"How about that?"

"Isn't it all the same in the end anyway?"

Seeing Guan Shanyue blushing, Ji Canghai felt that he had regained his place, walked slowly through the traffic, and drove to a secluded neighborhood.

Guan Shanyue didn't ask any more questions, Ji Canghai took her to the single-family floor on the 24th floor, turned on the main light in the room, and the warm light illuminated the corner.

The two of them were very quiet, picking out their indoor shoes tacitly, Ji Canghai went to wash his hands, Guan Shanyue sat on the sofa in the living room and turned on the TV, like a couple who have lived together for many years.

Ji Canghai stepped into the bathroom with a tall body, and came out wearing a black silk nightgown shortly after, his long hair dripping with moisture, and his slender and well-proportioned legs looked even more colorful under the warm lamp.

Ji Canghai sat aside, took an iPad and read the journal "Economic Research", and nodded to her, "Go."

The smell of cedar was faintly lingering in her nose, Guan Shanyue didn't dare to look at her, she stared at the TV with red earlobes and said, "I...I'll watch it later."

Ji Canghai glanced at the TV, she had seen this too, pointed to the screen spoiler and said, "The murderer is him."

Guan Shanyue: ...

It's too bad.

Guan Shanyue stood up slowly and asked, "What am I wearing?"

According to the development of the plot, Ji Canghai should give her his shirt one size larger at this time, and let her get down. He lost his way of dressing, showing his fair legs or something.

She doesn't, she says with a smile, "your school uniform."

What kind of bad taste is this? !

"Why did you...bring my school uniform. No, where else can I wear it?"

"You haven't grown much." Ji Canghai looked at her with his chin propped up.

Guan Shanyue was speechless, so she could only hum, "...I'm really sorry."

Ji Canghai raised his eyebrows and handed her the light blue school uniform. Guan Shanyue said, "Did you plan ahead?"

He also said that she was a little pervert, but she was obviously herself.

Ji Canghai nodded simply: "Yes."

Very good, very calm.Guan Shanyue entered the bathroom with a sullen face, the fog inside hadn't dissipated yet, and the girl's hazy reflection was in the mirror.

She looked at the clean light blue school uniform in her hand, and had to resign herself to putting it on in order to satisfy Ji Canghai's wicked taste.

She lost some of her immature face and matched it with the school uniform of a high school student, but it was still so suitable. After taking a bath, her fair skin was reddish, and she seemed to be that young girl with a spring heart.

She really didn't grow very long, Ji Canghai laughed out loud, Guan Shanyue: "! What are you laughing at?"

Ji Canghai said, "It's okay, it suits you very well."

Thank you.Guan Shanyue gave her an angry look.

Ji Canghai stood up, glanced past her, and walked to the room. Guan Shanyue hesitated for a while, then followed.

The lights in the room were not turned on, and the peripheral light from the outside could illuminate the darkness in the room. Guan Shanyue couldn't help walking towards the floor-to-ceiling windows. The night scene was like an unfolding scroll, with the ancient charm of the capital on paper.

Ji Canghai watched the night scene quietly with her, and the dots of light stretched forward. She suddenly pointed to a small dot far away, "That is our school."

In such a huge and strange city, she only knew where the school was.Unlike Nanyan, she has taken all the shortcuts in the south of the city.

She hasn't been to her secret base for a long time, and she suddenly starts to miss home again.

If Ji Canghai was not by her side, she might cry.

Scenes of the past came to my mind.

Both of them remained silent, each having their own concerns, Ji Canghai poured himself some wine.

Guan Shanyue turned her head and said, "I want to drink too."

Ji Canghai glanced at her, and before she said anything, she rushed to answer, "I'm an adult."

The huge room was still very quiet, but it was completely different from yesterday's silence. The aroma of wine wafted by the floor heating lingered between the two of them.

Guan Shanyue and Ji Canghai lightly clinked the rim of the glass, and drank it down like a veteran.

She seemed to have many things on her mind, but Ji Canghai didn't stop her, with a half-smile, "Bitter wine hurts your throat?"

Guan Shanyue coughed twice, it was indeed hot, Ji Canghai handed her the water, and the cool water obeyed the faintly hot throat.

Her eyes were like water, and she got closer to Ji Canghai, her meekness was unbelievable.

Ji Canghai looked at the flickering lights outside the window. All these years, she never asked, "Why do you want to study medicine?"

Guan Shanyue was silent for a long, long time.

She said, "When I was very young, my grandma always took me."

Ji Canghai looked at her, she lowered her eyes and her long eyelashes looked like bridges, "I was very naughty when I was young, and I didn't like her around me, because my classmates were all young and beautiful parents who came to pick me up."

"But my grandma is old, she smells very bad, she talks a lot, her ears are hard to hear, and her eyes are not good."

"She seems to revolve around me, but I know very little about her life. She may have said it, but I don't remember much."

Her mind is heavy, her voice is soft,

"I thought she would always be by my side talking so much, so much, but I never thought she would die too."

"I looked at her lying in the ICU, and I couldn't remember crying."

"She seems to love me very much, I just call her grandma."

Guan Shanyue closed her eyes, "Grandma, grandma."

"I yelled and yelled, but she was gone, and it turned into a line with a beep."

She seemed to have finished speaking, her watery eyes were closed.

She didn't cry.

Ji Canghai suddenly just wanted to let go of his full guard, and gently hug this lonely and obedient girl.

When Ji Canghai's father, Ji Wangyan, passed away, she was still young, so she didn't have a deep understanding of the world. She just felt that everyone was too noisy, and the daily affairs in the township were always noisy.

Someone said to her, "Your father loves you the most, why don't you cry?"

she does not know.She didn't speak.

After receiving guests, my mother was so hungry that she ate white rice with tears in her eyes without making a sound.

She was ignorant, like an adult, "Mom, I will support this family from now on."

Her mother beat her gently while crying, "What do you know?"

She opened those black pearl eyes and said, "I'm not a child anymore."

Everyone's growth is different.

Ji Canghai didn't say anything, just took her hand, and she squeezed it into Ji Canghai's fingers as if catching hope.

Guan Shanyue opened her eyes and said, "Why do people get sick?"

"Why is grandma sick?"

"Why is Ruan Qiuchi sick too?"

Marfan's syndrome is often accompanied by cardiovascular abnormalities, and it was only then that she realized why Ruan Qiuchi didn't have to participate in sports. It turned out that Ruan Qiuchi always did this, always saying nothing.

Ruan Qiuchi, Ji Canghai remembered, was Guan Shanyue's high school deskmate.

It was already very late that day, Guan Shanyue hadn't come back yet, Ji Canghai went to find her, and she followed her home from crying with red eyes.

She said her best friend was sick.

She said that she can no longer be at the same table with her.

Ji Canghai asked, "How is she doing now?"

Guan Shanyue smiled and said, "Now that I am abroad, my condition has stabilized."

With the current medical level, the average life expectancy of family-inherited Marfan syndrome has been greatly extended.

Ji Canghai gave a "hmm" and stroked the top of her hair, "It will get better."

no matter what.

Guan Shanyue rubbed against her palm like a kitten, but her eyes were about to sparkle.

"Your grandma." Ji Canghai's eyes were a little deep, but she didn't continue talking, and asked Liang Yu, "Do you want to see your mother?"

Guan Shanyue picked up Ji Canghai's wine glass, put her lower lip on the place where she kissed, took a sip and said, "Is she doing well?"

Whose fault is it that a daughter wants to know her mother through another person?

Ji Canghai's palm felt a little hot from her grasp, "Maybe it's okay."

Liang Yu filed for divorce with Guan Jian when her grandmother was outside the ICU, and now she is running around the world alone.

"Then don't bother her." Guan Shanyue smiled.

There must be some reason why she didn't want to see me.

Ji Canghai sighed softly, lowered his head slightly and kissed her lips, the unique taste of Guan Shanyue mixed with the clearness of the wine, like a girl growing up in chaos.

Ji Canghai was about to leave with a light kiss, but Guan Shanyue raised her head, her reddish eyes were stained with drunkenness, she stretched out her arms around her neck, and actively reached into her lips.

Ji Canghai looked at her pure and innocent face, her eyes were tightly closed, her long eyelashes trembling slightly, very obedient.

Feeling warm in her body, Guan Shanyue backed away slightly with a groan, her warm lips touched Ji Canghai's ear, and whispered in her ear, "Sister..."

This sound made her heart feel hot, and she suddenly recalled that night, Guan Shanyue did the same, calling her sister.

On the day when the court came back from hearing Guan Jian's interrogation, Ji Canghai didn't say a word on the way, and Guan Shanyue followed her step by step, and there was a deathly silence between the two of them.

When Guan Shanyue entered the door, she stopped suddenly, the room was bright, and the homeless kitten's eyes turned red, she said,

"Sister, don't you want me too?"

The heavy rain poured down, and the mist in her eyes circled around the wind, around countless nights and dawns.

Ji Canghai didn't speak, and there seemed to be faint thunder coming from the thick clouds.

"But, I like you." She seemed to be in tears.

After that, there are scattered fiery and dazed breaths.

That night, she only remembered that Guan Shanyue called her one after another, sister.

"At that time... a lot happened." Ji Canghai lowered his eyes, "We are not ready yet."

Since then, their relationship has never been the same as before, and Ji Canghai can no longer just play the role of sister, but she thinks it shouldn't be like this.

In her twenties, if you want to fall in love, you just need to like it. Guan Shanyue is desperate for the day and night. She hopes to get a sincere and unadulterated love.

But when he was in his 30s, he was more concerned with weighing the pros and cons. Ji Canghai not only had love, but friendship, career, and social status were equally important.

But what should it not be?

Ji Canghai hoped that she could study hard, so she never skipped class and stayed until the early hours of the morning every day.

Ji Canghai asked her to be obedient and sensible, so she changed her arrogant temperament and began to be gentle and quiet.

Ji Canghai liked her calling her sister on the bed, so she used to say sister and sister in every sentence.

She is changing in the expected direction, and now she has become a girl who can stand on her own.

"It's okay, sister." Guan Shanyue kissed her.

If not for that one time, I don't know if I can get to this point.

When did this kid know how to kiss so well?

"Of course you're fine." Ji Canghai retreated a little, and said with a light snort, "Do you know why your ID card and admission notice were on the ground at Nanzun Station?"

Guan Shanyue seemed to be really drunk, her lips were moist, she looked at her dimly and shook her head.

"Shao Xingzhi follows you."

"How can you be such a stupid person, you still put your ID card on the table when you run away from home, are you afraid of being seen by me?"

Guan Shanyue laughed, "So you've been looking at me."

Ji Canghai looked down at her who was close at hand, "You say you are honored, who likes you."

Guan Shanyue said, "You just heard it."

Ji Canghai smiled, "I haven't."

Guan Shanyue embraced her, with a blush at the end of her eyes that seemed drunk but not drunk, "It's a great honor for me to be able to hang a sail on the clouds to help the sea."

Ji Canghai was not in a hurry to get close to her, but pretended to be reserved and recited a poem, "Well, the bright moon rises from the Tianshan Mountains, amidst the vast sea of ​​clouds."

Guan Shanyue gently held her hand, pressed it to her heart and said, "I hope you will live a long life, and we will share the beautiful beauty of thousands of miles away."

"It's so sour." Ji Canghai said.

Guan Shanyue smiled.

Ji Canghai unbuttoned her school uniform, "I said you didn't grow any longer."

She chuckled, "Sister, how about you take a look?"

The night is getting darker.

The moonlight halo wets the cedar

The fingertips are on the road, the mountain is heavy again, and the water is heavy again

Her eyes are like water, her eyebrows are like peaks

Bai Xue can't cover two red tassels

where is the kiss

playing hard to get

The spring water is ding-dong, the path is long

The palm of the sea dips in her distance

Deep and shallow, eager to see through

The most lingering thing is a song of Yangguan

Qing song sobs, sparks start a prairie fire, she falls into the clouds

The moon, the moon is in Yunyu Wushan

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The author has something to say:

Attached is my sour poem...

I don't believe this can lock me up

Will I be locked, definitely not (wait a minute, let's talk, let's make trouble, don't make fun of reporting!)

Alas, I am touched by myself as I write

Tell me loudly if it's sweet or not!

Two poems from Li Bai's "Difficult to Travel" and "Guan Shanyue"

Needless to say, "Shui Tuo Ge Tou".

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