i'm not a monster

However, Xu Huaqian was very dissatisfied with his abilities. He said, "The most powerful ones are those with long-distance attack abilities. My ability is useless at all. Zombies are poisonous. I can't attack melee at all. What I learned before is for nothing." gone."

I don't quite understand, I only know that Xu Huaqian was very disappointed, I started to look for a way to allow humans to have supernatural powers, but unfortunately there is no such way for the time being.

But I heard that humans have studied this ability, and realized that the reason why zombies have abilities is also caused by the experimental products that escaped from the human research institute.

If I can catch this test product or catch the doctors who conducted this experiment, I can also give Xu Huaqian supernatural powers.

It's a pity to hear them say that this kind of doctorate is very precious, and they are so protected that they can't get close at all.

I can only turn my eyes to other places with regret. I don’t know why. I feel that the breath of my descendants has become weaker and less. I plan to find some time to investigate. After all, it is my descendants. .

During this period of time, I have acquired a lot of new abilities, and my body has become stronger and stronger. Xu Huaqian could last for four to ten minutes under the previous me, but he could only last for two to ten minutes under the current me. It's not good to be too strong, I almost couldn't find a partner.

The newly filled space ability is very practical. I can collect all the food and then exchange it for crystals. Now the crystals are becoming more and more difficult to change. Humans don’t know where to get the news. Knowing that the crystals can improve the ability , All have to find ten minutes to return.

1 Minutes Now the situation is very dangerous, everyone is looking for him, usually I will pick him up and deal with the stalker by the way.

Now because of the continuous supply of food, even the base has moved its mind and is unwilling to protect him. Many people will do it in the trading floor. If it weren't for my son, he would die in 1 minutes.

The trading hall is the only place in the base where you can't do anything, so I usually feel relieved to leave it there for 1 minutes, but now I can't even stay in the trading hall, so I have to go to battle in person, and kill all those who dare to rob.

No one dares to think of me now. To be honest, I am a little disappointed. I usually get a few crystals on the way back, but now there are not a few of them. I am so sad.

I should keep a low profile and keep a low profile, but unfortunately there is no medicine for regret in the world.

My life is still the same, Xu Huaqian's hair is graying because of food, but I can't show my abilities, so I can only help him with another identity every time.

For example, help him clean up the zombies, or put the food he found in the place where he is going, accidentally bumping into it and so on.

Playing two people makes me feel more and more difficult, especially because I have to take care of both sides, usually I have to take care of Xu Huaqian, and at the same time I have to collect my own spar.

A lot of people say that the child me is a drag, and persuade Xu Huaqian to give up. Xu Huaqian has been unwilling to give up, but I can feel that he is getting more and more distant from me, and he is getting closer to me.

I know it's normal, but I can't help being sad, even though it's me.

In order not to drag Xu Huaqian any longer, I jumped off the city wall and fell into the crowd of zombies.

Of course I didn't fall to my death, but I heard from others that they thought I was dead, and Xu Huaqian thought so too, and he kept saying sorry to the other me very sadly.

Now I concentrate on playing an identity and feel comfortable all over. Xu Huaqian has always been brooding over my death.

I think this is very good, I can use the power in front of him openly, the water power, the fire power, and the wood power in turn.

Because I eat crystals every day, my abilities are more powerful than human beings. Normal people, beasts, and zombies can't beat me. It's like a snowball. My abilities are getting bigger and bigger. I almost feel that I can dominate the world. .

Especially my bubble ability, so far I haven't seen anyone use it.

Crystals are getting harder to save, so I started to think of a way, the best way is to break through the power grid and bring the zombie virus to the outside world.

But human cannons are so powerful, last time I just got a little closer and beat me into a sieve, it hurt me to death, and I hated them to death.

I still can't think of a way to leave for the time being, so I had to go to my descendants first, smelling the smell all the way, I came to the entrance of the cave where I came out of the ground.

The strange thing is that there are many tents here, and there are many people and beasts with supernatural powers walking around. I hid in the dark and eavesdropped on their conversations.

A lot of people were talking nonsense, and it was very difficult for me to get the information I wanted. After half a year, it turned out that humans and silicon-based organisms cooperated.

Trapped my children and grandchildren in the underground place where no bird shit, no wonder the smell of my children and grandchildren is getting less and less.

I am very angry, how can I say that they are all my descendants, they are related by blood, they will be my food reserves when they grow up, only I can move them, why should humans and silicon-based creatures trap them.

To discriminate against our family is to discriminate against me. As their ancestors, I need to teach those who discriminate against them a lesson.

My children and grandchildren are still children now, many of them are not adults, and their strength is only a little stronger than that of newborns. They will definitely not be able to beat them and be bullied by them.

I was about to kill someone when I suddenly heard them talking about going out.

I came to my mind and hid carefully to eavesdrop on their plans.

After thinking about it, I secretly burned a small hole in the tent again, and leaned over to look at it.

A group of people seemed to be in a meeting, some were sitting and some were standing, most of them were two men sitting in the middle talking, and everyone else was the audience.

One of the two men was facing me, and the man facing me was wearing a military uniform. Humans seem to like wearing military uniforms, and I don’t know why?

The one with its back to me has a thick tail covered with scales, swimming leisurely in circles on the ground.

He put his hands on both sides of the chair, "Your kind have abandoned you here, life is getting more and more difficult, don't you have any ideas?"

"No." When I was speaking this sentence to this person of mine, I could clearly feel that he lacked confidence in what he said, obviously he also complained a little in his heart.

The person who turned his back to me smiled, "Don't deceive yourself, now I'll give you a chance to cooperate, would you like it, let's rush out together, eat delicious food, drink spicy food, and live a normal life, no, our physical fitness Much better than them, don't you think they should be laid off? If we ruled..."

The person facing me interrupted him, "When? How many people? If it's just us, I won't do it."

"Don't worry, I will call all the people in the dead city. Since I want to go out, it is natural for everyone to go out together."

"Okay, when?"

"Two days later, all the rulers of the large and small bases will gather in this place for a meeting to discuss how to get out. What do you think?"

"I have no opinion."

I have no objection either, I whispered in my heart, I heard everything I needed to hear, I stepped back, turned around and ran away in the dark.

Future generations wait for me for two days to be rescued.

The two days passed quickly, and it was here in the blink of an eye. If I couldn't get the spar, I'd been following Xu Huaqian's ass for the past two days.

Xu Huaqian has not yet come out of the shadow of my death, he is very depressed and lacks energy, he does not know where he got the photos, and puts them in the mezzanine of his wallet to look at them every day.

Every time I came, he would put it away, and this time was no exception. He put away the photos as soon as I entered the door.

Wiping away tears with my back to me, I also feel bad for him always like this, I sat by his bed and tried to find something to talk about, "If you can go out, do you want to go out?"

"What?" Xu Huaqian wiped away his tears, turned around and asked me suspiciously.

I thought about it, "Just live a human life, be happy, don't be sad, okay?"

Xu Huaqian frowned, "Do you have a way to get out?"

"Yes..." I thought of their conversation two days ago, and the meeting time is tonight.

"Will you take me out?" He clearly didn't believe me.

"Yeah! Let's go out together." I nodded and said with certainty, he is my wife, who should I take if I don't take him?

"why?"

"Why?" I was very surprised that he asked me this way. Isn't it natural to take your wife out?

"That's it..." Xu Huaqian thought about it for a while, "Why are you treating me so well? I don't deserve you to treat me like this. I can't even protect that child Zhao Huai..."

I moved my butt, trying to hold him in my arms, "It's not your fault, he just doesn't want to drag you down."

"No..." He knocked off my hand, "It's my fault, if I treat him better, I just see other people's children can cook and do housework, and go out to work to subsidize the family, so……"

"I regret it. It doesn't matter even if I don't know how to do anything. As long as the person is still alive, it's all my fault. I should care about him more..."

I regret letting the identity of the boy die, would Xu Huaqian feel better if he didn't die?

It's all because I'm too lazy, I don't want to cook, I don't want to do housework, and I don't want to go out to work to support the family, that's why Xu Huaqian neglected me, I thought he didn't love me anymore!

I don't know how to comfort him, "Don't be sad, let's go out and have a good life, forget about him, okay?"

Xu Huaqian shook his head blankly, "I can't forget... I can't forget..."

I felt sorry for him, feeling stuffy in my heart, so I threw him on the bed regardless of his resistance, and pressed his hand on my heart, "It's so uncomfortable, unhappy, it hurts a little...hug..."

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