Interns are teased everyday

Jiang Yu has been waiting outside the consultation room for nearly half an hour, and Ms. Jiang Wan has been in the consultation room for nearly half an hour.

During these half an hour, Jiang Yu chatted with Jiang Ningchuan pretending to be calm, accepted the condemnation from the depths of He Xi's soul, and looked at the closed door of the consulting room from time to time.

Jiang Yu: It's been half an hour, what do you think they are talking about;

Jiang Ningchuan: If your mother used to see a doctor only once a year, it means that the situation was relatively stable in the past few years, but as you said, she has lost control twice this year, and the time interval is not too long. May ask more;

Jiang Yu: Every time I lost control, it was because the Zhong family was mentioned, and it was all my fault;

Jiang Yu: Cheek resting.jpg;

Jiang Ningchuan: Are you stupid? As long as the Zhong family is mentioned and she loses control, then it means that the Zhong family is her cause of disease. Finding the cause is the best way to cure her. How can I blame you;

Jiang Ningchuan: Besides, this life is so long, do you want to always speak carefully?

Jiang Yu looked at the last message in a daze, and he was right. It is impossible for him to think about what he can say and not say every time before talking to his mother. If mother and son get along like this every day, will it be too much? tired.

Since my mother is willing to see a doctor, it means that she is willing to overcome the problems she faces, but she is always like a deserter.

When Jiang Yu typed in the message to reply to Jiang Ningchuan, Jiang Wan came out of the consultation room, her expression was so dazed that she couldn't tell what emotion she had, and she smiled when she met Jiang Yu's eyes, and said, "Do you want to talk to the doctor? Let’s talk, you can ask some questions about me.”

Jiang Yu put away the phone, nodded and said, "Okay."

……

The consulting room is very different from Jiang Ningchuan's previous office. There are no familiar bookshelves, sinks or simple beds. There is only a desk, a computer and a smiling doctor.

The doctor is a native Australian, about 40 years old, with long brown curly hair and a pair of deep blue eyes, with a charm that belongs only to middle-aged men.

"Hi, I'm Dr. Lante. You can call me Lante, Jiang. Your mother mentioned you to me. You are indeed a beautiful young man, just like your mother."

Lante greeted Jiang Yu very familiarly, and the eyes that were bent down when he smiled gave a kind feeling.

Jiang Yu sat down on the small sofa opposite Lante's desk. The stranger's straightforward compliment made him a little embarrassed. He blushed and said, "Thank you Dr. Lante, you are also very handsome."

"Hahaha, you are very interesting. I like young people like you." Rand's laughter was very hearty, and the smile on his face was also very sincere. Jiang Yu let go of some of the natural guard against strangers.

"I met your mother when I first came into contact with patients. Speaking of which, she can be regarded as my first patient. What a wonderful fate."

Rand took out a photo album from the desk drawer, and the first page in it was a photo of him and Jiang Wan, who was about 30 years old.

Seeing a photo of his mother from a stranger, this feeling is really strange, Jiang Yu thought.

He looked at Jiang Wan who was smiling shyly in the photo, and murmured: "13 years ago, I never knew."

"She was a charming woman 13 years ago, and of course she is now, but 13 years ago, Jiang, you were a child who needed to be taken care of. A mother would not be selfish enough to let her child share her misfortune. If it were you, Wouldn't do that, would you?"

That's true, Jiang Yu thought in his heart, if he knew the truth 13 years ago, then he didn't know what to do.

Jiang Yu was helpless, he said: "I just want to know more about her. During the days I lived with her, she only showed me what she wanted me to see. What is my mother like? The real her. It was all hidden by her."

"What you see is the truth. If your mother can maintain this state in front of you for decades, then this side of your mother is real. You shouldn't doubt it..."

Lant looked at the doubtful young man in front of him with one hand on his chin, pointed to himself, and said, "She is a kind and gentle mother when she is facing you. The difference is that what I see is that she is generous and charming. Patient, a person is sometimes in a different state when facing other people, everyone is diverse, you can't expect that you can see the fullest personality of your mother, even the closest, such as your lover, you don't There is no way to fully understand him, and the most important thing for a person to understand is himself.”

The eyes of the young man in front of him changed from doubt to relief. Rand smiled and said, "Has your own problem been solved now?"

Jiang Yu nodded, "I probably understand a little bit."

"Well, let's talk about your mother now. If you want to know anything, or if you want to tell me, it's fine."

Can anything be done?Jiang Yu lowered his head, he had too many things he wanted to know, and he had no chance to know before, but when the opportunity was in front of him, he hesitated.

If she really opens her mouth, then she will discover the secrets that her mother has worked so hard to conceal over the years. What she wants to bury and what she doesn't want others to know will all be exposed in front of her, okay?

The psychiatrist knows best what he should say, Jiang Yu knew what the young man was hesitating without speaking for a long time, and said empathetically, "You can think about it carefully, what you most want to know."

What I want to know most is why Jiang Wan is so sensitive to the Zhong family, why she can't forget things that ordinary people can forget in three to five years, and why she can't forget them after more than ten years. Can the breakdown of a particular thing be healed?

Lante answered Jiang Yu's doubts one by one——

Jiang Wan's first problem with her mental condition was not 13 years ago when she first saw a psychiatrist. She had problems as early as the time when they left Zhong's house.

In the beginning, it was a nightmare all night long. In the dream, Jiang Yu was tortured so badly that the wound spread from his forehead to the bottom of his feet, and finally he couldn't see the shape.

Zhong Mo is like a bloodthirsty demon, walking step by step from the forest of human flesh, driving the mother and son into a desperate situation.

She has been fighting against her own nightmares, and no one will be defeated by nightmares.

It's just that the situation becomes worse and worse later on, not only in dreams, Zhong Mo will even appear in life, at work, when shopping for vegetables, when picking up Jiang Yu and He Xi from school, being squeezed in by exaggerated demons Jiang Wan's life distorted Jiang Wan's heart.

At the same time, just when Jiang Wan was suffering from mental torment, Jiang Wan's parents knew the news of their daughter's quiet divorce. The traditional and stubborn parents couldn't accept such news at all. relation.

The mental injuries one after another made Jiang Wan, who was single with a child, unbearable, and after a long period of depression, her spirit finally collapsed.

Fear and resentment towards Zhong's family have been engraved in his bones along with the pain of the past ten years. If they deliberately reduce their presence in life, the disease may be alleviated.

Then we still have to be careful with each other, and never mention anything about the Zhong family in front of my mother.

Jiang Yu was a little disappointed after hearing this, "That means there is no possibility of a cure."

Lante shook his head and said, "Not necessarily. In fact, aversion therapy is very effective for this kind of situation. It's just that in the initial stage of treatment, the patient needs to suffer a lot."

Jiang Yu: "Aversion therapy?"

Lante: "I mentioned this treatment to your mother before, but she rejected it, but when I communicated with her just now, she didn't reject me as firmly as before."

Jiang Yu: "Really..."

Rand: "Yes, because she understands the distress in your heart, your mother wants to make a bold attempt for you."

……

When Jiang Yu walked out of the consulting room, she saw her mother sitting quietly in the hall, she was smiling softly, that smile only made Jiang Yu want to cry.