I just want to be a vegetable

Ever since chatting with Feng Zhe and playing with Cheng Zhiyuan again, Xiang Xiang felt uncomfortable all over, and unconsciously alienated Cheng Zhiyuan.

Cheng Zhiyuan also felt that Yearning wanted to hide from him on purpose, and he didn't want to fall short in establishing such a relationship with him.

On this day, Cheng Zhiyuan asked him to go to the training ground of the training school's school team, saying that he would let the coach take a look, and if the coach made a decision, he would be able to officially join the team.

Yearning was still very nervous before going, for fear that I would not perform well.When I arrived, I realized that I was nervous for nothing. The whole process was quite smooth. He didn't even touch the ball. The coach chatted with him a few words and said that he was going to book him, and gave him the form to fill out.

What Yearning doesn't know is that Cheng Zhiyuan has worked hard behind the scenes to achieve such success.

In order to thank Cheng Zhiyuan for his recommendation, Yearning invites him to the back door of the training school to improve the food.

The restaurants at the back door of the training school are all for students, so there are basically no high-end restaurants, and barbecue stalls can be seen everywhere.

They chose a restaurant at random, ordered a few plates of barbecue, ordered a few bottles of beer, and left.

After drinking, the two also chatted, longing for the little embarrassment they had with Cheng Zhiyuan before.

"I found you, hiccup... pretty good, I thought you..."

"how?"

Yearning smiled and shook his head: "Let's talk about it first, don't be angry if I tell you."

Cheng Zhiyuan nodded, waiting expectantly for Yearning's evaluation of himself.

"It's a bit of a pretense." Xiang Xiang took a cautious look at Cheng Zhiyuan, and then said, "That's right, I really deserve a beating just looking at it."

Cheng Zhiyuan smiled wryly: "So you marked my phone number as "I need to be beaten"? "

"Ah?" Xiang Xiang was taken aback for a moment, then scratched the tip of his nose in embarrassment, "Did you see that?"

"Do you still feel that way?"

"Um……"

Cheng Zhiyuan clinked glasses with him: "Just open up and say, I'm not angry."

After drinking a glass of wine, Xiang Xiang went all out, and told Cheng Zhiyuan all the things that were not pleasing to the eye.

Cheng Zhiyuan stared at his lips, but he didn't hear what Xiang Xiang said at all.

Xiang Xiang found that it was quite cool to speak ill of the protagonist in front of him, and the more he spoke, the more powerful he became.

Cheng Zhiyuan's hand suddenly reached out to his lips, before Xiang Xiang realized what was going on, Cheng Zhiyuan's thumb slipped from the corner of his lips to his lower lip.

The place where his thumb slid over his lips was itchy as if being caressed by a feather, and his heart began to thump and thump again.

"It's stuck to my mouth." Cheng Zhiyuan looked into his eyes, and the breath of speaking sprayed on Xiangxiang's face, and Xiangqian knew that his face must be red again.

Although Cheng Zhiyuan's fingers flicked past, but the chain reaction to yearning continued, yearning avoided his eyes in a panic and looked down at the wine glass on the table.

The waiter who added vegetables rescued Xiang Xiang, and he said in his heart that he must be drunk, and this is the reaction when he is drunk.

Cheng Zhiyuan held back a smile and took a panoramic view of the series of yearning expressions, changed the subject, and asked a question he cared about: "You and Feng Zhe, are you all right? That incident didn't affect anything, right?"

"Ah—" Xiang Xiang came back to his senses, "It's nothing, the two of us were also rumored to be like that before, and now we don't drink together?"

"Yes. You... like him very much?"

"Yeah!" Xiang Xiang blurted out, and then realized that it was not appropriate, and added, "Who doesn't like a good-looking person! Don't you think he is very good-looking? Haha!"

Cheng Zhiyuan frowned slightly: "Eh...you like this? If Feng Zhe was a girl, would you chase her?"

"No." Yearning answered in another second.

"Why not?"

Longing to be asked by him also began to think: why?Obviously like Feng Zhe's appearance, wouldn't it be desirable to become a girl?

"I don't know why, um... no desire to chase?"

Cheng Zhiyuan heaved a sigh of relief instantly, and said while the iron was hot: "Then what kind of things will make you want to chase after him?"

"I really haven't thought about this, it seems that I have never met such a person." Xiang Xiang said, "What about you?"

Cheng Zhiyuan looked into his eyes and said seriously: "Sunshine, likes sports, funny, innocent, energetic, very cute when he blows his hair..."

The more Xiang Xiang heard it, the more she felt that she was very similar to herself, and she couldn't help muttering: "Why is it so like me..."

When Cheng Zhiyuan heard it, he let out a long "um" on purpose, and Xiang Xiang suddenly laughed: "What are you um, you know what I'm talking about?"

"You know."

Xiang Xiang was hit by something in the heart, he hurriedly grabbed the glass beside him, pretended he didn't hear what Cheng Zhiyuan said, and poured himself a glass of wine, only to slow down a little.

On the way back, Xiang Xiang started to feel a little drunk, and after being drunk, Xiang Xiang turned on the mode of talking and chatting, Cheng Zhiyuan answered his words without saying a word while helping him.

"I'm not drunk, I haven't been drunk, and I want to fucking get drunk once!"

"Why can he do whatever he wants when he's drunk!"

"I really want to kill him sometimes, but I can't. Am I worthless?"

Cheng Zhiyuan listened quietly, raised his hand and rubbed Yearning's head.Yearning to turn her head to look at him, Cheng Zhiyuan's heart almost melted from that look.

"I can't even protect my mother. Every time she looks at me like that, I get soft-hearted. Damn soft-hearted..."

Cheng Zhiyuan pressed his head to his chest, kissed the top of his head lightly, and gently rubbed his side face and earlobes with his hands.

Yearning nestled obediently on his chest, rubbing his forehead against his clothes, still muttering incessantly.

When I woke up the next day, Xiangxiang couldn't remember how I came back last night, I just remembered that I seemed to have said a lot, but I couldn't remember what I said.

Yearning stayed on the bed for a while, sent a message to Feng Zhe, got up, packed up and went to the training class.

In the evening, Xiangqian went to the counseling room to find Feng Zhe again.

"I don't have to be on duty for so long today, and I told you that I'm leaving soon, so why come here?"

"Well... I want to ask you for a serious consultation."

"Huh?" Feng Zhe looked at him in surprise, "What's wrong with you?"

Yearning sat down opposite him, looked at Feng Zhe, and said slowly: "Didn't you say before that if you like someone, your heartbeat will speed up?"

Feng Zhe asked in surprise, "Do you have someone you like?"

"I... don't know." Xiang Xiang said, "If you get too close to him, your heart will beat wildly and you can't control it. If you get close to him, you will be nervous and don't know where to put your hands , and dare not look at him..."

Feng Zhe waited quietly for him to continue, then yearningly said: "It may not be like this before. I have never felt this way when we are so close..."

"A man?" Feng Zhe said sharply.

Yearning for a moment, then nodded.

"Have you ever liked a girl before?"

"I've been chased by girls before, but I haven't chased anyone myself, so I'm not interested."

"Have you ever been interested in boys before? Physical attraction also counts."

Yearning looked at Feng Zhe in embarrassment: "I said I was attracted by your appearance, would you hit me?"

"Uh... Blame me for being too handsome." Feng Zhe continued, "It seems that you are not sure that you like boys as much as I do. Maybe it is because of my relationship that you start to think in that way, so that you There were those reactions."

"Then what should I do, how can I be sure?"

Feng Zhe thought for a while and said, "Well, let's go somewhere together."

Yearning didn't know what Feng Zhe was talking about until he got to the gay bar.Although Feng Zhe knew his orientation long ago, he had only heard of gay bars, and this was his first visit.

The gay bar is similar to the general bars, just as noisy and chaotic, but what surprised them both was that not only were the scenes of making out between men and women everywhere, but they were also quite popular, and the people in the bar seemed to be familiar with it.

Feng Zhe pulled Yearning to the bar and ordered two glasses of wine.

"How? How does it feel?"

"Dazzling eyes, headache from arguing, and intense kissing..."

"I didn't ask you how you feel about this place. I asked you to see so many men. Did any of them attract you?"

Yearning to scan around again, shook his head: "No."

Both of them couldn't stand the atmosphere, and wanted to leave after sitting for a while.Before the two of them got up, several well-dressed men came towards them.

"Handsome, it's too hot here, do you want to go out and find a cool place to play?"

Yearning frowned, blocking a man's hand grabbing Feng Zhe forward.

"Your boyfriend?" The man looked at Xiang Xiang dissatisfied, and Xiang Xiang shook his head unhappily.

"That's terrible, everyone competes fairly, whoever gets the date first counts, right, little handsome guy?"

Feng Zhe's eyes signaled Yearning not to be impulsive. Yearning took a deep breath, pulled Feng Zhe into his arms, and said provocatively to several men: "He is mine, you dare to touch my people?"

"Cut... If you didn't say it earlier, why are you pretending to be innocent!" Several people spat in disappointment.

The fire that Xiangxiang had just suppressed was rising again. Feng Zhe didn't see it well, so he quickly hugged Xiangxiang's waist, shook his head violently and whispered in his ear: "Don't make a fuss, if you cause trouble, let's go."

Ren Fengzhe, who yearned to be obedient, held on and did not move. He breathed a sigh of relief when he saw those people walking away.

Feng Zhe let go of him, Xiang Xiang took Feng Zhe's hand and squeezed through the crowd towards the door with difficulty.

In the process of pushing, Xiang Xiang's eyes met the gaze of a person looking over, and he immediately recognized who this person was, and so did the other party.

Xiang Xiang was thinking about whether to say hello to him, but the other party pretended not to see him, turned around and left.

Xiang Xiang shook his head, since Xiang Dong wanted to pretend not to recognize him, then he should pretend not to know him either.

This experience was impressive enough for both Xiangxiang and Feng Zhe, so deep that they never wanted to go there again.

"It seems that you only have feelings for that man, not other men. Why don't you try dating him?" Feng Zhe concluded.

Yearning shook his head violently: "Try what! You know he has feelings for me? You want to kill me!"

"That's right, if the other party is a straight man, if you tell him, it will cause him trouble..."

When he saw Xiang Dong again, Xiang Xiang didn't intend to ask him anything, but he could feel Xiang Dong's obviously dodging eyes.

Yearning to think, everyone has secrets that they don't want others to know, and he doesn't need to reveal anything.

Besides, he didn't know Xiangdong very well, maybe he was the same as himself, where did he go because of curiosity?