forced compounding

Song Yihan never knew that Shi Xu grew up in a government compound before, and he had to be at the department level to be able to live here, "If someone sees you living here, you may be the master of your research institute."

"Don't talk nonsense, we can live here all the time because of my parents' favor."

Although the form is different, the essence of sacrificing one's life for the country remains the same, so Shi Xu's parents can also be regarded as martyrs.

Song Yihan wanted to touch Shi Xu, but he restrained himself and touched Shi Xu's fingertips slightly because he was in the elder's house. Shi Xu subconsciously retracted his fingers, and then came to his senses and wrapped his fingers around the other's hand .

The secret affection was entwined in the interlaced fingers and eyes, and was tentatively approaching a little bit, but was suddenly interrupted by an exclamation.

"Brother, at least you should pay attention!"

Lin Tian covered her eyes and peeked at the two of them through the slits of her eyes. Although she hated Song Yihan for taking Shi Xu away, it was the first time for her to see her brother fall in love with someone so much.

Song Yihan's good deed was interrupted, he glared at Lin Tian ferociously, and then asked Shi Xu jealously: "Why is she here?"

Shi Xu restrained his eyes and waved to Lin Tian, ​​"Xiao Tian and my house are just across the street, and we often visit each other."

This string has lasted for almost 20 years, and the two families have matured into one family, but because they are too familiar, Shi Xu never thought of letting the younger sister he watched grow up become his partner or lover.

Song Yihan and Lin Tian's eyes collided with each other, and the posture of the two seemed to be divided, Shi Xu coughed and asked Lin Tian: "Has your "peach blossom" produced any results recently? "

Lin Tian's momentum suddenly weakened when he heard the words, his face was flushed, his eyes flickered and he said: "It's still early, that person is always glib."

Seeing Lin Tian's appearance, Song Yihan immediately understood Shi Xu's intentions, and the vinegar bubbles that popped up were punctured one by one, and he wanted to celebrate the loss of one more rival in love.

Shi Xu inadvertently calmed him down, and continued to talk to Lin Tian: "Our Xiao Tian is finally going to fall in love, so we are very happy."

Lin Tian's face flushed even redder. How could she not have discovered that Shi Xu was so wicked before? If it wasn't for him, how could she have been single for so many years.

She "hummed" and said angrily, "Brother, didn't you just have a first love in junior high school, and it was no better than me."

After speaking, he also gave Song Yihan a meaningful look, seeing Song Yihan in a bad mood.

He remembered the photo he stuffed into the closet, it was the first person Shi Xu fell in love with, as long as he thought of someone who had monopolized Shi Xu's feelings, he would be so jealous that he would go crazy.

It would be fine if Shi Xu didn't care, but when Lin Tian said the word "first love", Shi Xu's body froze obviously, and he didn't dare to move his eyes to his side.

Do you like it that much?

Shi Xu abruptly changed the topic: "How long ago did it happen, there's nothing to talk about, did you come here today to see your grandparents?"

Lin Tian slapped her head, she almost forgot what was going on, turned around, rolled up her sleeves and started turning over the flower pots: "My mother said to let me see how Grandma Shi raises these roses. She brought back two pots two months ago. Rose, when you turn your face, they are all dead."

Shi Xu twitched the corners of his mouth. Sure enough, mother and daughter always have some similarities. This kind of destructive ability to living things is simply terrifying.

"See if you like it. It doesn't matter if you just take a pot home. Anyway, grandma is not short of one or two pots." Shi Xu said and shouted into the room: "Grandma, Xiaotian is here, she likes it." Your flowers."

Grandma came out quickly in response to the sound, and muttered: "I just fell in love with potted flowers. This made me think that Xiaotian had a crush on my grandson."

Song Yihan: "..."

Lin Tian: "..."

Shi Xu: "..."

Song Yihan, Lin Tian, ​​Shi Xu: Your guess is really accurate.

Lin Tian rushed forward and hugged the old lady Shi, rubbed her obediently and softly, and stared at the old lady with big round eyes coquettishly: "It's not that I fell in love with your flowers, it's my mother. I will frame you up." I."

When the old lady was hugged so enthusiastically by the little girl, she was still a little overwhelmed for a while, and asked Lin Tian seriously: "Xiao Tian, ​​have you gained weight recently?"

Lin Tian: "I'm not, I don't, don't talk nonsense."

Even if Lin Tian denies San Lian, he still can't deny her increasingly round face.

The truth that Shi Xu couldn't bear to say was still uttered by the old man, it's really - it's wonderful.

Lin Tian pitifully picked out the most beautiful pot of flowers in the yard with a downcast face, and with a considerate and considerate look, he whispered: "Just this pot, I'm embarrassed to take too many."

Shi Xu: I think you should feel embarrassed now.

He leaned into Song Yihan's ear, smiled and whispered: "I just said that her lady is an illusion, and Lin Tian has been a ghost since she was a child."

Song Yihan's eyes were deep, and while everyone was not paying attention, he took a small bite on the tip of Shi Xu's nose, causing Shi Xu to shrink back suddenly in shock, almost hitting his grandma.

However, Song Yihan still didn't feel that he had done something wrong, so he propped his chin and said silently: "You are also a ghost."

The thin lips opened and closed, Shi Xu's heart beat violently, he turned his face away from Song Yihan, but a heart fell into his palm.

A few people were chatting, when the old man's dissatisfied complaints came out, "Old lady, where did you go when you were halfway through cooking?"

The old lady pursed her mouth, covered her mouth and said to them: "Your grandfather can only wash rice after all these years, and I will chop all kinds of vegetables. Don't learn from him in the future, or you will be disgusted to death."

Before the old lady finished speaking, another voice came from the other side of the kitchen: "Old lady, I can hear you saying something bad about me again."

The old lady Shi spat hard: "At this time, his ears are the most sensitive, and he usually pretends not to hear anything when he is asked to do something."

When Shi Xu watched grandma scolding and walking towards grandpa, the two old people were fighting like children, Shi Xu felt a little envious in his heart, if he and Song Yihan could grow old naturally like this, and blend into each other naturally life, that really couldn't be better.

Song Yihan surreptitiously pulled Lin Tian aside, and asked Lin Tian under the cover of the flower pot: "What is the first love you just mentioned?"

Lin Tian gave Song Yihan a look of disdain: "I thought you wouldn't care, why did you go early?"

The two were rivals in love some time ago, but now Song Yihan has become her "brother-in-law" in disguise, it's really awkward no matter how you think about it.

"The people in junior high school don't know where in the world they are now. Don't worry, as far as I know, they haven't been in touch for a long time."

Lin Tian just wanted to be angry with Song Yihan before, in fact, even she herself didn't know who that mysterious first love was, but she only heard Shi Xu mention it by chance.

"Xiao Tian, ​​don't you think the encounter between people is a very miraculous thing?"

Lin Tian secretly listened to Shi Xu who was being punished to stand outside the classroom, and whispered to him: "Brother, please apologize to the teacher, otherwise you will be so tired standing."

Shi Xu turned a deaf ear to him, he closed his eyes in the sun, as if he was not bound by this world, he freely hummed a tune she had never heard before, letting her let her soul fly for a while, daydreaming lazily.

It's a pity that the daydream didn't last long when she was awakened by the chalk tip thrown by the teacher. She covered her forehead and looked to the right. Her brother didn't know where he went, but there was a small white piece of paper on the windowsill. strip, which reads—

"He is me, a little bit of hope in a life of suffering."

It was only then that Lin Tian knew that Shi Xu, who was as cold as wood, could also speak touching words of love. This discovery shocked her so much that she ignored the "he" who referred to men.

Song Yihan's palm forcefully made the flowerpot in his hand make a "clicking" sound, Lin Tian snatched it quickly after hearing this, for fear that he would crush the flowerpot for her if he was upset.

"No matter how angry you are, it's useless. Who told you not to show up earlier, but since you have Shixu's present and future, why do you care who he loved in the past, who will only love one person in his life?"

Song Yihan withdrew his hand, lowered his eyes and said: "All I have is his present, and I don't know his future."

Yes, who will only love one person in their life?He can't control Shi Xu's past, and he can't control Shi Xu's future, all he has is the brief present of Shi Xu.

Lin Tian hugged the beautifully blooming rose, her heart fluttered, she thought of Shi Xu, she thought of herself.

If she starts a relationship, how long will her relationship last, how long can she love someone, she can't ask herself this question, she is afraid to answer.

"Oh, I don't care about you guys anymore. I'm a single dog, why join in the fun with you." Lin Tian walked out of the yard, puffed up her cheeks and turned her head to Song Yihan and said, "You are too greedy, and you haven't cherished the good times. Now you want to covet his future."

Song Yihan was startled, watching the little girl's figure gradually elongate in the setting sun, then turned his head to look at Shi Xu, he lazily basked in the sun as if he was about to fall asleep, and then looked over at him before falling asleep , and look at him for a second.

At that glance, it seemed that he was his whole world, and he could sleep peacefully after seeing him.

Song Yihan walked up to Shi Xu with light steps, rubbed his knuckles against the hair on his forehead, his voice was as small as talking to himself.

"I forgive you for not loving me in the past, but I will never forgive you for not loving me in the future."

Shi Xu curled up in his direction, as if responding to him, silent and reassuring.

How could there be such a person in this world to treat him? Song Yihan lay on Shi Xu's body in distress, the extremes of the last second disappeared without a trace in his slight movements.

"Yihan, you're making me sleepless." When Shi Xu said this, his eyes were still closed, Song Yihan looked at him carefully, and he didn't know how he knew he was looking at him.

"How did you know?"

The smile on the corner of Shi Xu's mouth became more obvious.

"Now I know."