The correct posture of turning over in eighteen lines

There was the sound of pattering water in his ears, and Xia Jinnan felt sore all over his body as if he had been run over by a heavy truck. He opened his eyes with difficulty and looked at the strange room around him, and was stunned.

He was taken to the reception by Bai Qinglang last night. He said he would take him to find Director Chen, and then walked to the door of the room...

and then?

Xia Jinnan's head started to hurt, he supported his head, and then Bai Qinglang said something to him, and he lost consciousness.It seems that he saw Qu Yan in the vague dream... Who else is there?

It seems to be dreaming of Shanglu...

The strangeness under his body made his vague memory gradually come back, and a thin layer of cold sweat broke out on his back.

He lifted the quilt and glanced at himself naked, with vague red marks remaining on his waist and legs.

The nightmare of that night with Qu Yan a few years ago suddenly appeared in front of his eyes.

It's disgusting.

Xia Jinnan looked at his bruised body, it was like that a few years ago, and it will be like that again a few years later.The self-proclaimed noble self has been repeatedly set by others.

Actually nothing.

On the low cabinet next to the bed was a glass of water and ointment.Xia Jinnan took the glass, the water inside was still warm.

Shang Lu was taking a bath when he suddenly heard a glass crackling outside, he turned off the water quickly without even wiping off the water droplets on his body, wrapped himself in a towel and went out.

When he rushed outside, he saw Xia Jinnan holding up a piece of broken glass and stabbing his wrist fiercely!

The sharp piece of broken glass seemed to be piercing Shang Lu's heart, and Shang Lu rushed over to grab his hand: "Jinnan!"

Xia Jinnan's eyes were out of focus, staring at him blankly as if he didn't know this person.

Still holding the piece of blood-stained glass in his hand, his gaze was fixed on his face in vain, looking puzzled and confused.

"It's me..." Shanglu held his hand and hugged him, "It's me, don't be afraid."

Xia Jinnan's chin was on his shoulder, Shanglu's shoulder trembled slightly, and he couldn't stop apologizing: "I'm sorry, it's my fault, I didn't hold back... If you want to vent, just come to me, Don't hurt yourself."

Xia Jinnan was silent for a while, and after Shang Lu thought he was fine, suddenly a very low whimper came from his shoulder.

Shanglu had never seen Xia Jinnan cry in such an uncontrollable way. His five fingers grabbed the flesh on Shanglu's shoulders, and the small twitching gradually turned into howling, and finally hiccupped, with snot and tears Shang Lu didn't dislike him, touched his soft hair and said, "I'm sorry, it's all my fault, I'm sorry, Jinnan, don't be afraid."

Xia Jinnan cried for a while, sobbing and choking from his body, raised his eyes to see the hickey marks on Shang Lu's body and the bruised nail prints, his face turned red immediately, he shrank his head into the quilt and refused to come out, Shanglu smiled, pulled the quilt, and said: "You still have injuries on your hands, come out and bandage you."

Xia Jinnan turned over, buried under the quilt and still not showing his face.

After the ups and downs, Xia Jinnan suddenly felt empty. He couldn't tell what he was feeling now. Just now he thought of dying, but when he saw Shanglu appearing in front of him, the courage to die suddenly disappeared. up.

Just because it's him?

So can it be forgiven?

But he obviously imprisoned him for so long before, why did he finally escape from his shackles but still yearn to return to him?

Xia Jinnan covered himself in the quilt, and the pain in his wrist gradually spread. Xia Jinnan held up his hand wall and felt the blood sliding down his wrist in the dark, and his heart was in a mess.

Suddenly the quilt was lifted vigorously, and the neatly dressed Shanglu held gauze and ointment in his hand, and said to him, "Your wound needs to be bandaged, so don't rub it and get inflamed."

Xia Jinnan sat up silently, without saying a word, and passed his arm over with lowered eyes.

The distress in Shang Lu's eyes could not be concealed, and the movements of his hands were very light, for fear of hurting him, after taking the medicine, he wrapped the gauze around his wrist a few times, and said, "Promise me, don't do this again gone."

His tone was slightly sad, which made Xia Jinnan feel a little guilty for no reason.

"I see." Xia Jinnan whispered.

Shanglu put away the medicine box and gave him a clean pajamas from the outside.Xia Jinnan thought it belonged to Shang Lu, but when he put it on, he found it was just right. Shang Lu helped him fasten the buttons and said, "It was prepared a long time ago."

Xia Jinnan's heart suddenly warmed up, and Shang Lu said again: "Let's go, go down and have some breakfast."

Xia Jinnan didn't realize what happened this morning until he was sitting at the dining table. Shanglu shook his hand in front of him and asked with a smile, "Stupid?"

Xia Jinnan lowered his head and stirred the porridge, was silent for a while, and asked him, "You brought me... back last night?"

He originally wanted to say "save", but he felt that it was not a good way to say it, so he changed another word temporarily.

Shanglu said, "Yes."

Xia Jinnan unconsciously grabbed the pajama pants with his hand underneath. The material of the pants was slippery and soft, which made him grab a fold, "Is it Bai Qinglang?"

Shanglu nodded and said, "Yes."

Xia Jinnan seemed to have been exhausted by someone, he leaned back on the chair with no expression on his face.Shang Lu felt very distressed seeing him like this, and could understand his current mood.

The trusted brother led him to "sell himself", he has been using himself from the beginning to the end, no one can accept it, Xia Jinnan asked: "Who is it?"

Shang Lu replied, "It's Qu Yan."

Sure enough.Xia Jinnan smiled wryly, confirming what he thought in his heart.

Now that it's all said and done, instead of telling him everything, Shang Lu said, "Yue Ruhuai's child has been lost."

As soon as Xia Jinnan stopped stirring the porridge, Shang Lu continued: "That child is not yours. And it was an ectopic pregnancy. Originally, this child couldn't be kept. She just wanted to enter your Xia family's door with her stomach."

Xia Jinnan was silent for a long time, as if he was digesting what Shanglu said just now.

Shang Lu sighed softly and said, "You trust others too easily. Bai Qinglang has been planning for a long time. I knew it from the time he accepted Chen Yang's movie."

"Why?" Xia Jinnan didn't understand, why did his respected brother suddenly behave like this?

He is not well-known and has no resources. Even if he has made two films, if he is a rising star, then Bai Qinglang will be like a full moon. The position of Brother Xingyu, why did he do this?

Shang Lu said: "His handle is in Lin Zhao's hands."

As soon as the name "Lin Zhao" was mentioned, Xia Jinnan suddenly realized that he and Lin Zhao had had a long-standing grudge, and he himself didn't know where Lin Zhao's full malice towards him came from.

At that time, he felt that this person was inexplicable, and he never cared about him. He never thought that it was this kind of person who didn't care about him who was deliberately planning how to bring him down.

Immediately, another question appeared in front of him, Lin Zhao is just a starlet, so what if he is defeated?

He dared to threaten him with Bai Qinglang's matter, wouldn't it be easy to kill a third-rate star like him with Bai Qinglang's power?

Even if Lin Zhao had Bai Qinglang's handle in his hands, wouldn't the back and forth involve money and fame?

He could take on a few more plays after Bai Qinglang, why did he have to bring himself down?

Xia Jinnan's frown became deeper and deeper, and Shang Lu stretched his frowning eyebrows with his thumb, and said, "Lin Zhao followed Xia Luofan, one for fame and one for money, and the two hit it off immediately, and you became theirs." common enemy."

"How did the two of them get together?!" Xia Jinnan asked in disbelief. In his impression, although this cousin was a bit ignorant, he was essentially careless. How did people get together?

Shang Lu said: "Lin Zhao once came to look for me...but I rejected it, maybe because he got in touch with Xia Luofan later."

"Looking for you?" Xia Jinnan's brows that had just been relaxed just now frowned again, "Why are you looking for you? Do you want to keep him?"

Seeing him so angry, Shang Lu couldn't help laughing, and said, "Of course I rejected him."

Seeing him like this, Xia Jinnan looked a little embarrassed, "I, I'm not... oh, what are you laughing at?"

Shang Lu asked back: "What are you not? Aren't you jealous?"

Xia Jinnan said, "Not at all!"

Shang Lu raised his eyebrows, skipped the topic, and asked, "Are you planning to go abroad after the next year?"

Xia Jinnan said, "Yes."

Unexpectedly, Shang Lu said: "I will go with you."

"What are you going to do?" Xia Jinnan asked with a frown.

Shang Lu said it as a matter of course, "I'm not at ease."

Xia Jinnan said: "Shanglu, we already..." broke up.

He raised his eyes and looked at Shanglu who was eating porridge slowly on the opposite side, and he couldn't say the last three words, Xia Jinnan.

Shanglu said: "I did the wrong things before, Jinnan...can you forgive me?"

Xia Jinnan didn't speak, Shang Lu said again: "You don't need to forgive me... It's enough to give me a chance to make up, is that okay?"

Shang Lu looked at him eagerly, with a little light in his black eyes, like a child begging for candy.

Xia Jinnan looked at him for a while, then said softly, "Okay."

Shanglu was already prepared to be rejected by him, even prepared to stalk him, but when he heard such good news, his eyes lit up immediately.

Xia Jinnan thought, trust him again.

It's only when you lose that you realize how much you miss this person - even if he doesn't want to admit it.

To live with memories, it is better to admit one's thoughts frankly, what's the point of two people torturing each other?

Shang Lu asked: "Over there at the Xia family, what are you going to do?"

Xia Jinnan shook his head and said, "I don't know."

Shanglu said, "Then leave it to me."

Xia Jinnan said: "I don't want to fight for those things of the Xia family. They can divide them as they like. Don't worry about them. If Xia Luofan wants money, just give it to him. The old man is not a fool. Even if I withdraw Even Xia Luofan won’t get what he wants, with so many uncles and brothers staring like wolves and tigers, he can’t get anything.”

After so many years, Xia Jinnan knows their relatives best. He has been tired for a long time, and now there is someone who offers to take up his burden. He wishes to throw all those things on Xia Luofan.

Shanglu nodded, "That's fine."