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Yang Ke rushed to the hospital at noon the next day.He walked into the ward, and the three people who were chatting were silent in tacit agreement.

He briefly greeted his father and Professor Xu, and looked at Yu Zhinian.

He called Yu Zhinian yesterday, and Yu Zhinian told him the situation of the past few days with some helplessness.

He didn't seem to be angry because Yu Zhinian and his father concealed the illness, he only said that he came over as soon as possible, and it didn't look like he was going to ask the teacher to ask the crime, but he was a little silent.

The lights in the ward were not turned on, the curtains were drawn open, it was raining lightly outside the window, the sky was covered with gray clouds, and the light in the room was also gray.

"Yang Ke is here, and Lao Xu and I will leave first," Zhao Sibei said, breaking the silence, "you talk." After speaking, he raised the beginning of the ethnography that Mei Qi had typed for Yu Zhinian: "Zhi Nian, I took this back with me."

After Yu Zhinian said yes, he felt Yang Ke's eyes focus on his face, feeling a little ashamed and apprehensive in his heart, and glanced at Yang Ke.

Yang Ke went out to see them off, leaving only Yu Zhinian in the room.Yu Zhinian lowered his head, looked at his wrist protruding from the cuff of the blue and white striped hospital gown, the pinholes and bruises on the back of his hand, still uneasy.

Yu Zhinian knew that if he wanted to get to the bottom of the reason why he didn't tell Yang Ke about his illness, it would be more troublesome than worrying about Yang Ke's worry.

Yu Zhinian is a person who reports good things but not bad things, and is used to bear bad things alone.He only likes to share happiness and life experiences with Yang Ke. It is really difficult for him to tell about the illness he is going through.

Not long after, Yang Ke came back.

When he came in, Yu Zhinian was coughing, he closed the door of the ward, walked to Yu Zhinian's bed, leaned over to help Yu Zhinian hold the cup in his hand, and gently rubbed Yu Zhinian's back with his hand.

Yu Zhinian's cough gradually subsided, so he helped Yu Zhinian put water on the cabinet, sat by the bed, and looked down at Yu Zhinian.

Yang Ke didn't ask Yu Zhinian why he didn't say anything, but gently pulled Yu Zhinian's arm, and Yu Zhinian leaned towards him, putting his face on Yang Ke's shoulder.

"Yu Zhinian." Yang Ke called him.

Yang Ke's shoulders were very broad, and there were some wrinkles on the white shirt. One button was undone. When he spoke, his Adam's apple moved slightly. Yu Zhinian reached out and hugged Yang Ke's waist. sighed.

Probably because of the day's driving, Yang Ke's voice sounded a little tired, and he said to Yu Zhinian: "It's okay to tell me if you're sick. Don't you usually talk about everything?"

Yu Zhinian knew he was wrong, so he didn't speak.

After a while, Yang Ke said again: "Forget it."

"I asked someone to contact Sanwen's municipal hospital," he said, "transfer to the hospital in the afternoon, and do a comprehensive examination first."

Yu Zhinian raised his face, saw Yang Ke's chin, and said "Yes", Yang Ke lowered his head, pressed Yu Zhinian's shoulder, pushed him away, looked at his face, and kissed his lips .

Yang Ke kissed hard, but it didn't last long. He seemed to be angry with Yu Zhinian, but he restrained himself and didn't lose his temper.

Yu Zhinian looked at Yang Ke again, trying to ease the atmosphere, forcibly changed the topic, and said, "I have read the plan you sent me."

"I like the one in the lawn glass room," Yu Zhinian said, "but I don't want so many decorations, as long as there are lights."

Yang Ke should have seen Yu Zhinian's intentions and didn't expose it. After looking at him for a while, he said, "That's it."

"How do you set the time?" Yu Zhinian asked proactively, "Wait for me to go back, how about January?"

Yang Ke's expression softened slightly, and he said "OK".

In the afternoon, after Yu Zhinian completed the transfer procedures, Yang Ke accompanied him to Sanwen.

Yang Ke fell asleep in the car. Yang Ke's assistant received a work call and wanted to ask Yang Ke's opinion. After saying a word, he realized that Yang Ke had his eyes closed and did not move, so he quickly fell silent.

Yang Ke fell into a deep sleep. Yu Zhinian touched the back of his hand and his face, but he didn't wake up.

Yu Zhinian rarely saw Yang Ke sleeping when there was light, so after watching for a long time, he felt that Yang Ke was much less cold than usual when he was asleep, and he could be bullied casually.The more he looked, the more confident he became, and he couldn't help pinching Yang Ke's face. Yang Ke suddenly opened his eyes and looked at him.

Yu Zhinian was arrested on the spot and leaned back in a panic. Yang Ke raised his hand and pressed down on his wrist, saying that he was childish without expression, and then grabbed his hand tightly, clasping his fingers together.

After Yu Zhinian's examination in Sanwen, the doctor said that he is recovering well and just needs to rest for a while.

Yang Ke accompanied him to live in a newly opened resort hotel in Sanwen for more than a week, working with jet lag every day. Halfway through, according to the original plan, he went on a short business trip for two days and returned to Yu Zhinian immediately.

Yu Zhinian rested well, regained some weight, almost stopped coughing, and thought of going back to Dangzhuang.

This afternoon, there was a cooling rain in Sanwen, the sun peeked out behind the clouds, Yang Ke had just woken up, and Yu Zhinian had just finished reading a paper strongly recommended by Shao Xilin.

On a whim, Yu Zhinian asked Yang Ke if he wanted to visit the school where he attended junior high school.

They went to Yu Zhinian's alma mater. After getting off the car, the cool wind blew on Yu Zhinian's shirt. Yu Zhinian smelled the mixed smell of various plants belonging to Sanwen Middle School that he was familiar with a long time ago.

The school was still on summer vacation, and the security management was not strict. Hearing Yu Zhinian's words about visiting his alma mater, he asked Yu Zhinian to report the names of a few teachers at that time, and put them in the school.

During the ten years since he left, the campus has undergone many renovations. The main roads have been re-asphalted, the gymnasium has been rebuilt, and the weed-covered land has been expanded into the school area, and a multimedia building and a teaching building have been built.

The school was empty. They walked along the tree-lined road, passed the statue of a great man, and walked to the multimedia building. They found that the gray wall on the south side of the building was pasted with gold-plated three-dimensional characters, called "Deqin Building".

Yu Zhinian was taken aback, and pulled Yang Ke over, and saw a marble plaque beside the building introducing the origin of the building, saying that the building was built in [-] years and was donated by Yang Zhongyun, chairman of Deqin Group.

Yang Zhongyun specially mentioned two words for Sanwen Middle School, encouraging the students to study hard.

After Yu Zhinian finished reading, he turned to look at Yang Ke, as if observing Yang Ke, afraid that Yang Ke would be unhappy.

In fact, Yang Ke didn't feel much. In any case, Yang Zhongyun's donation of the building is a good thing for the school.The two stood for a while, and Yang Ke said frankly to Yu Zhinian: "I haven't thought of him for a long time."

Now when Yang Ke recalls Yang Zhongyun, most of them are his face when he was seriously ill.

Yang Zhongyun was tortured by illness in his later years. Every time Yang Ke visited him, he became more and more painful and thin. He lost his former majesty and self-care ability bit by bit, and became more weird, suspicious, and jittery.

Yang Ke sometimes confronted him, and sometimes stayed silent by his sick bed.

Yang Zhongyun's posturing, hypocrisy, private weirdness and desire to control run through Yang Ke's childhood and adolescence, like a continuous shadow, which always makes Yang Ke depressed and powerless, so he has boundless anger towards Yang Zhongyun and is used to closing himself.Yang Zhongyun's selfishness ruined most of Yu Zhinian's grandmother's life.

But it was also his sickness and obsession that brought Yu Zhinian out of Sanwen and brought him into Yang Ke's life.

No one's life is completely free from obstacles, completely smooth.

In front of the Deqin Multimedia Building of a school in a remote mountain city, Yang Ke found that after growing up, he did not know when he could calmly accept the fact of Yang Zhongyun's charitable deeds.

Maybe it's because of Yu Zhinian's cuteness, because of Yu Zhinian's confession recorded on the page, Yu Zhinian's sweetness and bravery, or even because of Yu Zhinian's timidity, because of Yu Zhinian's things that Yang Ke never wanted to admit, but it was difficult Every move of resistance.

Because Yang Ke confirmed that he was free, and because Yang Ke stretched out his hand to capture Yu Zhinian's fresh and lively love like a bird, he no longer clings to the past, reconciles with the rebellion in his youth, and becomes calm.

Yu Zhinian leaned against Yang Ke, and after a while, said to Yang Ke: "I haven't thought about it for a long time."

"It seems like a long time has passed," he reached out to touch the words on the sign, and said briskly, "When I think of high school, it's like the picture I saw in a movie, it's not real."

Because he just had an illness, Yu Zhinian's hands seemed to be a little thinner, his fingertips touched the marble, and he turned his head to look at Yang Ke.

The sun in the sky was covered by clouds, and the light looked gloomy, but Yu Zhinian's eyes were bright, and he said, "You were very fierce when I first arrived in Ning City."

Yang Ke suddenly remembered what Wei Chi said in the club, and asked Yu Zhinian, "Really?" and said, "I met Wei Chi a few days ago, and he said that you liked me then."

Yu Zhinian was stunned for a moment, obviously flustered, and said, "I never said that."

"You said someone confessed to you, and you said someone you like is chasing after you," Yang Ke looked at him and asked deliberately, "Is it not me, is it someone else?"

Yu Zhinian must not have thought that such a distant old account would be revealed, his expression was terribly guilty, his eyes wandered to deny "no", and he whispered "where else is it?"

Yang Ke pinched his chin and asked him forcefully, "How did you chase me? Why didn't I feel that you were chasing me?"

Yu Zhinian looked at Yang Ke, faltered for a while, and then said: "I said it casually to reject others, how dare I chase you."

"I thought it would be great if you could always treat me as a good friend." He looked away and said to Yang Ke.

He lowered his eyes, patted the back of Yang Ke's chin lightly, and said it hurt.

Yang Ke let go of his strength and kissed Yu Zhinian.Yu Zhinian's lips and tongue were soft and moist, catering to Yang Ke's kiss meekly.He is Yang Ke's only treasure.

They lived in Sanwen for another two days, and Yang Ke sent Yu Zhinian back to Dangzhuang.

In the next two months, they confirmed the date of the wedding and made a list of wedding plans through intermittent signals.The wedding will be very simple, and all the important and familiar guests will come. Because it is very cold in January, the wedding plan will be sealed in a glass room, surrounded by many colorful lights.

Yu Zhinian looked at the renderings and thought it looked like the inside of a Christmas tree.

In October, Shao Xilin, who was obsessed with studies, finally got a week of leisure to visit Yu Zhinian in Dangzhuang.

Yu Zhinian invited Shao Xilin to the wedding, Shao Xilin readily agreed, and asked Yu Zhinian what wedding gift he wanted, and if there was a list of gifts, was heard by Miao Miao who just came to play with Yu Zhinian, and pestered Yu Zhinian to ask for the bride See photos of your son.

Having dinner in Yu Zhinian's small courtyard at night, Miaomiao mentioned it with great interest, and Xiao Chang suddenly corrected him casually: "It may not be the bride."

Then he looked at Yu Zhinian, smiled a little honestly, and said, "It's the same anyway."

Shao Xilin also said "um", "it's all the same".

In mid-December, Yu Zhinian finished his fieldwork earlier than planned, and Yang Ke came to Sanwen to pick him up.

At Li Lu's request, they went back to Ning City to handle part of the business in Yang Zhongyun's will. After signing the documents, they decided to visit Zhao Sibei's university on Christmas.

Yang Ke drove by himself, and they drove across the sea-crossing bridge. The strong wind in early winter rolled up the waves, which reminded Yu Zhinian of the last time he passed this section of road, but this time his mood was very different.

They ate roast chicken at Professor Xu's house, turned off the lights, and watched Christmas movies on the screen.

The living room of Professor Xu’s house is not very big, the sofa can fit seven people, and the heating in the room is fully turned on.When the movie ended, the music filled with the Christmas atmosphere played, and the surroundings were still dark. Yang Ke gently covered Yu Zhinian's hand. Yu Zhinian looked at the projection and also moved slightly closer to Yang Ke.

At ten o'clock in the evening, they went back to the hotel next to the school together. After a while, it snowed on the island.Fine snow fluttered and fell from the window.

Yu Zhinian watched by the window for a while, Yang Ke came out of the shower, hugged him from behind, and kissed his ears and neck.

On Christmas Eve when he was 12 years old, Yu Zhinian worked in the hospital for his grandfather's illness. He didn't know that he would meet Yang Ke, and he never thought that there would be an adventure that would change his fate; , not knowing that his timidity would be offset by the response, and he would have the courage to try again.

But the new year is different.

Since then, like many people kissing under the Christmas tree at that moment, the two of the more lonely people on the earth have also found their mates.

——Observation and Analysis Diary ([-])

Subject: Thank you Yang Ke

(Recorder: Yu Zhinian Time: 2016.8.2)

No trace of Yang Ke was caught at the school all day, and I don't know where he went.

In the evening, I finished my homework in the library and came out. It was raining, and I didn’t bring an umbrella, but it wasn’t too rainy, and I could still walk with a hoodie on.

In order to jump over a huge puddle, I was almost hit by a car coming out of a corner. Fortunately, the car was not fast and stopped in time.

The driver went around and pressed the window, and it turned out to be Yang Ke.

Yang Ke's face was very ugly, he said, "Why are you crazy on a rainy day", and asked "Where are you going?"

Answer: "Go back to the apartment."

Yang Ke said: "Get in the car." He urged: "Hurry up."

He was sent back to the apartment.

——End