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Yu Qiuliang didn't ask Yu Xiasheng who that "Sister Xiaoyuan" was, after all, ghosts have the right to privacy.He had no intention of prying into Yu Xiasheng's emotional life, and his curiosity about Yu Xiasheng was limited to the other party himself.

Yu Xiasheng came to the meeting this time, dragging his family with him and bringing two children with him. Fortunately, the little ghost kept himself safe today and sat obediently in the library reading a book, but Yu Qiuliang ran to the top floor to cause trouble for him.He knew that boys at this age were just when they were full of curiosity, so he didn't reprimand him too much, but those things were still things he didn't want Yu Qiuliang to see.The more he learned, the greater the pressure and responsibility that followed. He didn't want to assimilate Yu Qiuliang and let him become his "part".There are already enough pressures on Qiuliang, and there must be no more. A camel can be crushed by straws, but Yu Qiuliang is not a camel, and what he is carrying is not a light straw. It is much easier to crush him.

Now that the two of them are in a pair, they can't help but look away, avoiding eye contact with each other.They are invariably guilty because they all have secrets to hide.In the process of communication between people, it is very difficult for there to be no secrets. No matter how close the relationship is, both parties have to reserve something, not to mention that the two of them are not so close in the first place. The only bond between them is It was Lu Huaiming.

In other words, without Lu Huaiming, it would be impossible for Yu Xiasheng and Yu Qiuliang to meet—at least not here and now.If there is no Lu Huaiming, their meeting will probably be postponed, and it is hard to predict which year or month it will be postponed to.However, there is no "if" in the world, and they finally met.The two lines came from different directions, tightly intertwined, and extended to an unknown location. As they continued to extend, other lines rushed to join them and converged with them.Interpersonal relationships are wonderful. The connection between this person and that person, and the connection between that person and another person, are twisted into one silk thread after another, intertwined into a complex web, which envelops the earth and binds all kinds of creatures It's all wrapped up in it.

In fact, Yu Qiuliang often wondered whether he was dead or still alive.The education he received told him that people cannot be resurrected after death, and people cannot go to another world after death. Death means complete disappearance.However, what he saw now told him that people can be resurrected after death, and they can have a chance to start again after death. Death is not a complete disappearance, but the end of one experience, and the end of another experience. start.He touched his chest and felt that the heart was no longer beating, which was proof that he was dead, but his thinking was still active, as long as his thinking was still active, he was a living person.

Yu Qiuliang didn't quite understand the connection between the heart and the brain.He is an ordinary liberal arts student. The reason why he chose liberal arts was that his poor grades in science hindered his other path.The situation of the placement test back then was like an absurd dream to him: the gap between his liberal arts and sciences was too great, his total deductions for liberal arts were only about [-] points, but the sum of sciences was less than [-] points. Tens—he even managed math, although his math scores were only single digits, and adding didn't help.All in all, his biology is very bad, but even so, he also vaguely knows something: once the heart stops beating, all human activities should stop, and the brain should also rely on the heart to work.

Yu Qiuliang touched his head in confusion, feeling that there was an indefatigable machine hidden in it, or that his whole body was an exquisite instrument made by someone.Maybe his heart was still beating weakly, but he didn't know it.

What is the concept of "live" and "dead"?Yu Qiuliang looked at Yu Xiasheng beside him, and suddenly felt an urge to carry this old ghost to the operating table for careful study.This idea is really scary. To study a body, one must use a knife, but Yu Qiuliang is afraid of using a knife on a living animal.

"Have you eaten the candy?" He was distracted when he suddenly heard Yu Xiasheng ask.Yu Qiuliang didn't know what kind of candy Yu Xiasheng was talking about, and he had long forgotten about those bags of soft candy wrapped in pink.He babbled and ate all those packets of "Girl's Heart" and forgot about it.He replied in a daze, and nodded, although he didn't know why he nodded.

They walked side by side in silence for a long time, and came to a three-way intersection.They stopped and waited for the traffic light, Yu Xiasheng looked at the red light on the other side of the road with the imp behind his back, while Yu Qiuliang watched him beside him.The sun shone down from Yu Xiasheng's side, making Yu Qiuliang's eyes hurt, but it was interesting to look at people this way, Yu Xiasheng's profile was like a silhouette.Yu Qiuliang doesn't like bright red window grilles, but he likes black silhouettes very much. Black, white and gray are flat and calm, and it is the color scheme that makes him calm.

He kept staring at others all the way, and even the dullest person should have noticed.Yu Qiuliang looked at Yu Xiasheng for a while, and found that this guy was actually smiling.Before the red light turned green, Yu Qiuliang became impatient with waiting. He eagerly took a step forward and stood on the non-motorized vehicle lane. Yu Xiasheng hurriedly pulled him back, lest he be hit by a sudden electric car hurt.Wouldn't it be even more unlucky to add new wounds to old wounds?

"I won't eat you again, so why run away?" Yu Xiasheng held the little ghost with his right hand, and Yu Qiuliang with his left hand.He has the look of a chicken in his left hand and a duck in his right again, but he has the demeanor of the head of the family.He didn't go back to his mother's house, but took the child back to his own territory - the territory he had forcibly obtained from Yu Qiuliang.

"Hey..." Yu Qiuliang suddenly figured out something.The moment he was dragged back by Yu Xiasheng, he opened the closed door with a clear mind.

He seemed to know how to sum up death.In fact, when a person dies, it marks the transformation of the components of the body into another form of existence, but without self-awareness.As a natural person, he disappears; as a matter, he still exists; as a spirit, he exists forever.Yu Qiuliang touched his head curiously, then patted his thigh and arm.His heart stopped beating, and he was indeed dead.The current him cannot be regarded as a living person, nor can he be regarded as a dead person. He should have a physical "spirit".He was excited for a moment, but he felt that something was wrong. "Spirit" can only appear in people with a firm will, but where has his will been firm?What could be called "spirit" in him?

Spirit is indelible, and he is indelible.

I guess I still got it wrong.

"Go back and take your medicine later." Seeing him laughing and frowning for a while, Yu Xiasheng couldn't help thinking that he was going crazy.Mentally unstable people often do this, it seems that it is time for Yu Qiuliang to take medicine.Those medicines cannot be bought in vain. In order to cure the disease, Yu Qiuliang must take them.His illness was not entirely a physical one. Most of the physical illnesses lost their power after his death. What still troubled him today were all psychological problems.As long as his mind is still active, the psychological problem is attached to him, haunting him like a shadow, stumbling him secretly, and can only be subdued with drugs and laughter.

The red light time at this intersection is extremely long, although there are not many cars passing by here at present.Yu Xiasheng rubbed the back of Yu Qiuliang's head, hummed a tune and pulled him across the road.Yu Qiuliang was rarely led across the road, and when Yu Xiasheng took his hand, he was stunned, and when he looked at Yu Xiasheng again, he felt like an old hen protecting its cubs.There is nothing more interesting than this kind of association, Yu Qiuliang snickered, but in Yu Xiasheng's eyes, his appearance became a strong proof that he must take medicine.

The words "Sister Xiaoyuan" were not remembered by Yu Qiuliang until a few days later.When these four words suddenly appeared in his mind, he was playing a jigsaw puzzle with the little devil who was boarding at his house.He hadn't gone to school for two or three days, and his injured right arm had healed a lot, but the black mark on his neck that the kitchen knife ghost pinched still didn't show any sign of disappearing.Yu Qiuliang was restless, and patiently played puzzles with the little ghost, but his mind turned and turned elsewhere.

Suddenly a sparrow chirped outside the window.In the freezing season, other birds have disappeared, but they are still active.Yu Qiuliang doesn't dislike birds, sometimes he even stands by the window with a cup of hot water in his arms, watching the little sparrows learn to fly.This bird call is not a rare thing on weekdays, but today, Yu Qiuliang was attracted by it.He followed the sound of the birdsong, and saw a pink letter on the window sill, which seemed to have just appeared here.

The pink color brought back Yu Qiuliang's memories. He thought of the candy that the kid gave him a few days ago, and the bag of that candy was the same color as this letter.Well, you Yu Xiasheng, the woman who hooked up with you actually came to my house!If I don't stop this letter for you today, my surname will not be Yu!Yu Qiuliang was so angry that he couldn't bear it, he had to show Yu Xiasheng some color.Again and again, not again and again, he could tolerate a sudden addition of Yu Xiasheng in the family, and he could tolerate Yu Xiasheng bringing back a baby, but he couldn't tolerate Yu Xiasheng bringing back another woman!

He jumped up suddenly, and regardless of the puzzle being completed, he strode to the window and opened it.The cold air rushed into the house, and the letter outside was crumbling, almost falling into the flower bed downstairs.Yu Qiuliang had sharp eyesight and quick hands, caught it before it fell, and quickly closed the window to isolate the air-conditioning from the window.He is an indifferent and ruthless guy, and he also wants to keep that "sister Xiaoyuan" out of his house. She is treated the same as Leng Air.

However, when he opened the letter with a burst of anger, he was suddenly stunned.This letter was not addressed to Yu Xiasheng, but to him.He couldn't help but let out a "huh", then came to his senses, clutched the letter furtively, hid it in his pocket, and crawled sideways back to the bedroom like a crab.Yu Xiasheng was busy in another room, and he didn't have time to look up at him. The kid was addicted to puzzles, and never noticed his actions. His actions were actually hidden.

Yu Qiuliang returned to the bedroom, and was finally able to breathe a sigh of relief.He carefully took out the strange letter, flattened it and placed it on the table. The elegant font lay lazily on the letter paper, and the same pink letter paper exuded a faint fragrance.Some women like to put incense on the letter paper, or when they bought the letter paper, it already had light fragrance on it.All in all, such a woman is delicate, fragrant, and lovable.

Yu Qiuliang chose to ignore the malice he showed towards "Sister Xiaoyuan" just now.He doesn't hate women, but he will never love women. He thinks that his inexplicable hostility towards sister Xiaoyuan must be because she harbors ill intentions towards Yu Xiasheng.She conspired against the old ghost's body, which was her biggest mistake.

He didn't consider other possibilities at all, he designed an imaginary enemy for himself wishful thinking.However, time will eliminate the fallacies and leave the truth, and one day he will have to overthrow those wrong imaginations and surrender before the truth.Now, he still has good reason to think he is right, and he still has the leisure to confront his imaginary enemy.Let him play happily for a while, and when he realizes that he has made a mistake, he will no longer be in the mood to play.

"Sister Xiaoyuan" was forgotten by Yu Qiuliang again.The unfortunate girl, who didn't even know what she had done, was remembered and forgotten again and again.However, she herself didn't know about all this, so others had no reason to feel sad for her, and no one needed to complain for her.

Like a thief, Yu Qiuliang hid in his bedroom and studied the mysterious letter carefully.He roughly read the contents of the letter, and determined that the letter was sent by the female ghost numbered 990214, because "red leather shoes" and "domestic violence" were mentioned in the letter.If his judgment is correct, then the kitchen knife ghost is 990215, the husband of the red leather shoes.

The red shoes seemed to know a lot, Yu Qiuliang lay between the wardrobe and the bed, with his head resting on the bedside table, digging out useful information word by word from her letter.He seems to have seen a desperate woman. This woman has been wandering in the world for too long, wandering for too long. She is so full of hatred that she has forgotten her name and her original wish.She is a murderous ghost and a sad victim. She confessed her sins in the letter, and at the same time she prayed for a relief. She hoped that the children who read this letter would think more about it, help her, and burn her. shoes, ruined her soul.She no longer has any hope in the world, because when she asked for help, no one was willing to lend a helping hand.Asking Yu Qiuliang for help has already used up her last bit of trust. Fortunately, Yu Qiuliang is worthy of her trust.

Yu Xiasheng urged Yu Qiuliang thousands of times to stay away from those ghosts, but he could control Yu Qiuliang's body, but he couldn't pull Yu Qiuliang's mind back.A person's mind is free and not bound. Yu Qiuliang read the letter several times before going to look for candles and matches. He wanted to pick a time to make an appointment with the red leather shoes. It is a small favor, he will help affordable.

But when he stood up, he hesitated again.For nothing else, he was considering the authenticity of the letter.Maybe the letter was written by Red Shoes when he was sober, or maybe it was just a bait, and when he went to the destination for an appointment, the crazy Red Shoes would eat him.Even though he believed that it was the chopper ghost who came to kill him wearing red shoes that day, he could still be deceived. Besides, the red shoes did kill a little girl, didn't they?

He was surprised to find that he fell into a strange circle.He has always disapproved of Yu Xiasheng's defense against Gu Jia, but now he is guarding against the red leather shoes like Yu Xiasheng was against Gu Jia.It was a bit embarrassing, and a bit ridiculous, he knelt on the ground, clutching the letter tightly in his hand.He may have been influenced by Yu Xiasheng, and in his subconscious, Yu Xiasheng was the most credible.

"Who wrote you the love letter?" Suddenly, a hand was placed on Yu Qiuliang's shoulder, he was shocked, woke up, hurriedly folded the letter, and threw it into the bedside cabinet.Yu Qiuliang moved so fast that Yu Xiasheng didn't even see what was written on the letter. He glanced at it hastily, only to think that the words were beautiful, and they were probably written by a little girl.

"It's going to rain, and my son is going to get married." The old ghost sighed pretendingly, and changed the second half of the sentence without authorization.The words "Sister Xiaoyuan" popped out of Yu Qiuliang's head again. These four words couldn't help being funny in his mind, which made him a little angry.Yu Xiasheng is also about to get married, so what qualifications do you have to talk about him?

Therefore, Yu Qiuliang said angrily: "You and your Xiaoyuan go to love each other."

"Xiaoyuan?" Yu Xiasheng's face suddenly darkened.