forced compounding

Shi Xu originally thought about how to ask Xiao Duo out to meet without being obtrusive, but in the end he didn't come to look for someone, but someone came to look for him.

"Excuse me... are you Shi Xu?"

When Shi Xu was walking under the sycamore tree of Beijing University, he was suddenly stopped by someone. He turned around and unexpectedly saw Xiao Duo's face. He pretended not to know, and asked him in confusion, "Do you know me?"

Xiao Duo struggled a bit, and nodded stiffly: "Lin Tian told me about you, can I talk to you?"

chat?Shi Xu raised the corners of his mouth slightly and nodded, which was exactly what he wanted.

They randomly found a bench in the campus and sat down. Shi Xu could easily observe Xiao Duo's nervousness. This boy was trying hard to pretend in front of him, but unfortunately his character had not yet been tempered.

"What did Lin Tian tell you about me?" Shi Xu asked casually, making Xiao Duo's movement of rubbing his fingers more obvious. He didn't want to reveal his uneasiness, so he looked straight ahead and said calmly: "She said you are very powerful."

Shi Xu gave a "hmm" without shame, "What else?"

At this moment, Xiao Duo turned his face to Shi Xu, his eyes darkened: "She liked you."

Shi Xu was not surprised, his eyes curved gently: "Did Xiao Tian say it by himself?"

Obviously Shixu didn't do anything, but Xiao Duo could feel that strong sense of oppression, he moved his eyes unconsciously, shook his head and said: "She didn't say it clearly, but I can feel it from her words. "

Seeing Xiao Duo's appearance, Shi Xu naturally guessed his psychology, and slowly said: "Xiao Tian also told me about you, from her words, I can feel that you make her very happy."

Xiao Duo's eyes lit up, and his mood brightened a little, but when he thought about the relationship between the person sitting in front of him and Lin Tian, ​​he had to sulk his face: "What is she talking to you about, this is me and Lin Tian. between her."

Shi Xu still had that unhurried look, he asked Xiao Duo: "Has Xiao Tian told you how many years we have known each other?"

Xiao Duo nodded uncomfortably, and said stiffly: "Sometimes the time we have known each other can't determine the closeness of a relationship."

Shi Xu nodded: "That sentence is correct."

He paused: "But you said it yourself sometimes, which shows that you also understand that in most cases, the length of time you have known each other is very easy to affect a person's feelings."

Shi Xu looked at the empty space in front of him, as if he saw a small version of Lin Tian chasing after him, he recalled with a smile: "I don't know why Xiao Tian has been clinging to me since I was a child, I was not that cute and lively when I was young. My children, the teachers basically ignored me because they thought I was sensible, and there were very few playmates like me, so I was always alone until I met Lin Tian, ​​but I didn’t feel lonely at that time. I like a person, and it is extremely troublesome for me to communicate with people, so you can imagine how broken I was when Lin Tian was chasing me with a bunch of balloons."

Xiao Duo never heard Lin Tian talk about her childhood, she always said that it was her black history, but now it sounds very cute to his ears, maybe it is because the narrator mixed some subjective emotions. Thinking of Xiao Duo's awkwardness, he didn't know whether to continue listening.

Shi Xu didn't care about him, he half told Xiao Duo and half told himself these memories, he hoped he could remember them forever.

"Xiaotian and I have completely opposite personalities. There are always many people around her, and she also enjoys that feeling very much, so she always said this to me at that time, saying that I should make more friends, but Then she stopped saying that."

Xiao Duo's curiosity was completely aroused when he heard this, "Why? What happened?"

When thinking of this, Xu's eyes gradually turned cold, "Because she was cheated, by the best friend she thought she was."

Xiao Duo frowned, and unconsciously tightened his fingers: "What do you mean?"

"Xiao Tian is not very sensitive to feelings, so at the age when everyone else started to fall in love early, she never had any intentions in this regard. At that time, there was a sports student in their class who had a good impression of her. Tian’s friends helped to set up a bridge, do you know how they help?”

Xiao Duo had a bad feeling: "How did you help?"

Shi Xu clasped his hands tightly, feeling distressed and at the same time ruthless: "They led Xiao Tian to an abandoned classroom and locked her and the gym student inside. They didn't know how much Xiao Tian was at that time. Afraid, when I noticed something was wrong and rushed over, the girls were still talking and laughing outside the door."

Such a young girl is locked up with someone who he doesn't like at all but has plans for her, Xiao Duo can fully imagine the panic, he was so angry that he couldn't speak for a moment, but he didn't realize that he was already with Shi at this moment Xu stood on a front.

"and after?"

"I don't know what these people's intentions are. When I took Xiao Tian out of the classroom safely, did I ask her if she wanted revenge? She said no, she just wanted to stay away from them, and she didn't want to change. become like them."

Xiao Duo probably understood what Shi Xu wanted to express when he heard this, "Xiao Tian just wants to stay away from me right now?"

Shi Xu didn't nod or shake his head, he didn't answer any questions about Lin Tian's subjective emotions, he just said: "It's useless even if you find Xiao Tian now, if her knot is not untied, no matter how much you say, it won't matter." It's just nonsense, she is a very simple person, but also a very serious person, you have your own ideas, she has her choice, she must have given you a chance, but you didn't grasp it."

Xiao Duo's heart fluctuated because of Lin Tian's name, he stopped his buzzing head: "I wanted to wait for her to explain to me, I never thought of breaking up, but always Someone is saying that the person Lin Tian really likes is not me..."

Xiao Duo took a quick look at Shi Xu and then lowered his head, Shi Xu understood what he meant: "You think Xiao Tian really likes me."

Xiao Duo nodded in silence, but at the same time Shi Xu denied his thoughts.

"If Xiaotian likes me, why does she want to date you?"

Xiao Duo didn't want to understand this question either, he had countless conjectures in his mind, and he was afraid that any of them would really be Lin Tian's final answer, "Maybe it's to anger you, maybe it's because of loneliness... everything is possible."

Shi Xu smiled for a moment: "You thought of all possibilities, but you didn't expect that she really loves you."

Xiao Duo suddenly raised his head: "Really love me—how is it possible."

To choose between him and Shi Xu, whether it is because of time spent together or academic achievements, Lin Tian should choose Shi Xu, how could she choose him, Xiao Duo's heart that was excited for a second quickly cooled down, drooping The moment he nodded his head, he heard Shi Xu's low laughter.

This, he thought, must be the jeer of the victor.

"How can it be impossible for her to really love you? How can a simple person like her wrong herself to associate with a person she doesn't like? Of course, when people choose items, they will choose the more advantageous one among the two or more , but love is not an item, and people can't control their liking, she just thinks that you are very good when she is with you, you are worthy of her trust and entrustment, she believes that you will love her and protect her."

Xiao Duo was awakened in the chaos. He clearly told himself that he would always guard Lin Tian's side, but it didn't take long before he made her lose confidence in him.

Shi Xu knew that his words had already had a certain effect: "You also understand that this relationship is between the two of you, so why do you believe what those irrelevant people say?"

Xiao Duo nodded in frustration, it was too late before he realized where he made a mistake, now he can only ask Shi Xu: "Is she doing well now?"

"Do you mean physically or psychologically?" Shi Xu was satisfied to see Xiao Duo's worried expression, "She is not in good physical condition, nor is her psychological condition."

Xiao Duo knew it was all because of him, but now he couldn't see her and couldn't dial her phone number, he knew that the only person who could connect him with Lin Tian was Shi Xu.

"Let me talk to her, it only takes 5 minutes."

Without too much hesitation, Shi Xu took out his mobile phone and dialed Lin Tian's new number. When he handed the mobile phone to Xiao Duo, he told him: "I don't guarantee that she is willing to talk to you, as long as the phone doesn't hang up, you can always Hit it."

After saying these words, Xu got up and walked away a few steps, he knew that he had done what he should do, and what Xiao Duo should say and do next was out of his control.

He raised his head, smelling the smell of grass and dew in the wind, and finally showed a genuine smile. "It's a beautiful day today."

On the other end, Lin Tian's phone was dialed, and Lin Tian's complaint came immediately: "Brother, you didn't say hello to me when you left. It's so boring to leave me alone at home. When will you come back?"

Xiao Duo didn't dare to speak, he was afraid that once he spoke, he would not be able to hear Lin Tian's voice again.Lin Tian couldn't hear a response on the other end of the phone for a long time, and gradually became suspicious. "Brother, why don't you speak, is something wrong..."

"Sister, it's me."

Lin Tian froze for a moment when she heard this voice, and only recovered after a few seconds. When she was about to cut off the phone in panic, Xiao Duo said, "Senior sister, don't hang up, I only talk for 5 minutes, you You don’t have to talk, just think of me talking to myself.”

Perhaps because Xiao Duo's voice was so pitiful, Lin Tian really didn't hang up the phone, but put his ear close to the receiver to listen carefully to what he had to say.

While she was listening to the sound of the clock ticking away, Xiao Duo's voice came, and he said——

"Tian Tian, ​​I'm sorry, I love you so much, I made you wronged."

Just because of this sentence, just because of this simple sentence, Lin Tian's eyes turned red.