Zheng Kexin felt that this person was either insane or simply shameless, so he turned around and choked on her: "You ate at our place for four days this week."

"Really." Ning Zhi didn't move, and said indifferently, "Three days, I let your pigeons go on Tuesday, why didn't you come?"

Zheng Kexin: "..."

After so many years, she still can't say no to her.

After dinner, Ning Zhi and Qiao Yuan went back to the studio, and An Ji went to the gym - it is said that the Chinese stomach can gain [-] pounds a year if they go out for a round, and An Ji returned to China half a year ago, but nothing has changed, because For the sake of fitness, the lines are clearer. After returning to China, I go to the gym every day, and I will never stop exercising for more than three days.

Xu Niannian sent people away, went back to the kitchen to accompany Zheng Kexin to clean up the dishes, then poured two cups of orange tea, and the two of them sat on the swing at the door, basking in the best sunshine of the day and blowing the most gentle breeze of the year. wind.

January came out of nowhere. He had already forgotten what happened just now after playing for a while, or maybe because he felt ashamed and didn't want to remember, he pretended nothing happened and rubbed Zheng Kexin's leg.

Zheng Kexin picked him up and followed his fur one by one.

Xu Niannian suddenly remembered something, went into the room and took out his wallet, rummaged through it for a long time, found a small card, and handed it to Zheng Kexin: "Look."

Zheng Kexin: "What?"

"It's the card you dropped before. After graduating from junior high school, in the elevator—didn't I tell you?" Xu Niannian pointed to her, "I forgot where I put it, and I just found it yesterday."

Zheng Kexin held up the card and looked at it over and over.

Xu Niannian: "What did you write back then?"

What did you write?Zheng Kexin frowned and thought, I really...don't remember.

What is 15-year-old Zheng Kexin thinking?

The wind is still blowing, and the cat is already asleep.Xu Niannian took a sip of orange tea and asked: "Then do you still remember the time when you were in junior high school and you didn't go home and cried in the corridor? Ningzhi said that everyone left at school and you were the only one left People, especially aggrieved squatting on the ground crying..."

Zheng Kexin was swinging on the swing, listening and remembering, and then said calmly: "Oh! That time I fell asleep because of the English test, and forgot to write the answer sheet!"

Xu Niannian couldn't laugh or cry.Zheng Kexin looked at her in confusion, turned her head to the light and held up the card in her hand: "I seem to remember what I wrote?"

Xu Niannian: "Huh?"

"There was an exam that morning, and the reading was about parallel time and space." Zheng Kexin said, "What I wrote was that I wanted to meet another self in parallel time and space."

Xu Niannian: "Another self?"

"Yes." Zheng Kexin smiled, "Maybe there are many Zheng Kexins in the world, and I'm just one of them."

"A certain Zheng Kexin may be living a very happy life, with healthy parents and a harmonious family."

"A certain Zheng Kexin may still have to face Sheng Yunming, but the uncle is still there, and there is still a chance to breathe."

"A certain Zheng Kexin may not have the help of his uncle, but he can prevent his parents from traveling and save his father's leg."

"I always thought that there might be many Zheng Kexins in this world, and each of them would be a little bit happier than me."

Xu Niannian tilted her head to look at her: "What about now?"

The begonias in the yard have fallen, the roses are blooming, and there is still an open space to the west, where a magnolia can be planted next year.

The temperature is slightly cool at 24 degrees, the wind is long and just right, the swing is very suitable for taking pictures, it is very suitable for kissing, and it is also very suitable for doing nothing, just dangling.

I feel dizzy without drinking, and I burp occasionally. It smells like crab and orange tea.

The smell of autumn.

Zheng Kexin turned her head, and smiled softly with a long tone: "Now——I feel very happy."

"Because, a certain Zheng Kexin has a Xu Niannian."

(End of the article)

The author has something to say: ([-])

The short stories will be placed in "Little Things in Lincheng", and the Weibo will also be synchronized (Musen, the owner of the city). Write whatever you think of, and the stories of Lincheng will be sold for life.

The long story will be put here, there will be four, and four is my lucky number, so it was decided hastily.

Although I haven't written a word, and I don't know what to write, but sooner or later there will be some, and they will be updated from time to time.

(two)

Zheng Kexin first appeared in 18, when I was writing the story of Ning Zhi's younger sister Ning Chen.

——"Not long after Su Zhengyang returned to the south for the New Year, I was reciting chemistry alone in the corridor, and I sat on the stairs to rest when I was tired from reciting, and suddenly I heard the sound of reciting upstairs.

I went up the stairs and saw a beautiful older sister on the top floor. "

Beautiful sister - this is the entire definition of Zheng Kexin in my mind at first.

Later, Zheng Kexin appeared for the second time in the story of An Ji's younger brother An Chen. She met a little girl named Chen Qi and became the "patron saint" of that little girl.

——The Zheng Kexin in Ning Chen's eyes is different from the Zheng Kexin in Chen Qi's eyes.

And in my eyes.

This should be the most prominent "malicious" character I have written so far.Creators and readers often see different stories. I think Zheng Kexin in my eyes is completely different from Zheng Kexin in everyone's eyes.

Before "Someone", I tried to unfold Zheng Kexin's story many times, starting with a case, starting with a suicide, or something else that was strong or conflicting, but in the end it all disappeared.

Even if you want to make changes, but after overthrowing and starting over again, you can feel that this story is still very "me" after a little bit of pondering and modification of the final product.

This is still not a very pleasing image, nor is it a work that the market likes, because of selfishness, like the previous two stories, it is still based on my life, and [-]% to [-]% of the content can be matched. of the old days.

These are very precious to me. They are a key that I forge with my own hands and that only I can use to open the door of mystery. Behind the door, my past is immortal and remains forever. The preciousness is smeared with a layer of light. , And unfortunately, there is also a chance to choose again.

For me, "Someone" is the most precious thing here.

I'm very happy, I really do, have done a good job with this story.

(three)

Then I saw a passage and liked it very much.

He hardly cares about the reader's personal situation, because he firmly believes that there is a variable and mysterious way of measurement in the dark, which can make it like a tailor-made dress in most cases, so there is no need to back down when coming and going: As long as what he writes is self-growth rather than grafting, there must be a bridge to communicate between him and others.

——"A Certain Lucas" ([-])

The begonias in the yard have fallen, the roses are blooming, and there is still an open space to the west, where a magnolia can be planted next year.

The temperature is slightly cool at 24 degrees, the wind is long and just right, the swing is very suitable for taking pictures, it is very suitable for kissing, and it is also very suitable for doing nothing, just dangling.

I feel dizzy without drinking, and I burp occasionally. It smells like crab and orange tea.

The smell of autumn.

——At the end of summer and early autumn, the days when there are crabs to eat are the happiest times of the year.

Everyone has the life they want to live, which is the most important thing.

Happy autumn and see you in the next story.