forced compounding

What Shi Xu came to hold was a conference on gene mutation, which was supposed to be held by the dean, but he heard that the organizer of the conference was very interested in his research, so he was invited to attend.

Originally, the meeting only took half an hour, but it was abruptly dragged into four hours by a group of old academics who were obsessed with academics. When Shi Xu came out of the building, his stomach was already rumbling with hunger.

He stepped on the snow and made a crunching sound. He heard that this was the first snow in Wellington in ten years, and it was so fierce that it seemed to bury the entire city.

"shine!"

Shi Xu gritted his teeth and turned his head with a headache. He stared at Andrew and emphasized, "I said don't call me that."

Since the moment he came to Wellington, this Andrew has been calling him "shine". It is clear that he does not have such an English name, but he just wants to call him that.

"Because you are very dazzling in my eyes, I will call you that."

Andrew scratched the back of his head embarrassingly, his beautiful blond hair was messed up by him, like a mischievous golden retriever.

"I know where there is good food in Wellington, how about I take you there?"

Shi Xu refused again and again, but was still dragged forward, took him to roast lamb and drank beer, tossing him to exhaustion amidst the noise.

Sure enough, young people are still full of energy. Shi Xu, who has just turned 25, has already begun to yearn for the retirement life after retirement.

Because of the meeting, he turned on the airplane mode on his phone, and when he remembered this, it was already nine o'clock in the evening.

Shi Xu replied to the news during this period, and when he saw Zhou Yang's "help" text message, he called Song Yihan without thinking.

The "beep" connection sound kept ringing, Shi Xu wasn't sure if Song Yihan was busy, he only planned to call this time, if he couldn't get through this time, he wouldn't call.

Two seconds later, the phone was still picked up, and Shi Xu's wild thoughts were interrupted.

"do you miss me?"

Shi Xu twitched the corner of his mouth: "No."

"But I miss you."

The half-truth and half-false love words made Shi Xu's ears tingle, he took a blanket to cover his body, and nestled comfortably in front of the French window to watch the snow.

"Did something happen today?"

Song Yihan's breathing stopped briefly, and he sighed: "It seems that my assistant is giving you a small report again."

Shi Xu smiled and said, "It's not because you don't work hard. If you were good, Zhou Yang wouldn't call me."

Song Yihan gave a short low laugh twice, which was a little blurred in the wind.

"Nothing happened today, I just slept for a long, long time, and saw you in my dream."

Shi Xu blushed, pinched the blanket with his fingers and stopped talking.

Song Yihan asked him, "Is it snowing in Wellington?"

Shi Xu looked out of the window and responded, the heavy snow was falling continuously, it would probably be even more difficult to go out tomorrow.

"It's probably still hot over there, do you want me to take a photo for you to see?"

When Shi Xu said this, he approached the French windows, the moonlight and snow outside the window blended together, there was still someone walking outside in such weather, Shi Xu took a closer look and found that the person was also on the phone with a mobile phone .

The man got closer and closer, meeting his eyes, as if trying to get into his heart.

"No need to take pictures, I have seen it, the snow in Wellington is very beautiful."

Shi Xu was stunned, not knowing how to answer him, but Song Yihan seemed unable to bear the cold wind, and asked him pitifully: "Baby Shi Xu, can't you share half of your blanket with me?"

Shi Xu hung up the phone with a "snap" and turned around, his whole body disappeared from Song Yihan's sight. The person in the cold wind showed a wry smile helplessly, walked into the building resignedly and pressed the elevator.

Fifth floor - fourth floor - third floor - second floor - first floor;

"Ding" The elevator has arrived.

The elevator door opened slowly, just like the romantic scenes in all movies, Song Yihan was tightly hugged before he could react, a deer crashed into his heart, making his heart sore and swollen.

"Didn't you say you don't want me? Why come out to pick me up in such a hurry?"

The blanket fell on the ground, Song Yihan picked it up, patted it on Shi Xu and put it on again: "Don't catch a cold, your fever is just right."

Shi Xu's eyelashes drooped like the wings of a fluttering butterfly, making his heart tremble again and again.

"Why are you here?" Shi Xu clings to his bosom, with his face raised up clearly wanting him to hug him, Song Yihan lowers his head and wraps his arms around his waist, his empty heart is finally satisfied, he boldly kisses Shi Xu's forehead, and hugs him in his arms The person did not hide, but quietly moved his face closer.

Song Yihan's heart seemed to be scratched, and he pursed his lips and said, "Because I suddenly missed you, I came to see you."

After Shi Xu heard his words, his whole body became more and more sticky, like a piece of sugar that was about to melt, huddling around in his arms.

Song Yihan was so teased by him, "It's still outside, don't seduce me, I don't know if I will do something beastly."

Shi Xu shrank her neck, did not escape, and pursed her lips with a blushing face, as if to seduce him.

This goblin is really terrible.

Just at this moment, the elevator stopped, and a couple entered the elevator, Shi Xu hid his face in embarrassment, and Song Yihan and the couple nodded politely.

Wellington is very tolerant of people like them, and the lady praised them enthusiastically, saying that they are a good match, so there is no need to be shy here.

Shi Xu buried his head even lower, even his neck was red.

Song Yihan held him in his arms, patted his back comfortingly and chatted with the couple.

Shi Xu heard the couple ask them: "How long have you been dating?"

Song Yihan's voice sounded above his head: "Pursuing."

The couple's teasing voice sounded again: "He's so shy."

Song Yihan didn't deny it: "He's shy because of me."

When he reached Shi Xu's floor, Shi Xu hurriedly dragged Song Yihan out, and vaguely heard a cheerful woman's voice "wish you happiness".

After entering the room, Shi Xu recovered from his shyness. He turned around and stared at Song Yihan, only to see the man lazily leaning against the door panel, raising his hand to touch his face.

"wish you happiness."

Shi Xu wanted to knock off his hand, but he couldn't bear to be looked at by him so tenderly.

"Shi Xu, do you trust me?"

Song Yihan withdrew his hand by himself, less than one meter away from him, but his eyes seemed to be separated by thousands of mountains and rivers.

Shi Xu and him looked at each other: "Do you want to hear me say whether you believe it or not?"

Song Yihan's coat was slightly loose, revealing a little red, but he didn't notice it, he still smiled: "I want to hear you say you love me."

Shi Xu stretched out his hand silently, and pulled out the broken red from Song Yihan's arms.

A crooked rose without a hint of beauty.

Only then did Song Yihan remember, "I originally wanted to give it to you, but unfortunately you forgot it as soon as you saw it, and it was crushed."

He raised his hand to take the rose back, "Give it back to me, I'll give you a better one next time."

Shi Xu refused, he put the rose in an idle vase, and said stubbornly: "Since it is for me, I should handle it. I like it, so don't throw it away."

Song Yihan was stunned for a moment, then happily hugged Shi Xu's waist from front to back, and kissed the back of his neck covered by fine hair.

"Really like it?"

Shi Xu responded after a while.

"Ah."

Song Yihan's lips were still cold, Shi Xu subconsciously moved forward, but he held his neck.

"nice! You love it."

Song Yihan didn't leave immediately after kissing the back of his neck, but rubbed against the delicate skin, as if intoxicated by it.

"Baby Shixu, seven years ago, I made you angry, right?"

Shi Xu's pupils shrank, and he couldn't help struggling in his arms: "You remember?"

Song Yihan's big palm clamped his wrist, controlling him gently and forcefully, and bit Shi Xu's neck lightly like punishment, causing him to tremble.

"I don't think about it, but I met that woman at the time."

The man in the arms refused the topic with silence, Song Yihan sighed, forcing him to listen to his own words.

"Even if you don't like to listen to me, I still have to say it, otherwise we can't get through it. I didn't sleep with her that day. I only have you."

Shi Xu finally responded to him with a trembling voice: "Without her, what about the others? Song Yihan is just for his own peace of mind, and you are just to find a fig leaf for yourself. I don't need to go there, and I can't get through it, do you understand? !"

It was the first time Song Yihan heard that Shi Xu was hysterical, and there was a strange joy for a moment, Shi Xu would only be like this when facing him, Shi Xu's hatred and anger belonged to him.

"Why haven't you come to love me these seven years?"

Shi Xu was trembling in his arms, no tears fell, his thoughtfulness and magnanimity were all fake, his tenderness and carelessness were also fake, behind every decent smile was countless times of hysteria.

He wanted Song Yihan to love him, he wanted Song Yihan to just look at him, he loved this person narrowly and pathologically, and he even started to hate himself because of this person.

Hate yourself for how you can love so embarrassingly.

He saw a naked woman rolling with Song Yihan, jealous and even urged him to grab that woman's throat, but he didn't dare, he was afraid of seeing Song Yihan's disgusted eyes.

He went out in a daze and walked along the streets and alleys until he reached a dark corner that he didn't know, and lit the first cigarette in his life.

It was a cigarette that was dropped on the ground by some passer-by, but he picked it up.

Just like him, who was accidentally dropped by someone, but was picked up by Song Yihan, playing with him nonchalantly, letting him burn himself into ashes bit by bit.

Shi Xu was exhausted, he was breathing heavily and slumped on the ground, avoiding Song Yihan from touching his hand.

"Shi Xu, I love you, but I'm too stupid to know how to love you."

Song Yihan knelt on the ground on one knee, and piously kissed his wrist without allowing him to resist.

There was his beating pulse, and the position of the kiss was dangerous and alluring.

This liar who can talk about love has made him dizzy for countless times.