Number one!Sankeng school belle is not white moonlight

Su Xiang stood on the viewing platform, couldn't stop looking, couldn't stop looking back.To look out is to see farther places, and to look back is to see familiar...places.

The wind blowing in front of him made Su Xiang more awake than now, and never felt alive more painfully than now.

Her pride prevented her from putting all the responsibility on her illness, but that deep thorn was always embedded in Su Xiang's heart, unable to touch it, and it would tear her bones and tear her pain.

It's not like she didn't think about jumping down.

Meng Yue ordered, "Tangtang, take care of the children in the community over there first, and don't let them run around. There is no arrangement right now, so everyone can move around freely first."

Li Tangxue nodded solemnly, "Okay, President."

Meng Yue walked over, seeming to see through Su Xiang's thoughts, so she pretended to be relaxed and said, "I'll accompany you for a walk? Anyway, the place for this event is still a 4A-level scenic spot. I heard that the scenery above is better!"

Su Xiang didn't speak, only the constant hustle and bustle of the mountain wind.

Su Xiang supported the railing on the viewing platform with both hands. The mountain wind blowing in front of her, coupled with the cold touch of metal on her hands, made her hands almost freeze to the point of losing consciousness.

If she could feel any sensation now.

Meng Yue turned her face to look at the past, looked at Su Xiang's long hair cut off because of anger, and looked at the wolf's tail on her shoulder when the mountain wind blew it up, like a lone wolf running on the snow. long tail.

Although Qingcheng is still hot, the temperature on the mountain is much lower than that in the urban area.

Meng Yue glanced at Su Xiang's ears and fingers that were red from the cold, and her lips trembled slightly because of the cold, but her expression was unexpectedly calm and dead, she just stood stubbornly and almost paranoidly at the wind, blowing violently. mountain breeze.

Su Xiang seems to be using this extreme method to stimulate his perception, trying to tell himself that he is still alive.

Meng Yue was waiting for Su Xiang's reply, and just watched her silently.

At this time, suddenly a strong thought came to Meng Yue's heart.

He suddenly felt that Su Xiang now, apart from being as peaceful as death, lacked a bit of the beauty and tenderness unique to girls, but was a bit more heavy and lonely.

It made her look world-weary and pitiful, and even her temperament was completely different from usual.

It seems that Gu Yunche's matter... really had a great impact on her.

It's just that Gu Wangshu's phone number is no longer available.

Even though the communication with Gu Wangshu was not on the same channel at all, Meng Yue tried her best to do what she could, kept calling and texting him, trying to make him let go.

It's just that the result later is also known. Not only did Gu Wangshu not let go, but the phone was also blocked. He didn't know whether to blacklist Meng Yue or just shut down and log off.

Meng Yue clenched her fist secretly, his heart was also very heavy.

"Do you still remember the story of a scholar and a fox girl in Mengyin Taoyuan?" Su Xiang said suddenly.

Meng Yue gave a bad "click" in her heart, and replied, "...remember."

Su Xiang twitched the corners of his mouth, trying to laugh, "I think I'm that dying fox."

Meng Yue didn't quite understand the meaning of her words, and was about to ask her, but after reading the current atmosphere, it seemed a bit uncomfortable, so she swallowed the words back.

Su Xiang suddenly turned around, turned his back to Lie Feng, and let it mess up his hair.She leaned on the railing with her elbows and said softly, "After today, I'm going back."

Meng Yue panicked, "Where are you going?"

"I don't know." Su Xiang's lips were a little stiff, but he just said almost numbly, "Maybe it's not 'go back', but 'leave'."

Meng Yue hesitated to speak, "You..."

Su Xiang turned her head to look at him, the helplessness and grievance in her eyes almost occupied her whole small body.

"I have no place to go back to."

In the story, the fox without a home is wandering.

It should have been hacked to death by Heaven's Tribulation as a matter of course, and it couldn't even leave a sad sigh for others.

But the scholar saved it, in that ruined temple full of sacredness but long forgotten.

It was also in front of the poor and desolate Buddha statue that was sympathetic to all beings, the scholar saved the dying fox with his warmth.

The fox held the sweet-scented osmanthus that he thought could save his life, and tried his best to avoid the attacks of other powerful demon spirits every day. He dragged his exhausted body to the scholar's window, hoping that in the ruined temple on a rainy night, the Buddha statue would be able to recover. Hear its vile supplications.

The fox's idea is simple, it wants him to live.No matter how humble he is, the scholar has his own ideas, and he deserves to covet this world more.

But on that dying night, all the stories were nothing more than the Buddha statue, giving the fox the last mercy on his deathbed.

No matter who it is, in the throes of staying in the world, no one has left any breath.

Meng Yue didn't know what to say, so she could only bite the bullet and try to push Su Xiang, "Let's go, let's go to the mountain to have a look."

Su Xiang glanced at Meng Yue, didn't answer, but followed behind him obediently.

Many colleagues came to the Hanfu Festival this time, and Meng Yue was still a celebrity in the circle. Along the way, many people who were familiar with Meng Yue greeted him.

"Hey! Boss Meng! You are also here to participate in the event this time!"

"...Isn't this Meng Yue! Honor, honor, I didn't expect your society to come to participate in such a small event!"

"Mr. Meng is good!"

"Boss Meng, Boss Meng! Join us for next month's event!"

"Oh, Meng Yueyue! Long time no see!!"

...

Because Meng Yue was followed by Su Xiang with a gloomy face, it was difficult for him to greet them ostentatiously, so he could only nod to them in embarrassment.

Su Xiang obviously heard these words, but just buried his head.

"Baby, please don't get angry with me again." It was a gentle female voice.

Su Xiang made a smart move, but unconsciously looked at the source of the sound, under the blessing tree full of prayers.

Another girl stomped her feet, with a shy and angry expression on her face, "They bought red strings and tied them to the blessing tree to donate money to children in remote mountainous areas, why did you bring a wind chime on purpose? come over!"

The gentle girl explained, "I heard that as long as the wind blows on the tree, the wind chimes hanging on the tree will ring. As long as the wind chimes ring, the couple who are blessed by the tree will be together forever."

"..."

Su Xiang buried his head deeper.

The crowds are bustling, the voices are noisy, and the cold indifference is sweeping, and the frenzy of despair is surging.

Su Xiang quickened her pace, she just wanted to escape from this place as soon as possible.

Why must he do this to her?What was she doing wrong? ...Is it wrong to like someone?

And who would know how much Su Xiang wanted to live and see the world well.

Su Xiang ran up.

But in my mind, I couldn't help but recalled the time when I pulled Gu Yunche and ran into passers-by in the crowd during the last Hanfu Festival.

Take her to run, no matter where, even to the ends of the earth.

Although it wasn't a romantic thing, it seemed that as long as he was with her, even if he bumped into someone or was scolded by angry passers-by, he would laugh it off.

Su Xiang was suddenly stopped by someone.

The moment he raised his head, Su Xiang still couldn't help but look forward to it, it would be great if that person would be her.

At that time, Su Xiang must tell her how much he likes her, how reluctant she is to leave, and how much afraid of losing her.

"Little girl, it is forbidden to run and make noise in front of the main hall, you will collide with the statue." The uniformed staff reminded kindly.

Su Xiang took a breath, apologized tremblingly, "...yes, I'm sorry."

The staff seemed to see right away that the little girl in front of her was worried, but she didn't point it out. She just said softly, "If you have any wishes, why don't you just go in and have a look."

Su Xiang glanced inside the palace gate.

Out of physiological disgust, Su Xiang couldn't help but subconsciously took a step back.

From childhood to adulthood, because Su Xiang believed in her brother, she believed in the sweetness of candy, the power of gentleness, and the existence of kindness. She believed that one day in the future, she would definitely meet the person who was still waiting for her.

But now, Su Xiang realized that he was wrong.

It's not that she doesn't believe the truths that her brother said, but the scope of application of these truths may be limited to the brother who said these words in the first place.

"It's okay, you don't need to force yourself." Before leaving, the staff said to Su Xiang.

Su Xiang shook his head, summoned up his courage, and followed the staff into the room.

In the closed and unfamiliar environment, Su Xiang involuntarily became nervous, and she could clearly feel her heart beating faster.But at this time in the hall, many and depressed people gathered.

The strange thing is that these people don't seem to be visiting or working, they just form a circle in front of the circular rosette.

They have different expressions, some have sad faces, some are high-spirited, some are angry... They just gather in front of the statue, witnessing the emptiness of the temple, guarding the futon that can only communicate with the Buddha statue.

——All of this is like a deliberate dress-up, waiting for someone to arrive.

"God, no matter who it is." Su Xiang took a few steps forward and muttered to himself.

"Do you still remember that divine girl who you descended to the world to serve as your spokesperson and live for the world?

"She has walked in the world for many, many years, drank the wind, blown the snow, tasted the stars, and slept in the clouds. But ah, she is still wandering in the wind and rain of her homeland, walking alone on the wasteland of the ice sheet... …

"No one has ever remembered her figure, but she has never left. Is this the fate that must be endured as an apostle of the gods? Or is it that the shackles bound by thoughts are just a bubble private thoughts?"

No matter how much Su Xiang can understand and respect Gu Yunche... the only thing he can't do is probably not like her.

So Su Xiang knelt down on the futon.

"God..." Su Xiang was still whispering.

Strange, what was she trying to say...?

"God," Su Xiang clasped his hands together and repeated it again.

God

keep her for me

She is the unceasing moonlight

She is a messed up scene

She is untainted before the ugly world

but me

It's just the cut autumn water

It's just Bie Xu who died

just bumpy mud

so unbearable

God

please keep her for me

let her stay by your side

let her have your favor

God

please abandon me

Throw me to a more claustrophobic sea

Drive me to the colder ice peak

God

please kill me

i would give my all

wandering heart

eternal lonely soul

God

Please allow me to shut myself up here

That's just a cheap lie on my part

That's just my filthy delirium

God

please allow me to die

Even as a lone bird

But still go to one side Qingming

God

Please hear my prayer

she is the child of the stars

Birth with clusters of stars

she is a god girl

slaughtered all my piety

"God, no matter who it is. A believer who is willing to eat three raw vegetables, if she is willing to be willing to be with her... if she is willing to be willing to be with Gu Yunche...to have a happy face together for eternity and eternity."

Su Xiang knocked down heavily.