Actor training manual

Shen Haohao's complexion improved a little bit, it may be because his body is too weak, and he has fallen into a deep sleep at the moment, the nurse came over to add anti-inflammatory medicine to his drip bottle, and adjusted the drip speed, then turned his head and told Xiao Yanzhi: "Your family members should pay attention at night and take his temperature every hour. If he has a fever again, remember to come to the nurse's station and call us. If the condition stabilizes at night, he will be discharged from the hospital tomorrow."

Xiao Yanzhi nodded gratefully and watched the nurse leave.He reached out and touched Shen Haohao's forehead, the temperature was completely normal, he was slightly relieved.

Jiang Zhengping came in from the outside. He stood by the bed and looked at Shen Haohao quietly, wondering what he was thinking.

"Can you tell me about the situation when you met Shen Haohao two years ago?" Jiang Zhengping said hoarsely, with a hint of pleading in his voice.

"What? Do you want to know how miserable he was at the beginning, and then spread the word around triumphantly?"

Xiao Yanzhi sneered, and the anger in his heart was ignited again, "Or do you want to plot with that Bai Yueguangcheng of yours and hurt him again?"

"You know I don't mean it." Jiang Zhengping frowned and explained, he sighed, "I was wrong back then, I didn't realize my feelings for Haohao at that time, but I didn't expect that he would... I'm sorry, It is my fault."

"Is an apology useful?" As soon as Jiang Zhengping apologized, Xiao Yanzhi became even more angry. Is there still a chance to see him? You regret it now, the confession now is just to find yourself a psychological comfort and a sense of redemption for yourself. If his body sank into the sea back then, would your current sentence of sorry still be useful? "

Jiang Zhengping felt a sharp pain in his heart, his vision went dark, he hastily stretched out his hands to hold on to the railing of the hospital bed, he didn't dare to think about the fact that he was about to lose Shen Haohao, Xiao Yanzhi's phrase "the body sank into the sea" It made him feel an indescribable suffocation, and he was so heartbroken that he almost passed out.

"It's true that Shen Haohao's family is not as good as yours, but he is also a real person, not a plaything that you can come and go when you call him!"

Xiao Yanzhi's words almost came out in a low growl, "When you relied on the protection of your ancestors and relied on your power to bully others, did you think about him? Do you think it is enough to compensate him for a house? There are two stinky Qian feels that he can do whatever he wants, which is really embarrassing to your parents!"

Jiang Zhengping's hand holding the head of the bed turned pale. His face at the moment was as pale as Shen Haohao's. Without Xiao Yanzhi's condemnation, his heart was already full of remorse and apology. Knowing that Shen Haohao had almost disappeared in the In this world, he didn't even know how to get Shen Haohao's forgiveness, but two years of suffering and lonely waiting made him understand that he really couldn't lose Shen Haohao, even if it would take a lifetime to get close to him again, he was willing , he can't lose Shen Haohao.

"I know that what I say now is wrong, I can't change the time, go back to the past, and save the mistakes I made."

There was a choke in Jiang Zhengping's voice, "But I really can't live without him. In the past two years, I haven't stopped thinking about him for a moment, and I can't lose him."

Xiao Yanzhi took a deep breath. He had mixed feelings in his heart at the moment. On the one hand, he felt aggrieved by what happened to Shen Haohao, and on the other hand, he thought of himself two years ago, who was equally helpless and eager to be redeemed.However, he chose to escape, while Shen Haohao chose to die.

"Do you still remember the award ceremony of the Hundred Birds Award two years ago? That night, I lost news of Haohao. I have been looking for him for a whole year. Every time I got news of him, he ran away. Dropped, I know he is deliberately avoiding me."

Jiang Zhengping's Adam's apple rolled, and his expression was sad, "A year ago, I completely lost news of him. I really didn't know that he would be so desperate..."

Xiao Yanzhi let out a long breath. At this moment, his mood had calmed down. He looked at Shen Haohao and said lightly: "Last winter, no, now it should be the year before last. I picked him up at the seaside, if it wasn't for his When I moved my fingers, I thought he was dead.

Later, I called the police and took him to the hospital. The doctor told me that he had contusions from a fall from a high altitude, and a rib in his chest was broken. Before I found him, he had been in the sea for 5 hours. It's really fate that he didn't die. "

When Jiang Zhengping heard this, he closed his eyes in pain, and the corners of his eyes were slightly moist.

Xiao Yanzhi didn't look at him, and continued: "He burned in the hospital for four days before returning. The doctor told me that although he was fine, many joints on his body were damaged by seawater, and he had developed rheumatism. His internal organs are also much weaker than ordinary people, and his resistance is not as good as before. I don’t know how healthy he was before. I only know that the Shen Haohao I know is a person who dare not use the air conditioner, can’t be exposed to the sun, and can’t catch cold , can’t drink cold drinks, and is a porcelain doll that is difficult to recover from a cold and fever. Now tell me, what kind of person does Shen Haohao you know?”

There was no angry expression on Xiao Yanzhi's face, he just looked at Shen Haohao calmly, as if he could see the past through the frail him now.

"He..." Jiang Zhengping's Adam's apple rolled several times rapidly, his voice was so dry that he was even speechless, he restrained his urge to rush Shen Haohao into his arms and hug him tightly, and opened his mouth with difficulty , "He used to like to participate in various sports. He was a cheerful and enthusiastic person. We used to ski, play basketball, and dive together. I know he really likes these activities."

"It's a pity that he won't be able to do these things in the future. His heart can't stand such strenuous exercise, let alone diving. When he was just discharged from the hospital, he even suffered from hydrophobia. When he took a bath for the first time, he There was choking and it didn't get better until a few months later."

Xiao Yanzhi turned his head and looked straight at Jiang Zhengping, and said calmly, "You almost ruined him."

"I'm sorry...I'm sorry..." Jiang Zhengping finally couldn't bear the pain and guilt for Shen Haohao anymore, and shed tears of regret. He sat on the edge of the hospital bed, reached out and stroked Shen Haohao's cheek, and said with a sob, "Haohao , please give me a chance, please don't hate me, don't leave me, I really, really can't live without you..."

Seeing this, Xiao Yanzhi could no longer speak harsh words. He is not Shen Haohao, and he has no right to make decisions for him. He knows that it is impossible for someone who once loved to the bone marrow to let go and forget so easily, just like he did to Yue Shan. Lin, his rationality told him that he should break up with Yue Shanlin and be strangers since then, but emotionally, he knew that no matter how many times he repeated the experience of two years ago, he would still sink into the pampering that Yue Shanlin woven for him. Inextricable.

People are so mean sometimes.Xiao Yanzhi didn't interrupt Jiang Zhengping's remorse for Shen Haohao. He got up and walked out of the ward under the eyes of the family members of emergency patients, walked out of the outpatient gate, and stood in front of the hospital flower bed to light a cigarette.

In the twilight night, the milky white smoke slowly rises, looking so lonely.

At this time, Yue Shanlin called, and Xiao Yanzhi answered the phone, feeling that there was some noise there.

"Go home?" Yue Shanlin asked on the phone.

"No, Shen Haohao is sick, and I'm in the hospital." After receiving this call, Xiao Yanzhi finally felt a little tired.

"What's wrong?" Yue Shanlin heard that Xiao Yanzhi's mood was not right.

"I suddenly wondered if it was too easy to forgive you..."

"What's wrong?" the man asked softly after being silent for a while.

"nothing……"

"If you think it's too easy to forgive me, then you can abuse me back. I'm willing to be abused by you."

Yue Shanlin said softly on the other end, and then he changed the subject and his tone became tough, "However, if you want to leave me, don't even think about it."

Xiao Yanzhi was choked and speechless, hung up the phone hastily, took a deep breath on his cigarette, and smiled with his head down.

The uncomfortable feeling that has been choked in my heart today suddenly disappeared without a trace.Yue Shanlin, you are so fucking poisonous!

On the other end of the phone, Yue Shanlin hung up the phone with a smile. The time spent together was enough for him to know himself better than Xiao Yanzhi.

He shook his head and smiled inwardly, why didn't he realize that Xiao Yanzhi was such an empathetic person before, he could always find his shadow in others, they were all in their 30s, sometimes he was like a child .

"What are you laughing at?" Yue Shanlin's mother, Cui Yiyun, came out of the kitchen with a fruit plate, and asked curiously when she saw her son hanging up the phone and standing in the hallway smiling secretly.

"Laugh at a little fool." Yue Shanlin took the fruit plate, held the fruit plate with one hand, and walked towards the living room with one arm around Cui Yiyun's shoulder.

"You, hey, it's hard for me to say you." Cui Yiyun's face immediately turned down, and Yue Shanlin's reaction was clearly that of a man who is close to someone. Combined with the gossip she heard during this period, she naturally knew it. She said with a displeased face, "I thought you broke up with that person two years ago."

"Impossible." Yue Shanlin's good mood also faded, "It is impossible for me and him to be separated again in this life."

"Didn't it all be broken two years ago? How do you pay it back?"

Cui Yiyun stopped, grabbed his son's sleeve, raised his head and looked at him anxiously, "It's okay to mess around when you were young, but now you're 40, why are you still like this!"

"Mom, I know what I'm doing." Yue Shanlin said lightly, he could sacrifice everything for the family, except for the position beside him, he never considered others except Xiao Yanzhi.

"You, you said before that you wanted to bring someone back during the New Year, and you told mom, is this person Xiao Yanzhi?" Cui Yiyun suddenly thought of something, and looked at his son with a fierce expression.

"Yes." Yue Shanlin replied calmly, "I think it's time to introduce him to you."

"Are you trying to piss off your father and your grandfather?!" Cui Yiyun roared in a low voice.

In the living room, a deep and old male voice came: "What are you two standing there talking about? Come here!"