I got to the top with a talk show

Wen Jing was taken aback for a moment, then raised his eyes to stare at Shang Yinchi: "What do you know?"

Shang Yinchi said slowly: "When you were asleep, I went to ask the people at Tuotuo, and after many inquiries, I sorted out the whole thing. Gu Youxia has been suffering from depression for two years. He has been taking medicine to control his condition. In recent months, his condition has worsened. Before he passed away, he sent messages to many people to make dinner appointments. You are not the only one. In the few days before his death, he was always accompanied by friends Be by his side, eat with him and chat with him, never let him alone for a day."

Having said that, Shang Yinchi took a deep look at Wen Jing and patted him on the shoulder.

"Because everyone found that his condition was getting worse, and someone was watching him every day. On the night six days ago, he lied to his friend who accompanied him, saying that he was going to sleep after taking sleeping pills, and asked them to go back first. When he was alone When he was in the house he just..."

At this point, Shang Yinchi also choked up, unable to continue.

Wen Jing burst into tears again, Shang Yinchi hugged Wen Jing, hugged him tightly, and the two embraced and wept.

After Shang Yinchi calmed down, he continued: "Later, they found out from Gu Youxia's suicide note that he had made up his mind to go and had not taken his medicine for a month secretly. I want to meet again for the last time... So, don't feel guilty, we are all very sad about this incident, but you don't have to take the responsibility on yourself..."

When Wen Jing heard these words, the tears that had been stopped spewed out again.

The two curled up on the sofa, hugging each other and crying.

I don't know how long it took, the sky began to lighten up slowly, Wen Jing wiped away his tears and slowly raised his head: "It's dawn, the sun is out."

Having not slept all night, his brain was sluggish, and Wen Jing's speech speed had become very slow.

Shang Yinchi nodded: "Yes, the sun is out, let's go out and have a look."

The two walked to the balcony and happened to see the rising sun slowly rising from the east. Neither of them spoke, they hugged each other naturally and watched the entire sunrise.

Wen Jing's mood calmed down a lot: "This is the first time in my life to watch the sunrise, so it's so spectacular."

Shang Yinchi then said: "It's also the first time for me to watch it. But I am very happy to watch it with you for the first time."

Only then did Wen Jing turn around and look up at the man beside him: "Thank you for staying with me all night. When I saw the sun come out, I seemed to have figured it out."

"Oh? What have you figured out?" Shang Yinchi lowered his eyebrows and looked at Wen Jing in his arms.

"I've figured it out a lot. For example, since Gu Youxia's incident has already happened, it's useless for me to worry about it. But I also have things I can do. I want to do more public welfare related to depression in the future, and strive to help more people. Popular science about depression and the formal treatment of depression, and how family members with depression should accompany and take care of them. Even if what I do is only helpful to one person, I will think it is valuable.”

Shang Yinchi looked at the sun shining on the young man's face, nodded and said: "This is a good thing, I can do it with you."

"Also, I figured out one more thing." Wen Jing paused, looked up at Shang Yinchi affectionately.

Shang Yinchi raised his eyebrows, a little puzzled.

"Thank you for staying with me all night. It's hard for me to imagine how bad I would be this night without you, and I might not get better this morning. No one has ever been so kind to me in my life." Wen Jing looked at Shang Yinchi affectionately: "When I was looking at the sun just now, I was thinking, obviously I like this man in my heart, and he also likes me, why should I artificially create distance with him, why should I set up a relationship with him? Set limits and goals, since I like him, why don't I dare to like him?"

Wen Jing spoke a little excitedly, and he paused: "I'm sorry, my thoughts are a little messy, I just want to say, Shang Yinchi, thank you, you are the first person who made me dare to open my heart to like you, I finally have The courage to trust yourself to another human being. So, shall we?"

Shang Yinchi's heart skipped a beat, and when he heard this sentence, he said loudly: "Yes! Hahaha, of course!"

Shang Yinchi thought for a while and continued: "But what I want is that you really like me, not because you are moved by what I have done for you, so you are willing to be with me."

Wen Jing shook his head frankly: "Of course not because I was moved. Because of my native family, I have always been afraid of intimacy. I dare not approach others because I am afraid of being hurt and I feel that I have no ability to love others. But this time is different, Shang Yinchi, because of you, for the first time, I dare to show my heart, express my fear, and I am more willing to give myself a chance. I believe that a good relationship can change a person, and I, I am so lucky to have the opportunity to see such emotions.”

Shang Yinchi hugged Wen Jing in his arms even tighter: "Why am I not?"

"My filming rhythm is very tight, and the pressure is very, very high. As a result, I can't laugh for a long time. I didn't laugh until I saw you on the Tuotuo stage. During the recording days , you are the only bright crack in my dark life, until today, I finally learned to laugh by myself, hahahaha."

Wen Jing trembled all over: "Why does this laughter sound so strange and discordant? You are not suitable for laughing. You are much more handsome with a straight face, so the biggest shortcoming of your career is that you can't act in comedy!"

Shang Yinchi: ...I regret that I revealed my true feelings...

The sun jumped up from the ground and hung high in the sky. Wen Jing murmured: "It's another new day."

Shang Yinchi: "Yes, it's a new day, we should always look forward and move forward."

Wen Jing sighed again: "Even if I know all the truths, I still want to cry when I think of Gu Youxia. Such a young life should have a very good life, and the disease of depression, It’s also manageable and treatable.”

Shang Yinchi hugged Wen Jing tightly again: "I am also very sad, I will go through with you, at least we are always under the sun."

Wen Jing rubbed Shang Yinchi's back with his fingers: "If it weren't for you, I would have had a much harder time."

After speaking, Wen Jing closed his eyes, and two lines of tears flowed down again.

Shang Yinchi gently wiped away his tears: "If you want to cry, you can cry. It's easier to cry in the sun."

Under the warm sunshine, in the warm arms of Shang Yinchi, Wen Jing cried and fell asleep again.

Shang Yinchi looked at Wen Jing's crystal eyelashes with teardrops hanging on them, and heard Wen Jing's heavy breathing, falling asleep like a child, and couldn't help feeling extremely soft in his heart.

He showed a rare relaxed smile: It doesn't matter if the smile doesn't look good, today I just want to laugh.

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When Wen Jing woke up again, the sun had quietly set, and he was still in Shang Yinchi's arms, and Shang Yinchi had also fallen asleep.

Wen Jing raised his eyes and saw that the face of this idol whom he had seen for many years was still as tough and handsome, but he had never seen this person's sleeping face before, so he couldn't help but want to reach out and touch it.

Wen Jing quietly pulled out the arm held by Shang Yinchi, and gently stroked Shang Yinchi's cheek and auricle.

It was a tender and beautiful moment.

"Ah, don't be like this, I'm ticklish." Shang Yinchi cried out suddenly.

Wen Jing, whose finger was still on Shang Yinchi's earlobe, was surprised and stunned.

"What? Are you pretending to be asleep?" Wen Jing said angrily.

"I was afraid to wake you up! You actually ate my tofu while I was asleep!"

"Obviously you did it first! You pretended to be asleep to tempt me to do it first, why did you pretend to be asleep?" Wen Jing ignored Shang Yinchi's rigorous logic at all, and was still angry at himself.

Wen Jing: I will never admit to doing something secretly while you are asleep.

Shang Yinchi said helplessly: "You are all on my arm, and my arm is numb, how can I sleep. Also, my ears are very sensitive, don't touch them casually, I never Do not touch."

Wen Jing's eyes lit up when he heard the second half of the sentence, but he instinctively ignored the first half: "What, your ears are sensitive? Come, come, let me desensitize you, just touch it more."

"No." Shocked, Shang Yinchi jumped up and fled into the house.

After the two quarreled for a while, Shang Yinchi finally grabbed Wen Jing's hands: "I slept again, isn't it a lot? Order a takeaway."

Wen Jing nodded: "Okay! Let's turn our grief and anger into strength, have a big meal and work hard, and do everything we need to do next."

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Turning on the phone, Wen Jing realized that Su Sanli was looking for him frantically that day, because he was on the headlines again.

Speaking of which, Wen Jing no longer remembers Cai Yuren's reaction after Cai Yuren told him about Gu Youxia yesterday. He only remembers crying, and then that period of time is already fragmented in his memory. When he wakes up again That is, he was on his own bed, and Shang Yinchi was guarding him in the living room.

In the news of the paparazzi, Wen Jing saw that he was crying until he fainted and was carried out of University A by Shang Yinchi and Wei Wei, and took him all the way in the nanny car.

In the accompanying picture, Shang Yinchi and Wei Wei were seen carrying half of Wen Jing on their shoulders. The two carried the unconscious Wen Jing and walked through University A with difficulty, attracting passers-by to take pictures.

The accompanying text of the paparazzi is: "Shocked! Where did Wen Jing be taken by Shang Yinchi? He fainted during the day, why did Wen Jing do this? Where are Shang Yinchi and his manager taking him in broad daylight? Covering University A, Wen Jing seems to have lost his reputation?"

After reading it, Wen Jing fainted on the sofa with a smile: "Boss Shang, come and see, I was suspected of losing my reputation this time, how did they know that I confessed my love today hahahahaha."

Shang Yinchi watched the news with a cold eye: "I didn't do anything, why is our reputation lost when we are together, huh?"

Wen Jing nodded kindly: "Then I'll ask my third brother to issue a press release announcing our relationship, and emphasize one thing, my name! Festival! Still! Here!"

Shang Yinchi: "Then why do people look at me when I go out tomorrow? Do you think I can't do it?"

Wen Jing: "Then do you want my fame or not?"