you are unspeakable

Chen Shao opened the door and found that Xue Yongruo was also at home. With his back facing Chen Shao, he was sitting on the carpet, leaning against the sofa, holding the handle in his hand, staring at the huge screen in front of him, and playing the game attentively.

It was a popular racing game when they were young. With the popularity of holographic games in recent years, such games that require handle control have been eliminated, but Xue Yongruo still has a lot of collections at home, and Chen Shao has seen him play it a few times.

"Are you back?" Xue Yongruo heard Chen Shao walking, and looked back at Chen Shao: "Come here, let's play together."

Chen Shao walked to him and sat down, and took the game controller from Xue Yongruo.

Chen Shao didn't like playing games very much. He lost five games in a row to Xue Yongruo, but Xue Yongruo felt that winning was too easy and lost interest, so he threw the controller on the sofa beside him: "I don't want to play anymore, it's boring." .”

At this time, Chen Shao started a round by himself, and the result was terrible. Xue Yong smiled at him weakly: "I taught you several times, but you can't learn it. Are you stupid?"

Chen Shao thought for a while, then hummed lightly: "My reaction is a bit slow."

Xue Yongruo waited for a while, but Chen Shao didn't say anything else, so he leaned over and kissed Chen Shao's face: "Go home today?"

Chen Shao knew that Xue Yongruo was talking about his father, so he nodded.

"Then your father must have asked you to intercede," Xue Yongruo said affirmatively, "You want to intercede for him?"

Chen Shao turned his head and looked at Xue Yongwei's eyes: "He is my father."

"But I'm your husband." Xue Yongruo kissed his lips again, and lightly bit his lips by the way: "You are caught in the middle now, how do you choose?"

"Mr. Xue," Chen Shao was used to Xue Yongruo's intimacy. When Xue Yongruo kissed him, he didn't retreat, but he didn't move either. I went to the company to find out the details."

Xue looked at him with a weak smile.

"You knew about this matter from the very beginning, and if you act now, you are just preparing to give my father the most painful blow," Chen Shao stated calmly, "I don't understand why."

Xue leaned back with a weak body, and distanced himself from Chen Shao: "Your father is greedy, and the location of the land is excellent, but it's not something a little Chen can swallow. He used it privately." The name of the Xue family has damaged the reputation of the Xue family, and my second brother's career has been affected, even if I don't move him, the Xue family will not let him go."

"But they will attack in advance, and you are the one who blocked it, suppressed it, and let it develop. Until now, my father is powerless to stop. I can only ask you to forgive me, but you don't see him." Chen Shaoshao is not It's so confusing, he paused: "You must have your reasons for doing this, but I can't figure it out."

Xue Yongwei looked into Chen Shao's peaceful eyes seriously, and said in a low voice, "I don't understand you either, Chen Shao."

"Me?" Chen Shao was puzzled, "Is it difficult for me to understand?"

Xue Yongwei shook his head: "I don't know, but one thing I can be sure of is that you don't love me."

Chen Shao opened his mouth, but did not speak.Xue Yongruo is right, he really doesn't love him.

"I admit that I wanted to play with you at first, because you are so obedient, you make me feel comfortable, and you won't make me any burden, but the longer I am with you, the more empty I feel, you are really like A robot that has been set up, I often wonder whether you have human emotions." Xue touched Chen Shao's soft cheek weakly, feeling the temperature on it: "But you are willing to do it for your father? I married a stranger, and now I will beg me for him, but you don't want Chen Shi at all, you have no desire for money, of course, it doesn't rule out your acting skills, I can't see it."

Chen Shao blinked, surprised that Xue Yongruo would say such a thing.

"Mr. Xue, I'm just fulfilling the agreement between us," Chen Shao explained: "I can't like you, besides, you don't love me either, I think, what you did today, maybe you want me to beg you, Is it right?"

After these words were spoken, Xue Yongwei's face suddenly became indifferent, and the air pressure around him also became very low, and the warmth just now disappeared instantly.

"Then how are you going to beg me?" Xue Yong said in a weak and cold voice.

Chen Shao didn't quite understand where Xue Yongruo's dissatisfaction came from, he thought for a moment, then shook his head: "I don't know."

"Let me ask you, if I am determined not to help you with this matter, but other people can help you, and your father also asks you to ask him, will you go?"

"meeting."

"What if he also asks you to marry him? What if he wants to sleep with you? What if he asks you to be his lover?" Xue Yongwei stared into his eyes tightly: "You will agree too?"

Chen Shao was silent for a few seconds, then said, "If my father wishes, I will."

"Why?" Xue Yongwei opened his eyes in disbelief: "For your father, you don't even want yourself? Can you really do this?"

"I can," Chen Shao didn't hesitate this time.

"Should I praise you? A filial son?" Xue Yongruo sarcastically said, "Chen Qizhen gave birth to a good son, well, since you are willing to do everything, I happen to have a few things that I want you to do."

"If you can let Mrs. Chen go." Chen Shao said.

"Of course." Xue Yongwei stood up and sat on the sofa, condescendingly looking down at Chen Shao who was sitting on the carpet: "If you beg me on your knees."

"Why, don't you want to? Didn't you just say that you would do anything for your father, and it's only been a few minutes." Xue Yongruo put his right foot on his left, and said disdainfully, "You just changed your mind? "

Chen Shao stood up, faced Xue Yongruo, bent his knees, and knelt in front of Xue Yongruo.

This kneeling didn't make Xue Yongruo feel happy, he was even more angry, but he couldn't vent it out, Xue Yongruo looked at Chen Shao coldly: "Then if I ask you to kowtow, I think you will kowtow too."

At this time, Aunt Cui, who came out of her room, saw this scene and ran over in surprise: "Oh, sir, what's wrong with you, why did you make Mr. Chen kneel on the ground, it's not good." He got up and sat on the sofa, looked at the two of them, and said in a low voice, "Did you guys quarrel?"

Xue Yong gave a weak snort, got up and went back to his room.

Seeing Xue Yongwei's appearance, Aunt Cui was obviously out of breath. She watched his back disappearing on the stairs worriedly, took Chen Shao's arm and said, "Mr. Chen, if you say something that makes you unhappy, don't you Blame him, Mr. was spoiled by his elders since he was a child, he has a very arrogant temper, and he never speaks soft words. Mr. Shishi likes Mr. Chen very much, but recently the master's family has put too much pressure on him, and he doesn't know how to deal with it. you say."

Chen Shao looked at Aunt Cui suspiciously.

"Originally, I shouldn't be the one to say these things, but I don't think my husband will tell you. Such a stalemate is not good for you." Aunt Cui said softly to Chen Shao, "You are a good boy, sir. I like you, but if you don’t say anything, the husband is embarrassed to speak first. Don’t think that the husband is so smart. He is very stupid emotionally. Recently, the elders of the host’s family have been urging the husband to have a child. The husband may be tired of listening I don't know what to tell you."

"Aunt Cui, the Xue family is not only urging Mr. Xue to have a child," Chen Shao asked tentatively, "Did they also urge him to get a divorce?"

"You... how do you know?" Aunt Cui exclaimed.

"Actually, I received an email from Miss Ruanruan a few days ago," Chen Shao said calmly, "Aunt Cui, Mr. Xue doesn't like me that much. We are just a deal, you should understand."

"I know your agreement," Aunt Cui said, "Actually, Miss Ruanruan found out after living here. Marriage is a joke, but I know that my husband still cares about you."

"Well, I know," Chen Shao said, "Mr. Xue cares about me, and my father also cares about me."

Aunt Cui didn't know the meaning of this sentence, so she nodded in relief: "It's good that you know."

This incident seemed to have never happened, and the following days resumed before the night when they broke up unhappy, but Chen Qi didn't call again, Chen Shao knew that Xue Yongruo had helped, and Chen Shao carefully recalled that day That kneeling was worth it.

Not long after, Xue Yongruo asked Chen Shao to come to his office alone, and Chen Shao arrived as promised. Xue Yongruo threw some documents to Chen Shao, and Chen Shao read them quietly.

One is a divorce agreement, and the other is a letter of guarantee from Chen Qiyan that he will never contact Chen Shao again. It also has Chen Qi's signature and private seal on it, which means that from now on Chen Qi will no longer regard Chen Shao as his son and will no longer care about him. His life and death, and the condition is that Xue Yongruo will not take action to clean up the Chen family, and give the land to Chen Qi.

"Have you finished reading?" Xue Yongruo said: "I see, this is the father you begged me to save. In his eyes, what are you? You are only worth a piece of land. Three years ago, you only It's worth [-] million, I really can't figure it out, between me and him, you would choose him."

Chen Shao silently listened to Xue Yongruo's cynicism. He didn't feel sad or sad. Instead, he breathed a sigh of relief. He looked at Xue Yongruo quietly, and said after a while: "Now, I only owe you gone."

Xue Yongruo said, "What do you mean?"

Chen Shao's eyelashes trembled slightly, he twitched the corners of his mouth, and smiled as usual, he asked Xue Yongruo: "Xue Yongruo, do you love me?"

Xue Yong sneered weakly: "Don't talk stupidly, Chen Shao, I admit that I have a crush on you, but it's just that I have a crush on you. Recently, my aunt and uncle have been urging me to have a child, but I've thought about it for a long time. "Xue Yong became serious: "I don't want to have an unclean relationship with you yet."

Chen Shao got the answer he wanted, and it was also the answer he expected. He took a pen from Xue Yongruo's desk, took the divorce agreement, and signed his name seriously.

The moment the signing was completed, Chen Shao felt more peaceful in his heart, but Xue Yongruo felt that Chen Shao wrote his name too neatly.

"I know a few hundred million is nothing to you, but it's a waste to use it on me," Chen Shao said to Xue Yongruo, "I have nothing to do with the Chen family now, and I don't have much money on me, I don't know. How should I pay it back, only this body is left, if Mr. Xue needs it in the future, please call me anytime."

"You won't go back to Chen's house?"

"will not."

"Aren't you worried about Chen Qi's life?"

"do not worry."

Xue Yongruo finally couldn't bear it anymore and asked him, "Why?"

Chen Shao didn't want to say anything at first, but Xue Yongwei's eyes were too deep and serious, he pursed his lips, and finally smiled: "I owed my parents a debt before today, and in the future, I owe you a debt. , Isn’t it just to repay the debt? Everything has a price, family affection, love, we can all be used, the value of a person is to be used, and being able to be used proves that he is valuable.”

This is the first time that Xue Yongruo listened to Chen Shao's indifferent remarks, which ran counter to his gentle performance. Xue Yongruo had been immersed in the shopping mall for almost ten years, and thought he was indifferent enough, but hearing Chen Shao's words, he was still indifferent. feel sad.

"I didn't understand it before. I thought there would be pure dedication and pure love in the world, but it's not true. This is wrong. Parents love their children, and the so-called selfless love will have requirements, let alone strangers," Chen Shao said lightly. He said: "I agreed to all my father's demands because I wanted to repay his debts, give me life, and let me grow up. Now it seems that I have paid it off, because he traded me for something more important to him. However, It's become your debt."

"Haven't you ever thought about the correctness of your thoughts?" Xue Yongruo couldn't help arguing with Chen Shao: "You just haven't felt it, why do you say that there is no pure love in the world? You understand love It has become a use and request, Chen Shao, aren't you tired of living like this? Your life must be filled with so much despair? Chen Qi is nothing, and neither is your mother?"

"Love, there is only one stroke that can write thousands of years, one glance that can last ten thousand years, and one painting that can last forever. In reality, it is always used as a fig leaf for interests and selfish desires. Chen Qi loves me, but he loves me even more. The value you bring to him, you have a good impression of me, but that's because I make you feel comfortable, as for my mother, I don't know, maybe she loves me, maybe she loves Chen Qi more, I have no intention of arguing with you about right or wrong ,” Chen Shao said, “I just have no feelings for this world.”

Xue Yongruo still can't fully understand Chen Shao, but he knows when Chen Shao gave up on this world.

This story probably ends here. No one knows what will happen to Chen Shao and Xue Yongruo in the future. Just like the question they want to refute at the end, there is no answer.

People have emotions because they are in the crowd, because they unconsciously have demands on the people in the crowd, and because they want them all.

Maybe Chen Shao, who doesn't want anything, will feel the legendary happiness on the day when he finally pays off his debts.