A month later.

In the noisy bar, the dazzling lights splashed everywhere, covering the writhing figures on the dance floor, like ghosts.The high-decibel music reverberates in the closed field, blowing the mind and buzzing,

In front of the bar, Gu Jun sat alone.In front of him are two bottles of vodka.One bottle is empty and one half is left.The bartender in a black suit performed superb bartending skills at the front, causing all the girls to scream wildly.

But Gu Jun didn't seem to notice, drinking the wine silently.

Ice cubes were added to the glass, which made the already cold wine even colder. After drinking a glass, the internal organs were almost frozen into ice.But Gu Jun didn't stop moving, still pouring wine into his mouth recklessly.

A handsome man who drank alone in the corner of the bar, his melancholy temperament and the appearance of drinking to relieve his sorrows have already attracted countless eyes in the bar.

However, such people are usually restrained and rigid, and are not easy to be teased.It was tacitly understood by everyone, looking for each other in the dark, and no one wanted to be the first bird.

Finally, a woman with a sexy appearance broke the deadlock and came to Gu Jun's side swaying her waist.

"Handsome guy, alone?" She sat down beside her, propped her chin, her voice was sweet.

Huge golden earrings shone under the light, flaming red lips were alluring and coquettish, and a black dress that only reached her thigh perfectly outlined the exquisite curves of her body.

Gu Jun's face was cold, he didn't speak, and continued to drink.

Woman: "It's boring to drink so much, don't you feel deserted when you're alone? Everyone is out to play, and it's fun when it's lively."

She glanced sideways, winking at the bartender who was mixing the drinks.

The bartender understood and immediately served a colorful cocktail.

The woman smiled, raised her glass, bumped into Gu Jun's glass, and said in a low tone: "Cheers." Then she drank it down with her neck raised.The light stretched down to her stretched neck, leaving behind unresolved feelings.

Holding the wine glass in his hand, Gu Jun frowned.

After the woman finished drinking, she put down her glass, her face slightly drunk.He pointed at Gu Jun boldly with his fingers, and finally grabbed his hand holding the cup. "You don't want to drink?" The woman laughed, clinging to Gu Jun's body like a snake, and whispered in her ear, "I know you best. You are serious on the surface, but you are better than anyone else in private. No one has an appointment, why don't we go out and have a drink?"

Gu Jun glanced miserly, and the woman was so close, which made him feel disgusted, and his face became more and more cold.

But the woman didn't seem to notice, she moved closer to her face, intending to deepen the invitation with a kiss.

The bar, the lights, the fermented liquor and the irritating feeling left in the throat, Gu Jun is actually a little drunk.Under the rendering of this kind of psychedelic light, everything it reaches is blurred into pieces.

Gu Jun looked at the face that kept approaching, and suddenly felt as if he saw another person.

That person used to always like to stay in such a noisy place and smoke, and when he caught him, panic appeared on his face very quickly, and then he gave himself up and showed a flattering smile, shouting——

"Brother Gu."

Gu Jun hastily pushed the woman away.

However, before the hand touched, the woman was pulled away by others first.

"elder brother!"

An angry voice sounded behind him, and Gu Jun was startled.

The two looked back and saw an obviously pregnant woman in a long skirt standing behind her.No makeup was applied to her face, and her satin-like brown curly hair was cut to the length of her collarbone.But maybe it is the effect of pregnancy, the woman still looks very beautiful, with a kind of feminine temperament.

Gu Jun suddenly felt a headache: "Why are you here?"

"If I don't come? If I don't come, you'll get drunk again! No one at home can shake you!" She said, then turned her head and said to the woman next to Gu Jun, "Who are you?"

"Uh..." the woman murmured, "So you have a wife!"

Cursing secretly, she got up and walked away with a face full of embarrassment, she didn't want to be involved in such troublesome things.

The other people sitting at the bar were also a little farther away from Gu Jun, but their eyes were still there, watching the show with gossip.Probably in their eyes, Gu Jun has become a scumbag who left his pregnant wife to have fun.

Gu Jun hurriedly said: "She is not..."

Before he finished speaking, the woman in a black dress disappeared into the crowd without a trace.

Gu Jun looked at Gu Wan speechlessly.

Gu Wan said angrily: "Brother! How could you hook up with such a dubious woman? Even if you are broken in love, you can't be so depraved!"

"I'm not broken in love." Gu Jun immediately replied, and seeing Gu Wan's face, he felt that the words were not convincing, and became inexplicably agitated, "You go back quickly, where is Xiao Lin? Why did he let you come to such a place? .”

Gu Wan: "I can't come, so why can you come?"

"Wanwan." Gu Jun was helpless, "Stop messing around, okay? I'll go back by myself when the time comes."

The man is talking nicely now, but Gu Wan remembers that every time he goes out to drink, he will never stop until he is very drunk.I even fainted on the side of the road once. Fortunately, the bartender who was off work saw it. They only found out when they looked for the nearest contact on their mobile phone.When Gu's mother heard the news, she was frightened and cried.

"Okay." Gu Wan said, "You drink, I'll watch over you, and when you feel completely happy and don't want to drink, I'll ask someone to take you home."

She sat down, intending to fight Gu Jun to the end.

Gu Jun didn't want to pay attention to his sister at first, so he picked up the wine glass to drink, but the more he drank it, the more unpleasant it became. He wanted to get drunk for a while, but his brain became clearer and clearer.He put down his cup and held his forehead in pain: "I'm really tired..."

Gu Wan persuaded with a soft tone: "There are many ways to relieve stress. Brother, drinking is not the only one. The family members are very worried about you. What's more, you are like this...Brother Shen doesn't know."

The title "Brother Shen" deeply hurt Gu Jun, causing him to lose all his strength in an instant and lay down on the table.

Gu Wan reached out to pat him on the back to comfort him, and called Xiao Lin who was waiting outside, asking him to come in to help him.

Compared with the noisy bar, the outside is simply too quiet.

Late at night, the roads are empty.The sky was starless and moonless, and the clouds were densely covered, making it even more desolate.

Gu Wan's husband, Mr. Lin, and the driver worked together to help Gu Jun into the back seat of the car and closed the door. Mr. Lin turned around and cared for Gu Wan who was standing beside him: "Are you okay, Xiao Wan? Do you feel uncomfortable?"

After all, a place like a bar where there are mixed fish and dragons is very unfriendly to pregnant women.

Gu Wan shook her head and used her hand as a fan to fan the wind.Early autumn is approaching, but the residual heat has not disappeared.

Seeing this, Mr. Lin quickly raised his hands to help her.Gu Wan enjoyed it for a moment, calmed down, and said apologetically to her husband, "I'm sorry, Brother Lin."

Mr. Lin shook his head: "My brother is like this now, and I am also very worried."

Hearing this, Gu Wan looked distressed at Gu Jun who was slumped on the seat in the car.

Ever since Shen Xingchi disappeared, the originally reasonable brother seemed to be a different person.If it wasn't for her being pregnant and causing my brother to worry, otherwise he wouldn't be able to persuade her.

Thinking of this, Gu Wan inevitably resented Shen Xingchi for leaving without saying goodbye.If there is something that cannot be explained in person, why choose such a bad way to make my brother feel so sad.

It was in vain that she had sincerely blessed her at that time.

The driver of the Gu family got into the black car, rolled down the window and said hello to Gu Wan: "Miss Gu, Mr. Lin, let's go first."

Gu Wan nodded: "Excuse me, remember to send brother upstairs, be careful on the way."

Driver: "Miss Gu, don't worry."

The engine started, and the black car melted into the night.

Gu Wan looked around for a while, and then, with the support of Mr. Lin, walked to another car parked by the side of the road.

The drive was smooth, the interior of the car was very dark, and the lights of the street lamps intertwined and lingered on the windows.

Gu Jun watched, his mind was terribly lucid because he hadn't finished the wine.

It has been a month since Shen Xing left late.

In the first week, he would search everywhere and contact Shen Xingchi's friends for inquiries.But the short note left by Shen Xingchi weighed heavily on his heart, making Gu Jun feel at a loss.

The man still remembered that the young master proposed the premise of dating, and he said to break up. If he said it one day, Gu Jun would have to give up.But the man can't guarantee whether this note means they broke up.

The outcome is unknown.

So on the one hand, he frantically searched unwillingly, and on the other hand, he was anxious about it. The two clashed, and finally got nothing.Shen Xingchi seemed to have evaporated from the world.

Gu Juntong had gone to see that doctor Ji, but when he arrived at the hospital, he was informed that Doctor Ji had taken a long vacation.As for the whereabouts, it is not convenient for the hospital to disclose.

Suddenly, the black car parked under the apartment.The driver turned off the engine and said cautiously, "Mr. Gu, we're here."

Gu Jun looked through the car window, the upper window was dark, and there was no one in the house.

He suddenly felt an unwillingness to go up.Shen Xingchi's apartment was so sweet to live in back then, but now it's so hard.But Gu Jun had to go back again, Dabai was still waiting for him in the apartment.

The driver sat in the driver's seat and waited anxiously. Seeing that there was no movement behind him, he boldly said, "Mr. Gu, are you not staying here today? Are you going back home or going to your apartment?"

The words pulled Gu Jun from memory to reality, the man sighed heavily, sat up with difficulty, and pushed the car door: "No, you go back first."

"Mr. Gu." The driver hurriedly unfastened his seat belt, "Wait a minute, Miss Gu asked me to take you up."

Before the driver got out of the car, Gu Jun had already entered the apartment.

He drank most of the bottle of spirits. Although he staggered, he was generally clear.Go to the elevator and press the down button, the elevator door opens, enter the selected floor, lean aside and let the elevator take him up.

When Shen Xing left late, he only took away his clothes and documents, and threw him the apartment key, mobile phone, and a living cat, Dabai, etc., so capricious that it made people think that the owner of this apartment was just going out for a short trip.

Feather × Xi × Read × Jia.

After the search for Shen Xing failed in the first week, Gu Jun suddenly became afraid to look for it again.Carrying that note in his heart, he was afraid of being broken up unilaterally, afraid of seeing him hug another stranger on the road one day, doing all the intimate things they had done in the past.

Rather than doing this, it would be better to immerse yourself in false fantasies, and just pretend that Shen Xingchi thinks that he is busy with work, so that he does not wait for him to travel alone.It's ridiculous that he, Gu Jun, turned into such a person.

The ground is a prison, and the cocoon binds itself.

After making up his mind and half-brainwashing himself successfully, Gu Jun decided to do two things.

The first is to move out of this apartment, and the second is to find a good home for Dabai to adopt.

Dabai was not right with him, it existed before the young master left, besides, Gu Jun didn't have the mood and perseverance to serve a kitten right now.

After posting Dabai's news on the Internet, all kinds of inquiries flooded in.Gu Jun had thousands of choices, and after a thorough understanding, he chose one of them.The other party is an adult lady who has a normal job and lives alone in city A.It can be said that the economic ability, living place, etc. are all in line with Gu Jun's requirements.If something happened at Dabai's side, he could take the time to check it out.

But Gu Jun thought, maybe he won't go even once.

After the conversation, the other party also kindly offered to pick Dabai up at his door, which saved Gu Jun a lot of trouble, and he readily accepted.

Everything is ready, just waiting for the new owner to come to the door tomorrow morning.

On the night when they were about to part, Gu Jun came to Dabai's den and teased him with a cat teasing stick out of interest, but mostly stared at him silently.Thinking about some random things in his mind, wondering if Shen Xingchi would be angry if he found out, and then quickly changed his mind, who told him to abandon Dabai and leave, he deserved it.

Opposite thoughts see each other, making Gu Jun restless.After sitting for a while, he walked to the study in a disturbed state.

However, on the day of the negotiation, something went wrong.

Dabai ran around the room at first, refusing to enter the cat bag no matter what he said or offered to lure him with food.Then he huddled in Gu Jun's arms in a rare way, pulled his clothes, huddled into a ball and meowed pitifully, and even stuck out his tongue to lick Gu Jun's hands and face to please him.

This has never happened before, Gu Jun was surprised for a moment, but still insisted on his original idea, and tried his best to tear Dabai off his body and hand it over to the new owner.

Unexpectedly, before the new owner touches it, Dabai will make all kinds of high-decibel strange calls.I don't know, and I misunderstood that this family is abusing cats.The new owner was naturally taken aback, Gu Jun's description didn't include these things, the cat looked very bad-tempered and resistant, even though it looked cute.

A look of disappointment could not help showing on his face, hesitatingly said: "Mr. Gu, I think this cat has a good relationship with you, and I am reluctant to leave you. If you have nothing serious, you should stick to it."

Gu Jun wanted to persuade the lady with additional conditions, but Dabai meowed, as if agreeing with her words.

Looking down at it, I suddenly remembered what the young master said, this cat is very human.

Memories immediately prevailed, Gu Jun opened his mouth, wanted to explain, thought for a long time, and finally said sorry in a low voice.After sending the new owner away and closing the door, Dabai immediately jumped off Gu Jun and ran away with his tail flicking.

The clever cat probably discovered Gu Jun's intentions - after all, he was wandering outside for a while, learning to watch his words and manners in order to survive.Afterwards, she changed her attitude, no longer warned him, no longer bit his plants and books, no longer wantonly bullied him and made trouble with him.Losing a strong backer, I live a life of trembling every day, and I am low-key.

But when Gu Jun wanted to take it to his apartment, he would still receive fierce resistance from Dabai.

Dabai couldn't leave, so naturally he couldn't either.You can't leave a kitten in an empty apartment to fend for itself, men are not so cruel.But feeding him here after get off work, and then driving home, it's hard to be cumbersome.And when they lived together, he moved most of the things in the apartment to Shen Xingchi.

If you simply stay here, maybe you will be able to survive until Shen Xingchi finds out his conscience and returns someday.

Taking the key to open the door, endless darkness flooded in.

Gu Jun leaned against the door frame in a daze, feeling a sudden urge to turn around and leave.

At this time, some white came out of the darkness, and the street lamp in the aisle shone on, becoming the only light in this lifeless apartment.Dabai let out a "meow", and leaned down on the ground to carefully glance at him.

The smell of the drunk Gu Jun made Dabai a little timid, he didn't know whether the man in front of him was awake or something else, so he didn't dare to move.

"En." Gu Jun responded perfunctorily, escaped from the oppression and pain, went in and closed the door to take off his shoes, "I'm back."

Dabai: "Meow."

The voice was a little more active than before, as if responding to him.

Gu Jun nodded, turned on the light, put on sandals, ignored the blue wolf slippers and pink bunny slippers that were always on the aisle, and walked inside: "Are you hungry?"

Dabai followed him on his thin legs, raised his head and meowed.

I went to the food bowl to see that there was really not much left in it.Gu Jun filled it with cat food, and Dabai buried his head in eating, purring from the bottom of his throat as he ate, as if he was starving.While it was eating, Gu Jun replaced the water and new cat litter in the automatic water dispenser.

After washing his hands, he came to Dabai again.

Half of the cat food in the food bowl was filled, the hunger disappeared, and Dabai's eating speed dropped significantly.

The corner of Gu Jun's mouth hooked slightly, and he reached out to touch it.Dabai dodged reflexively, reacted, meowed, and took the initiative to hug Gu Jun's hand, begging him to touch it.

After Gu Jun touched it from the beginning to the end, he stopped doing it again: "No one pets you, and it has become so dirty. Little sloppy, I will take you to the pet shop for a bath tomorrow."

Dabai is similar to most cats, and hates bathing very much.In the past, when Shen Xing was late, Dabai would be relatively obedient.

Worried that Shen Xingchi would be arrested, Gu Jun was the main person to do it, so the young master squatted beside him to tease Dabai and talk to it.Don't look at the two of them usually getting together, most of them are Shen Xingchi who figured it out, but at this time, they are surprisingly gentle and reliable.

Even so, every bath is still noisy.

Now, the lonely Gu Jun has long lost his energy, and if he needs to be patient to give Dabai a bath, he is willing to pay the pet shop for the clerk to deal with this naughty egg.

Dabai meowed to express his protest, and when he received Gu Jun's warning eyes, he lowered his head, avoiding Gu Jun's hand, and turned his head to get away with a drink of water.

Gu Jun didn't care, got up and went to the bedroom to get a change of clothes, went to the bathroom to take a shower, and went to bed.

If he doesn't go to the bar to kill time, his life will become very ordinary.Going to and from work, taking time to go home for a meal, I used to go to the gym to exercise from time to time, and read books or movies on my rest day.But as long as I do it now, I can't help but think of Shen Xingchi in my head.

I think he once vowed to practice eight-pack abs like him.Thinking that he was clamoring to see a ghost movie, but he was scared to death, and he didn't want to talk about it because of face, so he just hugged him secretly at night while he was asleep.I think he reads in a sloppy tone, and reads a wonderful adventure novel so boringly that it makes people drowsy.

Unable to stop, my head was almost unable to bear it, and I was forced to the brink of explosion time and time again.

Gu Wan suggested that he could choose other mitigation methods, and Gu Jun also considered it, but unfortunately found that he really couldn't do it.See things and think about people, touch the scene and hurt your feelings.

Although they haven't been together for a long time, the young master is full of vitality. Following him, every day is new and exciting.Just like the little sun in the sky, illuminating the small and ordinary land of Gu Jun, when Shen Xingchi left, all the light and heat in his world were taken away, leaving only infinite darkness.

Late at night always makes people feel sad and hypocritical, Gu Jun lay alone on the large double bed, tossing and turning.

In the early hours of the morning, the temperature dropped, and cool air drifted in through the cracks in the windows.There was nothing beside me, and I couldn't sleep warmly.The man stared blankly at the ceiling.There is no moon, and the room with the lights turned off becomes very dark.

Dabai Meow, who was tired of being bored in the living room, jumped onto the bed skillfully, circled around the seat where Shen Xingchi was supposed to lie down, lay down, and huddled into a ball.Gu Jun turned sideways and pulled the quilt to cover it.

At this moment, Gu Jun felt grateful.

At least the other party left him a cat to keep him from looking so lonely in the long night.

The kitten's body is very warm, and under the white fur is a throbbing heart. Gu Jun stretched out his hand to touch it, and suddenly felt the greatness of life.

He fumbled for a while, and then started talking on his own: "Tell me, why did Xingchi leave suddenly? Is it because I did something wrong, or did I say something wrong? Or did I quarrel with him that night? What does that note mean, do you want to break up with me? If it is true, I would rather he tell me in person, and don't use such an ambiguous attitude. "

In a blink of an eye, he changed his tone again: "I still don't want to break up with him. This is too unprepared. If he thinks that I did something wrong, I can change it. After the quarrel that day, I regret it too. If these are not, then Do you think I can't stand running away because I want to make it public? Then I won't say it again, I was also very happy when the two of us spent the little days together."

"It's really fun when we're together." As if influenced by the previous sentence, Gu Jun suddenly sighed, "You came too late, and you don't know many things. Xingchi and I have known each other since we were young, but at that time we But I found him annoying and annoying. Later, some things happened, and he and I were forced to live on the island for three months..."

I didn't pay attention for a while, was grabbed by the ankle, and sank into the deep pool of memories.In the middle of speaking, Gu Jun suddenly asked: "Dabai, do you think Xingchi will come back?"

Of course Dabai would not answer him, at most he would kindly give me a meow and sleep with his eyes closed.

Gu Jun continued to babble, it was difficult for him to fall asleep recently, instead of keeping it all in his heart, it would be more comfortable to talk about it this way.At the end, the man covered his eyes and said slowly: "...I miss him so much, Dabai."

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