I just want to be a vegetable

On the way back, the two chatted about Mr. Li. About him, Cheng Zhiyuan's description was almost the same as Xiangqian's memory, which made Xiangqian start to have confidence in her memory.

"Speaking of getting married, do you still remember the direction of your bedroom facing east?"

"Ah, what happened to him?"

"I'm married. I heard that a child is about to be born. I didn't know until he sent you an invitation when he got married."

"I'm married..." Xiang Xiang didn't know what to say.

Cheng Zhiyuan looked at him and laughed: "You said before that people might like men, are you wrong?"

"I told you?"

"Yeah. Because you asked me before, how can you be sure that you are interested in me? I said that you can tell from the way you look at me. Generally, boys don't have such eyes.

Then one day you suddenly told me that you think Dongfang Dong in your dormitory also likes men, saying that he doesn't look at you right. "

"I did, did you say so?"

"Yes, I went to your bedroom to "demonstrate" because of this, hehe... But I found that he didn't mean that to you. I think he saw you like that because he saw the relationship between you and me .You were skeptical at the time, but now you know you were wrong, right? "

Yearning doesn't know if he read it wrong, but he knows that his memory is garbled again.

"Then did I move out and share the rent with you?"

"Have you forgotten this? Of course, we rented behind the school for more than two years, and then I changed places after I got a job."

"Oh." Match again this time?

"I was the one who half-coaxed and half-deceived you to live with me—" Cheng Zhiyuan looked smug, "But I wouldn't do it if I sensed the slightest bit of reluctance from you."

Yearning and not wanting to refute, I closed my eyes and stroked the memory points in my mind.Seeing him leaning on the seat, Cheng Zhiyuan didn't talk to him again, and concentrated on driving back.

After a period of time, Xiangxiang's body recovered better and better. Not only did her body movements become normal, she also spoke smoothly, and the energy in her hands and feet gradually returned.

Longing to ask Cheng Zhiyuan to go to work quickly, so that he doesn't have to be with him every day.Cheng Zhiyuan is still worried, and insists on waiting for his yearning to recover completely before going to work.Longing can't hold back him, let him stick to her side every day.

Because it is convenient to move around, Cheng Zhiyuan doesn't need to carry it around, and there is no need for Yu Su to come and help with the housework every day, Cheng Zhiyuan can handle it by himself.

Because she just woke up, her mind was in a daze, and she was so focused on how to recover as soon as possible, she forgot to ask Yu Su why she moved to this city.

Although he didn't need to help with housework, Yu Su still came to visit Xiangqian every few days, and Xiangqian took the opportunity to ask this question.

After hearing this, Yu Su was stunned for a moment before saying, "Silly boy, am I here to take care of you?"

Yearning didn't ask any more questions, he was afraid of hearing about that person, and judging from his fucking tone, that person probably didn't follow.

Feng Zhe has also been here a few times, usually at night when it is not busy, just to grab dinner by the way.Yu Su had just left during the day, but Feng Zhe came at night.

The three of them chatted while eating. Feng Zhe told them many strange cases he had received.

"Hey Xiaoxiangzi, do you still remember Xiangdong? It's the one you slept in."

"Ah, what's the matter?" Hearing the name again, the longing heart still raised it.Cheng Zhiyuan also looked at Feng Zhe and listened to what he said below.

"His wife divorced him."

Cheng Zhiyuan asked in surprise: "Isn't his wife about to give birth? Why are you getting divorced at this time? Cheating?"

Feng Zhe shook his head and looked at them meaningfully: "You must not have thought of the reason. Xiang Dong didn't know I was there at all, and the husband and wife came to the office to find out that it was me. At that time, he turned his head and wanted to leave, and his wife was arguing with him. After half a day, I didn't get a consultation. Later, her wife came alone, and it was only from her mouth that I knew why she wanted to divorce at this time. "

"She found out that Xiang Dong is gay?" Xiang Xiang asked.

Both Feng Zhe and Cheng Zhiyuan were stunned on the spot, Feng Zhe hurriedly said, "How do you know?"

"Really?" Yearning just asked tentatively, but she guessed right unexpectedly.

Cheng Zhiyuan was stunned for a while, then turned to Xiangqian: "You guessed it right!"

Feng Zhe didn't know about their previous discussions with Xiang Dong, so he was also confused about their reaction.

He went on to say: "Xiang Dong is gay. I was shocked at the time. His wife accidentally clicked on the dating software installed in his mobile phone and saw the chat records of his dating with men."

"She was so angry that she almost killed the child in her belly, so she confronted him right away, and Xiang Dong simply admitted it.

His wife was so angry that she wanted to divorce immediately.If it wasn't for the fact that the baby's due date was approaching, she really wanted to get rid of the baby. "

"Didn't you not get a divorce during pregnancy?" Cheng Zhiyuan asked.

"It's not good for the man to ask for divorce first. There is no limit to what the woman can say, but the operation is still a bit complicated."

The three of them sighed endlessly, especially yearning, sympathizing with what happened to the woman and at the same time hating Xiang Dong's hypocrite face.

But what can he do?The woman's life has already been ruined by him, how can he cut him into pieces?

Xiangdong's matter made Xiangxiang feel lost for a few days, and he couldn't get excited about doing anything.Cheng Zhiyuan saw it, and tried to make him happy every day.

Because yearning to move freely, Cheng Zhiyuan also allowed him to play online.Yearning to find out that after sleeping for several years, online games have been updated so much that he doesn't even know how to play them anymore.After finally learning a game, I got bored after playing it for a short time.

Cheng Zhiyuan has already started to prepare for going back to work, and is busy on the sidelines.Yearning turned off the game, took off the earphones, opened the search engine, and entered: "Will the memories of vegetative people be messed up after waking up?"

Yearning only entered the three words "vegetative", these words popped up in the drop-down box: "Can a vegetative recover", "How to take care of a vegetative", "How to wake up a vegetative", "Can a vegetative recover".

He knew that Cheng Zhiyuan often searched for these questions, so it appeared.He looked at Cheng Zhiyuan who was working hard, feeling sad and distressed.

After yearning to enter the question, he clicked the Enter key.Many answers came out, some said yes, some said there would be no confusion at all, and some said they would lose all or part of their memory.

He flipped through several pages, but he couldn't find any relatively official answers. They were all the answers from netizens, without any authority at all.

Yearning does not know what kind of situation I belong to now, it looks like a situation of partial amnesia.

But the partial amnesia mentioned here refers to forgetting part of the memory, but it is normal to retain part of the memory, and his confusion will not occur.

The more he looked at it, the bigger his vision became. He didn't know who was right, and he couldn't find anyone who was in the same situation as himself.

He was so engrossed in thinking that he didn't even know when Cheng Zhiyuan sat next to him, he was frightened by Cheng Zhiyuan as soon as he turned his head.

"What are you looking at? So selfless." Cheng Zhiyuan leaned forward to look at the computer screen, "Why do you want to check these? Is there something uncomfortable?"

Yearning hurriedly said: "No, I just have a question and haven't solved it. I woke up these days, and you told me a lot about our past, some of which are the same as I remember, and some are not the same, even confusing .

For example, stepping on a banana peel, obviously I stepped on you and knocked you down, so how did it become a scene where the hero and heroine meet in the play played by Ding Xiu?There are many more similar, I can't figure it out. "

Cheng Zhiyuan frowned slightly, and rubbed the top of his hair: "You haven't told me these things, I always thought you couldn't remember clearly, and I wanted to tell you more about the past, so as to help you recall slowly .If this bothers you, I think we'll stop recalling it for a while."

"No, I want to find out why. You know, many memories in my mind are very fresh and deep, and I don't believe that I haven't experienced them at all. So you should talk to me about the past, maybe I can find the answer there."

Cheng Zhiyuan shook his head: "Let's find a doctor, I'll make an appointment for you now." Speaking of which, Cheng Zhiyuan took his phone and started to make an appointment.

"The day after tomorrow, you can go to find Director Zhang, he is the attending physician who is in charge of your condition throughout the whole process, and he is most familiar with your situation.

Then you talk to him about your problem and see what he has to say.After all, this is a professional issue, and we do this thinking that it will not help anything but hurt our nerves. "

Xiang Xiang felt that what Cheng Zhiyuan said was reasonable, so she tilted her head and leaned on his chest: "I hope he can help me."

Early in the morning, yearning to get up earlier than Cheng Zhiyuan, Cheng Zhiyuan put his arms around his thigh and muttered: "It's still early, let's wait a little longer."

Yearning didn't listen to him, she took her hands off her legs and got out of bed.Cheng Zhiyuan got up helplessly.

When we arrived at the hospital, Director Zhang hadn't come yet.Yearning yawned and leaned on Cheng Zhiyuan's shoulder, Cheng Zhiyuan took out his phone to play.

After finally waiting for their appointment time, Director Zhang looked at the haggard appearance of the two, thinking that there was something wrong with Yearning, and immediately showed the look of facing a big enemy.

Before finding out the answer, Xiang Xiang didn't want Cheng Zhiyuan to hear the things he remembered and experienced, especially the liver cancer.So he sent Cheng Zhiyuan out and chatted with Director Zhang alone.

"That is to say, you think that what you experienced in your memory is true, and what Cheng Zhiyuan said is true, but the two sometimes conflict. You don't know whether to believe your own memory or what your family described about you The past. Am I right?"

What Director Zhang said was a bit awkward, but Yearning understood and nodded in approval.

Yearning cited Cheng Zhiyuan's death from liver cancer as an example. Director Zhang listened quietly until Xiangxiang finished speaking and stopped to look at him for a while, then Director Zhang said: "Well, in your situation, I probably have already passed away. Know what's going on."

Xiang Xiang hurriedly straightened her back and leaned over to listen to what he said behind her.

"The reason why you have this situation is caused by memory fragments. Let's put it this way, although you have become a vegetable and slept for six years, your head is not completely empty, and there are still memory fragments in your brain .These fragments of memory have evolved into dreams during the years you have been asleep."

"We all know a saying, think about it day by day, dream at night. And your thoughts are those memory fragments, and these fragments become the introduction to your dreams.

And we don't think it's a dream in our dreams, we think it's real.This can explain the problem that you think your memory is real, but it is not the same as the real past. "

"You mean, my so-called memories are just dreams I have had for six years, and they are not real at all?"

"That's what I mean."