eat, dance, love

I was dumb, unable to answer her words.

Gu Yu only knew me for three months, but I have known Gu Yu for 16 years.Counting from the first time I entered his Qzone, I have been secretly following him for ten years.What should I say?

Naturally, I don't like this, and I don't need to tell Mi Jue, after all, it's just my own business.But I don't want to delay her, and I don't want to bear the responsibility of delaying her, so I still have to speak clearly, it doesn't matter if I'm unfeeling.

"I won't be with you anymore, not without Gu Yu." I said seriously and calmly.

She listened and stared at me without changing her expression at all, her eyes were firm.After a while, he shook his head and said: "No, it is because of Gu Yu that you are not with me anymore. Without him, you will be with me sooner or later."

She said it with certainty, which is not the same as when I was a child and raised my face and said "you will like me" to me.At that time, she had the strength to force her, and it was pitiful to watch.

Saying this now is a judgment on me.The more determined she is, the more she seems to have me right.I don't like this feeling very much, I don't answer the topic, I just express my opinion.

"The confession I'm giving you now is serious. I hope you are happy and don't waste time on me. "

She frowned, with no intention of retreating: "You said the same thing when you were a child, but you still promised me later. We separated so hastily, I don't believe you don't have any regrets."

As she said, she stood up and looked at me deeply: "You have always been a south wall. I broke through it before. Now you tell me that you have strengthened it. Let me not hit it a second time. If I really want to If you don’t bump into it, you will feel sorry for yourself. So don’t worry about me, this time I bumped away, you are mine for the rest of your life, if you don’t bump into it, it’s mine.”

I was startled: "Why do you have to?"

"That's who I am, you know." She said, stepped out the door, and left.

People have their own stubbornness, and sometimes it may not be because they love each other. The so-called moths to the flame are just biological instincts.Although Mi Jue is still full of energy and rampage this time, I don't think she is too difficult to deal with.

Because I saw that she understood that she insisted on giving herself an explanation, not entirely to win me back.In this way, even if she didn't get what she wanted, as long as she consciously tried her best, she would be able to explain to herself.

I chatted with Gu Yu about her like this, Gu Yu listened, and was noncommittal to my interpretation, but commented on me sourly: "Brother Xu, why didn't I realize it before, you are quite greasy."

I said: "How greasy, I would like to hear about it."

He said: "You are just rationalizing yourself for letting her pester you. In fact, it is unfair to her and me. She chases you, it takes a lot of time and effort, and she has to be sad. As for me, I have to worry about whether you will one day If you fall, you green me. Anyway, you are the one who has the least trouble here. Do you know what your behavior is called in the marriage and love market?"

I said: "What is it called?"

He said: "Straight men are cancer."

I don't think this has anything to do with the marriage and love market, but what he said is what he said. I missed the point and said, "I'm not straight."

He said: "That's even worse, being a dead fag, you let a lovely innocent woman pursue you."

I had no choice but to ask humbly: "Then tell me, what should I do?"

"Hey, it's useless for me to restrain you with reason and morality, and your rank is too low. So, let me give you a high-level suggestion." He paused mysteriously.

I answered cooperatively: "All ears."

He smiled softly, and said in a malicious voice: "Come and see me quickly, I will make you never see others in your eyes, and you can't tolerate others in your heart anymore. Wait for the idle monsters to disperse naturally."

I:"……"

He giggled happily when he heard that I couldn't speak and didn't dare to breathe properly.I can even imagine the way he smiles, the sparkles in his eyes, the coexistence of wickedness and innocence, like some kind of cunning and innocent animal.

The following conversation will be nonsensical.

It was mid-August at this time, and he had been back to Beijing for more than a month.Because of the doctor's advice, his workload is not heavy, except for recording the web drama, the rest of the time is quite free.

When people are free, time passes very boring, so he added a new fun.tease me.

Text, voice, phone calls, pictures, videos... He can always stimulate me in different ways with great interest.I have to say, I had so much fun playing with him, almost addicted.

In fact, I don't really need to be by his side, I don't have the heart to think about other people.I didn't tell him that I couldn't wait, so I saved face for myself.

By the end of August, Zheng Xing and Zheng Hao were about to start school again, and I had almost done what I needed to do, so I finally set a schedule.September [-]nd.It's the same as the days when I went out to go to university, and it's the same as the days when I decided to go to Australia to study catering on my own.

After hearing this, Lao Zheng smiled and said, "It feels like I'm sending you to school."

I think, subconsciously, maybe I really want to create this kind of atmosphere.

Haibao, like many coastal towns, was developed from a fishing village.In the era of few people, the relationship between every family is quite close, so counting up to two or three generations, any family can be related to each other.

The whole town still pays great attention to kinship and human relations. Whoever has a child going to college will have a big feast for relatives and friends.Although I am not from here, Lao Zheng has always treated me as his own for so many years, and I followed his surname Zheng. In the eyes of relatives and friends, I am Haibao's person.

Therefore, Lao Zheng has held such a big banquet for me twice at "Zheng Yuhao Restaurant".The first two times, in addition to organizing this kind of farewell banquet for me, he also gave guests discounts.

This time the farewell banquet was even more grand.Lao Zheng planned to close his business for a day, so he called out all he could think of and invite.If all of them came, the scale would be comparable to a small village banquet.

"Why so grand?" I was a little surprised by this decision.

"Let's have fun, let everyone remember you." He smoked a cigarette and looked at me with a smile.

He didn't have the chubby figure of an ordinary chef, but rather skinny. With a smile on his face, his skin wrinkled together, exaggerating the impression of age, like a person who is about to enter old age.I feel a little sad.

"This movement is too big." I muttered in Haibao's language.

He blurted out, "I won't see you later."

His tone was astringent, filled with sadness that he didn't want to reveal - he believed that after I left, I would no longer be a Haibao person.

I have been his son for more than ten years. We get along well, fulfill our responsibilities, and repay each other with kindness, but we rarely communicate emotionally.If I want to express a word from my heart, I feel numb before opening my mouth.

Therefore, the words that came out of the mouth seemed dry: "During the holidays, there will be a chance to meet..."

He just laughed dryly and didn't speak, and I couldn't say anything more.Promise a "every year and holiday", I am already very guilty.I know that it would be nice to be able to achieve "every year".

This farewell banquet, like a village banquet, is scheduled for the last day of August, which is also the day when the primary school in the town starts.

In the morning, I sent Zheng Xing and Zheng Hao to register at the school.According to Lao Zheng's wishes, they were accommodated in school.But seeing the sad faces of the two children crying, I still couldn't bear to do full-time boarding, so I applied for a boarding-out permit for them.That way, if you want to go home at night, you can.

After completing the registration, I immediately returned to the food stall, ready to get busy.

Because I had expected to be busy, so when I came together this morning, I greeted Gu Yu first, and canceled the usual endless contact from time to time.

When I entered the kitchen, Lao Zheng had already been busy there for a long time.Those who came to help were all the chef apprentices I had brought. Except for Zheng Jiabao, everyone else came from the other three shops.

They all came to bid farewell to me in their own way, and I was a little touched.After saying hello and shaking hands with everyone, they divided up their work.

There are nine necessary dishes for the strict Haibao Town Banquet, two each of chicken, duck and fish, plus a soup.Today is not considered a formal village banquet, and the dishes are all based on the ingredients in the store. Lao Zheng ordered two signature dishes from each of the four stores, a total of eight dishes, plus a soup, and the quantity was the same.

Food stalls offer steamed blue crabs and boiled mantis shrimps, Cantonese restaurants offer boiled chicken and roast goose, Guiliu restaurants offer beer fish and braised pork, Hunan restaurants offer dried pot duck and stir-fried pork, and the soup is mixed seafood soup.

Those who come from any restaurant will divide the work and do what they do, and they will be organized.

At six o'clock in the afternoon, the tables inside and outside the food stalls were full of people, and Lao Zheng really invited a small village banquet.The back kitchen served dishes one after another, and the banquet officially began in the gradually warming sunset.

Lao Zheng toasted and stood among several big tables, delivering a tearful speech like I did when I was in college.They thanked my relatives and friends, and expressed sincere blessings to me. The words were much more sensational than my private speeches.

I stood beside him, listening, inevitably recalling my earliest memories of him.

At that time, he was still a young man, the ultraviolet rays of the sea gave his skin a healthy tan, and his smile was bright and radiant.He was cautious and admired Pei Yanya, and he was a little more relaxed towards me, calling me "Xiaoxu" when he opened his mouth, flattering me quietly, and telling me, "If there is anything I can help in the future, just ask."

"If there is anything I can help you with in the future, just call!" I was distracted, his palm fell on my shoulder, and the other hand held a glass of wine, his face was flushed, and he said, "What to do with uncle!" A cup, you will be promising in the future, Uncle will benefit from you!"

I was caught off guard and my eyes ached, so I squinted my eyes, clinked glasses with him, and drank the whole glass of white wine.

He smiled brightly and comfortably, patted me, and went to his old buddy.

The banquet, which lasted until dark, turned into small groups of chatter.

Old Zheng drank a lot and was already laid down in a nearby room.I also drank a lot, and I was still sober.Zheng Jiabao asked me if I wanted to go to rest, I waved my hand, turned and walked to the sea embankment outside, wanting to blow some air and wake up.

However, the sea breeze didn't seem to wake me up, but hallucinations appeared instead.

Before I went down the steps to the beach, I saw Gu Yu's face.