you are unspeakable

Wang Qi got out of the taxi in a daze, not even paying much attention to the fare of nearly [-] yuan.

It's because too many things happened today - for Wang Qi, these things happened today have exceeded the load on his brain.

Today was really lucky, he never thought that he would meet such a good person as Jin Shi, not only helped him out, but also promised to meet him next time.He walked into the community with his head down, entered the elevator, and opened the door. The moment the door closed, Wang Qi suddenly felt his heart throbbing. Then, as if he had fallen into an endless abyss, sadness and emptiness flooded over him like a tide. Wang Qi just blinked her eyes, tears had already flowed down from her eye sockets uncontrollably, along her face, down to her chin, and dripped onto the ground.

Here it goes, here it goes, here it goes again...

Inexplicable tears, inexplicable sadness, inexplicable panic, appearing on my body for no reason, obviously the last second was fine, obviously no harm happened, but the emotions are in pain, I can’t express it, and others can’t understand it, I can only torture myself over and over again.

While wiping and streaming, Wang Qi couldn't tell whether he wanted to cry or not. He dragged his heavy body into the bedroom, locked the door, then curled himself up in a corner, holding his thin body, and weeping quietly.

Such a self is really useless.

Useless, useless, useless, useless.

As Wang Qi spoke in a low voice, he tugged at his hair with his hands, his scalp hurt so badly, but the pain made him feel a little sad and empty.

Li Xinglu turned around and forgot about the person who hit him and wanted to pay him back the money, but a few days later, the person sent another money transfer, and Li Xinglu was reviewing the contract at that time , picked it up and took a look at it, then ignored it, he didn't collect the money, didn't reply, just waited for the money to be returned automatically, Li Xinglu was very busy, he wasn't interested in such meaningless things.

After adding WeChat, Wang Qi did not take the initiative to talk to Jinshi. In terms of interpersonal relationships, he has always handled it badly, although he really wanted to talk to Jinshi.

Jin Shi was originally a person who strikes while the iron is hot. Generally, if he likes someone in a bar, he will ask him out after a few days. After eating, drinking and drinking, he can directly open a room. The time will not exceed half a month, but this time Li Xing Lu Yin cast a shadow on him, causing him to be stared at by his own father, and he was told to stay in the shop every day and not let him go anywhere. Jinshi was told every day by the old man, and he had no intention of teasing men at all.

The lack of contact between Jinshi caused Wang Qi to get along with each other that night, and a cluster of flames slowly extinguished. He understood that no one would like him. From childhood to adulthood, he was either ignored or hated. There are many kinds of happiness, but all of them have nothing to do with him. Just like now, it’s the once-a-month unit dinner. Before the dinner started, the colleagues in the administrative office who organized the event looked at Wang on purpose after announcing the dinner. Qi said: "Wang Qi, I hope you won't miss work after dinner like last time."

This sentence may mean nothing to others, and some people don't even take it to heart, but Wang Qi is a "glass heart", what is the difference between this sentence and his public execution?

However, in the eyes of the people around, Wang Qi is just a male colleague who is withdrawn, petty, difficult to get along with, and has no sense of presence.

There is no empathy, so no one can understand Wang Qi's sadness and pain, not even her parents and brothers, let alone they are just colleagues.

Wang Qi was sitting at the workstation, and he even tried his best to raise the corners of his lips, and smiled at his colleagues in the administrative office, apologizing.

"I was wrong, this time it will definitely not happen."

His voice was quite low, but no one cared whether he could hear it or not. These people just wanted an attitude of admitting their mistakes.

Jin Shi's father went on a business trip and was not in Xuancheng recently. Jin Shi was finally released after serving his sentence. The first thing he did when he was "leaved from prison" was to settle accounts with Li Xinglu. For this reason, he specially closed the restaurant for a day, and rushed to Li Xinglu in a threatening manner. Xing Lu's company.

The front desk saw that Jinshi didn't stop her. She knew Jinshi, a good friend of Mr. Li. She just called Li Xinglu's assistant, and the assistant told Li Xinglu about Jinshi's arrival, and there was a knock on the office door. .

The assistant opened the door for Jin Shi and went out. As soon as the door was closed, Jin Shi pointed at Li Xinglu and said angrily, "I will be at odds with you from now on!"

"This time I was locked up for more than 20 days, not a long time," Li Xinglu said with a smile in his eyes, "It seems that Uncle Jin is busy."

"He was asked to attend a shareholders' meeting," Jinshi said with a hot-tempered personality, not really angry: "This time it will take a few months, how about going to the bar tonight?"

"No," Li Xinglu refused him politely: "I have something to do."

Jin Shi was not happy when he heard it, and sat down on the sofa: "What kind of brother are you, are you energetic? If I don't tell you, you don't even want to play with your brother?"

"I really have something to do. I have a meeting." Li Xinglu got up and made him a cup of coffee: "Didn't someone make an appointment last time?" Li Xinglu sat opposite him: "That little boy."

Jin Shi was reminded by Li Xinglu and remembered: "You said last time? What was it called?" Jin Shi took out his mobile phone while talking: "Hey, I was stared at by my dad all day when I went back, and I forgot about this Something happened, I haven't contacted him for so long, and I don't know if he deleted me or not."

"No contact?" Li Xinglu said casually: "I think you had a good chat that night."

Jin Shi thought about it for a while, and seemed to be remembering something funny, with a happy expression: "The chat is okay, he is quite timid," and swiped his phone while talking: "I guess he didn't delete me."

While speaking, he had already found Wang Qi's WeChat.

Jin Shi guessed right, Wang Qi would not take the initiative to delete others, he did not have this habit, because there were very few people on his WeChat, and basically no one would contact him except for work.

The message Jin Shi sent was simple: Are you free tonight?Have a glass of wine together?

When the message was sent, Li Xinglu just put down his coffee cup, and Jinshi's phone interface was right in his line of sight.

Wang Qi's WeChat avatar made Li Xinglu feel a little familiar, so Li Xinglu thought about it.

The man who kept asking to pay him back used the same avatar.

A gray sky.

It was almost a second over there.

"Come on, you're busy tonight, I have someone to accompany you," Jin Shi said while cheerfully replying to the message to confirm the time.

"En," Li Xinglu replied lightly, but did not speak.

At nine o'clock in the evening, Jin Shi got out of the car and gave the key to the doorman to help park the car. He was about to find a place to wait for Wang Qi when he saw a person coming out from the corner. It was Wang Qi who hadn't seen him for almost a month. .

Jin Shi smiled and walked to his side: "Waiting for a long time?"

Wang Qi shook her head, glanced at him, and lowered her head shyly.

"Why... are you always so shy?" Jin Shi said gently, "It's really hard to imagine that you come to the bar alone."

"I'm not shy," Wang Qi retorted softly, "I just... don't know what to say."

"You can talk about anything. You can talk casually from all over the world. Talking is not very simple." Jin Shi has a very cheerful personality, and put his arm around Wang Qi's shoulder: "Come on, let's go in and sit down."

As soon as Jin Shi put his arm on his shoulder, Wang Qi was so startled that he wanted to back away, but Jin Shi was a tall man with a lot of strength. After he felt Wang Qi's fright, he moved his palm to his vest and patted him slightly.

Wang Qi was comforted, and his uneasiness disappeared a little, which made him feel less uncomfortable.

He said to himself, he should learn... learn to be patient, and he will be fine. If he doesn't feel uncomfortable, he will faint immediately, which is considered a good thing.

Considering Wang Qi's timid and shy character, Jinshi chose a corner location this time, with walls on both sides, few people and relatively quiet.

Wang Qi guessed that Jinshi chose this position because of him, because the waiter came over just now and wanted to take them to Jinshi's frequent place, but Jinshi refused and took the initiative to choose this place.Wang Qi was deeply moved by Jin Shi's thoughtfulness. For the first time in so many years, someone cared about his feelings.

He felt a little bit happier.

After taking his seat, Jin Shi let go of his hand and asked Wang Qi what he would like to drink, and Wang Qi said whatever.

Jin Shi asked the waiter to serve some sweet fruit wine, and poured it into the quilt himself: "Try it, it's quite delicious."

Jin Shi looked at Wang Qi holding the cup in his hands and sipping, and raised his eyebrows: "Children like you should like it."

Wang Qigang felt that the sweet taste in his mouth was good, when he suddenly heard such a sentence, he suddenly opened his eyes wide, and said softly: "I'm not a child."

Jin Shi thought that a boy as old as Wang Qi and the others would not want others to say that he was a child, so he would show a mature side in a childish way. He joked: "20 years old?"

Wang Qi put down the cup and said without reply, "27."

"What?" Jin Shi thought he had heard wrong.

Jin Shi's questioning tone made Wang Qi startled, and his heart trembled: "I...I am 27 this year."

27 years old, not too old.

"you are still in school?"

"Work...for five years..." Wang Qi answered honestly.

But the 27-year-old man who has been working for five years still looks like a little boy. Jinshi really doesn't know how to describe it. He thought Wang Qi was cute and innocent at first, but now seeing him shrinking, Jinshi feels a little speechless up.

Will someone work for five years and still look like this?

Will this Wang Qi have great acting skills?

You see, there are always so many preconceived and self-righteous people in this world.

"Oh," Jin Shi said lightly, "What do you do?"

"Clerk," Wang Qi lowered his head. He is so sensitive to emotions, how could he not feel Jinshi's changes? He couldn't understand the reason for Jinshi's changes, but he could feel Jinshi's indifference: "It's very simple... Work."

"Don't talk about this," Jin Shi laughed again, but this time he was a little more playful: "Drink and drink."