my little brother is a star

Coaxing Luo Yue to sleep, Zhang Ji'an himself lost sleepiness. The conversation with Luo Yue touched Zhang Ji'an's long-lost memory and made him feel restless.

Some of the past that he tried to forget kept coming up from the depths of his memory, haunting him.

He never regrets what he did, but many times, he doesn't regret it, it doesn't mean he is right.

He paid seven years of prison life and an infinitely bright future for this choice, but is this enough?

He didn't sleep well that night, his dream was filled with screams of women, blood splashed on the old wall, like a weird picture.

He returned to the dark room and walked around anxiously, like a trapped animal, looking up, only the iron fence, and he could not see the sky.In the dream, father's stern gaze was everywhere.

It was not five o'clock when he woke up from the dream, but Zhang Ji'an didn't feel sleepy at all. He lay on the bed, stared at the ceiling in a daze for a while, and he got up decisively, changed his clothes and prepared to go out.

The little orange cat woke up at some point, scratching the cardboard box with its little paws, making a "stinging, stinging" noise, unwilling to be forgotten, Zhang Ji'an picked up the little orange cat, stuffed it into the pocket of the sweater, and took it out the door.

At this point, the temperature outside was still very low, Zhang Ji'an walked slowly, he felt that his blood sugar was a little low, not very suitable for running.

The little orange cat kept barking, with a soft voice, and Zhang Ji'an teased it with a finger as he walked.

The finger was hugged by the cat and sent to the mouth, but it was weak, biting the thick callused finger, there was no pain at all, only a crisp and itchy feeling.

The training base at this time is not quiet.The cafeteria is already busy, and the smell of steamed flour wafts in the air.

There are also idlers like him in the base who get up and trot at this time.Hearing footsteps behind him, Zhang Ji'an looked back, stopped and turned sideways to wait for him.

"Young man, it's boring so early in the morning."

"Morning, old squad leader." The person Zhang Ji'an called the old squad leader was the one Zhang Ji'an dragged to save the field yesterday. He was wearing sportswear at the moment, and he seemed to have been running for a long time, with hot sweat on his forehead.

"Why don't you run?"

"I didn't sleep well last night, and I felt dizzy. I'd better go for a while." Zhang Ji'an explained with a smile.

"Yo, you're not sick, are you?"

"It's just that I didn't sleep well."

"I heard that your dad hasn't been able to sleep well lately."

"Uncle Ji..." Zhang Ji'an was a little helpless, every time he talked to him, only three sentences would touch on this aspect, causing him to feel guilty, and then it was a routine to persuade him to go home.

I don't know how many times this kind of dialogue has been repeated. This person is still his elder, so I can't even ignore him.

"Where did the meow come from?" Uncle Ji asked suddenly.

"The cat I picked up." Zhang Ji'an pulled down his pocket a little, so that the old man could see the cat he picked up clearly. The little orange cat cooperatively poked its head out of the pocket, staring at the human in front of it with big eyes.

"It's quite small, you need to raise it."

Zhang Ji'an happily stroked the kitten's head: "Let's keep it."

"It's not suitable for you to move around with a cat."

Zhang Ji'an laughed out loud: "Uncle Ji, I understand what you mean. It's really not that I don't want to go back. Uncle Ji, look at me, I've been working as a small foreman for the past few years. One day I'll fix a toilet for someone, and tomorrow I'll build another The shed, the last meal has not been eaten, if it wasn't for your help, we wouldn't be able to do any work this summer. What should I bring to see my dad."

Zhang Ji'an was still smiling when he spoke, but there was no smile in his eyes, full of self-loathing.

"I was the same as you back then. I didn't think I would go home if I didn't look like a human being. Only when I became a parent did I realize that parents really don't have such great hopes. The safety of their children is more important than anything else."

Zhang Ji'an shook his head and said helplessly: "This may be applicable to ordinary families, but it is absolutely useless to my dad. Uncle Ji, don't you know that a child who will bring shame to the family is worse than nothing for my dad. "

Uncle Ji was silent for a while: "Xiao Zhang, do you hate your father?"

"I don't hate it, I really don't hate it." Zhang Ji'an suppressed his smile and shook his head: "I know my dad's character better than anyone else. He is very defensive. If I have any reason, he won't sit idly by. No matter. I should atone for what happened back then."

"Have you regretted it?"

"No, I don't have any regrets about what happened back then."

Uncle Ji nodded with satisfaction: "It's not clear whether this is right or wrong, as long as you don't regret it."

Zhang Ji'an's expression was not at all relaxed: "But I'm still guilty, that child is innocent, and I should make atonement to him. I don't know when I will pay for my life."

"The law has judged that you have paid for your sins. You have ruined a family, but you have also saved thousands of innocent families. Don't put too much pressure on yourself, young man, and look forward."

"I know Uncle Ji."

Zhang Ji'an replied like this, but if that was the case, if he really could let it go, how could he have been in self-imposed exile for many years and dare not return home.

The two stopped talking and walked in the morning mist in silence.A whistle sounded from a distance, and Uncle Ji smiled and said, "Hey, these melons are about to start military training."

"Speaking of which, why did you agree to do this reality show? It seems like a lot of trouble."

Getting a bunch of celebrities to come to the military training, and setting up so many cameras, isn't it just looking for trouble? Changing the subject, Zhang Ji'an also lost the feeling of depression just now.

"Propaganda, in this era, you must understand marketing for everything you do. It is not enough to just rely on coercion. You must take the initiative to show my military demeanor and attract young people to participate."

Uncle Ji joked: "I see you are so concerned about this matter, why, you want me to arrange a class for you, so that you can also enjoy being an instructor."

"Uncle Ji..."

"Why, you also want to be a star? That's a bit difficult. Look at you, you look so bearish, and you are so dark. You have to be as white and tender as that doll. How cute you are."

"I know the kid who was fined to run away yesterday." Zhang Ji'an took the opportunity to say, "I met him in online games. He's such a fun kid."

"You still play online games." Uncle Ji showed an exaggerated surprised expression.

"Play when you are free. How was he punished yesterday? He was dragged to wash the dishes after running for a while."

After hearing Zhang Ji'an's probing, Uncle Ji stopped talking. The two of them held back for nearly 5 minutes, and Zhang Ji'an finally said, "It's too much for one person to wash nearly [-] sets of tableware."

"I didn't ask him to do this. It's something that their program team put together. You have to ask for favors yourself."

Zhang Ji'an: "..."

What an annoyance, I spent most of the day chatting with you old man, but there is no benefit at all.

-

The night before, everyone got together and took the initiative to help Luo Yue complete the punishment task, which virtually shortened the distance between each other.

On the second day of the military training, the atmosphere in the dormitory was obviously much better.Four big boys crowded in the small bathroom, and there was still time to chat.

"You don't wear a necklace today?" Luo Yue asked Xu Zhen.

Xu Zhen's movements paused, and he looked at Luo Yue coldly in the mirror: "I will still wear it."

Luo Yue smiled and didn't say much.

He was a little disappointed.

"It's hot today, so be careful of heatstroke." Wu Jing didn't share the toilet with them, but sat leisurely and drank rose tea with cookies. Temperament comes.

I don't know when he started to torment, he slept so late last night, today he didn't have any dark circles at all, and his whole face was still radiant, which made them all look disheartened, and Ouyang Cheng's young and invincible was even made into a dick young men.

"This instructor is so annoying." Ouyang Cheng complained loudly while looking at his hair in the mirror.

His hair was also pulled and trimmed, shaved into the simplest small crew cut, and his beauty was reduced from a radiant school grass to an ordinary handsome guy.

But what he was complaining about was not this, but yesterday's military training. Afterwards, almost all the instructors were releasing water to allow the students to take a break, but their instructor insisted on pulling them to goose step under the sun over and over again.

"He didn't do anything wrong." Chu Tianhao replied after hearing the words.

"I didn't say what he did wrong, it's just his attitude, holding a chicken feather as an arrow, can't you say something well, it must make everyone uncomfortable."

"Our camera has been shooting, so it must have put a lot of pressure on him." Luo Yue interjected and walked up to Wu Jing.

"Did you bring aloe vera gel or something? My neck seems to be sunburned."

"Really, let me see." Wu Jing got up and brushed away Luo Yue's hair. Sure enough, Luo Yue's neck was red from the sun, and there was a blister in the middle of the back of his neck.

"This looks serious. Didn't you wear sunscreen?" Wu Jing checked and said, "I do have aloe vera gel here, but you need to use medicine, right? I'll ask the crew later for a tube?"

While the two were talking, Chu Tianhao came over and put an ointment on the table.

"The one you want to puncture, paint on it after puncturing."

"Eh? Thank you." Luo Yue gratefully took the plaster and asked Wu Jing to help him deal with it.

"What kind of medicine is this?" Wu Jing took it over and studied it for a while: "It's still a professional sunburn treatment, and you are quite well prepared."

"En." Chu Tianhao didn't seem to have any desire to talk, so he gave the plaster to Luo Yue and left.

"This kid." Wu Jing sighed, but couldn't understand what he meant.

It was a very hot day, and I was sweating profusely even standing still.Luo Yue stood in a military posture for a while and felt that he couldn't take it anymore. His whole body was sticky, and sweat fell from his forehead into his eyes, making him blink.Instructor Chen was still lecturing, his hoarse voice making people upset.

"Stand up straight for me. A soldier must look like a soldier. All of you who stand crookedly are unqualified!

The last day is to report. With your energy, it would be embarrassing for me to go up!There are still 7 minutes to stand up straight. "

Only 3 minutes passed...

Luo Yue wanted to die.He also experienced more difficult environments when he was filming, but he has never been tormented like this. The sweat poured down, and then evaporated quickly, over and over again, the whole body was soaked, and the rough cloth rubbed against the skin, like Even if there are tens of millions of ants crawling, he still cannot move or scratch.

He couldn't help feeling disgusted with Instructor Chen. Instructor Chen was right, he couldn't be annoyed just because other instructors put water and he took him seriously, but he was not a saint, and everyone else was resting under the shade of the tree, even if Those who are training also choose a cool and ventilated place, and they are honest and honest, completely bathed in the scorching sun in the morning.In this situation, he really had no way to look at this matter calmly.

"The class I lead has always taken the first place. I feel ashamed to take the second place. I wish I could put my trousers on my head and lose face. Just like you are now, let alone the first place, I even I don’t even bother to rate you guys!”

Instructor Chen ignored the nearly a hundred resentful gazes cast on him, and continued to babble in his broken voice.

"Report to the instructor!" A girl suddenly shouted.

"Say!"

"Instructor, my stomach hurts, please rest."

"persist in!"

"Period, it really hurts." The girl's voice was full of tears, Luo Yue turned around a little, and looked at the girl, only to see that she was tightly covering her stomach with one hand, her lips were bitten white by her, with a look The look of unbearable pain.

"Others can persist, why can't you persist? I have seen many tricks like yours."

Instructor Chen scolded her with his eyes wide open. He obviously didn't agree with the girl's reasons.As soon as the voice fell, there was a burst of boos around.

"Others are resting, why do we still have to stand, and now we don't let people go when we are sick." A boy said.

"Who, speak up!" Instructor Chen yelled angrily, the team was silent, but the boy was scared.

"I'll tell you to speak louder!" The instructor insisted, seeing the girl swaying and looking like she was about to faint, Luo Yue couldn't stand it any longer. Just as he was about to speak, Ouyang Cheng squeezed away from the front row The boy walked up to the girl and asked with concern, "Can you walk?"

The girl nodded, tears rolled in her eyes, she looked very pitiful.

Seeing her like this, Ouyang Cheng simply squatted down: "Get on your stomach, I'll take you to the infirmary."

Ouyang Cheng didn't even look at the instructor, and left without the girls behind his back. Instructor Chen unexpectedly didn't stop them, but just stood behind with a gloomy expression.

The morning training was finally over.Ouyang Cheng was a hero who saved the beauty, and he was widely praised. Along the way, Luo Yue could hear a lot of praise for him.

But at this moment, he didn't care about who was in the limelight.It was only the second day, and the atmosphere between the instructors and the students was already so bad that if it went on, there would be conflicts.

He still remembered that he was the squad leader, and since he became the monitor, he had to do something.