i'm not a monster

I don't know, all I know is that it happened suddenly, for no reason, no excuses.

I looked at Xu Huaqian's sons who were secretly observing them. Although only two eyes were exposed, I recognized them immediately.

There is no way, the power of our blood is too strong. If we talk about it, human children will betray adults, but there is absolutely no betrayal in our family. Only the weak obey the strong. Even if the weak die, the weak will not hesitate suicide.

If I say now let the sons kill each other, the sons will kill each other in an instant until there is only one left.

Of course, if they become stronger than me one day, they can naturally treat me like this. In this regard, our race is inferior to humans.

Humans often say that tiger poison does not eat its offspring, but our family was good at everything when we were young, but it is not good to kill ourselves.

In fact, the sons are quite cute. If the sons are raised as human children, the children can learn to love like human beings and experience the love of fathers and mothers that they have never had before.

Father's love is naturally mine, and mother's love is Xu Huaqian's.

Xu Huaqian, who was walking in front, stopped suddenly, turned his head and looked at me, "Do you have any plans?" After thinking about it, he asked again: "What will we do in the future?"

I thought about it, "I want resources, I want crystals, I want to live a good life."

Xu Huaqian looked behind me through me, his eyes were a little blurred: "The good days are long gone, and now it's the end of the world. After you break through, this city will become like a dead city, another dead city."

I don't understand, "Am I doing something wrong again."

"No..." Xu Huaqian came over and straightened my collar, his tone was gentle, as if educating a child: "You have done nothing wrong, everyone has the right to live in this world, you are fighting for your own survival, you are very courageous, more than Many people are much stronger, such as me..."

His eyes darkened in an instant: "When Xiao Huai died, I was both sad and relieved. Do you know why?" Before I could answer, he said to himself, "Because I want to live too, Xiao Huai. Huai's existence has dragged me down and made my life even more difficult in this dangerous doomsday interlayer, he is a good boy, I am sorry for him."

After he finished speaking, his eyes were covered with mist. I felt uncomfortable watching him, and couldn't help but want to tell him the truth: "Actually..."

He raised his foggy eyes and looked at me: "What?"

"It's nothing." I didn't say it in the end, I was afraid he would treat me as a monster.

Xu Huaqian sighed, "Let's go!"

I followed: "Where are you going?"

"To collect substances, don't you want to change the spar? I really envy you that you can absorb spar at will. I have seen many supernatural beings need at least one day to absorb a spar completely."

"Actually, it's not bad!" Speaking of the ability, I became proud again, "But it's still not as good as you humans. The cannons I research are so powerful, and it hurts when I hit them."

As I said that, I was still in fear. Fortunately, I was smart at the time.

puff!Xu Huaqian smiled, "It's what you deserve, who told you not to look at the road. Speaking of which, it's not like Da Pao can't do anything to you."

"That's..." I raised my head, and instantly felt that I was superior to others.

After walking for a while, Xu Huaqian suddenly stopped, frowned and pondered, "It doesn't feel right, why is this area so clean, there's nothing left."

Indeed, there are many shops along the streets in the city, and now all the glass cabinets in the shops have been broken, and the contents inside have been looted, even the mannequins.

But if it is not the work of my sons and whose?My sons are still young and full of curiosity, and they will move and pile up everything they like when they see it, and I have to stop for a while to collect it from time to time.

Xu Huaqian looked at me suspiciously, "Did you do it?"

I looked up at the sky with a guilty conscience, "It's not me..."

"Okay! I don't blame you, why did you lie." Xu Huaqian looked at me with a gleam in his eyes, "Have you done something wrong again?"

"No." I felt even more guilty.

"Come on! You just look around with a guilty conscience. Forget it, I don't mean to blame you, but why did you remove the faucet?" Xu Huaqian asked me, pointing to a water pipe that was still spraying water.

"……"I have nothing to say.

"Don't take everything, be targeted." He counted with his fingers, "Medicine, food, rice, etc. You have water and wood abilities, but you don't need vegetables and water.

Take quilts, clothes, and some tableware. Although snacks are not very hungry, they are convenient.The tools that are commonly used in daily life are also included, if you still have space, you can collect them.As well as various weapons.

If you want to change a lot of crystals, you must store enough various things. It is best to have what you want, so that others will go to you next time.

Of course, it would be best if you can do a monopoly business, but do you have so much space? "

I thought about it and didn't know how to express the size of my space, so I could only say: "It's about the size of more than [-] supermarkets."

Xu Huaqian thought for a while: "It's not bad, it's so big."

"En..." I nodded.

After a while, my sons collected a lot of materials and piled them up again. It was a mess and a lot of sundries. This time I didn't hide it from Xu Huaqian, and took him to see it together.

Xu Huaqian looked at the material piled up into a hill and was quite surprised: "How did you do it?"

I blow up countless bubbles, and the countless small bubbles grow bigger in mid-air, and finally wrap all the matter. The bubbles slowly separate and float in mid-air. Each bubble is wrapped with matter. Sample.

Xu Huaqian ran to the middle and smiled: "If it's pretending to be flowers, I'm sure I'll touch the girls to death..."

My eyes lit up immediately, I didn't expect Xu Huaqian to leave another sentence, "If it's a man, beat you to death."

I lost all my strength in an instant, and asked inexplicably, "Why?"

"Jealousy!" Xu Huaqian didn't pay attention to my special emotions at all, he just pointed to the various substances in the air, "Put one piece of food, one piece of clothes, and tableware...why do you collect so much rags and throw them away?" lost..."

Under Xu Huaqian's continuous command, and my unremitting efforts, all substances are classified into categories and placed in the space.

My sons are still collecting materials. Although there are still a lot of rags, they are less and less each time. Whoever makes me and the children feel connected, I can tell them my thoughts and what I see in my heart. things to share.

We walked for a long time, and everything we passed was swept away.

There was no one on the road, maybe there were zombies at first, but my sons wiped them all out.

When it was getting dark, Xu Huaqian finally stopped, "It's really boring to be with you, there's no danger at all, I'm a bit more exciting than before."

"..." I don't understand why Xu Huaqian is different from others, don't everyone want to live a safe life?I thought that if Xu Huaqian was well protected, he would praise me, but in the end he said, 'It's so boring to be with me. '

I feel like my heart is breaking into pieces.

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