Studying medicine can't save President Ji

When Ji Canghai woke up, Guan Shanyue had already left, and she, Mr. Ji, turned out to be the one who was left behind overnight. Guan Shanyue almost left a stack of banknotes by the bedside.

But the energy is indeed inferior to that of young people, and it was not her who couldn't get out of bed before.

She looked at the teeth marks on her neck, biting really hard, her vengeance was much stronger than her, although the indescribable places below the neck had almost faded away, there were still faint hickey marks.

Ji Canghai lowered his eyes, does this count as the success of the beauty□□□confusion?Is there any hope for her to go back with her?

Different from the hope here, Guan Shanyue bit the Busanjia lollipop, and asked Ji Yutang vaguely, "Has your guest room been cleaned up yet?"

Ji Yutang answered while painstakingly solving the medical records, "Well, how long do you want to stay?"

"I don't know yet." She put the sugar in her mouth, and her rosy lips glistened with water.

Ji Yutang flicked her legs, and the office chair bumped into her, touched the top of her hair and said, "Don't worry, baby, you are welcome to come in with your bags anytime."

Guan Shanyue glared at her, but still rubbed her palm and said, "I want warm milk, and I want coke with ice."

Ji Yutang suddenly became overwhelmed with maternal love, rubbed her long hair and said, "You can add sulfuric acid to your liking."

Guan Shanyue: "That's not necessary."

After returning from overtime work, Ji Canghai had prepared meals and waited for her like a good wife and loving mother. She went into the room to pick out some clothes and said, "Excuse me, I'll go to live at a friend's house."

Ji Canghai was startled, as if he didn't understand what she said, "Ji Yutang?"

She nodded, put on some clothes casually, and opened the creaking wooden door, Ji Canghai watched her calm figure behind her, the food on the table was still steaming.

There was some snow outside, small, small lenses landed on her eyelashes, she lowered her head and rubbed the end of her eyes.

Suddenly her wrist was caught by cold fingertips, "You, where are you going?"

"Yes." She turned her back to her, her tone remained unchanged, and the white mist from her mouth covered her face.

"But, this is your home." Ji Canghai, who has always been shrewd and eloquent, didn't seem to know what she was talking about. She didn't wear a coat, and the thin clothes covered her slender figure.

Guan Shanyue paused, turned to look at her, "My home? It didn't exist a long time ago."

Ji Canghai looked at her eyes in a daze, those eyes were once full of his own reflection, those eyes used to call her sister with wet tails, those eyes once allowed her to step over everything she had fallen into.

"Before you..."

"Before?" Guan Shanyue interrupted her, took a step closer to her, and smiled softly in her ear, "Ji Canghai, do you think I still love you?"

The half of Ji Canghai's body leaning on her seemed to be stiff, the gray walls in the alley peeled off, revealing the dilapidated interior.

"I used to expect you to come to me, but you never came."

Her voice was the same as usual, with a smile when she spoke, showing her little tiger teeth that she hadn't seen for a long time.

Ji Canghai looked sad, "I..."

Am I really late.

"Ji Canghai, I was young at the time, and I knew that we might have no results, but I wanted to love you, so I was desperate for the day and night. As long as you are satisfied, I will do anything."

The snow seemed to be heavy, the air was full of the smell of dust and mist, and some snow fell on Guan Shanyue's shoulders.

"I know, you worry too much, you think about our age, you think about our gender, you think about our future, you think about the grievances of our parents, but I only wanted you at that time."

Ji Canghai really knows how pure her love is, but after so many years of struggling in the society, she has lost her sincerity, and in the end she still has nothing to say.

The sadness in Ji Canghai's eyes became stronger, and the wrist holding her seemed to be burning hot. She was afraid that once she let go, Guan Shanyue would really leave her.

"When you came now, I didn't expect you to come."

"I'm no longer the little girl who took the overnight train just to see you," she said.

Ji Canghai seemed to be meeting her for the first time, her face was still so pure and innocent, but the original pure expression changed, and became indifferent to life that had lost some interest.

Wrong is wrong.

She had nothing to say.

She wants redemption.

"It was only later that I realized that if you want to love someone, you must love yourself first." Guan Shanyue said softly in the snow, her curled eyelashes also turned white.

Ji Canghai took a step closer to her, the originally flat snow surface was shattered like a mirror, she opened her mouth, and the old sorrow and joy blocked the conversation.

I am sorry.

She twisted her wrist to free Ji Canghai's fingertips, raised her head and smiled at her.

"It was you who let go first," Guan Shanyue looked at her, "Do you regret it?"

Guan Shanyue didn't wait for her answer, but turned around.

"Don't go." She hugged her from behind, buried her head on her neck, and asked in a hoarse voice, "Do you really not love me?"

"So what if I love you?" Guan Shanyue smiled.

Ji Canghai was taken aback.

"Where were you when I was most at a loss and helpless?"

"Where were you when I needed you most?"

"I only had you then."

"But you, who I am closest to, trust the most, and give everything to, why do you just stand by and watch?"

Ji Canghai's heart was so cold that she wanted to tremble slightly, she didn't even know how she could play with her sincerity so arrogantly and rudely before.

She finally knew that it was her arrogance and indifference that ruined their love with her own hands.

Guan Shanyue was already unable to struggle, she shed tears, "Ji Canghai, I'm already scared, I dare not be with you anymore."

"I'm afraid you'll abandon me again."

"These five years have been enough for me."

Ji Canghai didn't speak, the warm liquid flowed down the back of Guan Shanyue's neck.

Guan Shanyue raised her head, she used to like the woman behind her so much, she used to look at her so wholeheartedly, the more she looked at her, the more sincerely she wanted to forgive her.

It's raining.

Still tears.

Did she cry?

"Go back quickly, don't catch a cold." Guan Shanyue's words were extremely gentle, her tone seemed to be watery.

It doesn't seem cruel at all.

The street lamps came on one by one, and the traces on the snow became deeper and lighter.

Not once did she look back.

The wind and snow were blowing, and it was a sleepless night.

Ji Canghai sat on the low sofa expressionlessly, the sky gradually darkened, her upright figure seemed a little tired, the food on the table was not touched at all, and it was cold and lumpy.

The little house where she was the only one was dark and dead silent, with thousands of lights across the window, the children on the opposite building were watching cartoons, the snowplow downstairs was humming, and the couple next door were arguing like It's up to you.

She didn't move at all, as if drowned in time.

She hadn't had a good night's sleep in her senior year of high school, she had hit a wall countless times because of her stubborn temper, and she had gambled on illusory hopes for a tomorrow that she didn't know whether it would come or not.

She didn't feel tired after so many times.

She went her way and never looked back.

But now she is so tired that she is so overwhelmed.

She was wrong, Guan Jian was wrong, Liang Yu was wrong, Liang Qiushou was wrong, even her mother was wrong.

Anyone can make mistakes, except Guan Shanyue.

She was born unexpectedly and grew up unhappy. Maybe the only mistake was falling in love with her when she was young.

But I hurt her.

What am I doing?

Why should I stand on the sidelines?Why didn't I protect her well?Why didn't I see her efforts?Why did I leave her alone with that truth?

She finally moved and raised her hand to cover her half-closed eyes.

What the hell am I doing.

Her figure was thin and thin in the dark, the snow outside the window did not stop, and wine was displayed in the refrigerator.

She held up the glass in bewilderment, maybe she wanted to avoid drinking, maybe.

She seldom listened carefully to Guan Shanyue's words before, and felt childish and thoughtless, but it turned out that she was too arrogant.

She suddenly remembered that time when she met Guan Shanyue's eyes in front of the french window and spilled some wine on her fingertips.

What will happen?Myocardial ischemia?

Miss it.

What else could she lack.

Snow has been falling.It seems to bury half of the capital.

There has never been night here, and there are no pedestrians in the community.

Ji Yutang's house.

Ji Yutang leaned on the sofa and said, "You can stay with me, but can you not drink up my Coke!"

"Your house has no alcohol." Guan Shanyue was choked, coughed lightly, and swallowed again with a slightly red face.

"Yes, there is. It is very expensive, and only VIPs can drink it. You little thing will get drunk after one sip."

"Two mouthfuls then."

Horror movies were playing in front of the TV according to Guan Shanyue's request, and sudden images appeared in the dark scenes from time to time.

Ji Yutang glanced at her, "It really hurts when you get bitter wine in your throat."

Guan Shanyue smiled, "She also said what you said."

"Damn, you still love her in your words. I really don't know when you will be able to make a fuss."

She shook her head slightly, but said nothing.

Ji Yutang sighed, she still remembers that when Guan Shanyue occasionally lived in her house, the two of you would read your novels, and I would play my games, and they could chat together while doing their own things.

Once Guan Shanyue fell asleep on the sofa while playing. She was afraid that she would catch a cold, so she took great pains to hug her up and wanted to send her back to the guest room.

Unexpectedly, there seemed to be tears at the end of her eyes, and she said softly, "Ji..."

But Ji Yutang was taken aback, this kid probably has a crush on her, right? !

She just treats her like a half-sister or a daughter or something. It's scary that "I treat you as a sister but you want to fuck me" plot.

Later, afraid of hurting her fragile little heart, she inquired very carefully, only to find out that the Ji Yutang she read was not her season, and Ji Yutang was relieved.

Looking at her now, it's pitiful, it's better to read her this season.

Guan Shanyue opened her mouth again, "You know, when I was on the operating table today, I heard Dr. Liu say that he was going to cut an aneurysm on a woman in her 30s surnamed Ji."

Ji Yutang looked at her, and she continued, "I don't know what I was thinking, I thought it was her, and then I saw her appearing in front of me safe and sound, and I breathed a sigh of relief."

Ji Yutang turned his gaze to the TV. The horror movie seemed to be coming to an end, and the sky began to light up.

"If I stay with her any longer, I really can't help it. I will definitely forgive her."

"But I'm afraid."

"I'm really scared."

Ji Yutang didn't know what to say, but just gave her a hug.

Nostalgic, soft-hearted, don't care about rewards, give wholeheartedly when you give, even though you hold grudges and want revenge after being let down, you still can't bear it.

Guan Shanyue, Guan Shanyue.

Guan Shanyue trembled suddenly, and Ji Yutang was frightened by her, "What's wrong?!"

She covered her eyes and said, "Isn't it the end? Why isn't that doll dead yet!! It scared me!!!"

Ji Yutang laughed out loud, "Aren't your emotions changing too quickly?! You still want to watch it because you're afraid! Who is to blame?"

"It's not my fault anyway," she said.

The next day, Guan Shanyue went to work as usual. Jiang Cheng, who had just finished the operation, saw her and said, "Guan Guan, are you okay?"

After seeing that woman last time, Jiang Cheng asked her nervously if something happened. Guan Shanyue felt that Ji Canghai was a murderer who was about to go crazy at any time after hearing her tone.

Seeing that she was more important than herself, Guan Shanyue smiled and said, "I'm fine, I've been staying at Ji Yutang's house recently."

Jiang Cheng seemed to be relieved, "That's good, let's go out to eat and hang out after the rotation break!"

Guan Shanyue responded to her, she answered an emergency call and hurried to go on stage again, Guan Shanyue went to the ward round as usual.

The patient admitted recently was in good condition and was eligible for surgery, so she talked to the 42-bed patient about the surgical risks of radiofrequency ablation of atrial fibrillation. The pathogenesis of tremors is complex..."

She explained the risks in detail, but the patient listened carefully and said with a serious face, "Doctor, I am not afraid of these risks, so don't be afraid of you either! Just do it!"

Guan Shanyue couldn't laugh or cry, "Thank you, I'm not afraid."

She walks through the wards, people in the north like to call doctor, and people in the south like to call doctor. Today, a patient called her professor, and she was very happy for a while.

Today she waited for Ji Yutang to finish writing the doctor's order, and the two returned to Ji Yutang's house together.

Ji Yutang didn't know how to cook very much, and he worked in the kitchen for a while before turning on the fire, and the things he cooked were not satisfactory.

Guan Shanyue picked up the beef with chopsticks and took a bite.

Put down the chopsticks and say, "I'm not hungry, you can eat."

Ji Yutang: "You don't have to dislike her so much."

Guan Shanyue shook her head and said, "It's too far away."

Ji Yutang: "Who do you compare me with?"

"It's for you to eat and also for you to live in. It's about to become your half-mother. Let me call and listen."

"Turtle son." Guan Shanyue said.

Ji Yutang was about to beat her up, and the two wrestled again.

Guan Shanyue never went back to her little house.

This day Guan Shanyue asked Ji Yutang, "What are you eating today?"

"The leftovers from yesterday."

"... so rich."

"I don't run a restaurant, so I can eat hot."

Guan Shanyue reheated the leftovers reluctantly, and she suddenly remembered the past while eating.

Because she doesn't know how to cook, Ji Canghai cooks at home when she has nothing to do. It was a Saturday, and Ji Canghai, who was still very busy, asked a client out for dinner. Before leaving, he asked her what she had for dinner.

She said to heat up the leftovers, but Ji Canghai didn't say anything, just told her to add some diced carrots and eggs to heat up.

Then Ji Canghai went out, and when Guan Shanyue was about to get up to go to the kitchen, she came back after she had just left, took off her suit jacket and said, I'm afraid you might burn the kitchen down, so I'll heat it up before you go.

Ji Yutang patted her head and said, "Why are you crying again? It's all right, let's order takeaway, you shouldn't be allowed to eat leftovers."

Guan Shanyue shook her head, "It's okay, I like to eat."

How can there be such good and bad bastards in the world.

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The author has something to say:

When the mirror is broken, it is broken. If the hurt happened, it happened. Only the relationship can be broken if you want to.

There is far more than pure and passionate love in the world, and many are the result of weighing the pros and cons. Redemption and regret in conflicts, and subtle cracks in relationships are also a kind of love.

Mr. Ji is just a bit late to get the hang of it... Now the problem is on the surface, and it can almost be solved (hurry up and make up)