So you're secretly jealous again

Regardless of Xu Fengyi's thoughtless or even fierce verbal output, it was like a sharp knife, cutting through the originally frozen and stalemate atmosphere between the two.

After finishing speaking, Xu Fengyi shut up for a second, and did not allow herself to continue talking.

My heartbeat became faster and faster, and my mind became even more chaotic, and I couldn't make sense of it.

So, what are you doing.Seriously speaking, even if he and that woman are not friends but lovers, it should be none of his business, what to do with her, just keep throwing his temper here.

Unless I have other thoughts about Shu Jinshi.

Xiao Xiao's different thoughts made her heart beat unexpectedly.

Shu Jinshi looked at her in a daze, and after a few seconds of stunned, he quickly grabbed some key words from it.

Little princess?Are you talking about Zhao Niannian?

It's hard to describe what it feels like now.

On the one hand, seeing Xu Fengyi in such an angry state made her feel very distressed, on the other hand, her heartbeat was inadvertently pulled up an inch, soaked in a subtle sense of suspension.

She still remembered that no matter what she did with others, Xu Fengyi would not respond at all.For example, Lu Yuan.It is true that Lu Yuan and her are not as close as Zhao Niannian, but in fact, when Lu Yuan clings to people, he is also the kind that cannot be shaken off. When they travel together, they will more or less hold hands.

But at that time, Xu Fengyi never reacted to those scenes.

Not only did she not respond, she even got along with Lu Yuan, so that in the end it was the two of them who walked hand in hand, and she became the one who was alone.

So Shu Jinshi actually always felt that Xu Fengyi might really have no feelings for her.

But she was still looking forward to something.She couldn't say exactly what it was, maybe it was just a matter of concern.

To this day, Xu Fengyi has actually started to care about whether she is too intimate with others, which means that she has a certain possessive desire for herself now, rounding it up, it should be considered a concern, right?

We all know that possessiveness does not necessarily mean liking, after all, friends may also be possessive, but it still makes Shu Jinshi feel a little bit happy.

Being possessive means that her status and weight in her heart have been improved to a certain extent, right?

Thinking like this, Shu Jinshi stared at her, pressed the thousands of messy thoughts, and asked softly: "Could it be because I let you go to comfort Zhao Niannian when I was in the secret room just now, so you are angry?"

If Xu Fengyi really cared about these things, she could keep a distance from Zhao Niannian in the future.

It's just that before she does it, she has to explain why she wants to do it.Otherwise, the other party will definitely feel confused about it.After all, for Zhao Niannian, this is how they have always been getting along.

Xu Fengyi's heart skipped a beat, as if a cat's tail was stepped on, and she immediately became alert: "Why should I be angry about this?"

It's really embarrassing and naive to make such a scene because of jealousy. I subconsciously feel that I must deny it.

In addition, her mind is also in a mess now. It feels like there are a lot of things that need to be sorted out, and she can't figure it out for a while.

Shu Jinshi was silent for a moment, then continued: "If you're not angry about this, then why are you angry?"

Xu Fengyi was stopped by her question.

If it's not because of this, it might be because of... But she doesn't dare to think about that direction now.

Something inexplicably caused her whole body to tremble, and Xu Fengyi tightly squeezed her left arm.

She really likes Shu Jinshi?But, how can...

He clearly warned himself not to be emotional with others anymore, how could he fall in love with someone again so quickly?Is it because the pit I fell in before was not deep enough?

What's more, Shu Jinshi's current signs don't seem to like him.

Xu Fengyi was scared.

Shu Jinshi slightly opened his lips and teeth, releasing some of the gas that had been swirling in his chest: "I don't know what you think, but I have figured out what I think these days."

Xu Fengyi still didn't look at her.

Shu Jinshi glanced across the ground and landed on the opponent's shoe. After a while, he said, "I think I like you."

In an instant, Xu Fengyi felt that the pause button was suddenly pressed in his mind, and everything in the world entered a state of stagnation.

What Shu Jinshi said sounded extremely unreal, like a dream that came by the wind.

After a long time, Xu Fengyi looked at her and said softly: "You, like me?"

Shu Jinshi nodded, and the anxiety in his heart grew wildly.

In fact, she has always been conflicted about whether to speak out.

Because she couldn't be sure whether Xu Fengyi had a good impression of her, so she was very concerned about gains and losses.

But she always felt that she should speak out and let Xu Fengyi know.

Although she didn't know if she would encounter a wall in the next second.But she just felt... Maybe, Xu Fengyi should know.

Just like that, the two of them once again fell into a long silence.

So long that it seemed as if everything had stopped growing.

But Shu Jinshi was still quietly waiting for the next sentence.

After a while, Xu Fengyi said, "But..."

His tone was full of hesitation.

Then, she suddenly raised her head to look at Shu Jinshi: "I don't feel it."

Shu Jinshi was slightly taken aback.

She thought about the many consequences of saying this sentence rashly.The best result is that the other party actually likes you, and the worst result is that the other party just treats you as a friend and refuses.

But she never expected that what she got was such a sentence.

This sentence made her feel that all the doors and windows of her world were closed and gradually lost their light.

It was as if she was standing in a wilderness, with a boundless and lonely storm blowing around, disturbing all her senses.

Such a sentence is almost equivalent to Xu Fengyi unilaterally denying everything about her, making it all seem like a joke.

"Really?" She raised the corner of her lower lip, and her voice was a little difficult.

Xu Fengyi suddenly shook her head, and looked at her with a red nose: "Yes, Shu Jinshi, are you really sure that you are not joking, is it really not your own illusion?"

She couldn't understand, if Shu Jinshi liked her, how could such a thing happen just now?

In other words, if Shu Jinshi liked her, how could the incident in the secret room happen just now?

She doesn't understand, really doesn't understand.

Shu Jinshi looked at her for a long time, and suddenly laughed: "That is to say, in your eyes, I don't have any sincerity, and I don't even have a good impression of you. The liking I thought was all just my own illusion, right? "

Xu Fengyi looked away and didn't speak any more, but swallowed continuously in his throat.

A few minutes later, Shu Jinshi took a deep breath, and when he looked at her again, his eyes were faintly red: "I understand. You just don't trust me, think I won't have sincerity, think I'm the kind of person who will lie to you, Right?"

Shu Jinshi sighed again, with a half smile but not a smile: "In your heart, I should be similar to Yi Zhiya, similar to Chen Na, they are not good things, are they?"

Xu Fengyi shook her head: "I didn't say that..."

Shu Jinshi smiled: "Yes, you didn't say that, but isn't that what you mean between the lines?"

At this point, Xu Fengyi covered her head: "I don't know how to say it, all of a sudden... I don't know..."

She is very confused now.

Shu Jinshi looked at her, a layer of mist gradually formed in his eyes.

How to describe this feeling now?Is it sad?Still angry?then what?In fact, she didn't seem to have the energy to get angry. The only thing she felt now was that her chest seemed to be hollowed out by someone.

It's a wonderful feeling that I've never experienced before, just like getting a local anesthetic.

I feel like, a little bit ridiculous.

Afterwards, Shu Jinshi pressed the pulp of his index finger on the lower eyelid, and said with a smile, "I'm sorry, I was rude. Maybe you are right, maybe all this is indeed my illusion, after all, I have never been in a relationship, I Everything I feel is just my own wishful thinking. I don't understand emotion or love at all. You..."

Shu Jinshi sighed, turned around dejectedly: "Just pretend I didn't say anything before."