Studying medicine can't save President Ji

Guan Shanyue had to report everything to her. At first Ji Canghai was in the mood to reply, but then he gradually became annoyed. Why did you tell her such a trivial matter?

One time, Ji Canghai was scolding the staff in a staff meeting, when the phone vibrated suddenly, she glanced at it, frowned when she saw the name on it, and threw it to Shao Xingzhi casually.

Shao Xingzhi went out to pick it up. After the meeting, Ji Canghai returned to the office and asked her while checking the information on the merger of the marketing department, "What's the matter with her?"

Shao Xingzhi thought about it for a while and said, "I didn't say anything specifically, she seems to just miss you."

Ji Canghai didn't raise his head, just because of this?

"Tell her I'm busy."

But you have ignored her for half a month, Shao Xingzhi looked at Ji Canghai's figure buried in his work, and didn't say anything.

Guan Shanyue was holding the phone, so busy that she couldn't even reply to a message?

But she said: I know my sister, pay attention to rest

The more well-behaved, obedient, and quiet she is, the less she knows how to cherish it.

Guan Shanyue felt a little sad when they finally met each other. Many grievances flooded up. She has worked so hard, why can't she do well?

She told Ji Canghai about her worry and confusion, but Ji Canghai only agreed after hearing that, seeing her sad, he rarely started to coax her, but just coaxed her and went to bed.

She was so tired that she fell asleep, Ji Canghai said, "Don't pretend to be asleep."

Guan Shanyue didn't move.

"Really fell asleep?" she read softly.

In a daze, Guan Shanyue opened her eyes and saw Ji Canghai holding her hand, and gently kissing her belly button.

At that moment, the overwhelming sourness and love surged up, and the moonlight covered the face she had seen countless times across the curtain.

She wants to cry.

Just before, when she lost everything, she couldn't sleep at night.

And Ji Canghai always leaned aside, with eyes that she couldn't understand.

She is a little afraid of her, but loves her very much.

Sometimes she just leans and doesn't speak, and sometimes she looks coldly.

She really couldn't take it anymore.

"Guan Guan..." Jiang Cheng hesitated for a moment, but still said, "No matter how busy you are at work, you can't be ignored like this."

Even her roommate cared about her so much, everyone understood the truth, Ji Canghai just refused to do it.

She was suddenly sad, and Jiang Cheng hugged her with some distress, "You go to her and ask her, if you still like it or not, if you're torturing us like this, no matter how good-looking you are!"

The original Guan Shanyue was pure and clean, full of youthful vigor, but now she had a gloomy expression.

She took the first train and returned to Nanzhang before sunset. Ji Canghai was not in Lizhidu, nor in Xishan District. She went to her company.

The front desk also knew her and opened the door for her. She took the elevator to the 23rd floor.

The door of Ji Canghai's office was open, and Guan Shanyue heard Xi Rui say inside, "Where's Liang Yu?"

Guan Shanyue paused, mother?

Ji Canghai said, "She is also a victim, but after so many years, it is difficult to provide valid evidence."

Xi Rui said, "Liang Qiushou is also willing, that is her daughter."

Liang Qiushou is my grandmother's name.What happened to them?

Ji Canghai said with a cold voice, "Guan Jian is the best at smooth talk. If it wasn't for him, my mother wouldn't have died of illness back then."

"Unfortunately, I found out too late, otherwise he would have to stay inside longer." Ji Canghai's voice seemed to be frozen.

Guan Shanyue seemed to froze all over, her mind buzzing, what were they talking about?

She listened to their past in bits and pieces like a cold stone.

When Guan Jian was still married to Ji Canghai's mother, she had already cheated on Liang Yu, which indirectly made her mother's condition worse.

But Liang Yu didn't want to when she found out about it. I don't know what method Guan Jian used to persuade Liang Qiushou to give birth to Guan Shanyue while Liang Yu was drunk.

Later Liang Yu left, Guan Jian was bored seeing Guan Shanyue who looked more and more like Liang Yu, and Liang Yu was even more unwilling to face her scars, so Guan Shanyue grew up under the care of her grandmother.

Guan Jian herself is not in good health, and as she gets old, her conscience suddenly begins to feel guilty. She wants to earn as much money as possible for Guan Shanyue as soon as possible, but ends up in jail by illegal means.

The 23rd floor was very quiet and cold, the buzzing in her head faded, Guan Shanyue just wanted to laugh, how could such a thing happen in her life?Are you writing a novel?It's bloody.

It turned out that her birth was so unbearable.

The grandmother who loves her the most is also the murderer who caused her mother's unhappiness.

It turned out that the family affection she wanted had always been a luxury.

It turns out they already knew.

Just never told me.

Suddenly the office became quiet because of Guan Shanyue's appearance.

Ji Canghai signaled Xi Rui to go out first, Xi Rui sighed and left the office.

"How did you come back?" she asked.

"Have you always known?" Guan Shanyue didn't answer.

Ji Canghai looked at her speechlessly, looking at her sharp as if she had just burst out of her shell.

"When I saw me, I thought of that disgraceful thing and violently abused a child instead of telling her the truth."

"Let her hope for her parents' love, only to be disappointed again and again."

She looked straight at Ji Canghai.

When she learned the truth and needed comfort the most, Ji Canghai, whom she trusted the most, was closest to, and gave everything to, could only watch with an unsympathetic cold eye.

"You don't want me too?"

She uncovered the scar, and all she got in return was silence.

She looked at her sharp edge like a hedgehog, that pure and innocent face was full of gloom.

Seeing her somewhat similar face to Guan Jian's, Ji Canghai felt inexplicably impatient when she was pointed out as cowardly for not facing reality directly, she stood up and approached her, her eyes were full of darkness, "Yes, are you satisfied?"

"I see," she said.

You are punishing me with the mistakes of others.

Ji Canghai didn't grab her hand, and said coldly behind him, "Where are you going?"

Guan Shanyue didn't look back.

She is 20 years old, like saying goodbye.

She cried all the way back on the train.

The train was silent, and various voices came and went in the car. The heating in the car was sufficient, and people from all over the world spoke their local dialects. She looked out the window at the dark night, and there were occasional starlights beside the track.

She turned her face sideways, expressionless, only her eyes were red and tears were falling.

She finally knew that human nature is fragile, love is not eternal, once love was real, and now boredom is also real.

For four whole years, she had been fooling her whole heart for a fool.

She suddenly felt very tired and closed her eyes weakly.

On the opposite side, the elder brother with thick black arms and thick black eyebrows frowned and looked at her again and again, and the screaming of the children beside him became much weaker.

The elder brother who wished to have tattoos on his face finally opened his mouth, and he said with a strong northern accent, "Is there anything you can't get through, little girl?"

Guan Shanyue realized that he was talking to herself, wiped away the tears on her face, and turned her gaze away.

The big brother with the tattoo grinned, looking very warm and ferocious, "We can't bear what's wrong, let's kill him with a brick!"

Guan Shanyue paused, shook her head, tried her best to smile and said, "I'm fine, thank you."

The child who had quieted down at the side leaned over a little uneasy, her lips were chapped and tanned.

"Sister." The child's small fist shook in front of her eyes.

Guan Shanyue looked at her, the child seemed to seldom talk to strangers, and her forehead was sweating because of nervousness, but she still managed to finish speaking,

"Sister, can...help, help me get it?"

She opened her palm, it was a small tangerine, Guan Shanyue took it, the little tangerine was warmed by the child's grip, the green leaves drooped on both sides, it looked very sweet.

The child laughed, showing his broken front teeth, "Oranges for my sister."

She touched a hot orange for the first time.She cried again.

In the past, Ji Canghai was the only one in her world.

It was she who just kept her head down and hurried on her way, never seeing the end of the illusory, wishful thinking towards the never-ending tomorrow.

The train in the south stopped in the north, and she looked back. There was a crowd of people getting off the train, the fog was steaming, and the eyes of people with big bags were bright.

How many nights were spent in the car from Nanzang to Yandu?She can't remember.

There will be no more in the future.

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"Is she back at school?" she asked.

"I'm back." Shao Xingzhi answered her.

Ji Canghai didn't know how he felt, maybe he wanted her to calm down and stop focusing on her, or maybe he wanted her to be more mature and not clingy like a child.

When Guan Shanyue first left her, she even felt relaxed. She could work whenever she wanted, without taking her feelings into consideration, and without disrupting her rhythm because of her, or even feeling that something was missing.

Then one day, when she woke up in the middle of the night, she inadvertently saw Guan Shanyue's room was open. In a trance, she thought she had sneaked back again, but when she opened the door, no one was there.

In the room where no one has lived in for a long time, there is a clay puppy with a corner missing on the table.

The book "Haizi's Poems" that she had been reading in her arms spread out and was blown up again by the wind.

Ji Canghai stood there all night in a daze.

Only then did she realize that there were traces of her everywhere.

In the future, whether she was going to Lizhi Ferry, or Chengnan Park, or Guan Shanyue's secret base on the roof, she looked around.

I always feel like there must be someone here.

There should be someone by her side.

In the thunderstorm days in the past, Guan Shanyue would always accompany her. If she was by her side, Guan Shanyue would wrap her arms around her waist and smile at her, saying, when you hugged me back then, the thunder rang, and you suddenly It trembled, like a puppy.

If she is not around, Guan Shanyue will carefully read the weather forecast in Nanzhang, call her when there is wind and thunderstorm, and tell her seriously and cutely, after I become a doctor, I want to see what is happening. Medicine can cure fear of thunder.

She was belatedly aware.Her emotions came too late.

No one secretly took an overnight train to come back to see her.

Ji Canghai felt that maybe he was getting older and started to feel nostalgic, so let's wait until she comes to find her on her own initiative.

Ji Canghai originally thought she was just throwing a tantrum. When she was unhappy in the past, Ji Canghai explained and stopped replying. Then Guan Shanyue would meekly admit her mistake without even questioning her, and took the initiative to ask her again. Show yourself.

But this time the tantrum seemed to have gone too long.

In the past, Guan Shanyue would send her messages every day, and most of the time, she just looked at them and picked out a few replies.

But now she has not heard from her for a long time.

From then on, Shao Xingzhi had one more job to report on Guan Shanyue's daily life:

On this day, Guan Shanyue was dragged to participate in the basketball game, she did not expect to perform very well, many people cheered for her;

On that day, Guan Shanyue won the annual three-good student and the national scholarship, and accidentally fell when she stepped off the stage;

Another day, Guan Shanyue was already preparing for the combined undergraduate, master, and doctoral studies, and she was studying so hard every day...

Ji Canghai didn't know how she could resist talking about such an important matter?

In fact, what she didn't know was that Guan Shanyue was already full of disappointment and didn't want to rely on her anymore.

Sleeping ignorantly at night, sometimes she suddenly wakes up for a moment, recalling that Guan Shanyue slept next to her before.

Many nights, Guan Shanyue would sneak back, as if to surprise her, slip into her room in the middle of the night, hug her, and call her sister softly.

At that time, her body was very hot and her eyes were like water.

Ji Canghai turned over a little annoyed, why didn't she come back?

In the past, Guan Shanyue asked to make a phone call, but many times she refused because she was busy with work. Now it has been a long time since she heard her voice, and Ji Canghai is not used to it.

Usually, it was Guan Shanyue who called, but this time she finally took the initiative to call. She waited until noon the next day. Guan Shanyue never took a nap, so she thought she would be picked up soon.

Unexpectedly, it kept ringing until "the user you dialed is temporarily unanswered", she put down the phone in disbelief, and waited for a long time, Guan Shanyue did not return her call.

Ji Canghai realized belatedly that this seemed to be more than a tantrum.

In the end, it was Ji Canghai who lowered his head first, and asked her kindly: Is the living expenses still enough?

She thought that her first show of affection would get them a reconciliation, but she didn't expect that Guan Shanyue not only refused to accept the transfer, but also blocked her.

Ji Canghai was taken aback, and then found that she had indeed moved her contact information into the blacklist, what was she doing?

Guan Shanyue has never been so thorough before, she doesn't answer her calls, she doesn't reply to her messages, she seems to have disappeared from her world.

After Ji Canghai got angry for a while, she could only transfer money to her bank card, but the balance was never low, and Guan Shanyue didn't move a penny.

The most certain thing about Ji Canghai is probably that Guan Shanyue will never leave her.

Ji Canghai stopped all sources of funds, trying to force her to come back.

But Guan Shanyue is Guan Shanyue, if she has determination, she will never turn back.

She refused to use Ji Canghai's money, even though the burden of work-study, part-time job and study was all on her, she never compromised.

Later, Ji Canghai could only pay the tuition fees for her, using his connections to make her life better there.

Ji Canghai also went to Yandu. Guan Shanyue seemed to see her from a distance, but she didn't seem to have seen her. She just smiled and said goodbye to her classmates before going upstairs without giving her any extra glances.

Ji Canghai suddenly felt that she was a little strange.

Maybe the regret came too late.

Originally, Ji Canghai just wanted to hang out with her for a while and deal with his own affairs, but when he finished dealing with his own affairs, he realized that she had gone a long way.

It's been five years since she left.

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Caring for the empty-nest old Ji starts from the people outside the customs

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