inescapable sunshine

I went to an Italian restaurant near the school. I visited this small meal once. The price is not high, but the taste is quite authentic.Painted red-gray walls, wooden tables and chairs, wine-red tablecloths, dim light, suitable for young couples to date.When the proprietress saw Xue Bai and Xue Yang, she warmly greeted them and introduced the chef. They must be regular customers here.

Xue Bai patiently rolled the spaghetti with a fork, and said casually, "Why did you run away suddenly on the National Day? We still want to celebrate."

I stopped what I was doing, raised my head and asked, "Celebration?"

Xue Yang grabbed Xue Bai's wrist and swallowed the forkful of neatly rolled spaghetti.

Xue Bai knocked Xue Yang on the head, and continued: "That's right, we won the second prize, didn't Liu Dian tell you?"

Recalling that I haven’t talked to Liu Dian much in the past few days, I had a fight in the classroom, I clenched my fist, and then let it go, “Recently, we have a little conflict.”

Xue Yang buried his head in the vegetable soup and said without raising his head, "You like Liu Dian, right?"

I was swallowing my salad and almost spit it out, coughing dryly into my mouth with a napkin.I can still choke on salad, which I guess is unprecedented.

Xue Bai frowned, and knocked Xue Yang on the head again.

Xue Yang looked at Xue Bai angrily: "Why did you hit me? He saw Liu Dian and that man named Zheng Sheng, right? Anyway, that day he saw Liu Dian kissing someone on the stage and he seemed to be possessed by a black face. I ran away, obviously out of jealousy."

I picked up the water glass and took a sip of water to relieve my cough.

Xue Yang looked at me and asked, "Have you finished drinking?"

Confused, I nodded and put down the glass.

"Liu Dian likes you, idiot."

I opened my mouth slightly in surprise, and stood there for a while before I realized why he asked me if I had finished drinking the water.

Xue Yang raised his hand and grabbed Xue Bai's hand that was about to hit him on the head, "Slapping again! They are chattering like women. They have done everything, why are you being so pretentious?"

Xue Bai withdrew his hand and said flatly: "Liu Dian told us not to speak out. But it seems meaningless now."

"You left Liu Dian alone in the room and ran away this morning?" Xue Yang asked.

I'm ashamed they even know this...

"We saw that something was wrong with him, so we tricked him." Xue Bai just explained my doubts.

Listening to the two brothers singing together, I asked my inner question: "Isn't Liu Dian with Zheng Sheng?"

Xue Bai raised his eyebrows, "Where did you hear that?"

"It can be seen. Zheng Sheng also expressed his awareness of Liu Dian before." I said without confidence.

"Don't you just dance? Let's make them a couple and convince you. Zheng Sheng is interested in Liu Dian, but what about Liu Dian? Have you asked him?" Xue Yang's face seemed to be engraved : I despise you.

"No." When Xue Yang said this, I was instantly discouraged.

"Oh, treat us to a meal when you two get well someday." After Xue Yang finished speaking, he ate the vermicelli that Xue Bai had rolled.Xue Bai glanced at him helplessly, then rolled up patiently.

I poked at the macaroni on the plate, sighed and said, “It’s good that he’s not with Zheng Sheng. But he can’t be with me.” It’s not that I can’t, it’s that he can’t.

"Why?" Xue Yang almost yelled, as if I had betrayed him.

Xue Bo finished chewing the food in his mouth slowly, swallowed it, wiped his mouth with a napkin and said, "It's better to teach people whoring than sex, brother."

"Why do you say that?" Xue Yang looked at Xue Bai and continued to ask.

"Do you think we dare to go home now? Can we ask for money? What are we doing on weekends and nights?" Xue Bai asked three questions in one breath, Xue Yang looked at him, speechless.

Xue Bai stood up, "We're full, let's go." He pulled Xue Yang out.

Xue Yang turned around and shouted: "Sorry, you treat me this time, I will treat you to dinner another day."

It can be seen that after the whole meal, Xue Bai, who had been indifferent all the time, immediately became gloomy when he spoke the last few sentences.

It's not easy for these two brothers.

Seeing that I only ate half of the food on the table, I was not in the mood to continue eating.So I paid the bill and left the restaurant.

When I went back to the residence, I saw a small medicine box of mine on the desk. Because of the frequent fights, I prepared the medicine box for treating small wounds and so on.I put this medicine box on the bookshelf, but now it is on the desktop.I looked in the trash can, and there were used cotton wool and cotton swabs and the like.

A slender and healthy foot suddenly appeared in my mind. I grabbed the delicate but not weak ankle, sucking the blood flowing from the sole of the foot.I swallowed my saliva, my throat was a little dry.

I remembered something, and quickly walked into the bathroom. There were still dried blood on the shards of glass on the floor.

Disjointed fragments of last night floated up, as if I had done something wrong myself.Feeling remorse and annoyance in my heart, how should I face Liu Dian in the future, and still stay by his side as a younger brother?To avoid embarrassment and not communicate with each other?Or simply pretend to be nonchalant with the excuse of being confused after drinking.

We are not young anymore, we are not virgins or anything like that, and we don't have to worry about these things.After I figured it out, I was relieved.

After cleaning up the broken glass, he put Liu Dian's own clothes that Liu Dian had thrown aside into the washing machine.

Then I played games on the Internet, absent-minded, and my hands were disabled continuously, and I was scolded for playing while masturbating.Looking at the dialog box, I didn't feel angry at all, I just sighed: Alcohol is really not a good thing, it is dangerous and troublesome.

Writer's words:

Because there are few words, so two more~