So you're secretly jealous again

In fact, Shu Jinshi really dotes on Zhao Niannian.Before Xu Fengyi appeared, Zhao Niannian was her favorite.

All this goes back many years.

The two of them met on the university campus ten years ago.

At that time, Shu Jinshi, and Zhao Niannian, as a person who skipped all the way, was still a little girl who was only 15 years old at that time.

In addition to this, the two people have very different temperaments. Shu Jinshi is calm and sophisticated, but Zhao Niannian has nothing but good grades and good looks, and has a lot of shortcomings.

She is picky eater, eccentric, thin, likes to be alone, basically can't deal with any interpersonal relationship, and often offends people without knowing it.Or maybe it was because she didn't care about offending anyone at all.She has been living in her own small world, paying no attention to everything that happens around her.

But in fact, there are already a lot of people who can't understand her.

So when Zhao Niannian and Shu Jinshi, who were young, eccentric and autistic, entered the same dormitory, Zhao Niannian's parents specially greeted everyone and expressed the hope that everyone would take care of them.

So roommates A and B began to invite her to dinner, watch movies, and run around.

But Zhao Niannian soon discovered that they were just pretending.

Because she overheard A saying something to someone. A said: "If Zhao Niannian's father hadn't given me pocket money, I wouldn't have wanted to talk to Zhao Niannian at all. That woman is gloomy and unlucky. Just looking at her makes me want to roll my eyes."

And B. B gave her a jar of candy and told her "I picked this for you specially", but Zhao Niannian found out that this was not the case.The candy was given to B by someone else, but B didn't like it, so he gave it to her.

They all said they would regard her as a unique friend, but she is not stupid, she knows that they are more important to each other in their hearts.They didn't really treat her sincerely at all, they were just saying nice things there.

Then she tried it, and it came out.If they really liked her so much, why would they start to stay away from her because of her occasional troubles?So, they don't like her.

She threw the towels and candy from A and B into the trash can.

She didn't say why she did this, but when A and B saw it, they became furious instantly.They scolded her for not knowing what to do.After that, the news of her throwing something quickly spread.

Gradually, no one wanted to talk to her anymore.

Everyone said that Zhao Niannian is like an unfamiliar wild cat, it will eat what you throw at her, but she still won't get close to you and will scratch you.

However, Zhao Niannian didn't respond to their leaving one after another, but just smiled.

She didn't care about those fake people at all, she wished they were as far away from herself as possible.clean.

But she found that when everyone left, Shu Jinshi was still there.

Shu Jinshi will not try to please her or get close to her, but will take care of her in some details.

For example, it was too noisy outside on Saturday and Sunday mornings, she tossed and turned and couldn't fall asleep, and was so irritable that she beat the bed, Shu Jin would hand her a sound-proof earplug from the bedside.

For example, when she was so painful during menstruation that her face turned pale, Shu Jinshi would hand her a cup of ginger tea.

For example, when she was in the car, it was windy and windy outside, and she was shivering with cold, Shu Jin would close the windows and ask the driver to turn up the temperature.

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In fact, at that time, Shu Jinshi didn't think too much about doing these things.She just felt that as the class monitor, she was responsible and obliged to pay attention to and take care of this child.

But Zhao Niannian gradually realized that he had paid attention to everything about Shu Jinshi.

She found that Shu Jinshi, like herself, liked to eat tomato scrambled eggs.But she seems to prefer tomatoes, not eggs.Slowly, she also tried eating tomatoes.She found that Shu Jinshi's favorite colors were dull, mainly black, white and grey, so sometimes when she went to a clothing store, she would take off a piece of clothing that Shu Jinshi liked to wear, put it on herself, stand in front of the mirror and look left look right.

In this way, at the back, they came closer and closer.

As time passed, Zhao Niannian's dependence and trust in Shu Jinshi became deeper and deeper.

She became able to laugh without image in front of Shu Jinshi, and when buying things for herself, she also carefully selected and bought one for Shu Jinshi.Snacks, stuffed bunny gloves, and scarves with bears are also good.

She also learned to be like other people who walked arm in arm with their girlfriends, bouncing around and holding Shu Jinshi's arm, going to the candy store with her, and going to the game hall together.

Even when she was frightened by horror movies, she would get into Shu Jinshi's bed and want to sleep with Shu Jinshi.

Her entire adolescence was filled by Shu Jinshi.

It can even be said that the happiness of her entire adolescence was brought about by Shu Jinshi.Shu Jinshi had a great influence on her.

If there is no Shu Jinshi, she may still be the wild cat that everyone talks about.

Her possessiveness towards Shu Jinshi is extremely strong.

But she also knew that Shu Jinshi didn't like people who were too possessive.Several people who frankly and clearly showed possessiveness in front of Shu Jinshi were all kept away in the end.

She doesn't want that.Even at that time, she had already fallen in love with Shu Jinshi.

After she knew that Shu Jinshi didn't want to fall in love, she quickly suppressed her emotions without hesitation.

She just didn't want to be disliked, so she decided to pretend that she was just seeing her as a friend.

This outfit has been installed for many years.

In the secret room, the light was still dim, cramped and gloomy.

Staying in this kind of place for a long time will not make people feel very comfortable.

Especially, seeing Zhao Niannian hugging Shu Jin so tightly, he seemed to be saying to her: "Look, in Shu Jinshi's heart, I am very important."

Xu Fengyi didn't know if she had misread it, but she always felt that under the dim light, Zhao Niannian was smiling at herself, a kind of smile similar to the smile after a small trick succeeds.

But that appearance, she only saw it once, and it was fleeting.

When Xu Fengyi looked again, Zhao Niannian was still leaning on Shu Jin with a slight frown, looking very scared.

In an instant, Xu Fengyi's mood became more and more strange, and her breathing became more and more rapid. The whole figure was tightly strangled by invisible ropes, which made her very uncomfortable.

She didn't want to look too much, and she couldn't work too much, so she turned her head again and continued to look for the next clue with Gu Yanyu.

Not knowing how to describe the feeling in her heart, she pursed her lips tightly.

Zhao Niannian pulled his lips.

She was indeed looking at Xu Fengyi and smiling just now, and her main purpose was to demonstrate.

In Zhao Niannian's heart, Shu Jinshi is hers, and has always been hers.

Therefore, Xu Fengyi, who appeared suddenly and was also taken care of by Shu Jinshi, was to her an intruder from outside, an intruder who was about to disturb her life and take Shu Jinshi away.

So, when she heard Shu Jin say that she had found someone to live with for a trial marriage, she immediately sounded the alarm, put down everything she was doing, and rushed back from abroad without stopping.

Therefore, when she saw Xu Fengyi for the first time, she paid attention to it.

She will do whatever it takes to drive this intruder out, for sure.

At this time, Xu Fengyi said: "I don't want to stay here anymore, I want to go out."