Interns are teased everyday

Jiang Yu was stunned for a while after seeing the text message. Ever since she left her contact information, she has been in infrequent contact with her grandmother, and the bodhi bracelet she gave her has been hanging beside the bed.

When I heard that the new drug developed by Jianglin's research institute was ready to be launched, I thought that my grandfather should be able to last for a while, why did he suddenly become critically ill.

Jiang Yu scratched his head blankly, and asked Jiang Ningchuan, "Isn't his operation very successful?"

Jiang Ningchuan couldn't tell what was going on. It was one thing to have a successful operation, it brought a person back from the death line, but all the changes that the patient encountered in the future were beyond his control as a doctor.

Jiang Yu didn't hear the answer, and she wasn't discouraged, she just sat there and talked to herself.

Zhong Jiajing is actually not that bad, at least everyone was busy when he was a child, only Zhong Jiajing would spare time every day to enlighten him, although his way is too harsh for a child.

But what I learned at the beginning was taught by that grandfather, and even my later interest in medicine was faintly influenced by that grandfather.

Jiang Yu's heart is a little complicated. To be honest, he can't say he hates Zhong Jiajing. When he thinks of that person, he feels more fear. It's like a long and thin bamboo stick hanging from his arm, which is in danger of being pulled down anytime. .

Hearing the news of Zhong Jiajing's critical illness, he felt relieved compared to the grief that ordinary people face when they lose their loved ones. It seemed that the nightmare that had been hanging over him for so many years was finally going to disappear.

Jiang Yu didn't dare to let others know what was going on in his heart, especially Jiang Ningchuan who was beside him.

No matter what kind of news he conveyed to the outside world, and no matter how others understood their so-called relationship between grandparents and grandchildren, he now had to hide his true inner thoughts and prevent people from seeing his hard heart.

Seeing Jiang Yu's secretive expression, Jiang Ningchuan couldn't guess what the other party was thinking, he recalled the news he happened to see just now, and said, "What does your grandmother mean, that you want you to go to the funeral? "

"Hmm..." Jiang Yu nodded, turned on the phone and glanced at the text message again, smiled inadvertently, and said: "The Zhong family has been an only child for several generations. When I was young, I didn't even have an uncle or aunt. I should go back."

No wonder Jiang Yu was willing to return to Zhong's house by threatening his degree, Jiang Ningchuan thought, but why, they ignored this only grandson for more than ten years, and they didn't remember that there was such a grandson until they were dying of illness. Abandoned relatives, because they think that their time is running out, they want to use vicious methods to snatch them back.

A wave of disgust rose in Jiang Ningchuan's heart, but this feeling didn't last long. Zhong Jiajing was not so unforgiving to him, and he could barely be regarded as a senior who was willing to support him.

But since the news was sent by Jiang Yu's grandmother, it means that the essence of the matter has nothing to do with Zhong Jiajing, it is a grandmother's request, and it seems that Jiang Yu's heart is a little loose.

Jiang Ningchuan reached out and pinched Jiang Yu's neck, and gently suggested: "If you also think you should go back, then go back and have a look."

Jiang Yu froze for a moment, then shook his head, "I don't know, it's not a big deal for me to go and see, they are family members who haven't seen each other for a long time, but they have different meanings to mom, mom Hate them, she hates everyone in the Zhong family."

It was still more than ten years ago, the night when Jiang Yu just came out of the hospital, his mother who was so busy on weekdays hugged him and cried bitterly. Jiang Yu was still unable to understand the emotions of adults when he was a child. He just felt that the wound on his head was very painful. , he didn't understand why his father, who didn't talk much, would throw the chair that he couldn't move with all his strength.

He had nightmares for several days in a row, and even after moving into his aunt's house with his mother, the nightmares continued.

After that, he never heard anything related to his father, and no one allowed him to mention that person again. He remembered that when he couldn't help mentioning it, his mother cried again, and Jiang Yu never dared to talk about it again. Speaking of your own father, just pretend that you have never had a father.

No one can put themselves in the shoes of others to understand others, just like when Jiang Yu said "mother hates them", Jiang Ningchuan naturally didn't understand.

He has never hated anyone, and the biggest negative emotion towards a person may be to look down on him, and he rarely hates anyone.

He doesn't understand what hate is, let alone how people like Jiang Wan have the feeling of "hate".

In Jiang Ningchuan's eyes, Jiang Wan is like an invulnerable iron man, she has no weaknesses, the only weakness may be the same as her own, and that is the sad young boy beside her.

What kind of person is worthy of her love?

Jiang Ningchuan couldn't figure it out, but people couldn't always keep the scars of the past on their bodies, and couldn't be forever affected by the negative emotions deep in their memories.

If you can let go, if you can bid farewell to all the unpleasantness in the past, then life will be easier.

But how can people who can let go and see clearly still be stuck in the secular world? Letting go and looking away are difficult problems, but those who overcome difficulties and live with pain for a lifetime, which one is more difficult?

Jiang Ningchuan didn't look at Jiang Yu, but looked ahead and expressed his doubts: "If she always has hatred for that family, will she really live an easy life?"

Jiang Yu didn't think about this question, let go of the hatred, how can I make my mother cry when she no longer mentions those people, how can I make this topic no longer a time-bomb at home?

He is a person who follows the rules. If something becomes taboo, then he will obediently not walk around the restricted area. Even if it is just an ostrich behavior, as long as the problem is not put in front of his eyes, does it mean that the problem is gone.

No, it's not like that, even if you can avoid it, the things that a person is afraid of and the problems that he doesn't want to face still exist, they are stationed in the heart, and they grow wantonly when people are not paying attention.

Thinking about some issues that he hadn't thought about at all, Jiang Yu just felt a splitting headache at the moment. Whether to go to the upcoming funeral is not the most important thing, should he try it and let his mother put it down?

When it was really time to decide whether to do something or not, Jiang Yu began to feel at a loss. He looked at Jiang Ningchuan tangledly, and asked, "What kind of person do you think my mother is?"

"Strong and gentle, she was a wonderful mother and without a doubt a wonderful person."

Jiang Ningchuan replied without hesitation, but his impression of Jiang Wan gradually became blurred as he talked. Was what he said just what Jiang Wan would like to let others see?

What other people can't see is that Jiang Yu said that he has hatred for someone, or that he will cry bitterly when he mentions something.

Jiang Ningchuan thought about it, and said in a daze, "What we saw is different, right?"

Jiang Yu didn't answer right away, after a while he shook his head, his eyes were very dazed.

"I'm going to go back and think about it. I'll come back tonight."

Jiang Ningchuan had no objection, "Let's go, I'll take you to the door."

Jiang Yu immediately stopped him and said, "Don't send it off, I'll go down by myself."

Jiang Ningchuan had no choice but to watch the other party get up, then turn and leave.He didn't look back until the door was closed, and felt a little lost. He still couldn't participate in this matter as a family member.

Originally, there were so many things I wanted to say, but because of my identity, I could only keep my mouth shut. I could only say what I wanted to say in another way.

Jiang Ningchuan rubbed the center of his brows, feeling an indescribable tiredness.

Obviously they are family members who can support each other, but there are such complicated emotions in them.

At this time, he couldn't help thinking of Jiang Hai, who was thousands of miles away—his father.

Just because he said that he didn't like his grandparents when he was a child, Jiang Hai would not force Jiang Ningchuan to meet them in the name of family affection for so many years. To experience the entangled emotions in Jiang Yu's heart.

Although the old man sometimes did not do things that made people happy, but all in all, I still have to thank him.

……

The night is gradually falling, unlike the clear daytime, the sky is full of dark clouds, covering the originally clear moon, which makes people feel inexplicably depressed.

The roar of thunder came from the sky in the distance, one after another, the human body seemed to resonate strangely with that sound, Jiang Ningchuan felt his heartbeat speed up in an instant, he frowned, and covered everything in the room The curtains outside the house are all drawn to isolate everything outside the house and all the insecurities inside.

After finishing these, Jiang Ningchuan fed the only four remaining fish in the fish tank. Xiaohong and Xiaohei were still alive and well, and the two fishes, one red and one black, kissed shamelessly in front of him. He watched the four lonely fish swimming happily in the fish tank, and he had already made a plan to stop raising fish when they were wiped out.

Looking at the time, it was exactly 07:30 in the evening, Jiang Yu did not go upstairs as promised, nor did he leave a call.

The meals in the kitchen were all ready, and as time went by, the aroma of the dishes gradually dissipated, and the heat also slowly diminished.

The phone was already in his hand, and he only had to lightly press the dial button, but Jiang Ningchuan hesitated for a moment, and only two hours had passed, did Jiang Yu figure it out?

While he was hesitating, a call came from his mobile phone, it was from Director Lu——

Ning He came to a wounded man who fell from a building accidentally, and the steel bar was inserted into the heart by three millimeters. This operation is only performed by Jiang Ningchuan in the whole city.

Jiang Ningchuan hung up the phone, was stunned for three seconds, then packed his things and rushed to the hospital.

Jiang Yu knew the password of the house. If the food is cold, it should be cold. Anyway, it can still be eaten when it is hot. Now is not the time to think about the relationship between children.