Naked

Bowing his head, he checked and crossed out the to-do item "Confess to family members" in the phone's todolist, Chong Xiao let out a long breath.He didn't suddenly come out to his family on a whim.After clarifying his sexuality and intentions, he carefully considered all possibilities.Although he didn't have the courage to confess for a while, he didn't want to leave any hidden dangers.It is unlikely that Uncle Qin will accept him, but before confessing his love, he must at least ensure that there will be no resistance from his family.What would they think if their family knew that the person they liked was Qin Zhao?Do you think Qin Zhao led him badly?But liking Qin Zhao is his own business, what has it to do with Qin Zhao?

The door knocked lightly twice, Chong Xiao came back to his senses, and said please come in, Gu Yan pushed the door open and walked in, his brows were still slightly frowned when he entered the door, seeing Chong Xiao stretched out on the bed , whispered: "Want to talk to me?"

"...Well." Chong Xiao patted the edge of the bed to let him sit, and Gu Yan sat down side by side with him. Before he could figure out how to speak, Chong Xiao asked, "Where are parents?"

"Stay in the room and kicked me out." Gu Yan smiled seemingly relaxedly, "You don't have to worry too much, they just suddenly find it difficult to accept what you said, and it will be fine after a while Yes. Can I hear what you think? Could it be an excuse that my mother forced me to come up with?"

Chong Xiao looked at his brother in disbelief: "Am I so boring? Of course not. I just realized it suddenly, and I think you will know it sooner or later. Why waste the time of parents and other little girls?" He Recalling the shocked look of his parents at the dinner table, he pursed his lips, ruffled his half-long hair vigorously, and said irritably, "I thought they wouldn't mind too much."

Before making a decision, he searched through many cases from various channels. Some of them had failed and hysterical after coming out of the closet with a happy family, and some were even considered by their parents to be mentally ill and sent to all kinds of creepy treatments.But he felt that he was different. Although his father and mother were strict with him and worried about his life, they were just afraid that he would not be able to take care of himself alone.

What's more-"Do you remember that when I was in high school, a senior in high school committed suicide by jumping off the building? The school said it was the one who was under too much study pressure." On the bed, he said in a low voice, "Actually, it's not. I've heard of him. He's gay, but his family didn't accept it. They asked him to break up with his boyfriend at the time, didn't allow him to take the college entrance examination, and sent him abroad. He was probably forced to Hurry up." He took a deep breath and suppressed the emotions in his heart, "I mentioned this to my mother at the time, and she said it was a pity. She said what happened to homosexuality, why bother to force a child like this.— —I thought she wouldn't think it was a bad thing."

Gu Yan heard his voice gradually getting lower and lower, and hugged his younger brother's shoulders sideways: "Baby, it's not like this. They didn't think it was you who was bad, they just worried that you would have a bad life. You see, there are so many people who can't live in this world. Those who understand, we are afraid that you will be hurt." He patted Chong Xiao on the back like he was a child, "I don't think it's a big deal, because I know there are many people like this around me, but my parents are different. , they have always accepted more traditional ideas, and have rarely been in contact with this group, so you can’t force them to accept this matter immediately. Besides, the daughter-in-law they have been looking forward to for so long has changed gender, you have to Give them a little time to accept, right? Maybe in two days, they will try to find you a boyfriend again."

Chong Xiao was amused by him, "I don't want it."

"Okay, you don't want it." Gu Yan coaxed him, and asked again, "So do you have a boyfriend?" Seeing the other party shaking his head, he continued to ask, "Do you have someone you like?"

Chong Xiao's first reaction was to shake his head and deny it, but thinking that Gu Yan was not kind enough to lie to him by chatting with him so heartily, so he nodded reluctantly: "Yes, but I won't tell you of."

Gu Yan: "...All right." He retreated to try to satisfy his curiosity, "Can I know what kind of person it is? I always have the right to know who can beat my cabbage."

"Why didn't I give someone else's cabbage!" Chong Xiao glared at him ferociously, curled his lips, "Anyway, he is a very nice and gentle person, I might not even be able to chase after him, it's useless to say it .”

Gu Yan patted him on the head with a smile and wished him good luck, stood up and opened the curtains to look downstairs: "Do you know why I asked you to go home for dinner today? Dad didn't know which friend got it from some time ago. I opened a small laboratory, which is quite close to home, I guess you will like it, I modified it and planned to play it for you. When I was kicked out of the room just now, I reminded me to take you to have a look, do you want to go?"

Chong Xiao's eyes seemed to be illuminated inch by inch by the moonlight outside the window: "Yeah!"