The Great God of Exorcism, please take me to fly

Ling Guang was also surprised just now, but now he has calmed down, put down his coffee, and looked at him calmly, "Really? I think it's because his eyesight became brighter than before because of blindness. At least it won't be so superficial. However, it's not as good as you, after all, it doesn't take time to straighten the spare tire, it only needs a position."

Spare tire?

Lu Nanqin understood that Ling Guang was referring to Xia Houyan, and Lu Nanqin had a careless smile on his face, "How can you be so sour? Isn't that superficial?"

"Are you sour? I think you are even more sour? Why do you regret coming over to talk to me so impatiently?"

"Ha!" Lu Nanqin seemed to have heard a big joke, "Why didn't I find you so narcissistic before?"

Ling Guang smiled and countered, "After all, the other party is more narcissistic than me. In terms of narcissism, I am not as good as him."

"Oh, so modest? This is not like you." Lu Nanqin sneered, and then glanced at Shao Fang who was drinking coffee calmly, implying, "Life is short, and the night is long, if the other party is not good enough Yes, it’s me who suffers, how can we all have such a period, don’t be so casual, right?”

"President Lu's words are so ugly, don't be irritated." Ling Guang clenched his cup tightly, "You speak sourly, those who don't know think you are jealous. Do you want to rekindle your old relationship with me?"

"The resurgence of old love?" Lu Nanqin sneered, "Don't be so passionate, you are not worthy!"

As soon as Ling Guang poured the coffee, when Lu Nanqin stared blankly, Ling Guang put the coffee cup heavily on the table, "Lu Nanqin, why didn't I realize that you are so shameless before!"

After Ling Guang finished speaking, he got up and looked at Shao Fang, with an apologetic expression on his face, "I'm sorry, Brother Shao, I have something else to do, so I'm leaving first."

Ling Guang got up and left quickly without waiting for Shao Fang's consent.

Lu Nanqin clenched his fists tightly with both hands, his eyes were full of anger, he clenched his teeth and clenched his fists.

He didn't understand where the inexplicable anger in his heart came from when he saw Ling Guang chatting so happily with Shao Fang just now. He obviously didn't have any contact with him, but he just couldn't control it.

That day, I agreed that I would never want to see him again, but when I saw him, I still couldn't hold back.

Xia Houyan was sitting alone in the position just now. She didn't know what Lu Nanqin said to them. Anyway, Ling Guang finally poured coffee on Lu Nanqin's face, and left angrily.

Xia Houyan trotted over immediately, reached out and handed the tissue to Lu Nanqin, "Nanqin, are you okay?"

Lu Nanqin wiped the coffee stains on his face coldly, "It's fine."

"Is there any misunderstanding between you and Ling Guang?" After Xia Houyan finished speaking, she looked at Shao Fang, "Can I sit down?"

Shao Fang smiled, "Please sit down!"

The more Shao Fang smiled, the more Lu Nanqin felt an eyesore, and he glanced at him coldly, "What's your relationship with him?"

Shao Fang asked instead, "What do you think?"

"Don't be weird." Lu Nanqin threw the tissue on the table and looked at him coldly, "I warn you, stay away from him."

Shao Fang shrugged, "I'm afraid I can't do this."

"You..." Lu Nanqin looked at Xia Houyan, holding back his anger, "Xiahou, you go back first!"

"Ah?" Xia Houyan's face was full of disappointment, and she stood up slowly, "Okay! Then I'll go first."

After Xia Houyan left, Lu Nanqin returned to indifference, looked at Shao Fang, "I know he was choking on me just now, what is the relationship between you two?"

"Since you care so much, why bother to lose your popularity?"

Shao Fang took a sip of coffee, looked at him with a smile, "Actually, I'm a psychiatrist."

"Psychiatrist?" Lu Nanqin was taken aback, "Xiao Guang..."

"Xiao Guang?" Shao Fang looked at him with a half-smile, "It seems that Mr. Lu still misses Ling Guang!"

"Don't change the subject." Lu Nanqin frowned, "What's going on?"

Shao Fang sighed, "Don't you think Ling Guang is a little different from before?"

is different.

Lu Nanqin was silent. Ling Guang looked much thinner than before, and his complexion was also very bad. He was always forcing a smile on his face. He looked very plain, but Lu Nanqin, who had seen Ling Guang at various times, when he saw Ling Guang just now, , what flashed in my mind was - how could he lose so much weight?

In the past, Ling Guang wasn't muscular, although he felt a little thin when he was wearing clothes.

However, there is absolutely no feeling of weakness. After taking off her clothes, her muscles are well-proportioned and tight, her lines are smooth, and she is indescribably sexy.

But at that moment just now, Lu Nanqin only felt that the current Ling Guang seemed to have only a handful of bones left to support his body, as if he would be blown down by the wind at any moment.

how so?Is it because of your own reasons?

"Ling Guang is much better today." Shao Fang looked at Lu Nanqin's frown and said lightly, "When Meng Ke brought him to my place, he was even uglier than now. In a trance, the fundus of the eyes is black and blue, as if he will die at any time, lifeless."

Lu Nanqin was choked for breath, his chest was throbbing with pain, he wanted to say something but didn't know what to say.

Shao Fang looked into the distance, "Meng Ke told me about his childhood and what happened to you. Your anger is understandable, but your mistakes cannot be ignored."

"I?"

"Yes. Don't you think it's too much for you to put all the blame on Ling Guang alone? You can tell what happened back then when you knew each other, when Ling Guang didn't have deep affection for you, but But you confessed when Ling Guang couldn't let go of you, don't you think it was cruel to Ling Guang at that time?

He always thought that the person he loved loved him deeply, but at that time he knew that the person he loved was never himself.If it were you, what would you do? "

"I..." Lu Nanqin was speechless. He was indeed dazzled by anger that day. No matter how he looked at Ling Guang, he found Ling Guang's face disgusting. own emotions.

At least, Lu Nanqin thought that even if he could bear it, he still didn't do it so perfectly.

"Ling Guang has always felt that he is inferior to his elder brother, not only himself knows this, but everyone around him knows it.

For him, this is a well-known fact.Even if it is well known, but no matter how bad people are, they all desire to be affirmed, and the negation of the one they love is a heavier blow than anyone's negation.

Everyone, like everyone else, craves affirmation even when it's known.But this is definitely not given to him, not even you.What do you think of his heart at that moment? "

Lu Nanqin couldn't speak, and after thinking about it for a while, he felt the pain was unbearable.

"He knows that he is a substitute for his brother. He can ignore this fact, hide this fact in his heart, and pray in his heart that he will never find out. Whenever he sees you, he needs to try hard to ignore this fact. Isn't it A simple thing."

"This pain slowly planted a seed of pain in his heart, and your discovery, and intolerability, slowly germinated this seed, and your negation, it slowly grew.

Your departure, your determination, and when you were sure that you would never look back, this seed finally slowly grew into a towering tree, corroding his heart every moment. "

Shao Fang looked deeply at Lu Nanqin, but Lu Nanqin just lowered his head and frowned, seeming to be struggling in his heart.

Shao Fang smiled, "After all, you have dated before, you should know what kind of person Ling Guang is?"

"I……"

"Has Ling Guang ever yelled at you and got angry?"

Lu Nanqin suddenly understood, and looked at Shao Fang, "You mean, Ling Guang... is he still enduring?"

"Normal people should find a place where no one is around, or find a best friend to cry and vent, right? Do you think Ling Guang would do that?"

Lu Nanqin shook his head slowly, "No matter how uncomfortable he is, he will never say it. He keeps calm, making it impossible for people to see his emotions. During the days when we were together, he only lost his temper over trivial matters. But... "

Lu Nanqin was at a loss for words, once Ling Guang saw him on a blind date, he got angry and added his hands, he was so angry that he vomited blood.

At that time, Meng Ke told him that the more Ling Guang cared, the more uncomfortable he was, the less he was able to speak, the more he had to bear it by himself.

Back then in Chongyun Mountain, Ling Guang felt uncomfortable about the matter between him and Xia Houyan, but he couldn't bear it.

But these things are too insignificant compared to what is going on now. He really can't imagine that Ling Guang can still endure without venting.

He remembered that day when he turned and left, Ling Guang asked while holding his hand with hope, Ling Guang felt that he just needed to think about it, if that was the case, he would give himself time.

And that day, he was dazzled by anger, so he said those hurtful words.

How did he survive after all this time?

"Ling Guang can bear it." Shao Fang smiled faintly, "For many years, when he encountered sad and sad things, he would only hide them in his heart, and this kind of emotion that could not be vented slowly stagnated. He still didn't express your breakup. , old stagnation, it will only eat back at the body. What you see now is this situation."

"Since you broke up until now, he has never vented. In the words of Chinese medicine, the evil fire invades the body and cannot be emitted. There is Shen Ke inside, which consumes himself.

Mr. Lu, I can see that you still care about him very much. Perhaps since you met, the person in your heart has already become him, and you just can't accept it.But, Mr. Lu, are you really going to deceive yourself and others for the rest of your life? "

Self-deception?

Lu Nanqin stood up abruptly, stabilized his trembling body, and said coldly, "Don't analyze me from your psychological point of view. The only thing I've always liked in my heart is...his brother."

"You hesitated?"

Lu Nanqin turned around and left without answering.

Yes, the person he likes has always been the kid who rescued him and took him away from the cemetery 20 years ago, Ling Guang's brother, it should be said that he is the real Ling Guang.