So you're secretly jealous again

Shu Jinshi remained silent the entire time, making it impossible to see what she was thinking, nor what she might say next.

But this kind of silence is very tormenting for Xu Fengyi.

The heartbeat speeded up, and Xu Fengyi couldn't help but took a step back first, and then another step.

This kind of question is not easy to answer, she knows.Perhaps, for Shu Jinshi, the most important thing right now is to appease Zhao Niannian.Therefore, her answer, nine out of ten, should be Zhao Niannian.

She can understand, but understanding is understanding. Whether she can accept it is another matter.

If Zhao Niannian is so important to Shu Jinshi that he needs to take her off to appease him, then it can only be said that Zhao Niannian is really important to Shu Jinshi.

Thinking like this, Xu Fengyi softly called Gu Yanyu: "Yan Yu..."

Gu Yanyu hurriedly looked away: "Huh?"

Xu Fengyi was silent for a few seconds, frowning slightly: "Is there any extra bedding to cover the bed in your small dark room?"

The so-called small black room actually refers to a small second bedroom in the room that Gu Yanyu rented.

The second bedroom is very small, only a few square meters, and there is only room for a bed in it. Even a window can only be opened halfway, and it can no longer be opened. Gu Yanyu has always called the room affectionately. small black house.

The reason why Gu Yanyu rented such a house was because she was raising cats back then.

For Gu Yanyu, having such a spare small room allows the cat to play in it when it wants to be clean.It's a pity that the orthodox two-bedroom apartment is relatively expensive, so it's not very cost-effective. She screened for a long time before choosing one to rent.

What is more dramatic is that her mother later took a fancy to the cat and took it back to raise, which resulted in the room being vacant.

"Yes, why did you suddenly ask this, you, want to come and live?" Actually, Gu Yanyu felt that this question was unnecessary to ask, but she still asked it tentatively.

Xu Fengyi pursed her lips and nodded for a long time: "Yes."

But at this moment, a "sorry" came from over there, and Xu Fengyi stopped the foot he had just lifted.

These three words are very short, and they are fleeting when they are spoken, but they are burned into Xu Fengyi's mind immediately.

She really couldn't believe that Shu Jinshi would choose herself in front of Zhao Niannian, and even wondered if she was hallucinating.

"I'm sorry." Shu Jinshi's tone was neither light nor heavy: "Niannian, I personally don't like doing this kind of multiple-choice questions. Many things in this world cannot be chosen and dealt with with such a simple way of thinking. It's a joke. .”

"To me, you are all important, but if you insist on me making a choice among you, then I must choose her."

"To me, you are a sister that I care about, and to me, she is a partner that I hope will follow me for the rest of my life from now on."

"At the same time, I also hope that you can understand that we will have our own lives in the end. You are too dependent on me, which is not a good thing for you. No matter what, you have to learn to be independent. "

"This independence is not only independent in life, but also independent in thinking. If I blindly say what you want to hear to please you, it is actually not a good thing for you. It will only spoil you. Besides, I have no way to say something against my will. Indeed, in my heart, she is extremely important. "

Shu Jinshi didn't know if she made it clear, but she really couldn't indulge and indulge Zhao Niannian in these matters anymore.

What she regrets now is that she was too indulgent towards Zhao Niannian before.In fact, blindly stroking along the hair does not make a person truly grow up.

Moreover, it is also time for Zhao Niannian to gradually understand that he is not her personal property.

"You don't understand anything at all!" Unexpectedly, Zhao Niannian suddenly screamed and interrupted her.

"You don't even know why I'm angry!" Zhao Niannian frowned, blushing, "What are you talking about, you don't even know..."

Shu Jinshi looked at her, frowned slightly, and waited for the next sentence: "What don't I know?"

But after Shu Jinshi finished speaking, Zhao Niannian held back his voice.

But she didn't hold it back for long, and quickly clenched her fists and said loudly to her again: "I like you, I like you so much! But you said you don't want to fall in love, you don't like being liked, I will always Depressed. I thought to myself, if you want to be single, then I will accompany you. But, who knows, you fell in love with her in a blink of an eye, do you know how I feel?!"

Afterwards, Zhao Niannian cried hoarsely, like a child who would cry and beat without candy.

The moment Shu Jinshi heard Zhao Niannian said that he liked her, he was stunned.

In fact, she never thought about this question - about the fact that Zhao Niannian might like herself.

One is because although she has always been close to girls before, and her sexual orientation was unknown, she subconsciously classified all female friends around her as straight girls—she really thought that there were not as many lesbians as she imagined.

What's more, the way Zhao Niannian clings to her is exactly the same as the way her relatives and children cling to her. These, coupled with Zhao Niannian's family background, will not make her feel that Zhao Niannian likes herself.

Shu Jinshi looked at her for a long time, and his eyes couldn't help revealing the meaning of a patriarch: "So, Niannian, what do you think you like about me?"

"I like it..." Zhao Niannian thought he could blurt out many things, but he was stunned for a moment, hesitating a bit visible to the naked eye.

For a moment, she sniffed: "I like that you treat me well. You have always been the only one who treats me well."

Shu Jinshi shook his head: "Based on this, if another person treats you as well as I do, will you also like this other person?"

Zhao Niannian was confused, as if he didn't know how to answer this question.

For a moment she said firmly: "But, there will not be another person who treats me as well as you, no."

Shu Jinshi smiled: "How do you know that you can't?"

Then Shu Jinshi continued to ask: "What's more, do you know what I like about Fengyi?"

Zhao Niannian didn't speak, but just clenched his hands.

Shu Jinshi sighed softly: "In fact, she has no major problems, but she has a lot of minor problems. First of all, she is really sensitive, and she has never trusted me very much. In addition, she is sometimes quite dull. We have known each other for so long... But Until now, I still haven't seen her circle of friends, and all these details make me feel very confused..."

Zhao Niannian became more and more confused, and murmured: "Then why do you still like her? I don't understand, I don't understand at all."

"Because..." Shu Jinshi looked at her, "Maybe it's because I like her. Therefore, even if she stepped on a series of my minefields, I still couldn't restrain my feelings. I just felt that I liked her so much. , I want to be with her all the time, I want to have a fake show with her for real."

……

After listening to Shu Jinshi's last words, Xu Fengyi couldn't help but thumped in his heart.

The body and heart, which had been stiff due to tension, became soft in an instant like a spring breeze.

This matter was so unreal that she wondered if she was dreaming.

It can't really be a dream, can it?Xu Fengyi couldn't help but raised his hands to cup his face, pinched it again, and finally frowned in pain, and put on a whole mask of pain.

Then she couldn't help wondering whether the saying that there would be no pain in dreams was true.

Or was it all her delusion?Could it be that she has already suffered from some serious illness and been admitted to some mental hospital, and all of this is her imagination?

"Yan, Yan Yu, Shu, Shu Jinshi..." Xu Fengyi was already a little incoherent, and subconsciously raised his hand to grab Gu Yanyu's arm, "She, did you hear what she just said? Also, I'm the only one, listen , hear?"

Gu Yanyu patted her on the shoulder, and said with her in a low voice: "I heard it too, it's true, she said she likes you, and she's super serious!"

Xu Fengyi heard that her heartbeat became more and more rapid, and she felt that she was about to faint.

She remembered what Shu Jinshi had said to herself before.

She said she likes herself.

But what did you answer back then?

Suddenly, Xu Fengyi wanted to push his head into the center of the earth.

Why is Doraemon just a cartoon, and why does the time machine only exist in people's fantasy?

Now, she really wants to go back to that time all at once.

At this moment, a strong man in a gray down jacket and a black wool hat came over whistling and singing, and stopped in front of the car door.

Then, the strong man glanced at Xu Fengyi and Gu Yanyu, raised his eyebrows, and asked in a rough voice, "Who are you two looking for?"

"No, no..." Xu Fengyi hurriedly waved his hands, afraid that the elder brother would draw Shu Jinshi's attention.

She didn't think about what she would do if Shu Jinshi found out that she had been eavesdropping here.How embarrassing that would be.

Really, the scalp is numb.

But the strong man didn't stop there, after looking suspiciously at Xu Fengyi and Gu Yanyu for a while, he asked louder: "Then what are you two doing here?"

At this moment, Shu Jinshi finally looked over here with a confused face.

Moreover, he locked his eyes on the sneaky Xu Fengyi.

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