After all, Qin Xuyang sat in the driver's cab with only one heavy sigh left.After that night, he thought about it several times, but couldn't figure out why Lu Yu had such feelings for him.

Although he has been taking care of Lu Yu all these years, but the way he takes care of others even his own mother thinks it's an asshole, how can he like him?

When he signed Lu Yu back then, Lu Yu was only 12 years old. Both his parents died and he was in huge debts. A child star was facing the visual fatigue of the audience. Now, Qin Xuyang may have various ways to train him.

But at that time, he was completely autocratic, throwing people into school directly, and didn't take much care of them for five years. He felt that he should go to school at that age.

Later, Lu Yu graduated from high school and wanted to enter the film school. Qin Xuyang didn't know the film school at that time, but because he had worked with several film schools with poor acting skills, he changed his name without Lu Yu's consent. Lu Yu's choice was changed to business school.

At that time, Lu Yu jumped up angrily and bit him. Qin Xuyang had no choice but to reason with him. He threw him into Shaolin Temple and shaved his head. Lu Yu didn't fight him at that time. Qin Xuyang It was really surprising.

Later, when Lu Yu went to college, Qin Xuyang began to teach him acting, but he had no patience, and most of the time he just demonstrated it once and ignored it. Lu Yu himself had a good understanding, but after all, the experience of a child actor was still too little for a real actor. So Qin Xuyang unceremoniously accepted a lot of supporting roles for Lu Yu, even extras, and at the same time asked him to get a scholarship in college.

At that time, Lu Yu was so busy that he didn't touch the ground. In fact, many leading actors were looking for him, but Qin Xuyang even instructed Xu Qingqing to reject him, because he had a theory of casting, which was definitely helpful to Lu Yu's acting skills. , but he doesn't explain it to anyone, it's very annoying.

In the end, Lu Yu became the youngest actor under this kind of brutal training. Qin Xuyang actually always felt in his heart that Lu Yu really gave a lot.

On the awards stage, Lu Yu thanked him for his words, so he was naturally happy.But to say that the relationship between the two of them these years is actually Lu Yu taking care of him more.

Lu Yu is meticulous and considerate, especially when it comes to his affairs. Lu Yu takes care of his basic necessities of life most of the time.

Lu Yu's cooking suits his taste best, he is always satisfied with the clothes Lu Yu chooses, Lu Yu always tidies up the room neatly, and puts the things he likes to put away in good order, Lu Yu has a good memory Well, he always remembers his itinerary clearly...

The more Qin Xuyang thinks like this, the more he feels that Lu Yu likes him, he should have noticed it a long time ago. He grew up abroad, and he has never seen homosexuality before, and Lu Yu is not the first to confess his love to him. Same sex, but Qin Xuyang never expected that Lu Yu could like him...

Lu Yu is always special in his heart. The more Qin Xuyang thinks about it, the more irritable he feels. Lu Yu's behavior that night clearly meant that he didn't leave any room for himself. If he didn't wake up, that little bastard Lu Yu really Would you do that to him?

Thinking of this, Qin Xuyang frowned more and more, and the speedboat drove all the way to the middle of the sea, but Qin Xuyang didn't notice it.

It wasn't until he got out of the pilothouse that he was surrounded by a group of people as soon as he got on the deck, and everyone was joking with him, and then he came back to his senses and started socializing around.

He didn't invite many in person, but there were quite a few who came uninvited. As soon as he appeared, the scene became noisy. He didn't even see Lu Yu, and the ceremony began.

Lu Yu stood in an unobtrusive position, watching the grand and happy scene, he felt that he was already numb from the pain.

Qin Xuyang was wearing a black dress, standing under the arch bridge full of pink balloons. The high-necked shirt made him look extraordinarily tall. When the theme music of the Mermaid Princess played, a pretty figure slowly emerged from the distant deck. come.

The person who came was Qin Xuyang's fiancée, Li Yue.Lu Yu's gaze was fixed on Qin Xuyang's body all the time, and he couldn't help but want to gamble whether Qin Xuyang would take a look at him at such a time.

The scorching gaze made Qin Xuyang feel something. He instinctively glanced around at the people present, and met a pair of dark eyes. It was Lu Yu, who was looking at him motionless.

Qin Xuyang has never been considered a delicate person.However, he saw deep sadness in Lu Yu's eyes, which made Qin Xuyang feel as if he had been stabbed in the heart.

He immediately glanced over his head and led Li Yue to the designated location, where his parents, Li Yue's parents, were waiting. Everyone who came today should have come to bless him, and neither should Lu Yu. exception.

Swearing oaths, exchanging engagement rings, kissing, they made promises to each other under everyone's gaze, receiving everyone's blessings...

Li Yue's white skirt was studded with sparkling blue diamonds. Under the sunlight, she seemed to be a mermaid walking out of the sea. Qin Xuyang was tall and handsome in a slim dress.

Behind them is the blue sea, and the white skirts are swaying with the sea breeze. They are holding hands and standing on the deck covered with petals. I have to say that this engagement on the sea is really beautiful. Huan.

Lu Yu felt that on the day of Qin Xuyang's engagement, he might have used all his acting skills to perform.

Sitting around a table with a group of people, laughing non-stop.He felt like a walking dead, and he knew that Xu Qingqing was watching him all the time.However, the memory of that day seems to be blank.

"If you can, don't say goodbye."

The only thing that is clear is this sentence, which echoes repeatedly, like the alarm bell ringing in his heart, heavy and cruel...

However, what he didn't know was that everything that happened that day was deeply engraved in Qin Xuyang's mind, and no matter how long it had passed, it was clear and terrifying.

That day, Qin Xuyang completed all the steps of engagement. He thought he had given Li Yue a perfect engagement. The sense of ritual of the ceremony even made him think about his future marriage with Li Yue.Until, he saw Lu Yu...

He just sat there with a smile, just like everyone else, looking up at him with joy, if he hadn't noticed the coldness in his eyes, he almost felt that his out-of-control confession that night was just his hallucination .

Originally, the people sitting here with Lu Yu were all his closest relatives, but Qin Xuyang didn't want to stay for a while.

Lu Yu's acting skills were taught by him, and no one knows better than him the true and false on his face. He quickly raised the wine in his glass and drank it down without hesitation. Then he took Li Yue's hand After drinking the same wine glass, he took Li Yue's hand and wanted to leave quickly.

"You are all acquaintances, play by yourself, I won't entertain."

Qin Xuyang seemed to be talking unintentionally, then turned around and wanted to leave.He didn't know what he was doing, but seeing Lu Yu trying to pretend, he felt uncomfortable, as if if he stayed a little longer, Lu Yu would not be able to hold on.However, just as he raised his foot, Duan Dongrui stopped him.

"Qin Xuyang, how can you be like this? You received the gift for nothing. At this table, I am your boss. That is your confidante. There is an artist you taught yourself. This is the sister Xu you dug over. This is Cheng Gan, who has been with you for more than ten years, are you embarrassed? If you are so perfunctory to us, don't pretend to be like us, don't eat this!"

Qin Xuyang probably hasn't really bothered his friend for many years for a long time, and he failed to make an angry expression temporarily, so he could only helplessly maintain the superficial patience, and asked: "Then tell me, do you want to get angry?" How are you?"

In fact, Duan Dongrui just wanted to drink a few more glasses of wine, but he really didn't expect that Qin Xuyang was so happy, and Boss Duan, who didn't know why his brother was worrying, was proud of himself, but Yan Shiyu took the conversation away.

Yan Shiyu stood up gracefully, looked at the couple with crooked smiles, and said, "Let's do it, you didn't tell us about your girlfriend, and you suddenly attacked when you were engaged, so we won't mention it. We don’t come here in vain, we come here to bless you with a million points of sincerity, today we only have one, people at this table, I wish you a drink, is it meaningful enough?”

Yan Shiyu is an absolute goddess in front of the audience, but in private, she doesn't have any goddess image at all, and ordinary men can't stand it.

As an unusual man, Qin Xuyang was finally tricked after years of parrying him.

It really didn't matter how many drinks he had.However, for a moment in his heart, he really didn't know what Lu Yu would wish him.

The same happy engagement, get married as soon as possible, after a few drinks, it's Lu Yu's turn.Qin Xuyang's mood was extremely complicated.

"I wish you forever in love..." Lu Yu stood up holding the wine glass, except for her slightly hoarse voice, her tone was also full of sincerity.

"Okay! You see, high education is different. Look at each of you, and you just mean the same thing over and over again. Xiao Lu Yu, you are worthy of the person who played my son. You really look good on me. I should say a few more words today. How many words do you say, and how many drinks does your boss have, okay?"

Yan Hanzi came to make trouble again at the right time, Lu Yu could only respond with a dry smile, with a bit of bitterness in his smile, seeing the subtle changes in Qin Xuyang's eyes, he became more and more irritable in his heart, he reluctantly smiled at everyone , Pick up the wine glass in front of you, and finish the glass of "Eternal Bath in Love" first!

Lu Yu's eyes were fixed on him all the time. He knew that when he put down his wine glass, he saw Lu Yu smiling and continued, "I wish you a harmonious relationship between fish and water."

Listening to the slightly hoarse voice, Qin Xuyang drank two glasses without even raising his eyelids. Except for Xu Qingqing who knew the inside story, the rest on the table were troublemakers. Qin Xuyang could only look at Cheng Qian, hoping to rely on the tacit understanding of many years , he can come out to rescue him.

He really didn't want to drink anymore. With Lu Yu like this, he really didn't know the meaning of this kind of self-torture.

Cheng Gan had been his agent for more than ten years, so he immediately understood. He stood up and said, "Xiao Luyu, you can't talk about it anymore. If you talk about it, Boss Qin will be drunk."

But Lu Yu didn't seem to have heard of it, and continued: "I wish you two love each other, harmony between heaven and earth, harmony with the harp, and hand in hand for a hundred years. I wish you will enter the palace of marriage as soon as possible, and never be separated until you grow old. I wish you all the best!" ..."

Lu Yu's words stopped suddenly, because Qin Xuyang's eyes finally fell on him. Qin Xuyang's unhappiness was not obvious, but Lu Yu could still see it.

Lu Yu's actions undoubtedly made Cheng Gan a little embarrassed, but he still did not forget to help Qin Xuyang, saying: "Little Lu Yu has no words now, Xuyang, you drink this last cup, let's have a drink together. "

Qin Xuyang didn't answer, and picked up the glass to drink, but Lu Yu grabbed his arm, took the wine from his hand, and said, "I'll drink this glass for you."

He raised his head and gulped it down. Qin Xuyang's face was already a little unsightly. Everyone at the table felt that the two of them seemed to be not right, but they didn't speak. Picking up his own wine glass, he said, "There are a few more words, all in the wine."

Qin Xuyang's eyes gradually became cold, he watched Lu Yu drink one cup after another, each cup of wine seemed to be poured directly on his face.

Half a month ago, Lu Yu drank too much and had severe stomach bleeding. They actually met each other in the hospital...

I don't know why, Lu Yu's decadent look easily ignited his anger. Xu Qingqing didn't know how many times he called and begged him before he finally went to the hospital.However, the moment he saw Lu Yu standing at the door, he didn't even want to open the door.

On the hospital bed, Lu Yu's complexion was as pale as paper, not at all his usual complexion, his lips that were always ruddy were blue-grey, his eyes were closed but his brows were tightly frowned, Xu Qingqing was already crying while standing aside, he begged him to go in and see Lu Yu Rain, but he never moved.He just slowly took off his mask to cover up his unsmooth breathing.

Suddenly, the person on the hospital bed began to groan indistinctly. Xu Qingqing became anxious and stretched out her hand to open the door. Qin Xuyang reacted quickly and grabbed her, but the door had already opened a gap. Qing's voice gradually became clear, "Qin... Xuyang, Qin Xuyang... I'm sorry... I'm sorry..."

Lu Yu's dark eyes were filled with prayers. He had never looked at anyone with such eyes. Except for acting, Qin Xuyang had almost never seen Lu Yu's weakness. Back then, he was known as the worst child star, and his parents Both dead and heavily in debt, at that time, he was only 12 years old, but he never asked anyone for anything, now...

Qin Xuyang felt that the hoarse and weak voice was like a heavy stone hitting his heart hard, making him instinctively want to avoid it. He subconsciously let go of the force in his hand, and Xu Qingqing immediately rushed into the door, shouting: "Xiao Yu, wake up, Qin Xuyang is here, you..."

Almost the moment she entered the door, Lu Yu was about to wake up, and his frowns were furrowed together. Qin Xuyang took a look at his painful expression, and felt that he couldn't take a second look. He immediately turned around and was about to leave. Unexpectedly, there was a crackling sound in the ward, and Xu Qingqing's subsequent scream made Qin Xuyang's whole heart twitch. He turned around, seeing a dazzling mess.

Lu Yu half-kneeled on the ground, the blue and white large patient gown on his body made him look thin and weak, his face was so pale that there was no blood in it, only those bright black eyes were staring at him heavily, behind him was crooked to one side The steel frame, the bottles of liquid that had fallen on it were all scattered on the ground, and Xu Qingqing was holding up his hand in panic, trying to fix the needle in his hand.

But the bright red blood on the back of that white hand pierced into Qin Xuyang's eyes like a sharp sword.

"Lu Yu, what do you want to do?" Qin Xuyang looked at all this, and the fire in his heart could not be suppressed any longer. He rushed over and picked up Lu Yu, who was half kneeling on the ground,

"Are you playing a bitter scene for me now? Do you want me to sympathize with you? Lu Yu, when did you learn to pretend to be pitiful? Where did the energy go that night? Aren't you very powerful?"

Compared with his dejected appearance, Qin Xuyang is more willing to accept that Lu Yu that night, at least he can beat him heartily, instead of just looking at Lu Yu's gray lips covered with dry lines, and then Opening his mouth with difficulty, he said to him: "I'm sorry, Qin Xuyang, I'm sorry, I made a mistake that night, and I regret it, can you stop seeing me? I won't do this kind of thing anymore, please forgive me, Qin Xuyang, please forgive me!"

At that moment, Qin Xuyang really realized what it meant to be self-inflicted. He shouldn't have come, so he knew he shouldn't have come. This is Lu Yu's personality. Even if he did that, he would not give up on him. He would rather beg him like this. Apart from feeling heavy and powerless, Qin Xuyang also really felt scared. In his complicated mood, he found that he was distressed.

He is already 32 years old, ten years older than Lu Yu. In the past 32 years, Qin Xuyang has never thought of being with a man. His parents ordered him to think that Li Yue is a suitable partner. Perhaps he has never been fanatical. He never loved anyone, but at least, his life plan is to marry a wife and have children.What's more, these years, he has always regarded Lu Yu as his relatives.

Lu Yu's feelings caught him off guard and touched too much of his bottom line. He closed his eyes, and when he opened them again, he was completely indifferent, "I can forgive you, but I hope you can let go, Li Yue and I We are getting engaged, and when the time comes, you are welcome to attend."

He turned around, leaving Lu Yu with a straight back, he didn't want to look at Lu Yu more, because he knew that Lu Yu's face was full of despair.

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