The Great God of Exorcism, please take me to fly

Hua Xingming sat on the sofa, looking tired, with a rare sense of loneliness and sadness on his face.

With an optimistic and free-spirited character like him, even in the time of life and death, he can calmly deal with it with casual jokes.But now, that handsome and flamboyant face no longer had the vigor it had before.

A pair of eyes with drooping eyelids, how could they still have the high-spirited and reckless demeanor before?

The door opened, and a man dressed in men's attire came out from the inside. His appearance was indistinguishable, beautiful and feminine, his black waist-length hair was casually scattered behind his back, his face was fair and clean, without any makeup or makeup. The gorgeous and heavy make-up used to be so coquettish and gorgeous, but now he is clean and dusty, but it doesn't make his temperament greatly compromised at all.

Hua Xingming curled his fingers slightly, looked up at Ayase Miaofeng who had changed his clothes complicatedly, and his big, bright and always energetic eyes were full of reluctance and unwillingness.

Hua Xingming moved his lips, his voice was hoarse and difficult, "You still decide to leave?"

Ayase Miaofeng looked at Hua Xingming quietly, and nodded slightly, "I am from the Ayase family. Since they still need me, I will go back."

His voice is not as gentle and charming as when I first met him, but now there is a man's low and hoarse voice.

Since being placed under house arrest, he has not been injected with modulated estrogen, and his current appearance and figure have returned to that of an ordinary man.

"Even..." Hua Xingming's voice was bitter, "Even if they have been using you, taking you back is just continuing to use you, don't you care?"

Ayase Miaofeng's voice was calm, "Yes."

"Don't you feel unwilling at all?" Hua Xingming clenched his fists tightly. He didn't know who to hate at this moment, whether he hated himself for being incompetent, or hated Ayase Miaofeng for not wanting to fight for it at all.

This was the decision made by the superiors. When Lu Nanqin relayed this decision to him, even though he knew that this day would come back sooner or later, he still had to say that this day came too soon.

From the time he met Ayase Miaokaze, even at that time he only wanted to please Ayase Miaokaze, after all, everyone has a love for beauty, right?

For a person like him who likes beautiful women and flirts, even if the other party is in a hostile relationship, he will flirt.

If the other party is open enough, he doesn't mind having a romantic relationship with the other party in the spirit prison.

However, every time he sees Ayase Miaofeng, he always feels that something is hit in his heart, although he likes to see his overly beautiful appearance.

However, every time he had the idea of ​​doing something indescribable with Ayase Miaokaze, he always felt that it seemed to be a blasphemy against Ayase Miaokaze.

Except for the moment when he was caught, he lost his composure. At other times, he is very calm and polite. If you go to see him with snacks and fruits, he will thank you, and he will not show impatience when you chat with him. , even if it seems that he is rambling about without words, he will listen very carefully.

Although sometimes he would tell some interesting jokes, he would also smile back, as if what he said was really interesting.

When you left, there was no reluctance in his eyes, and he watched you go away calmly.

He stays quietly in his place forever, he doesn't inquire about anything, he doesn't make any excuses, he seems to regard himself as an unimportant person, as if he regards himself as an abandoned son of his master, so he doesn't Will hold out hope.

Hua Xingming once asked him, "Do you really not mind being a prisoner at all? Ordinary people like this, maybe they will find ways to get out? Why don't you?"

Hearing Hua Xingming's question, Ayase Miaofeng also smiled quietly, "If my master needs me, then he will find a way to let me go back. If my master doesn't need me, then I will go out , to no avail."

At that time, Hua Xingming lowered his eyelids, suffocated in his heart, angry like never before, and asked him in a low voice, "What position do you lower yourself to?"

Even though Hua Xingming didn't show anger, Ayase Miaofeng also felt Hua Xingming's meaning of anger, and he looked at him a little puzzled, because no one cared about this issue, and he himself never thought about it question.

For him, if the owner needs it, then he is a knife that can eradicate everything. If the owner doesn't need it, he is just a piece of scrap metal.

Others may be surprised for a while when the owner abandons it casually, but they will quickly realize that it is a knife that the owner does not need. You can step on it and ravage it, because the owner will no longer care.

Before Ayase Miaofeng was caught, it was the knife that the master needed.Therefore, others will respect him carefully, but after being arrested, Ayase Miaokaze doesn't know if he still has such use value. If he really tries to get out, then maybe what awaits him is the same bullying end as before.

Staying here, while thinking about whether the master would still need him, he also felt that maybe this place was the best place.

The people here only treat him as an ordinary person, and will not beat or scold him, or attack him personally just because he is a prisoner.

Perhaps, it was also because someone had done it.However, during these days here, he was unprecedentedly quiet and free.

You don't have to be afraid of being seen and bullied like you were when you were a child. You don't have to stop after eating this meal, and you don't have to be bullied because you are valued by your master.

During this period of time here, his body and mind are very relaxed.

He also knew that Hua Xingming often came to him, maybe because of his skin.After all, Hua Xingming saw countless people at first glance.

However, he has never met him before so careful to please himself.

He has never met anyone who would please him, even if he eats a piece of cake, Hua Xingming carefully observes his expression, even a slight frown, he will not let it go.

No one has ever done that to him.

That day, Lu Nanqin and Hua Xingming brought someone who could read his memory to read his memory. He thought that Hua Xingming would stay away from him after seeing the past when he was humiliated and unable to lift his head when he was a child. Like the group of people back then, they either bullied them or avoided them.

However, he stayed.

Ayase Miaofeng is still calm on the surface, it seems that it is someone else's memory, and he doesn't care what others will think of it.However, he still had hope in his heart.

He didn't seem to care on the surface, but he had hope in his heart, and reason told him that hope didn't exist.However, he still waited quietly.

At that time, Hua Xingming looked at him quietly, and Ayase Miaofeng hoped in his heart, but despaired.

Sure enough, are all people the same?

Ayase Miaofeng smiled bitterly in her heart, but she seemed to breathe a sigh of relief. Since she knew there was no hope, how could she be disappointed?

Ayase Miaofeng understood everything, still smiling slightly, looking up at Hua Xingming calmly.

Hua Xingming's heart twitched when he was touched by the eyes that were as quiet as stagnant water. Without thinking, he stretched out his hand to cover Ayase Miaofeng's eyes, not wanting to look at him with such sad eyes.

It was the first time for Ayase Miaofeng to have a real skin-to-skin relationship with Hua Xingming. At that moment, his eyes were dark, and around his eyes, he felt Hua Xingming's warm and dry palm, like a fire burning in the ice and snow, warm as spring .

"You..." Ayase Miaofeng was surprised and was speechless.

He couldn't see Hua Xingming's expression clearly, so he couldn't see Hua Xingming's painful and sad expression, all he could see was darkness.

Hua Xingming hugged him suddenly, and his voice came softly in Ayase Miaofeng's ear, "I'm sorry, I read your memory without authorization."

At that moment, Ayase Miaofeng didn't know what was wrong with him, but felt his heart beating like thunder, unable to calm down for a long time.

He has never felt for a moment that he is an existence that is carefully placed in the hearts of others.

That day, Hua Xingming told him to let him live for himself.

However, in the past twenty years of his life, he has already lost himself. The reason he exists in this world is because someone needs him. No matter who it is, he must live.

Just because someone needs him.

So, when Hua Xingming asked him today, didn't you feel reconciled at all?

He has also been unwilling and resisted, but in the end?

Still no one needs him, and now he doesn't need to have other feelings, he just needs to have a sharp blade to overcome obstacles for his master.

"For me, being needed is the biggest reason for living." Ayase Miaofeng looked at him with a smile, "Master Ze needs me, so I want to go back."

"He needs you?" Hua Xingming almost gritted his teeth, "He just needs you to be his pawn and tool. Why do you still have no hesitation when you know it?"

Ayase Miaofeng remained calm, "Because he needs it."

"You..." Hua Xingming stood up suddenly, his whole body was tense, and he clenched his fists tightly, but his body couldn't help shaking slightly, and he looked at him with bloodshot eyes, "Then let me say, I need you too? You Can you stay?"

Ayase Miaofeng looked at him in slight astonishment, Hua Xingming took a step forward, grabbed his wrist suddenly, brought it into his arms, and looked at him tightly, "I need you, stay for me."

Ayase Miaofeng slammed into his arms unsteadily and was hugged by him. He looked up at him slightly. He, who was always rational, suddenly lost his mind. His heart beat so fast that he seemed to jump out of his body.

"I..." Ayase Miaofeng didn't know what to say now, she seemed to have a lot to say, but felt speechless.

Regardless of what he said, Hua Xingming stretched out his hand to press the back of his head, and pressed his face to his chest, "I need you, please stay. I not only need you now, but also tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, and the day after tomorrow! For the rest of my life All need you.

I don't need you to be a tool, but I need you to be my sweetheart, my lover, and my pillow.

I need you to be with me day and night;

I need you to go where we haven't been together; I need your company, from now until death.So, Miao, stay here.OK? "