forced compounding

Song Yihan thought that he would never see Song Yihan again, but some things always backfired.

When he saw Song Yihan smoking a cigarette downstairs in his house, he knew it was over.

"Long time no see, miss me?"

Shi Xu couldn't see that Wei Jing was about to walk away, but he heard Song Yihan's voice: "The child in Lin Tian's belly is not yours."

Shi Xu tightened his fingers and turned to look at Song Yihan: "What do you want to do?"

Song Yihan's eyes, which seemed to be playing with him in the applause, were all too familiar. He unconsciously took half a step back. Song Yihan saw his small movement, walked to his side with a grin, and stuck it to his ear Ask him: "What are you afraid of? Are you afraid that I will recover my memory?"

Shi Xu even started to tremble at his fingertips, he asked, "What do you remember?"

Song Yihan put the cigarette in his hand near Shi Xu's lips, and caressed his thin lips ambiguously: "A lot, I just want to know how you have been pretending for so many years, I thought you didn't love me."

"I really don't love you..."

"fraud."

Song Yihan didn't give him a chance to quibble at all, and took out a photo from his pocket, "If you refuse to admit it, then tell me what's going on with this photo?"

Shi Xu glanced at the young Song Yihan in the photo, completely gave up struggling, took a sip of the cigarette into his lips, it smelled like tobacco and Song Yihan.

Bitter, cold, charming.

"When did you find it?"

Song Yihan saw that Shi Xu had obediently let him manipulate him, so he naturally stopped being aggressive. He stroked the broken hair on the back of his neck, "Actually, I found it a long time ago, but I didn't recognize that it was me."

Shi Xu nodded, it is one thing that the photos are not blurry, but Song Yihan has changed, even Shi Xu can hardly recall what Song Yihan looked like back then.

Song Yihan opened the car door under Shi Xu's gaze, and put his hand on the door to signal Shi Xu to sit in: "Let's go, you don't want others to watch us chat, right?"

Shi Xu is married now, he should think of Lin Tian's reputation as well as his own reputation, the simple interaction between the two of them just now is enough to draw people's imagination.

Shi Xu took a deep breath of the cigarette and handed it back to Song Yihan. The fleeting glance hit Song Yihan's heart. Shi Xu from many years ago and Shi Xu from many years later could easily capture Song Yihan with just one look.

"Shi Xu, I've always suspected that you deliberately seduced me."

When Shi Xu saw that he still wanted to talk like this, he simply stretched out his hand and closed the car door, "Even if I seduce, it must be useful."

He doesn't know if it works for others, but it works for him anyway.

Song Yihan smiled lightly and returned to the driver's seat, driving all the way without a destination.

"What's going on with you and Lin Tian?"

Shi Xu pressed the knuckles of his fingers between his eyebrows, not wanting to talk about this topic: "Lin Tian wants to keep that child, but the relationship between her and Xiao Duo is very complicated, and I want to help her get through this difficult time , and I have a good life with her."

Ever since he retrieved his incomplete memory, Song Yihan knew that Lin Tian was just a family member to Shi Xu, he had no affection or desire for her, and he didn't have the kind of lingering love between lovers.

"So you hope that you will not have my participation in your future life?"

The two people in the car didn't speak for a while, Shi Xu acquiesced, and leaned back: "Is it not good? You have lived your life, and it's not that I can't live without you."

Song Yihan stared straight ahead, and after Shi Xu said this a few times, he stopped being angry, and the corner of his mouth was light: "There is no one in this world who can't live without it, but life alone is too difficult, you can bear to see it." Am I alone forever?"

Shi Xu: "I haven't restricted you from going out to find people. You have never cared about my feelings before, and you don't have to care about my feelings in the future. You can choose from all kinds of people, as long as you like."

Those seven dark years have always been a heart disease for the two of them.

"Shi Xu, I've never had anyone else in these seven years, even the moment you bumped into me, I didn't want to sleep with that woman."

Shi Xu's expression sank, and he turned his face to the other side, obviously not wanting to listen to Song Yihan's explanation.

But if he wanted Shi Xu to return to him, Song Yihan had to explain, he wanted to show Shi Xu his thoughts, and let Shi Xu know that the "love" he said was never fake.

"I fell in love with you as soon as I saw you seven years ago. It's just that I cared too much about my own face at that time. I was afraid that you were just a whim, and I was afraid that our relationship would affect your academics, so I always restrained you. I want you to love me and want you to stay by my side forever."

Shi Xu sneered: "Don't I love you enough? Since you saw that photo, you should know that I have loved you from a very early age. I designed the meeting for you to see me, even your preferences. Be careful in tempting, how much do you want me to love you."

Song Yihan was touched, after hearing Shi Xu say this after so much, his heart was divided into two halves, one half was happy and the other half was distressed.

"If I knew at that time that you loved me like this, I wouldn't be so distressed, but it was the first time I loved someone. I have too many uncertainties, not sure what to do in an unstable relationship. How to find your place."

Song Yihan found a parking place and parked the car in, but had no intention of getting out of the car.

He tried to touch Shi Xu's hand, apologetic and grateful: "Shi Xu, I don't know how to love someone, you taught me how to love, I want to love you tolerantly and tolerantly, but I can't always do it, my love is selfish and paranoid, I want you to stay by my side, I want you to see me alone, so Shixu, I can't let you go."

Song Yihan lowered his head and kissed Shi Xu's palm, drawing out Shi Xu's sealed heart.

"But I'm no longer the same as before." Shi Xu pulled his hand out of Song Yihan's, "You're also no longer the same as before."

"I'm no longer sure if being with you is the life I want."

Shi Xu stared at his hands, and smiled self-deprecatingly: "People often say that love can make two people better and better, but this is not the case with me, Song Yihan, it is undeniable that my love I’m hurting you. I arranged the billboard at the beginning, but I didn’t want him to hit you, but me.”

Song Yihan was taken aback: "Why?"

Shi Xu laughed at Song Yihan's innocence, "Because I want to bind you with guilt."

Sometimes love can't keep two people together for a long time, but guilt can. Because of the psychology of wanting to make up, a person's emotions can easily change.

Song Yihan didn't think about it, because psychologically he always placed Shi Xu above him, even if he wanted to do this kind of thing, he should do it, so he couldn't recover for a while.

Shi Xu misunderstood Song Yihan's blankness, and smiled wryly, "Are you still scared?"

He already knew that Song Yihan would be afraid of such a scheming him, no one could accept him like this, so Shi Xu lowered his head, so low that he couldn't lower it any more.

"Who said I was afraid?"

Song Yihan's voice sounded again, Shi Xu raised his head in surprise, and bumped into Song Yihan who was approaching.

The lips of the two people collided, it was cool and heart-pounding.

The instant kiss made both of them feel nostalgic, and the spoken and unspoken love was accurately conveyed to the bottom of each other's hearts.

"Do you think we are cheating?"

Shi Xu recovered from the kiss, and shyly pushed Song Yihan away: "Forget it, so don't seduce me!"

Song Yihan grabbed Shi Xu's hand on his chest, feeling his emotions revealed on his fingertips.

"Take me to see Lin Tian."

Shi Xu disagreed and wanted to take back his hand, but unfortunately Song Yihan refused, so he had no choice but to let him hold it like that.

"What do you want to say when you see her, she is pregnant now, I'm afraid you will stimulate her."

Song Yihan kissed Shi Xu's hand again, and then restarted the car: "Don't worry, I won't provoke her, but there are some things that she should know better."

Shi Xu kept asking what was going on along the way, but Song Yihan just didn't tell him, until he got to the door, all he got was "I'll talk about it later".

"Really, how could anyone bring his lover home just like that..."

Hearing Shi Xu's muttering, Song Yihan felt that his current appearance was so cute as hell, if it wasn't for the wrong occasion, he would have wanted to kiss him hard.

Lin Tian in the room heard the sound of the door opening and happily walked to the door, but as soon as the door opened, he saw a person he didn't want to see.

"Song Yihan, you really linger."

Song Yihan raised an extremely bright smile, "My people have been abducted by you, of course I will chase after you."

Lin Tian sticks out his tongue: "I'm pooh!"

Although he knew that Song Yihan would not let it go, Lin Tian still didn't want to see him, so he purposely took Shixu's arm in front of Song Yihan, and said sweetly: "Honey, I made thick soup, come and taste it."

Shi Xu: "..." Forget it, I don't think I should taste it for the time being, otherwise my little life might be lost.

"Xiao Tian, ​​Yi Han has something to tell you." Shi Xu handed over the battlefield to the other two, and he should fight soy sauce. He couldn't stand any of these two to torment him.

Sure enough, her brother stopped paying attention to her when the bastard Song Yihan came, Lin Tian asked Song Yihan aggressively: "What do you want to say, tell me quickly, the baby and I are waiting to eat."

Lin Tian thought that Song Yihan didn't know the real situation of the child, and deliberately used the child to provoke him. Song Yihan looked at her and said coldly, "Are you a child who hasn't grown up yet?"

Lin Tian became angry from embarrassment, and was about to pretend to have a stomachache, but Song Yihan said, "Xiao Duo is looking for you."