I just want to be a vegetable

Xiang Xiang told Feng Zhe about Xiang Dong, because he couldn't sleep well for several days because of this matter, he always thought of Xiang Dong's words, and then thought of Feng Zhe, and after empathizing with Feng Zhe, he felt sorry for Feng Zhe.

Feng Zhe laughed after hearing his words: "Oh, why am I so moved! I'm not used to you being so provocative all of a sudden!"

"Why are you like this? I'm still worried about you in vain!"

"Why are you worried about me?" Feng Zhe took a sip, and continued, "Xiang Xiangdong can't represent everyone in our group. He made such a choice, he can only say that he is not confident enough, and he himself dislikes his own identity , I can only bear all the pressure brought by this dislike in pain.”

Yearning hesitated for a moment, but still asked: "Aren't you afraid that your family will know that you like men?"

"They know." Feng Zhe looked forward, "Actually, I also came from a small place. When I was a child, I saw a lot of injustices. Because of my low culture and ignorance of the law, many tragedies were caused. So I determined to be a lawyer. With this Open your mouth and speak out for the disadvantaged.”

Longing seemed to get to know Feng Zhe again, and looked at him with some admiration.

Feng Zhe continued: "I knew my orientation very early, and I even had a crush on someone. Hehe, I couldn't help it and told my family. They were all terrified at the time, thinking that I had some terrible disease. I went to check a lot of information, and even gave them "lectures" on the knowledge I learned from textbooks.

In short, although the process was very difficult, because I never gave up, it didn't matter whether I was afraid or not, and they gradually accepted it. "

Xiang Xiang was fascinated by what he heard, Feng Zhe then smiled and said: "But I succeeded in coming out, but I failed in my confession."

"what?"

"Hehe, it's nothing, the other party is a straight man." Feng Zhe thought of Cheng Zhiyuan when he said this, and he looked at Yearning meaningfully, hesitating to speak.

Yearning thought that Feng Zhe was still lamenting about his frustrated first love: "Eh...that's really helpless."

"By the way, who is yours, how are you two?"

Yearning hasn't recovered from Feng Zhe's narration yet, and he's a little dazed by being forcefully dragged into a new topic: "Huh?"

"Just the man who plops when you see him—" Feng Zhe said with a smile, "I know him, right?"

"Uh...um." Xiangxiang didn't want Feng Zhe to know that that person was Cheng Zhiyuan, because he didn't even know whether Cheng Zhiyuan liked him or not.

If it was your own wishful thinking in the end, and the other party still doesn't like men, then tell Feng Zhe, it will be embarrassing to meet them when the time is far away.

Thinking of this, Xiang Xiang thought of the inexplicable misunderstanding between Cheng Zhiyuan and Feng Zhe recently, so he asked: "By the way, what's going on with you and Cheng Zhiyuan recently? Why doesn't he think much about it every time you come to the stadium to look for me?" I care about you, you don't seem to like him too much. Is there any conflict between you two?"

"No, it's pretty good." Feng Zhe said with a wry smile.

Yearning for a moment became excited: "It's not that he knows you..." He thought of the reaction of the people in their dormitory after seeing the post that broke the news about him. If it was Cheng Zhiyuan...he didn't dare to think about it.

Feng Zhe suddenly had a bad idea, and pretended to be troubled: "It's possible. Anyway, I don't need him to approve anything, just let him!"

Who told Cheng Zhiyuan to speak so badly, let him taste the feeling of scratching his heart with a hundred claws.

What happened in the past few days made Xiangxiang a little overwhelmed, and made him even more distant.

He was very scared, afraid of hearing what he didn't want to hear from Cheng Zhiyuan's mouth, then he would rather slowly alienate him until they forgot each other in the rivers and lakes.

Longing for them to start drawing lessons, because they need to learn design software, so it is necessary to have a computer.

Except for the computer class, Xiangxiang usually goes to other dormitories to take advantage of the computer after people are done using it, but not every time he can use it, he can only go to the Internet cafe, although it is very inconvenient, but there is no other way.

The usual practice is nothing, but this day the drawing teacher assigned homework and asked them to hand in the results the next day, so I yearn to run around in the dormitory, because all the students who have computers are using them, and this homework is more complicated. Going to a noisy place like an Internet cafe can't concentrate at all.

When he was looking for someone to ask around, Cheng Zhiyuan called him, he hesitated for a moment, but still picked up.

"What are you busy with? Why haven't you responded to my messages recently?"

"Um...there are too many classes recently."

"Shouldn't you be taking drawing class now? How about it, can you keep up with the rhythm?"

"Well, it's okay." Yearning paused, "It's just that there is no computer, so it's not convenient to go to Internet cafes all the time."

Cheng Zhiyuan immediately said: "I didn't tell you earlier, I have a computer, I don't use it very much recently, you can come here anytime if you want to use it."

"Ah, that, can I go there now? I have an assignment due tomorrow, and I..."

Before the yearning words were finished, Cheng Zhiyuan said excitedly: "Yes, yes! You can come here anytime!"

When Xiangqian went downstairs to Cheng Zhiyuan's dormitory with his textbooks in his arms, he saw Cheng Zhiyuan standing there upright, and when he saw him, he smiled until his face creases.

Cheng Zhiyuan was the only one in the dormitory, and two beds were still empty.

Seeing Xiangxiang looking at the empty bed curiously, Cheng Zhiyuan explained: "The two of them went out to rent a house with their girlfriends, and the other one often didn't come back to live, usually I was alone."

"Oh……"

Cheng Zhiyuan turned on the computer a long time ago, and turned on all the software he wanted to use.Longing to sit down, put the textbooks on the desk, and start doing homework.

Xiangxiang was so fascinated by the painting that she had long forgotten that this was not her own seat in the dormitory, so she casually grabbed the cup on the table and took a sip of water.

"This is my cup." Cheng Zhiyuan said leisurely from the side.

Yearning was so frightened that he choked on water and kept coughing.Cheng Zhiyuan came over and patted Yearning's back lightly with his hand to give him a smooth flow.

It's okay if he doesn't shoot, but when he shoots Xiangxiang coughs worse, and with his beating heart, he almost thinks he is going to die.

At this moment, he felt a warmth on the back of his neck, and it was Cheng Zhiyuan's hand that gently stroked the skin of the back of his neck, and whispered in his ear, "Take a deep breath—"

Yearning subconsciously followed his words and took a deep breath, which stopped coughing.Before he took the hand on the back of his neck away, Cheng Zhiyuan pinched him lightly before letting go, Xiang Xiang's ears turned red all the way to the back of his neck, and his heart started beating wildly again.

Cheng Zhiyuan looked at him, moved a little away from him, and sat down on the seat behind him.Yearning took another deep breath before continuing to do his homework.

Yearning finally finished her homework, copied the homework to the USB flash drive, stretched her waist, turned her neck, but did not see Cheng Zhiyuan's figure.

He turned around strangely, startled by Cheng Zhiyuan's staring gaze behind him.

Cheng Zhiyuan looked at his watch, raised his head and said to him: "I have some information here, which may be useful for your later classes, let me show you."

As he spoke, he walked behind Xiang Xiang, put his head against the side of his neck, passed his hand across his side, and grabbed his hand holding the mouse.

Longing for a thrill, he took out his hand.Cheng Zhiyuan didn't care, he clicked on the information in the computer and explained to him.

The breath of Cheng Zhiyuan's words sprayed hotly on his shoulders, and his yearning heart began to beat wildly again, with a feeling of suffocation, he suddenly stopped Cheng Zhiyuan's words: "Let me see for myself."

Cheng Zhiyuan reluctantly let go of the mouse, and sat aside.Yearning looked at those materials and felt that it was very helpful to him, so he took notes while reading.

Cheng Zhiyuan originally wanted to say that there is no need to memorize it, just copy it back, but after thinking about it, he shut his mouth.

After looking at it for a while, I remembered that I could copy it, so I asked Cheng Zhiyuan: "Can I copy these materials and print them out?"

Cheng Zhiyuan looked at his watch, and the corners of his lips curled up imperceptibly: "Yes."

Yearning was copying, and suddenly said loudly: "Ah! It's so late! The dormitory building should be closed! How can this be done? Why didn't you remind me of the time?"

"I saw that you were serious, so I didn't bother you." Cheng Zhiyuan said innocently.

Yearning sighed annoyedly, Cheng Zhiyuan said: "It's okay, you can sleep here tonight?"

"what?"

"Look, there is no one in our dormitory, you can sleep in that bed."

"But……"

"I have new underwear, but it might be a little too big for you." Cheng Zhiyuan raised his eyebrows at him.

Yearning kicked his calf: "Whoever is older may not know!"

"Really? Do you want to compare?" Cheng Zhiyuan said as if he wanted to take off his trousers, yearning to slap him with one hand: "Why didn't I find you so shameless before?"

"That's why you don't understand me—"

Xiangqian grabbed the pajamas in Cheng Zhiyuan's hand and went straight to the bathroom, Cheng Zhiyuan leaned back on the chair with a smile.

Xiangqian came out of the bathroom in Cheng Zhiyuan's pajamas, his face was flushed by the hot water, Cheng Zhiyuan was a little dazed, and he didn't recover until Xiangxiang called him, and went to take a bath too.

Cheng Zhiyuan came out with his upper body bare, and the wet water on his head dripped down his temples.

Xiang Xiang was embarrassed to look into his eyes, so she looked down and saw his eye-catching abdominal muscles, and swallowed unconsciously.

Longing wanted to say, can't you put on your clothes, what are you talking about?

But after thinking about it, if he was in his dormitory, he would come out with his upper body naked like this.

It's just that here, he's embarrassed to be like this.Hey, why are you embarrassed?Longing caught in its own thinking.

Cheng Zhiyuan walked up to him, rubbed the top of his hair suddenly, regained his senses with yearning, and shrank his head.

"The hair is so soft."

Yearning's face became hot immediately, and she turned her head away from his hand: "Feng Zhe's hair is called soft."

The hand on top of the head stopped immediately: "Why do you keep mentioning Feng Zhe?"

After looking forward to it, I thought of something: "By the way, I was just about to ask you, what happened to you and Feng Zhe? Why does it seem like there is a grudge?"

"It's nothing."

"You... don't have prejudice against him, do you?"

Cheng Zhiyuan snorted: "It's that interesting."

The longing chilled, and the next moment I planned to fight it out: "Do you hate him so much? What's wrong with him? Don't you just like men? I didn't invite you to provoke you. If you don't like him, he just doesn't like him." Me, how can you do this? You... um..."

Cheng Zhiyuan's lips blocked the words of yearning, and Cheng Zhiyuan rubbed Xiang Xiang's side face with one hand and pressed his head against himself with one hand, deepening the kiss.

Yearning felt that he was about to suffocate, wanted to break free from the shackles of Cheng Zhiyuan, and inexplicably wanted to continue, because his heart was as light as a wandering cloud, this feeling was so comfortable, he didn't want to stop.

Cheng Zhiyuan felt his refusal to welcome, stretched out his tongue to wrap around his crotch, sucked hard, let go of his mouth after sucking enough, and blew in his ear: "Don't mention other men in front of me. "

Xiang Xiang blushed and snorted, "Why?"

"because I like you."

Yearning's heart skipped a beat, he looked up into Cheng Zhiyuan's eyes, and saw himself in his eyes.