After flirting with a rival

Time passed quickly, and in a blink of an eye it was the day I had agreed with the doctor.

In the past few days, Gu Jun came to him every day as he said.Sometimes it's as simple as asking him out to dinner.Sometimes I would buy something to see him.But Mr. Gu, who has a lack of love history, doesn’t seem to know how to buy romantic things to make people happy. In the end, it is better to take Shen Xingchi to the supermarket to buy a bunch of favorite food instead of buying some useless things to occupy a place in the apartment. .

Recently, Gu Jun has been a little aware of Shen Xingchi's changes, but Shen Xingchi has always been on guard and didn't let him find out more.

When I woke up in the morning, when I opened my eyes, I felt that the surrounding area was extremely gray. I checked my phone to confirm that I hadn't overslept.

When I got up and looked out the window, I realized that it was raining.

The past few days have been sunny and good days, but today I need to go out to do some errands and it is raining sporadically, making Shen Xingchi feel depressed.

Probably because I knew the result of going to the hospital, my mood couldn't get better.There are bursts of haze, such as the gray leaden sky outside the window.The thin rain and fog seemed to cut everything off, leaving him sitting alone on the bed in the apartment.

Shen Xingchi clicked his tongue secretly, got up and pulled the curtains violently, put on the music and turned it to the loudest on purpose, and went to the bathroom to wash up with devilish steps.

After tidying up, Shen Xingchi looked in the mirror, grinned and smiled.

Today will return to normal, should be happy.

That's right, Shen Xingchi thought so, and walked out humming an intermittent tune.However, when he came out, the curtains were blown open by the wind at some point, and the slightly cold rain mixed with the cool wind swept in, "modifying" his dimly lit apartment even more miserable.

Shen Xingchi leaned against the wall, inexplicably afraid to step into a place that had no trace of popularity.

Negative emotions come in a hurry, and there is no way to relieve them.Shen Xingchi remembered that it was the same when it rained last time, and couldn't help but feel even more difficult to let go.No way, he can't handle it alone, so he can only ask others for help.

Shen Xingchi called Cheng Hai.

Cheng Hai waited for a while before connecting, and the background sound was extremely noisy.

Shen Xingchi: "Haizi?"

Cheng Hai: "Hey, Brother Shen, what do you think?"

Shen Xingchi opened his mouth, but was interrupted by the noise, and the words he wanted to say were blocked back. He hesitated and asked, "Haizi, are you busy?"

There were some voices over there.

"Busy..." Cheng Hai paused, and hurriedly said, "It's a little bit, it's okay, brother Shen, what's the matter?"

Seeing that the other party was so busy, Shen Xingchi couldn't force it, so he just said: "It's nothing, you can be busy."

Cheng Hai: "Hey Brother Chen, why are you doing this to me? You don't tell me that I have something on my mind. If I have any difficulties, I will definitely help."

Shen Xingchi struggled: "Actually, I'm going to the hospital today."

Cheng Hai: "Go to the hospital...it's good to go to the hospital..."

In the past, he often advised Shen Xingchi to go to the hospital when he was not feeling well, but now that the young man finally obeyed, Cheng Hai, as a friend, felt very relieved, as if the stone he had longed for had fallen safely.

Cheng Hai: "When?"

Shen Xingchi: "Today, this afternoon."

Cheng Hai: "Well, I know Brother Shen. But I'm sorry, you may have to go to the hospital by yourself first. I'll find you as soon as I'm done. Do you know how to get to the hospital?"

"You treat me like a child, of course I know that." It's just that he wants someone to accompany him inexplicably, "You can work with peace of mind, it's okay if you can't make it."

Cheng Hai: "I will definitely, Brother Shen, be careful on the road."

Hearing Cheng Hai's enthusiastic voice, the boredom eased a bit, even if he still couldn't be happy.

After hanging up the phone, he suddenly realized that during the time of the call, his hand had been stroking his stomach back and forth.

In the past, I didn't know the reason. Whenever I couldn't eat and felt uncomfortable, I would rub and rub my abdomen in an attempt to alleviate the bad situation.Over time, it becomes a habit.Even sometimes there is no movement at all, and you will subconsciously touch it.

But after understanding, Shen Xingchi simply hated this unconscious habit.

Disgusted, he withdrew the hand sticking to his abdomen. In a moment of emotion, Shen Xingchi slammed down the wall hard, and wanted to beat the "source of evil" again.

Anyway, he was going to the hospital to end everything, so what if he was shot.

But the fist in the stomach didn't come down for a long time, Shen Xing gritted his teeth, the fist turned when it was about to hit, and hit the wall again.

The knuckles were so painful from being bumped, Shen Xingchi gritted his teeth and thought, spare your life, you won't be able to thump for long anyway.

He turned and walked quickly to the kitchen, opened the refrigerator to look for something to fill his stomach.

But in fact, Shen Xingchi secretly concealed one thing.

Last night before going to the hospital, the young man had a rare dream.In the dream, he was still in the park, surrounded by gorgeous scenery and magnificent sunlight, and the laughter of children spread all over the land.He stood next to an elephant slide, in front of the beach, and kept doing upward throwing postures.Throw it up, catch it, and throw it up again.The child's face cannot be seen clearly, blurred.But every time he catches it, the faint milky fragrance and warm touch from the child is like an invisible and tight vine wrapping around, making Shen Xing reluctant to let go, so he keeps repeating the movements.

Afterwards, they played other games for a long time. The child's laughter seemed to infect him, and Shen Xingchi couldn't help laughing along with him. At that moment, the young master felt genuine happiness and joy.

Unfortunately, after opening his eyes, everything disappeared.

Compared with the empty reality, the happy world in the dream is really too beautiful.

In the afternoon, the bad weather still showed no signs of stopping. The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and the sky was as dark as if someone had poured a bottle of ink into it.

The temperature plummeted, and Shen Xingchi, who was about to go out, hurriedly looked for a thin coat from the closet.

Rummaging through the room, a coat with a very different style slipped out of the pile of clothes.

Shen Xingchi picked it up and looked at it, and said shit, this coat belonged to Gu Jun, and he forgot to return it.The well-made coat is like an invisible bomb at the moment.Shen Xingchi hurriedly stuffed it back into the closet, thinking that it would be pure if he couldn't see it.

But the more annoying some things are, the more they like to run to them and get in the way.

After several times in a row, the jacket seemed to be fine, trying to get out with all strength.Shen Xingchi had no choice but to pick it up, then looked at the messy closet, and decisively put on the clothes and buttoned them up.

After going to the hospital, I just stopped by the company to return the clothes to him, and then their relationship was completely severed.

The rain was majestic, Shen Xingchi held up a small blue umbrella, and the raindrops hit the umbrella surface with crackling sounds.A layer of water had accumulated on the ground, and the sneakers got slightly wet after stepping into it.

The blue umbrella had no strength to resist in such bad weather. Soon, Shen Xingchi felt that his face and hair were all wet.I can't help but wrap my clothes tightly to resist the cold outside.

Because of the heavy rain, there were few people and vehicles outside.Shen Xingchi stood at the intersection and waited for a long time before calling for a taxi.Get into the car, the taxi immediately drives to the destination.

Shen Xingchi leaned against the car window, the scenery of City A outside the car was blurred by the rain and fog, making it impossible to distinguish each other.

Probably due to the circumstances, the young master who lived alone in the car suddenly became pessimistic and hypocritical.

This emotion continued from the taxi to the hospital. After getting out of the car, Shen Xingchi looked up. The pure white exterior of the hospital was filled with shadows, making the building even more inhumane.

He took a deep breath. Due to the confusion of his thoughts, he almost stumbled and fell when he first took a step, and he took a few steps to stabilize himself.

Walk into the hospital and drive to the doctor's office on a familiar road.The doctor was not surprised to see Shen Xingchi, and took the lead in greeting him with a smile.But Shen Xing didn't get any warmth from the doctor's smile.

Shen Xingchi nodded: "Hello, doctor."

Like the first time, the doctor raised his hand, indicating that he could sit on the stool opposite.

Shen Xing sat down late, his shoes and trouser legs soaked in rain were extremely cold, and the coolness spread up, making him shiver with cold.In such a situation, the brain begins to unconsciously associate the opposite.For example, an apartment that can shelter from wind and rain, such as a cup of hot milk with honey handed over late at night.The young master pinched his fingertips and forced himself to calm down.

Shen Xingchi was anxious: "Doctor, what I said earlier..."

"Oh, Mr. Shen, right." The doctor flipped through his medical records, "I know your situation, and I can prepare for your operation. But before the operation, for the sake of safety, you need to check again."

"Okay." Shen Xing said late, but while speaking, he was thinking in his heart that he really wanted to go home.

The repeated examinations were extremely boring. After the end, Shen Xingchi sat on a bench in the hospital corridor and waited for the results.

I don't know if the psychological burden is too heavy, but my abdomen hurts slightly.He stretched his legs, arched his back, hissed, and wrapped his arms around his stomach.The young master lowered his head, took out his phone with difficulty from his pocket, glanced at the time, and wondered why Cheng Hai hadn't come yet.

Stubbornness and perseverance were being worn away, and Shen Xingchi inevitably remembered the scene when he first came to the hospital.At that time, when he heard the diagnosis, what appeared in his head was that he could not accept it and wanted to get rid of it quickly.But as the days passed, he seemed to have fallen into warm water and began to adapt slowly.Especially today, when it is time to face the decision thoroughly, instead, it becomes shrinking and fearful.

Like a coward, afraid of all kinds of changes.

The bowing movement was too uncomfortable, Shen Xingchi withdrew his legs, raised his head, and slowly looked to both sides, trying to distract his attention.

He hated hospitals since he was a child, and the serious and dark impression of hospitals he left as a child has not changed until now.But seeing it today is a little different.At the end of the corridor on Shen Xingchi's left side, a group of pale patients in striped hospital gowns staggered past, while on his right side, there were family members or elderly people who had been healed, or newborn babies in their arms, smiling brightly. It melts into the dark cloudy sky without fading at all.

The hospital miraculously accommodated these two situations with huge differences, and Shen Xingchi, who was also in the middle, seemed to be the center of the two forces, pulling Shen Xingchi's will to both sides, making him want to leave Wandering back and forth between holding the ground.

Suddenly, the dream that I can still remember clearly in the morning seems to appear in reality.For a moment, my brain quickly thought of many things, such as the endless quarrels between my parents when I was young, my lonely childhood, people's discussions, and Gu Jun who handed me a handkerchief.

Gu Jun——

With the appearance of this name and this image, everything suddenly became different.

The man's sincere and sincere oath resounded in his mind, including what he did after chasing after him to City A, and those dark and deep eyes.

Shen Xingchi is not a rock, he can be moved and soft-hearted.

In a blink of an eye, the young man recalled the time when he met Gu Wan at Gu's house.

Warm and cute nursery, and clothes for those little ones who need to be extra discreet.

If others can get such enviable happiness, why can't he, just take a small step is enough, because someone is always waiting.

Perseverance flinched for a moment, and countless sounds and pictures filled his head instantly.Those who opposed, those who supported, Father Gu and Mother Shen, Father Shen and Mother Shen, Gu Wancheng Hai, everyone, they were talking and laughing, their appearances were clear and vivid, but in the end they all turned into one person with slender legs, Beautiful fingers that can play the piano, and an indifferent expression.These looks that seem to be repelling people thousands of miles away will quickly become the warm spring of March, bright stars, and soft flames the moment they see him.

The man stood not far away, calling him softly——

"Shen Xingchi—"

"Mr. Shen..."

The voice overlapped everything, so that Shen Xingchi couldn't distinguish it for a while.

The nurse called again: "Mr. Shen."

Shen Xingchi fixed his scattered eyes, then moved his eyes to the nurse who called him.

"Mr. Shen." The nurse said, "The doctor invites you in."

His gaze shifted from the nurse to the slightly closed door next to her.

Oh shit.

Shen Xingchi knew that meeting Gu Jun that day was definitely not a good sign, he would always destroy his plan completely.

The young master got up, took two steps forward, and turned away in an instant, leaving the nurse's exclamation behind him.

He ran so fast that he forgot his umbrella by the bench.But Shen Xingchi had no time to take care of it, his heart seemed to be filled with fire, even if it rained heavily, it couldn't be extinguished.

It was raining so hard that Cheng Hai didn't dare to drive too fast on the road.

After finally seeing the hazy shadow of the hospital, he exhaled, and immediately saw a familiar figure rushing out of it, ignoring the heavy rain and passing by his car directly.

Cheng Hai was stunned, suddenly lost his composure, not sure whether he should keep driving forward or turn around and chase after that person.

At this time, the mobile phone by the side happened to be ringing, Cheng Hai took it over to look at it, and quickly connected it: "Hey Brother Chen, I'm at the hospital, just now..."

"Haizi." Shen Xing said hastily, "Go back and do your work, there's nothing else going on here."

Cheng Hai: "But..."

Shen Xingchi hung up the phone.

Cheng Hai held the phone and sat in the car, a little confused.

The only thing we could tell was that Shen Xingchi's voice sounded impatient and irritable, as if he was in a hurry to find someone to fight with.