forced compounding

Shi Xu had spent countless hours observing Song Yihan. He guessed his thoughts, guessed his preferences, and worked hard to turn himself into the person he liked. Over the years, Shi Xu had never guessed wrong, only this time, Song Yihan did not To leave forever, as he had in mind.

Day after day, month after month, Song Yihan kept asking for news about Shi Xu.

"Did he come today too?" The water drops dripped on the tip of Shi Xu's nose after the bath, and the cold touch made him awake for a moment.

The old lady said "hmm", "I come here every day and never stop, Xiao Xu, do you still want to hide it from him?"

Shi Xu stubbornly insisted: "Wait a little longer, maybe tomorrow, maybe the day after tomorrow he won't come."

The old lady sighed, "Xiaoxu, you know, you won't."

Shi Xu fell into silence, he didn't know what to do next, unprecedented helplessness came to him.

Why Song Yihan can always disrupt his plans?Why does Song Yihan always bring him surprises?

"Xiaoxu, let's wait for tomorrow. If Song Yihan still comes to ask about your news tomorrow, I will tell him where you are and what you are doing."

"But what's the use of this?" Shi Xu took off the towel covering his head, "Even if he comes here, he can't change anything."

The old lady Shi slowly rolled the messy wool into a small ball, she looked at the things in her hands and told Shi Xu: "Xiao Xu, if you don't tell him, you will never know what the answer is waiting for you."

After hanging up the phone, Shi Xu closed his eyes and leaned back, wanting to put all his troubles on the soft sofa.

Lin Tian, ​​who was sitting opposite Shi Xu, listened to the whole conversation, and asked, "Is Song Yihan coming?"

Shi Xu didn't give a definite answer..." Maybe it will come, maybe it won't, someone once said to me: "I never know which will come first, tomorrow or the accident. "This sentence should be changed to "I never know which will come first tomorrow or Song Yihan". "

Lin Tian let out a "puchi" laugh. Since Shi Xu can still joke around, it shouldn't be a big problem. She put her hand on her stomach lightly, and asked Shi Xu again: "Then will you tell him one news or two news? Or neither?"

Shi Xu cast his eyes on Lin Tian, ​​his tenderness contained comfort, but there was no love.

"If he comes, I'll give him both news."

Lin Tian knew it was inevitable, but she just hoped that this day would come a little slower, so that she could enjoy the stolen peaceful life for a while longer.

It's just that on the second night, when she didn't wait for Shi Xu to go home on time, she knew that Song Yihan was here.

"So you've been here all along."

Song Yihan stood in front of Shixu, looking at him getting ready to go home after get off work, he was a little strange.

Shi Xu didn't say a word, Song Yihan didn't care, he continued on his own: "Why don't you talk? Don't you want to talk to me?"

Shi Xu didn't dare to tell him that he didn't dare to speak because he couldn't make a sound. He was afraid that his emotions would expose him, so he could only turn his head and ignore him.

Song Yihan felt bitter in his heart, and stopped Shi Xu who wanted to walk past him.

"Give me a few minutes and let me know everything."

Shi Xu nodded stiffly, "Come with me, I'll tell you slowly." Song Yihan heard that Shi Xu's voice was trembling, but he didn't expose it, and followed him step by step, wanting to just follow him into life the end.

When Shi Xu stopped in a small restaurant, Song Yihan raised his head to look at the signboard, and immediately curled his lips: "I remember you brought me to this restaurant last time, and your taste still hasn't changed."

"Yeah." Shi Xu nodded with a sideways face, "The taste won't change, but other things will."

Song Yihan froze, smiled wryly and said, "That's true."

The two walked into the store one after another, found a table that was not too big or small, Shi Xu ordered a few dishes deftly, and when there were only the two of them around, Shi Xu asked, "What do you know now?"

Song Yihan: "I know what my grandfather told you."

Shi Xu didn't comment, he lowered his head and took a sip of tea, listening to what Song Yihan had to say.

"I asked my grandfather, and he didn't deny it. He said it was for my own good, and I will understand later."

Song Yihan shook his head, his eyes were firm and clear, "I understand his kindness, but I reject this kindness, I understand what I'm doing, Shixu, do you understand?"

Song Yihan desperately needed Shi Xu's answer, but at this time the waiter was serving the dishes, Shi Xu avoided Song Yihan's sight, smiled and said a few words to the waiter, and when the meal really started, Shi Xu said: " I see."

Song Yihan breathed a sigh of relief, and hurriedly said: "Then we—"

"Yi Han, there is no "us" anymore. "

Shi Xu interrupted Song Yihan, "I understand you, so I hope you understand me too."

"What do you mean?" Song Yihan thought they could reconcile, but now that it's over, is there any obstacle between them?

Shi Xu stopped what he was doing, put down the knife and fork and said to Song Yihan seriously, he has simulated this scene tens of thousands of times in his mind, and he can do it very well.

"Song Yihan, my decision was not made for the sake of compromising. I made it after careful consideration. I don't want to be with you anymore." He said with a faint smile..."And I am very happy now .”

Song Yihan was inexplicably terrified of what Shi Xu was going to say next.

"Song Yihan, I'm married."

With two "ding dong", the knife and fork in Song Yihan's hand fell to the ground, startling the waiter beside him.

"Sir, I'll bring you another set of tableware, please wait a moment."

Song Yihan turned a deaf ear to the surrounding noises, he looked at the obtrusive ring on Shi Xu's hand, his lips quivered: "Married? With whom?"

Shi Xu lowered his eyes. "Xiao Tian."

Song Yihan stood up abruptly, took two quick breaths, and said viciously: "I knew it! I knew it! I'm going to find her now!"

Shi Xu grabbed his sleeve and said coldly, "What do you want her for?"

"She clearly knew our feelings! She clearly knew we were together! She did this..."

"Are you trying to say that it's wrong for her to do this? But Song Yihan, she came to me before you. Besides my family, Xiaotian has been with me the longest. Why didn't I choose to stay with her for the rest of my life? No one know each other better than we do."

Song Yihan couldn't refute, he could only tentatively say: "But you don't love her at all."

Finally came to this question, Shi Xu let go of Song Yihan's sleeve, and said the answer he had prepared for a long time.

"Who says I don't love her, I love her, I'm pretty sure I love her." Shi Xu wiped his hands, feeling a little pity to see that there are still a lot of dinner plates left.

"By the way, I'll tell you that Xiaotian is pregnant now. Don't look for her. If you need anything, just come to me."

Seeing that the fire in Song Yihan's eyes was completely extinguished, he left the last sentence cruelly: "But it's best not to come to me, I don't want to see you."

For a long time after Shi Xu left, Song Yihan sat blankly in the dining room, and he found that if a person was extremely desperate, he would not suffer so much.

"Excuse me sir, we are closing the shop."

Song Yihan walked out the door amidst the embarrassing eyes and expression of the clerk, and the drizzle fell from the sky and landed on his face.

He really didn't like Wellington, the place never brought him good luck.

Song Yihan stayed here for a day, and saw Lin Tian considerately sending Shixu out the next morning. He never thought of such a scene, that one day he would hide in a place where no one would notice and watch Shixu's life .

"Excuse me, are you here to look for Shi?" A foreign woman suddenly came to talk to Song Yihan, and the woman exclaimed when she saw Song Yihan's appearance: "I remember you, you are Shi's former lover."

Song Yihan made a silent gesture, "I'll come and see him."

The woman held her face in pity: "I thought you would be together."

"I thought so too." Song Yihan shrugged, pointed to Lin Tian's position and asked, "Are they in a good relationship now?"

The woman nodded: "Shi is very kind to his wife. We all envy his wife for having such a considerate husband."

"Really? That's good too. It's good for him to be happy." Song Yihan cast a last look at Shi Xu's back with nostalgia, turned back to the car, and drove away from this place.

At this moment, Shi Xu seemed to turn his head with a feeling, but he didn't see anything. His wife who lived downstairs waved to him and said, "Have a good day!"

Words always have extraordinary magic power, Shi Xu put aside his troubles and sorrows, and responded sincerely: "Haveagoodday!" Zhou Yang waited until the boss finally returned to the company, thinking he would see his face glowing, but no, what a change nor.

"President Song, what did Brother Shi say?"

Song Yihan looked calm, and warned Zhou Yang: "Don't mention personal matters when you are working in the future. The past is the past, so don't mention it again."

Zhou Yang was taken aback for a moment, his lips moved slightly, and finally he nodded and said, "Yes."

It seems that this time it really broke up. Sure enough, reality is not always romantic, and not every unforgettable relationship will have a happy ending.

Soon, not only Zhou Yang had this idea, but all the people around Song Yihan who had a good relationship with him also had this idea.

"I thought you wouldn't come to see Grandpa again." Old Master Song was lying on the bed with a ventilator on, his old look no longer existed, but he was still full of love when looking at Song Yihan.

Song Yihan went to Mr. Song's bedside, "Although I can't accept your actions, I don't hate you. I have a blood relationship with you, and this will not disappear with my memory."

Mr. Song laughed lowly: "I thought you were going to keep hiding my amnesia from me."

Song Yihan shook his head: "It's no longer necessary, all the storms are over."

It's a pity that it was not sunny waiting for him after the storm.