come out publicly

"Me! I'm shy, can I?" Su Ziyu covered his mouth and snickered while answering, shrugging his shoulders, "Let's go back to the hotel first."

"Yeah." Although Su Ziyu covered his mouth, the smile still came from his eyes. Xu Ji felt that this situation was even more embarrassing, so he walked out as soon as the elevator door opened, and walked to the room without looking back. .

"Wait for me."

Maybe it was because of laughing for a long time, or because he kept laughing in his stomach, Su Ziyu felt that his stomach hurt from laughing, and he didn't even have the energy to walk.

Fortunately, Xu Ji didn't get so angry that he threw the door of the hotel directly, and knew to leave a gap for himself.

Pushing open the door and walking in, Su Ziyu first saw Shen Xinya standing tall on the sofa.

"Yaya?" Su Ziyu called out uncertainly, "Why are you bouncing around on the sofa? Where's the big brother?"

I have to admit that Xu Ji took care of Shen Xinya very carefully. Su Ziyu had seen Xu Ji apply the potion on Shen Xinya, as if he was holding some fragile baby, carefully rubbing the potion.

One afternoon, Su Ziyu took a closer look, and none of Shen Xinya's exposed red dots were scratched. How careful must it be to achieve such a level? !

Shen Xinya, who had a good night's sleep in the afternoon, was extremely energetic, and after recovering, she started to act like a fool, and when she was alone in the hotel room, she started jumping up and down.

Just climbed onto the sofa and jumped a few times, suddenly the door opened without warning with a "beep".

Shen Xinya, who wanted to say hello and explain by the way, saw her elder brother hastily pushed open the bathroom door and rushed in. After a while, her own brother also came back.

Following the direction of Shen Xinya's finger, Su Ziyu walked to the bathroom door and stopped.

While hesitating to knock on the door or push it in, the door was opened from the inside.

"Okay, it's all on your own territory, so you have nothing to say?"

Su Ziyu crossed his arms, and looked at Xu Ji who had obviously washed his face with cold water, and his temples and forehead hair were still stained with water, "Didn't Brother Ma just tell the truth? What's there to be shy about?"

"I didn't." Xu Ji, who had calmed down, made the last sophistry, "I just don't think it's good."

"Tch." Su Ziyu retorted disdainfully, "What's wrong? Besides, we didn't do anything. If I confess my love to you in front of the public, wouldn't you run away? Wouldn't I be embarrassed? ?!"

When Su Ziyu said that he wanted to confess his love to the public, Xu Ji was already stunned, and actually began to seriously think about how he should respond if Su Ziyu really did this.

"Hey, are you stupid?" Su Ziyu waved his hand in front of Xu Ji, "You're back to yourself! What are you thinking about? You're the one who can blush even if you show off in front of the bodyguards, what do you want in the future?"

"Ziyu, will you disclose our relationship in the future?"

Xu Ji murmured, his palms were sweating from the cold water because of nervousness, "Will you come out publicly?"

……

Xu Ji's question came unexpectedly, Su Ziyu's head froze at that time, he just mentioned it casually at first, but Xu Ji began to think seriously, will he make it public in the future?Will there be a day when I confess to Xu Ji in front of the public?

"Hey, I just broke away from my intern boyfriend on the first day and started to make progress." Su Ziyu said with a smile, trying to be sloppy on this topic, "It's natural to see if you treat me well when the time comes. "

At that time, this sentence seems to be a promise, but this promise does not specify the time, so there is no deadline for fulfillment, it is just empty words.

"Yes." Su Ziyu's attitude was already obvious, and Xu Ji also felt that there was no need to continue asking, "Then I will try to treat you better."

"Come on, boyfriend." Su Ziyu cheered and encouraged without distraction.

Things have to be done step by step, Xu Ji thought in his heart, at least, now he has taken off the prefix of "boyfriend intern" and is already a formal boyfriend.

Although Su Ziyu has said to cherish the present and talk about love, Xu Ji always thinks about the future and the farther future inevitably.

After all, the country has allowed same-sex marriage. As a purely gay, Xu Ji always thinks about these things, which he never dared to ask for before.

In order to take care of Shen Xinya's psychology, Su Ziyu and Xu Ji ordered porridge for dinner. After dinner, the three of them watched TV on the sofa and rested as usual. There was no problem on the surface, the same, harmonious and warm, only the parties could sense it Subtle psychological changes.

When the time was up, the three of them planned to take turns taking a bath as usual, but Shen Xinya couldn't take a bath because the chickenpox hadn't disappeared, so she could only simply wipe it off.

While Su Ziyu was taking a bath inside, Shen Xinya crawled to Xu Ji's side, and quietly lay next to Xu Ji's ear and asked Xu Ji, "Big brother, are you having a fight with your brother?"

"No." Xu Ji smiled wryly, did Shen Xinya even feel it, were the emotions between the two so uncontrollable, "Why did Yaya ask that?"

"Because I feel that my brother is bored today, and he doesn't talk much." Shen Xinya hugged Xu Ji in her short arms, and said seriously, "When my brother was unhappy or thinking about something Yaya didn't know, my brother would He is so dull, he doesn't talk much, and only elegantly asks questions to be reasonable."

"That's it, then big brother will help you and ask brother if he is okay?"

"Okay." Shen Xinya's eyes lit up when she got the ideal response, she crawled to the head of the bed with a smile and nodded, and flipped through her picture book.

Xu Ji looked at Shen Xinya's back with a smile. Adults always thought that children were too young and ignorant, but children were also very sensitive to changes in adults' emotions, and could often detect things that adults did not expect.

Good at capturing emotional fluctuations, so sensitive that adults feel ashamed.

Su Ziyu came out of the shower and Xu Ji went in to wash. When she was sitting by the bed blowing her hair, Shen Xinya silently crawled to Su Ziyu's side again, trying to repeat the old trick.

Su Ziyu turned off the hair dryer, grabbed Shen Xinya casually, took Shen Xinya into his arms, slapped Shen Xinya's butt lightly, pretended to be very angry and scolded: "Shen Xinya, why are you getting lazy? It's been so long since you learned to walk , why do you always like to crawl around?"

"Hee hee." Now Shen Xinya can tell very accurately whether Su Ziyu is really angry or pretending to be angry, but she is not afraid, she still leans towards Su Ziyu with a playful smile, "Brother, can I ask you a question?"

"Tell me." Su Ziyu straightened Shen Xinya's body, and asked someone to sit upright on his lap.

Shen Xinya who received preferential treatment still asked with a smile: "Brother, did you quarrel with big brother?"

"Big brother told you?"

"No, I guessed it." When Shen Xinya asked this question, she was actually a little worried, afraid that her brother would be really angry, "Brother, you're so bored today, you don't talk much."

"There was no quarrel." Su Ziyu replied affirmatively, "Brother was just talking to big brother, and it's just that we couldn't get together. Don't worry."

"Hmm!" Shen Xinya was really relieved this time, since both brothers said so, it should be fine, right?

When she crawled out of Su Ziyu's arms, Shen Xinya silently crawled back into her bed and continued to read the story just now.

Su Ziyu felt restless, and walked to the French window, wanting to smoke a cigarette slowly.

It was only when she put her hand into her trouser pocket that she remembered that she didn't bring cigarettes because of Shen Xinya's reason for filming this time.

He didn't even touch a cigarette, but he was holding a quick chocolate in his hand, which was given to him by Xu Jisai just this afternoon, saying that he must be tired from filming all afternoon, so he needs to replenish his energy.

When I just took a shower and changed clothes, I took it out on purpose, and when I came out of the shower, I stuffed it into the trouser pocket of the pajamas, why did I forget?

This memory... tsk tsk...

While spitting on his short memory, he peeled off the chocolate wrapper, the bitter taste melted on the tip of his tongue, Su Ziyu stared at the night scene outside the window in a trance.

Xu Ji saw this scene when he came out, so he didn't bother to brush his hair. He walked over under Shen Xinya's gaze, wrapped Su Ziyu in his arms, and whispered in Su Ziyu's ear: "What's the matter?" ? Ziyu? Not happy."

"No, I was thinking..."

"Don't think about it." Su Ziyu's words were interrupted by Xu Ji, "Don't think about it, okay? It was my fault before, so I asked a few more questions. I should be concerned about your identity."

Taking a bath is probably really suitable for thinking about things. The warm water brushed over every inch of skin on his body. Xu Ji suddenly figured it out. Su Ziyu is just a new artist who has just debuted. If you are rejected by the audience because of the label of homosexuality, it will not be worth the loss.

Su Ziyu told himself that he really likes to act, and Su Ziyu enjoys living other people's lives in the play, how can he make him sacrifice so much for himself?

People are mostly selfish.Xu Ji subconsciously felt that as much as he paid to Su Ziyu, he expected to get back from Su Ziyu.

But in the world of love, how can there be any fairness or unfairness?There is only love and not love.

Su Ziyu is not like himself, he fell in love at first sight, he fell deeply in love at the first sight.

If I were Su Ziyu, compared with a boyfriend who has just been together and has a not-so-deep relationship with a bright future, I might choose the former, right?

Even if he is not banned in the end, the audience will still like him, but do I really have the heart to watch him being judged by others?

unwilling...

This is the person I hold on top of my heart, how can I be willing?

"I..." Su Ziyu's voice became extremely hoarse when he spoke, and his heart was filled with panic, an indescribable dullness.