Inertia Dependence of Rebirth

It was already one or two o'clock in the morning when Duan Ling went back.The lights in the room were still on, which made Duan Ling's burning heart calm down a little.He took out the key and opened the door, only to find that the door was not closed at all.Qi Jingrui would not be so careless, he did it on purpose, maybe because he was sure that Duan Ling would come back later.

Duan Ling was startled, pushed the door open and went in.

Qi Jingrui leaned on the sofa and sat there very calmly.He raised his head when he heard the sound, and saw the person in front of him without any surprise.

Duan Ling bent his lips mockingly, "It seems that you really know me very well, maybe better than myself."

The other party said, "Duan Ling, come here."

Duan Ling walked in, "Why, you... have something to tell me?"

Qi Jingrui nodded, Duan Ling pondered for a moment, feeling a little uneasy in his heart, and sat down beside him.

"Okay, tell me."

Just as Qi Jingrui was about to speak, Duan Ling rushed, "Could it be that you want to break up with me?"

After realizing this possibility, Duan Ling frowned and shook his head vigorously, "No, no, no... this is absolutely impossible..."

"Not this." Qi Jingrui said.

Duan Ling became quiet all of a sudden, and he felt that the other party didn't seem to be angry, so he also slowed down, "That's good..." Duan Ling put his hands on his knees, and said softly, "Just tell me, I Listen, what are you going to talk to me about?"

There was even a hint of childish anticipation in his tone.

"Duan Ling, do you dare to say that you know yourself?"

"Ah? Why are you asking so suddenly?"

"Sometimes, you're like a schizophrenic, and I can't figure out your intentions."

Duan Ling choked, and immediately didn't know how to answer.His face changed slightly, and he was a little uneasy, but the corners of his mouth still maintained a smile.

"...Maybe, I'm just too anxious."

"Sometimes you are inexplicable. Is it just because you are impatient? Then tell me, what are you nervous about?" The other party asked so many questions in succession, but Duan Ling couldn't get an answer for a long time.

Duan Ling lowered his head, staring at a certain place on the floor, wondering what he was thinking.

Qi Jingrui stretched out his hand and gently lifted his chin, allowing Duan Ling to raise his head and regain his senses.

"Also, you are really naive sometimes."

After hearing this, Duan Ling slowly clenched his hands on his knees, "Yes, I admit that I am self-willed and naive. I thought I could stimulate you with this method, and I want to see how you I'm anxious, jealous for me..." His voice suddenly rose, "——I just want to prove that you can't leave me!"

"Then do you have to use such an unacceptable method? For this excuse that is not a reason at all!" It was rare for Qi Jingrui to argue with him so sharply.

"Otherwise, what else can I do!" From Duan Ling's own point of view, his approach was already very gentle, because he was afraid that the other party would be angry or even afraid of him if he used heavy tactics.

Qi Jingrui looked at him for a while, then said in a low voice, "Then why are we still together?"

These words made Duan Ling suddenly silent, depressively silent.

After a while, he spoke again, and there was no warmth in his voice.

"Sure enough, you still don't love me that much after all, at least not as deeply as I love you, so you can be so calm no matter what. You can say separation so easily, but I can't."

This is the thing that Duan Ling is most afraid of, dare not think about, and dare not face.And at this moment, he finally said it himself.The fear, fear, uneasiness, and anxiety buried in my heart for a long time...all the emotions are finally released at this moment, but these emotions have been suppressed for too long, and some of them have even been distorted into hatred and unwillingness.

Duan Ling raised the corner of his mouth coldly, "Look, compared with you, I am destined to be the one who loses. I will never be able to be as indifferent and free-spirited as you, and leave as soon as I want."

Another burst of silence spread, and both of them felt uncomfortable.

It took a long time for Qi Jingrui to speak slowly, with a hoarse and blunt voice: "Duan Ling, you say I don't love you?"

Duan Ling suddenly laughed, and slowly lowered his head.After a while, he looked up again, his eyes were slightly red.

"Tell me yourself, how many calls and text messages have I sent you today?!" Duan Ling went to the bedroom to get the phone, retrieved all the records, and threw them in front of the other party.

More than a dozen missed calls, more than a dozen text messages.

"When will you be back? I'll be waiting for you."

"How about I book a restaurant first? Where do you want to be?"

"Why didn't you answer my phone again?"

"Can you come back today? Just tell me."

"If you see a missed call, just call me back."

"Can you get back to me, I'm worried..."

"Forget it, I'll spend tonight by myself."

"I am leaving."

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Duan Ling spent all his time on this during the day, sitting on the sofa in the house, staring at the door.He suddenly heard the sound of the key turning the door lock, and he quickly went to open the door, but every time there was no one outside the door.The so-called sound was just his own nervousness.Duan Ling urged the other party uneasily almost every hour, but there was no response.The anticipation and hope at the beginning slowly fell through, and my heart was a little bit cold.

Then, Duan Ling left here.

Qi Jingrui was silent for a while, "I was in a hurry to get back."

At that time, in order to return early, he was rushing to catch the flight, and he hardly looked at his mobile phone, and talking on the plane was not allowed.After getting off the plane, he hurried back, only to find that Duan Ling had left.He took out his mobile phone to contact Duan Ling, and that's when he saw a series of calls and text messages.So I was even more anxious to find him.

Duan Ling didn't clearly write down the location and return time as usual, maybe he did it on purpose.Let Qi Jingrui find it easily in that area.

"It must be close to twelve o'clock when you come back. But if it's your birthday, I will prepare it at least one month in advance, forgetting that it is impossible for me to be late." Duan Ling had a mocking smile on his face. Tilting his head, "Look, this is the difference between you and me."

Qi Jingrui said, "I haven't forgotten."

Duan Ling sneered ironically.

"I have very important matters to deal with in Germany, related to the family, and also related to the future..." Qi Jingrui paused, skipped this, and just said, "And... I didn't expect this matter to be so important to me. It's so important to you."

Qi Jingrui hardly celebrated his birthday since he was a child, because he didn't have this habit and found it a bit troublesome.Duan Ling made it so grand every time, which made him feel overwhelmed.

"That's because in your mind, I am not very important at all. You are always so perfunctory to me. I know, because you are sure that I will not leave you, so you can do whatever you want, yes Bar?"

Duan Ling was too aggressive, Qi Jingrui frowned slightly, "Don't be so unreasonable, can't you listen carefully when I'm explaining?"

"You have something that is so important, isn't that also your excuse? I've been waiting for you all day, and I've been in a trance, do you know that! You're fine, and you sent me away lightly. You have always been like this, as if you have been patient with me, and you are reluctant to be with me! Instead of this, I might as well find an obedient bed partner, at least on the bed who will let me fuck me."

Duan Ling said whatever the words were, Qi Jingrui was very annoyed, but luckily reason prevailed.At this time, arguing with the irrational Duan Ling is not only useless, but also adds fuel to the fire.

Qi Jingrui calmed down his anger, but Duan Ling said sarcastically, "Okay, you don't have to wrong yourself to endure me anymore, you can leave as you wish."

Qi Jingrui froze for a moment, then suddenly stood up.

Duan Ling immediately became alert.

Qi Jingrui also replied ironically, "That's as you wish."

Duan Ling grabbed his hand, "Are you really going?" His tone was bitter.

Qi Jingrui took his hand away, "Be quiet for yourself."

"Wait a minute." Duan Ling stopped him from behind.

Qi Jingrui's footsteps paused, and finally turned around, waiting patiently for his next words.

In fact, Duan Ling was upset the moment the other party stood up, but he still acted calm on the face.

Afterwards, Duan Ling brushed past him, walked straight to the wine cabinet, took out two glasses from it, and opened a bottle of red wine.

Qi Jingrui saw that he didn't speak for a while, so he asked, "Duan Ling, what else do you want to say?"

Duan Ling came over with two wine glasses, "You are back anyway, you should have a drink with me before you leave, right?"

Qi Jingrui's gaze became gloomy, and he raised his eyes to look straight at Duan Ling.

Duan Ling said: "Why are you looking at me so suspiciously? Are you worried that I will poison you here?"

Qi Jingrui felt that Duan Ling was not normal again, he had an inexplicable obsession with letting himself drink tonight.In the clubhouse, in front of so many people, Duan Ling insisted on asking him to drink, but now that this is the case, Duan Ling still wants to drink with him.It's almost like some kind of weird obsessive-compulsive disorder.