eat, dance, love

"What... what?" Her eyelashes trembled, surprised.But she quickly understood my eyes, showing a little embarrassment and embarrassment, "I'm sorry, I lost my composure."

Her face turned even redder, and the calmness from the previous party seemed to shrink back into the body of a little girl and disappeared.Only the youthful look remained: "I shouldn't be like this, it's not good. Zixu, don't... miss me like that."

"Fine," I said, "as long as you don't make yourself look like that, too."

She lowered her gaze, nodded, and whispered, "I see."

I got up, went to the bar and took out a small box.She also took out her bag from under the table, and followed her, her posture was as upright as her attitude, she kept a distance from me, and asked in surprise, "When did you hide a piece of cake?"

"While you were playing." I opened the door and went out.

"Why did you only bring one piece? How can two babies in the family be enough?" she asked.

I smiled, didn't answer, and asked instead: "Does your family still live in the same place as before?"

"Of course," she replied.

I went to pick up the car and drove her home.She sat in the passenger seat and kept looking around the inside of the car.There was no trace of being resident, so he smiled with satisfaction and said, "I heard that you haven't been in love since then?"

I nodded.

She paused and said, "Me too, no."

I didn't speak and turned on the music.I used the music player of my mobile phone, and the first piece was a piano sonata... This is not my taste, so the scene of Gu Yu playing with my mobile phone last time appeared in my mind-it seemed that I had indeed turned on the music player.

I glanced at the list, and the top ten capitals were classical piano pieces. I sighed helplessly and didn't bother to change them.

"Did you add these music?" Mi Jue asked suddenly.

I turned my head, saw her eyes, and saw something called "female intuition" from it.So I knew that what she said was actually not a question, but a statement.

For some reason, she automatically decided that I was not completely single, and I felt a burst of relief.Then he nodded and said, "Well, it was added when someone else was playing with my phone."

Her expression became uneasy, and she asked again, "What's your situation now?"

I said bluntly: "There are people I like."

"Not together yet?"

"No."

She paused: "Then I..."

"Here we are." I turned a corner and drove the car into the small road where her house was located. The headlights of the car had already illuminated the bonsai in front of her house.Surrounded by small single-family buildings, the one belonging to her family has always been the best here.

She kept the words in her mouth, and we were relatively silent in the car for a while, and she said "I'm coming back this time, I won't leave" and got out of the car.

From this sentence, I heard her 16 years old.

I don't know what Mi Jue is like now.But the she I know, the one who arrived at fifteen, is a very persistent and tenacious person, and she is absolutely determined to get what she wants.

When she was chasing me, she was not afraid of the sky and the earth, she could ignore all malicious booing and pointing, she could walk towards me through all the meaningful eyes, and handed me a cup of milk tea with a smile.

In the third year of junior high school, I said, "I'm sorry, I don't like you."

She waved her hand and said, "I know. I also know that you don't like others, so I can try to impress you. You have the right to reject me, but you have no right to stop me from liking you."

She can really talk, I have nothing to say.Although I think she has watched too many Taiwanese idol dramas, but...she is really good-looking, so I didn't say anything.

In the next few years, she tried all the ways that a girl of that age was kind to people, and then asked me every year on my birthday, "Can I fall in love?" After getting a negative answer, she curled her lips, as always.

Occasionally she gets annoyed and asks me for something.For example, sending her back a cup of milk tea, Christmas apples, or cheering her on during the sports meeting, and suddenly asking me to sing a song for her... These are very simple requests, and I will agree.

Sometimes I am also in a trance, except that we have not verbally admitted the relationship, are we similar to young couples in those years?If so, then there is too much imbalance between us.If she cares about it, she must be wronged a lot.

In terms of fairness, I'm probably a scumbag.

Maybe it was because I was aware of this, maybe it was because the end of high school made people suddenly feel relieved, and I felt nostalgic, so on my birthday that year, I took the initiative to ask her "Are you in love?"She stared at me, then cried, crouched on the ground and told me she was leaving.

We had a decent relationship for a few days before she left, and I gave her all the tenderness and reconciliation I could.I don't know if it was out of love, or to make amends.

All I know is that I am not very sad when she is gone.

Thinking of this, I have already returned to the food stall.There are two homestays separated from the food stall, and there are lights.Zheng Jiabao's fucking habit is to keep a small light on in the hall all night.

I parked the car in front of the hotel, got out of the car with the cake, and gently opened the door to enter.

The star-chaser younger sister Zheng Jiajia of Zheng Jiabao was on duty at night. When she saw me coming in, she immediately smiled: "Brother Xu, happy birthday."

"Thank you." I nodded to her and asked, "Is Teacher Gu asleep?"

At this time, the clock in the hall had already indicated a quarter past eleven.I missed it.

She shook her head and said, "I don't know, but he was playing music before, but now it's gone."

"Oh." I thought about it, and decided to try knocking on the door.

Just walked into the corridor of the guest room on the first floor, and received his WeChat message on the mobile phone: the roof.

I turned around and went to the stairs, two steps and one step, and after walking three flights of stairs to the roof, I saw him sitting on the fence in the night, and realized that I couldn't wait.

He was wearing snow-white pajamas, the material was very light, which made him very fairy.

Hearing my movement, he turned his head and smiled: "I saw you coming back just now, so I sent you a message."

Must have thought about it before.Because if I sent a message as soon as I saw it, I would have seen it long ago.

Without saying a word, I handed over the cake in my hand.He shook his head: "You can't eat after ten o'clock, this food is so sweet."

I stepped onto the fence and sat next to him: "You made it yourself, don't you want to try it?"

"I've tasted failed products many times, and I know all the flavors." He returned the cake, "Eat it, it's all for you."

I have discovered a long time ago that he is not a person who cares about the sense of ritual.No longer put off, I unwrapped the cake and ate it myself.

When I was about to finish eating, I asked him, "Is this the first time you have made such a complicated thing for someone?"

He said, "Yes."

I said, "Why are you so nice to me?"

He said: "I don't think it's so good. You have cooked for me for so long, so I have to give you back."

I was silent for a while and said, "Oh."

After a while, he said, "How are you and your...who?"

I eat the last bite of cake, put the spoon back in the box, and throw the box in the trash can in the corner.I couldn't tell what state of mind I had, so I told him about my past with Mi Jue.He didn't interrupt me either, and listened quietly.

After finishing speaking, I looked at him, trying to read his mood and attitude from his expression.But he didn't show any expression, his hands rested on the railing, clasped together, and his two index fingers swipe each other like a game.

After a while, he said, "So you mean, it's me you like now?"

Admitting that I like someone is a strange experience for me.When I said "Yes", my heart trembled, and I was even a little excited.I suddenly felt that this is the feeling of love.

I also think that I already liked him.

——Maybe it happened during the years when I secretly paid attention to him, maybe it happened when I saw him, maybe it happened when I carried him on my back, maybe it happened when I had desire when he was lying on my lap...

I can't be sure about these, but the thing of "like him" should have existed for a long time.

Thinking of this, I saw that he became extremely nervous, because I couldn't help but care too much about his reaction.Even scared.I'm afraid that he will be angry and disappointed tonight, and I'm also afraid that he doesn't like me too much.

I took a light breath, not taking my eyes off his face for a moment.

After being stared at for a long time, he withdrew his arm, propped his head on one hand and faced me, and said with a smile: "Zheng Zixu, do you know that you look like an innocent little virgin now?"

I:"……"

Unfortunately, I would have been.

"You're blushing." He smiled brighter, and then laughed out loud.

At first his laughter was relatively restrained, as if he was afraid of disturbing the night.Gradually let go, a bit irresistible.In the end, he simply got off the fence, squatted on the ground and laughed.

I also came down and leaned against the fence to look at him: "Is it so funny?"

"My God! It's so funny, isn't it?" He covered his belly, straightened up, put his hands on my shoulders, panted while laughing, "When I first saw you, I still fantasized about hooking you up to bed within three days , let you take good care of my young master. After a long time, I almost...crime?"

His words were already very euphemistic, but I was still inevitably a little embarrassed.But I knew it wasn't worth the fuss, so I put the embarrassment aside, thinking a little frantically that he had to know who was capable of committing a crime.

...However, it's just a thought.In terms of actual combat, I am weak, and I have to face it head-on.

He paused for a while, and finally stopped smiling.He took down his hand, coughed, and made a serious expression: "Zheng Zixu, I'm telling you something serious now."

Startled, I nodded involuntarily, meeting his gaze.

He said: "I like you too, a little beyond my imagination. If possible, I even want you to go back to Beijing with me. But such a life change, I can't force you. So, you think carefully, and then Let's decide what to do for this love, shall we?"

I opened my mouth, feeling my lips were dry, and slipped out inexplicably: "Okay, we are not in a hurry."

He listened, laughed again and bent over.I looked at him and wondered why I was so funny tonight.

But the next second, I understood.He stretched out his hand and rubbed my hair, his face was full of love from a big brother to a little brother - he really regarded me as an innocent little boy of seventeen or eighteen years old.

Being a virgin made me lose my proper status and dignity.

"Okay, I have to go to bed. Good night." He withdrew his hand, turned and walked towards the stairs.

"Okay." I was a little lost and didn't follow.I thought, then watch him go downstairs like this.

As a result, I saw him stop at the foot of the stairs, then turn around and walk towards me quickly.

When the tip of my tongue broke my jaw, my mind went blank, I almost didn't know what he was doing in my mouth, and I felt a little out of breath soon.Just when I thought of responding, he left.

"The cake I made is quite sweet." He licked his lips and really went downstairs this time.