[Entertainment] Capture the King

On the afternoon of Chinese New Year's Eve, Qi Bo and Qin Mu quickly became chess friends who talked about everything, Yan Shiyu, who had never been in the kitchen in eight lifetimes, learned how to make dumplings, and Huo Qianyan finally tricked Qi girl into himself For fans, Boss Duan took a very serious look at his own artist Qiao Yunxuan, while Qin Xuyang and Lu Yu changed from "privately determined for life" to "justified".

Lu Yu knew that he should bring Qin Xuyang here to have a look, but he didn't expect that it was Qin Xuyang who brought him here in the end.

When the car drove all the way into the cemetery, Lu Yu's heart was empty.No one knew that he hadn't seen his parents since the day they were buried.

Twelve years ago, he knew very well that it was his promise that brought his mother to a dead end. He thought more than once, if he hadn't been so weak back then, if he persisted, would his family be different? ending.

When Qin Xuyang stopped the car, he saw Lu Yu turned his head and looked into the distance, his eyes were empty and blank, clearly without emotion, but obviously depressing.

Qin Xuyang didn't speak in a hurry, nor did he move. He quietly lit a cigarette, slightly opened the car window, and looked out the window aimlessly.

No matter what time of day the cemetery is desolate and cold, it is customary to sweep the grave in the morning of the [-]th. When they came in the afternoon, they hardly saw a few people. There was a large empty hillside, and there were rows of Qin Xuyang smoked three cigarettes in a row before asking, "Have you seen your parents all these years?"

Lu Yu subconsciously turned his head to look at him, just watched, unable to answer, he suddenly remembered what he said when he was drunk last night, he remembered that he said to Qin Xuyang, he felt a little strange that Lu Zhe kissed the old lady But there is still the second half of this sentence, he didn't say it, he actually felt that he had no right to blame him.

"In these years, I have never mentioned the matter of my parents to Lu Zhe, do you know why?"

Qin Xuyang didn't seem to expect that he would answer the question so non-answer, and then said after a moment of silence: "You think he's still young?"

Lu Yu breathed a sigh of relief, and replied: "No, no, you know, I have always complained about my mother. If it is possible, I really want Lu Zhe to miss my mother with me. , I hate the old lady, but I dare not talk about my parents, not only because he is still young, but also because, I am afraid, he will hate me."

Qin Xuyang stared fixedly at Lu Yu, and didn't understand what he meant for a while, but Lu Yu lit a cigarette, looked into the distance, fell into silence, and waited until the cigarette was finished, he opened his mouth and said:

"If my grandma pushed our family to the edge of the cliff, then I was the one who finally decided to jump off. My father is weak by nature, and my mother is not a decisive person. If I was willing to stop her that night , she won't choose to drag my dad to die together, it's not that my mother can't bear it anymore, it's me..."

Lu Yu will never forget the feeling he felt when he heard the director reject his mother. It was a very strong despair. If he can no longer act and make money, then his father will bully his mother, and his grandma will continue to bully her. Cursing, and that gang of loan sharks, they'll do anything.If he can't act anymore, can't make money anymore...

Lu Yu couldn't describe his feelings at that time. When his mother asked him, if she died with his father, would he take good care of his younger brother?

In fact, he didn't think about the following problems at all in his heart. All he thought about was if, if his father died, no one would go out to gamble anymore, he would no longer owe money, his mother would no longer be beaten, and Suffering, he didn't even understand the meaning of "death" at that time, he would no longer owe usury, and there would be no more domestic violence. These two huge temptations were in front of him, and the young him resolutely said the answer... …

He said: "Yes!"

Later, when he saw the two bloody corpses, he saw other people's sympathy and pity, and saw the old lady crying heartbreakingly, but at that time Lu Zhe even giggled, thinking that he had done nothing wrong.

However, a person will grow up eventually. He is no longer a naive 12-year-old child. He understands more and more the meaning of parents, family, and death. Lu Zhe is also getting older. He will ask him over and over again: "Brother , why don't I have parents?"

He couldn't say the answer.No matter what the old lady did or said, he was the one who finally made his parents go to hell. If Lu Zhe knew all this, who would he choose to hate?

Lu Yu just sat in the car and smoked one by one until it was dark, without saying a word. Qin Xuyang understood what he was thinking, and because he understood, he had nothing to say. In fact, there are many things that really don't Right and wrong, yes to the old lady, yes to Lu Yu.

Watching the night fall, Qin Xuyang finally reached out and took away the cigarette in Lu Yu's hand. He snuffed out the cigarette, opened the door and got out of the car, took out some offerings and a bouquet of white roses from the trunk, and then pulled away the passenger seat. The car door, he said: "Go up, I will accompany you to see them."

Every step Lu Yu took was difficult. If it wasn't for Qin Xuyang holding his hand, he would hardly have the courage to walk to his mother's tombstone. For his family, his father, and his grandma, he couldn't help hating, but To his mother, he has nothing but guilt!

In the hazy night, when he saw his mother's face again, tears welled up in his eyes. For 12 years, the face that he could only see in his dreams appeared before his eyes again, even if it was a black and white picture on the monument. His photos can also turn his mood upside down.

He stretched out his slightly trembling hands, and approached the photo a little bit. The "Mom" stuck in his throat seemed to be unable to utter, and he finally made a difficult sound, but what he said was: "I'm sorry."

I'm sorry, I didn't stop you back then, I'm sorry, I wasn't strong enough to protect you well, I'm sorry, I didn't dare to visit you these years, I'm sorry...

I'm sorry and shouted hoarsely in my heart, but the sound was only trembling breathing, the howling cold wind drowned out all the voices, Qin Xuyang stood upright by the side, and could only see the glint of water on Lu Yu's face in a trance Flashing past, half-kneeling body, shoulders trembling slightly.

Qin Xuyang squatted down and hugged Lu Yu into his arms without saying anything.Lu Yu seemed to have finally found support, leaning his head on Qin Xuyang's shoulder, sobbing barely audibly.

12 years ago, he didn't cry. At that time, he couldn't care about sadness, and his mind was full of supporting the family, paying off debts, and taking care of his younger brother. After 12 years, he cried, and all the emotions in his heart turned into tears, and stayed in his mother's eyes. In front of the tombstone.

He didn't know how long he had been crying, but when he finally stood up, his legs were a little numb.

"Mom, if you really know about it, you will be happy for me. I'm hurt too."

His voice is clear and gentle, with a strong nasal tone, but his tone is calm, like a son who is acting like a baby to his mother, as if what is in front of him is not a cold tombstone, but a person looking at him with a smile.Lu Yu looked up at Qin Xuyang, then held Qin Xuyang's hand, and continued:

"He is Qin Xuyang, my lover, the best person to me besides you."

Qin Xuyang's heart was very blocked. With the black and white photos on the tombstone and the woman with a bright smile on her face, Qin Xuyang could imagine that she must have been a good mother when she was alive, but she had left Lu Yu for 12 years.

He held Lu Yu's hand tightly, and squatted on one knee with him in front of the tomb. He saw that Lu Yu was looking at the photo on the tombstone intently, as if he wanted to engrave the face in the photo into his mind.

"Qin Xuyang, from now on, I will be able to see her every year." He turned to look at Qin Xuyang, his eyes darkened, and he said, "She won't blame me, right? As long as I live well, she will be happy, yes wrong?"

Qin Xuyang nodded with a smile, and turned to look at the black and white photo with him. Lu Yu's mother was really a beautiful woman before she was alive. Qin Xuyang put the white rose in his hand in front of the grave, and said in a deep voice: " I don't know what you like, so I bought white roses, I hope I didn't make a mistake."

Lu Yu slowly took out one from the bouquet, gestured to his mother's ear, and said with a smile: "She likes it, she liked roses very much when she was alive..."

After speaking, he turned his head and looked at Qin Xuyang seriously, his dark and bright eyes flashed a little nervous, and he asked, "Qin Xuyang, can you call her mom?"

Qin Xuyang froze for a moment, then hugged Lu Yu into his arms, pressed against his hair, and sighed softly. When Lu Yu met his parents, his parents could change his words for him, but he came to see Lu Yu. When Yu was mother, Lu Yu had to ask this question by herself.

"Qin Xuyang, can you call her mom?"

Lu Yu's words made Qin Xuyang's heart sour. He slowly let go of Lu Yu, knelt down in front of the tomb, and kowtowed deeply towards the tombstone.

"Mom, every year from now on, Lu Yu and I will come to see you. I don't think he and I have a good relationship. Lu Yu also suffered a lot for me. Most people can't accept us being together, but Mom, don't blame Lu Yu. , I will take care of him for you and stay with him in the future, so you can feel at ease over there."

Lu Yu didn't know when he cried, but when he saw Qin Xuyang kneeling straight in front of his mother's grave, he couldn't help but feel the heat in his eyes. His mother was never respected by anyone during her lifetime. Her mother-in-law scolded her, and her husband beat her. Even having him as a son failed to change her life. She lived too hard in this life.

But now, this proud and powerful man is willing to kneel in front of her grave and kowtow to her, calling her "Mom". Lu Yu looked at Qin Xuyang, holding his hand, trembling slightly,

"Mom, if, if you didn't go, how good it would be, mom, look at me, I am very happy now, I am with him, really, very happy, mom... Mom, I'm sorry, I can't get married Have a baby. But you won't blame me, will you?"

Lu Yu knelt down in front of the tomb, his eyes were red, but he had a smile on his face. He held Qin Xuyang's hand tightly and looked at Qin Xuyang.

At that moment, Qin Xuyang understood the meaning in his eyes, held his hand back, and kowtowed to his mother together with him, then he hugged him and said, "She won't blame you, she will definitely not blame you." will blame you."

Lu Yu wiped away the tears on his face, pulled Qin Xuyang to stand up, looked at Qin Xuyang with watery eyes, and said, "Thank you, thank you for coming to see her, thank you, thank you..."

Thank you for not rejecting me, thank you for helping me 12 years ago, thank you for being willing to accompany me through life, thank you, thank you for letting me meet you...

Lu Yu said thank you one after another, as if he could never finish. Qin Xuyang remembered all his thanks in his heart, and he said, "You're welcome."

Before leaving, Lu Yu placed some offerings on the tombstone next to him, held Qin Xuyang's hand, and said, "This is my boyfriend, it doesn't matter whether you agree or not."

Qin Xuyang stood aside, unable to smile wryly, raised his hand and patted Lu Yu's back, and said, "Go!"

Lu Yu smiled at him, Qin Xuyang frowned and looked at him, suddenly feeling ominous...

Lu Yu smiled at him again, then turned to his father's tombstone, and said flatly, "I want to kill him! Nobody cares!"

Qin Xuyang: "..." Damn it! !