The net match was dismantled by the male god

"Do you know why Nan Qi left home?"

Wen Lingyu thought, isn't it because of his mother's death?

But when he thought about it carefully, he realized something was wrong. If it was just because of guilt, how could he do such a thing as running away from home?

"why?"

Li's father lit a cigarette, his face was unreal under the little smoke, and his voice was hoarse: "He was discovered by his mother at that time, and his mother asked him to change it, but he refused. Get lost, that brat has a stubborn temper, just like his mother, he really went out, not long after he left, his mother became anxious, went out to look for him, and when they finally found him, neither of them bowed their heads. There was a quarrel on the main road, his mother slapped him and told him to go away, and when he really left, his mother chased after him. Unexpectedly...but the car that was coming...cough cough cough..."

Father Li coughed twice before slowly saying: "Nan Qi blamed herself for this incident, that day..."

When Papa Li arrived, the operating room was still lit. Nan Qi was sitting on a chair beside him. His white T-shirt was stained red with blood, and there were blood stains on his pale face. He trembled when he saw Papa Li. He raised his head, his face was full of tears, like a child who lost something important, he could hardly control himself except panic, despair and self-blame.

Papa Li was in grief with his wife at that time, unable to control his emotions, he abused Nan Qi and told him to leave, he broke the hearts of their family.

He just said it in a fit of anger, but he didn't expect Nan Qi to take it seriously. After the funeral, Nan Qi really left home.

He only felt angry at that time, and his wife's departure made him careless about anything, and it was only later that he took a long time to think carefully about what Nan Qi was facing at that time. After getting to know this group through a psychiatrist, he realized that Nan Qi must have been helpless and fearful at that time. He hoped that his family would give him support, but they pushed him into a deeper abyss.

After Li's father finished speaking, Wen Lingyu asked: "Since you want him to come back, why didn't you say so?"

Li's father froze when he heard the words, and felt overwhelmed by his straightforward questioning.

He said that Nan Qi was stubborn, but in fact he was not. He knew exactly what kind of problems his child was facing, but he still couldn't forgive Nan Qi for leaving the family.

He hoped that Nan Qi would bow his head to him first, he hoped that Nan Qi would give him a step up, but both of them were too stubborn, he couldn't speak because of face, and Nan Qi couldn't speak because of guilt.

Before Wen Lingyu left, she looked back. Papa Li's face was enveloped in the darkness, a few soot blowing the white smoke, and the sparks of fire were dying out at his fingertips. Wen Lingyu saw him bend over and let out a long sigh. It's like bending over my stubborn pride for so many years.

The greatest thing in this world may be the feelings of parents for their children, which can transcend all time and tolerate all faults.

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"What are you doing?"

At one o'clock in the morning, small noises came from the kitchen of Xiao Yu's house. Father Xiao got up at night and walked alone to look at the person standing in front of the stove under the faint light in the crack of the door.

A large handful of noodles in Ji Heng's frightened hand fell into the water, and when he turned his head to see the person, he calmed down his rapid heartbeat, and said with a smile:

"Xiao Yu is not full tonight, so I'll order some noodles."

If Dad Xiao looked at the noodles in the pot meaningfully, the scare just now caused a lot of pain, and said lightly: "Eating so late is not good for your health."

"Yes." Ji Heng smiled: "I know, I just eat it occasionally, after all I'm too hungry to sleep."

Ji Heng took out two eggs and ham from the refrigerator and apologized: "Did you wake up?"

Xiao's father shook his head: "No, I think you have done a little too much, and you will give me a share later."

Ji Heng glanced at him in surprise, then said, "Oh, okay, wait a moment..."

Xiao's father didn't say much after hearing the words and sat on the sofa. Ji Heng thought about it and took two eggs from the refrigerator.

The noodles were cooked very quickly, he first filled a bowl for Xiao's father, and then said a little embarrassedly: "That uncle, I will serve the noodles to Xiao Yu."

Xiao's father took a big bite with his chopsticks: "It's okay, you guys messed with you."

"Okay, if it's not enough, there's still in the pot."

Ji Heng smiled sarcastically, and entered the room with the noodles: "Xiao Yu, it's time to eat."

Xiao Yu sat up from the bed in a daze, and his stomach groaned twice: "Why did I hear you talking to my dad?"

Ji Heng recounted what happened just now, and Xiao Yu snorted: "It seems that your father-in-law is about to agree with you."

Ji Heng didn't refute, he took a pillow from the side and put it behind him, took the bowl and sat on the head of the bed: "This bowl is too hot, I'll feed you first, so as not to scald the bed."

Xiao Yu opened his mouth: "Ah!"

Ji Heng pulled out a hand and pinched his nose affectionately: "You are not welcome to wait on me like this."

Xiao Yu said: "Hey, I just want to enjoy the blessings these few days. If you really wait for you to serve me like this, I think you will be bored in two days."

But Ji Heng said again: "Actually, I will serve you all my life and I won't be bothered."

Xiao Yu had a sour expression on his face, but his expression was still sleepy: "I don't believe it, and I can't bear it myself, it's enough for these few days."

The two talked a few sticky words of love, and Xiao Yu couldn't keep his eyelids open, and it took him a while to finish eating the noodles. Seeing that he was really sleepy, Ji Heng cleaned up the dishes and said:

"It's so late, don't brush your teeth, go to bed first."

Xiao Yu hummed vaguely, got into the quilt, buried his head and fell asleep.

When Ji Heng went out, he found that Papa Xiao was still sitting in the living room, saw him come out and took a sip of soup and said, "The craftsmanship is not bad."

Ji Heng said: "You just don't dislike it."

Papa Xiao asked, "Have you learned it before?"

Ji Heng shook his head: "No, I learned it last year."

He didn't hide it, Xiao's father said a few words casually when he heard the words, brushed his teeth and entered the room, Ji Heng cleaned up the dishes and chopsticks, and the flowing water wet his hands, he wiped them carefully, raised his head and grew In one breath, victory is imminent.

Ji Heng is methodically and slowly attacking the family's softening, but Nan Qi receives an unexpected phone call.

His father beat him.

When answering the phone, Nan Qi's hands were trembling, and his heart was beating fast in his throat. He was worried that his father would call him because something happened at home, but he was also humblely longing for it to come from a father. Condolences.

"Hey?"

He opened his mouth, only to realize that he was choked up.

The other party was also silent for a long time, neither of them spoke, and the sound of breathing conveyed the distance of time with the microphone, and gradually wiped out each other's stubbornness and pride.

Nan Qi couldn't hold back and opened her mouth first: "Dad."

He clearly heard his father choked up.

"Come back and have a look."

"okay."

Nan Qi hung up the phone, quickly asked for leave, and rushed back that day. The moment she opened the door, the two souls who were also scarred looked at each other, and they all cried.

That night, the two drank a lot of wine together, hugged each other tightly after getting drunk, confessed and apologized to each other.

They missed too much. When the family was hit hard, they didn't hug each other tightly, give strength and support, and tried to protect the family.

On the contrary, each of them drew heavy scars on each other, so that it would be broken into pieces, leaving one of the father and son trapped in the same place and the other exiled in a foreign country.

And now, they finally reconciled with themselves.

"Dad, I'm sorry."

Father Li looked at his mature and grown-up child, with tears in his eyes, and stroked his hair: "I'm sorry for you too, I shouldn't have said that to you, and I've gotten to know you all these years... Dad has already understood the matter, this is normal, and Dad will not force you in the future."

Nan Qi felt even more ashamed when she heard the words. He cried and shook his head: "Dad... I'm sorry."

He is sorry for too many things.

As a son of man, he didn't do a good job of being a filial child. Instead, he made the elders cry for him because he was disappointed, and he couldn't even do the most basic filial piety.

His mother's death may have been an accident, but he also had an unshirkable responsibility. He knew that his mother might come back at that time, but he still didn't let Du Chenxing leave, and kissed him passionately.

This is something he never dared to recall. At that time, he was going crazy because of suppressing the difference in sexual orientation, so he kissed it like revenge. He was not sure if he had thought about it at that time. It would be great if they saw it. , Save me pretending.

This is a fault that he can never forgive in his life, that is, he is not sincere even when he comes out of the closet, because he is afraid and even unwilling to confess his sexuality, he just wants to force his parents to formalize himself and force them to accept himself.

Papa Li understood his guilt, so he just patted him on the shoulder and accepted his apology, which might make him feel better.

They talked a lot about each other's life and work, their usual fun and environment in the fits and starts of apologizing. Finally, Dad Li suddenly asked:

"What about the child named Wen?"

Father Li asked this because he didn't hear about Wen Lingyu from Nan Qi's words. He thought it was Nan Qi who was afraid that they wouldn't accept it, so he didn't say anything.

But Nan Qi's expression changed: "Dad... what did you say?"

Father Li's mood has calmed down at this moment, and he said with a smile: "You don't need to hide it from me, I said Wen Lingyu."

"Dad? How do you know?"

Li's father said: "Of course I know. We have been in touch frequently this month. Although he said he was your friend, he ran to my house all day because of your affairs, and stayed with me, a person who can be a father, all day long." , I still can't see the relationship between you and him."

"No, he and I are not what you think..."

Speaking of this, his tone also became uncertain. Seeing his face, Li's father realized that it might not be what he thought, and said earnestly:

"He is a good boy. If it wasn't for him, maybe I wouldn't have thought it through so quickly. In fact, before you came back, I was thinking that if it was him, Dad didn't have any objections. Of course, if it is really not, you have to make it clear to others , don't delay him."