After losing my memory, I became a group pet

"What do you mean? It means literally!" Hu Niu's loud voice came from outside the door.

"Impossible, he couldn't have said that, you nonsense."

"I didn't? Nonsense, he told me in front of me today, if you don't believe me, you can ask him!"

Yan Wuji went to see Sima Yao, but what he got was dodging eyes.At that moment, Yan Wuji's scalp tightened for a while, the reverse scales on the back of his neck glistened, fine cold sweat broke out on his forehead and back, and he was caught off guard by anxiety and fear.From childhood to adulthood, he will only give to others what he doesn't want; only what he doesn't care about will be thrown on the ground casually.

Sima Yao doesn't want him anymore.

As soon as this thought popped into my mind, it was out of control.

Hu Niu is still outside the house? She knocked on the door, her voice became more and more sharp, "Yan Lang, elder brother told me that he wants me to take good care of you and stay with you. You also told me before that you will live with me well. ? Son, why..."

The door opened suddenly, Yan Wuji's clothes were casually tied, revealing his well-formed chest and abdomen muscles, Hu Niu took a step back and lowered his head.

"What nonsense are you talking about, when did I ever tell you that!"

Was that voice cold? There was warmth, Huniu raised her head, under the moonlight, Yan Wuji's face was as indifferent as a dead person, Huniu was startled.She had never seen Yan Wuji like this before. In her memory, Yan Wuji never got angry with anyone. Even if he was chased and beaten by someone, he would squat on the roof like a puppy and have fun.

The first time she saw Yan Wuji in the window, she was attracted by his handsome and beautiful face and the pure and bright light in his eyes.At that time, Yan Wuji was shining white among the swarthy bandits, like the sun falling in the world, it would shine.But now Yan Wuji is still handsome, even a little more mature, but the hostility in his eyebrows makes people feel scared.

Hu Niu faltered and said: "If you don't think so, why did you go through three tests for me?"

Yan Wuji frowned, didn't speak, but his expression already showed a bit of sorrow and guilt of a living person.

Hu Niu breathed a sigh of relief. She is also a smart little girl who can read words and expressions. In the past, whenever she wanted to act like a baby with her father, she would mention her mother, and her father would promise her many unreasonable things with a guilty look. Require.She immediately added: "Not only did you pass three levels for me, but you also desperately wanted to win. Isn't that just to marry me?"

Yan Wuji really lowered his eyelids, and said in a deep voice, "I'm sorry, it was my fault. I just wanted to live, so I had to do that."

Hu Niu stirred the handkerchief and squeezed out two tears, "Our marriage was decided when Daddy was around, but now that Daddy is gone, you... just play tricks and don't want me..."

"I don't mean that. In fact, your father..." Did Yan Wuji stop talking, and said tactfully, "How about this, Huniu, when I get back to Chang'an, I will definitely find you a good marriage. Or... tell me what kind of compensation you need, and I will definitely do it. "

"I want you to marry me."

Yan Wuji smiled helplessly, "Do you want a man who doesn't love you to marry you? Why? I think my life is too happy and perfect, do you want to find fault for yourself?"

Huniu wanted to refute several times, but she didn't study much and was not Yan Wuji's opponent, so she could only keep silent.Yan Wuji sighed, "Forget it, it's late, I'll take you back with some clothes on, you should go to bed early."

When Yan Wuji came back from seeing Huniu off, the sky was already dark, and a burst of snow fell on the way, which buried more than half of the road. Sima Yao was standing at the door waiting, the moon was still hanging in the dark blue sky, and Yan Wuji's There was a layer of snowflakes on the top of his head and shoulders, and his hands were terribly cold. Sima Yao pulled him closer to the room, "Hurry up and warm yourself on the kang."

Yan Wuji didn't say anything, took off his coat, got into the bed, turned sideways and didn't speak.Sima Yao was lying beside him, not daring to enter the quilt, so he hugged him gently through the quilt.

The cold body was quickly covered with heat, and even began to sweat. It is impossible for ordinary charcoal and firewood to make this room so warm. You don't need to think about why the kang gets hot by itself.

Did Yan Wuji? He said kindly, "Are you going? I fried it and ate it? Do you want to sprinkle some salt?"

"Aren't you angry?" Sima Yao said cautiously.

"I'm not mad at you, I'm mad at myself." Yan Wuji's voice couldn't hear joy or sorrow, "I'm mad at myself. It's useless. You have to lie to others to survive; I'm angry at myself? I lied to the girl's feelings, and I made you misunderstand; I'm angry at myself. I thought I was in love, but in the end it was nothing, and others didn't care at all."

Sima Yao didn't know what to say. He wished that Yan Wuji would be the same as when he was a child, arguing and wanting the stars and the moon, so he could find them for him when he went to heaven and earth, but now Yan Wuji is the same as before? No It's the same, when you're unhappy, you don't make noise, don't say what you want, just wrap yourself in a quilt quietly.The quilt was like a barrier between the two of them. Hearing these yin and yang words, Sima Yao was anxious outside, but didn't know what to do.

"Brother Yao... don't you want me anymore?" After Yan Wuji finished speaking, he wrapped the quilt even tighter.

Sima Yao's heart trembled with his voice, "How come? Why do you think so?"

"You want to give it away? I gave it away, so you don't want me anymore?"

Yan Wuji would always be in inexplicable places? Sima Yao was surprised: "How could I send you away?"

"You must think I'm very annoying and useless. You don't want to be with me anymore, so you want to give me away?"

Sima Yao patted Yan Wuji's head, "Why do you think so?"

"I don't know why I think so, I just think...just think you're leaving me..."

Sima Yao was taken aback for a moment, and secretly sighed that this kid is so sensitive. He saw the scales on the back of Yan Wuji's neck, and thought to himself that if a child grows up too fast, it's not all a good thing.

Yan Wuji was silent for a while, "I really think that I will never grow up. If I was a child, I could yell at you, tell you not to leave me, tell you , no matter where you go, you must take me with you. When you want to coax me and say yes again and again, I will believe it sincerely from the bottom of my heart, and then eat and sleep heartlessly, and then quickly leave ?Leave this incident behind like it never ?happened."

Yan Wuji smiled wryly, the tiredness of an adult was in his eyes, "But people always have to grow up? The bigger, the longer? The older you are, the more you will understand. There are many things that cannot be kept. If you really want to Come on, what's the use of me yelling?"

Sima Yao felt that Yan Wuji's emotion was a bit cute, "You don't yell, but wrap yourself in a quilt, and talk about these yin and yang and beating around the bush, is it useful?"

Yan Wuji became anxious, and when he was anxious, the milk voice that was usually hidden was exposed, "If I don't do this, what can I do? Am I still making noise like a child? You say I love you, how many times have I told you? Do you believe it? You don't believe it, never believe it!"

Sima Yao's heart melted, didn't he? Hold back, hugged Yan Wuji and kissed, "No, Zhennu, I didn't? Believe it or not, every time I hear you say those words, I feel very happy in my heart." of."

Yan Wuji said angrily, "Then why did you let me be with someone else?"

The God of Heaven? Bringing the chase scene to Sima Yao's mind, he is not good at lying, but the hazy night covered him up, "I... I just misunderstood, I thought, you were born and died for her, She likes you so much, I just..."

"I've said that I want to survive. I'm forced to be helpless. What do you want to do?" Yan Wuji himself didn't realize that his voice had become louder. He was like this The driver of a relationship enjoys favoritism as it should be, but he is still unaware of being wronged, "In the end, you just don't care about me that much."

Sima Yao's voice was choked up, "Zhen Nu, do I? Do I care about you? I... I can give you my life, why do you want me to care about you?"

"If you care about me, you must not allow others to look at me more, let alone like me."

"Why?" Sima Yao was at a loss, "Isn't it a good thing that someone likes you?"

"Where is it?" Yan Wuji turned over, held Sima Yao's face in his arms, and kissed it, domineeringly wanting to possess everything, just like his view of love, besides possessing or possessing?

"If it were me, I would not allow others to like you. You are mine, how can you be liked? Others like you? I will not let those who dare to like you end well." Yan Wuji rubbed his back Teeth, he thought of the lizard in the dark, all the blood in his body was provoked to violence.

Yan Wuji bit Sima Yao on the conspicuous part of his neck? Sima Yao tolerated the behavior of a puppy like Yan Wuji urinating on the territory.He kept the scars of the tooth marks and prevented the skin from automatically healing. As long as Yan Wuji is happy, he can keep the tooth marks forever. Sima Yao gently kissed Yan Wuji's lips, "Zhen Nu, no? Someone likes me, don't be angry."

After more than half a month, Xingxinghu finally led a group of elite soldiers and sneaked into Lianyunzhai in the dark. He saluted Yan Wuji, and Yan Wuji hurriedly helped him up. Xinghu said: "Your Majesty , The traitor has been found, Feizhou said, hold back for the time being, and when we join forces inside and outside, it will be over."

Yan Wuji nodded, "That's what I mean too."

The military adviser came over with a map, and there were some differences in Weixing Lake, Yan Wuji introduced: "Fengding is one of his own, with excellent talents and learning, not inferior to officials from the three provinces." Weixing Lake remembered that Gu Feizhou told him before leaving, The little emperor has gone through these changes and has changed a lot. If he can return to the court in the future, he will clean up the three provinces and six ministries, and appoint commoners and confidants.He didn't believe it at first, saying that Gu Feizhou's way of finding his own way out was superfluous, but now he felt a little apprehensive.

Seeing that Weixing Lake was silent, Yan Wuji said with a smile: "When I was living in the grasslands, Fengding helped me a lot. It was a fateful friendship. His ancestors were also from a scholarly family, and he was forced to become a bandit. What happened now, It's about him too."

Satellite Lake nodded again and again, took the military division's map, circled a few "places", and talked about the follow-up arrangement.

Unknowingly at noon, Yan Wuji took Weixinghu and took him to the cafeteria as if offering a treasure, pointing to the threshold and saying, "Brother Zhou just squatted here to eat sweet potatoes that day!"

Weixing Hu stared at the threshold, and Yan Wuji asked: "Did he? Tell you?" Weixing Hu smiled and said, "Your Majesty, don't you know him? You just want to lose face like that." Yes, can you tell me about this?"

"Then there is another thing? He must have told you about it." Yan Wuji intentionally swayed Xinghu's appetite, but the man didn't take the bait at all, and said nonchalantly: "No? Say it? Say it Let's go."

"Aren't you curious?"

"It's probably an embarrassment, so don't tell me." Weixinghu sipped his wine, "It doesn't matter if it's an embarrassment or not, and I don't want to laugh at him."

Seeing the failure of breaking the ice, Yan Wuji was a little puzzled. If someone told him about Sima Yao's past, he would be very curious, but why it didn't work when he came to Satellite Lake?

Yan Wuji thought about it for a while, and realized that the question was wrong. If someone suddenly sat next to him and asked if Sima Yao was okay? I told him that his first reaction would definitely not be curiosity, but to protect his weaknesses.

The military adviser asked people to fry a few dishes, Yan Wuji took a bite and said with a smile: "Brother Wei, you guessed wrong. It's not an embarrassment, it's a matter of liking you."

As expected, Satellite Lake was taken aback, his wheat-colored face turned red, "What do you mean?"

"He just told us about his daughter-in-law, right here, squatting on the threshold, eating corn bread."

Now, Yan Wuji finally caught a fish.

Before he finished talking about Gu Feizhou eating pig's trotters, Weixing Lake was already eating peanuts with a smile, and his body put down his guard.

The sliced ​​noodles were served, and Yan Wuji asked while drinking the soup: "Brother Wei, I heard from Brother Zhou that you lived in the previous life and were reborn together?"

Not Satellite Lake? Think more, "He told you all this?"

Yan Wuji asked: "Brother Wei, were you two together in your last life?"

"Yes."

"why?"

Satellite Lake didn't hide it, "At the beginning, I was afraid of people's words. After all, we are all men. Later...we are old, so it doesn't matter."

Seeing that Xingxinghu was outspoken, Yan Wuji could see the frankness of this person. If Gu Feizhou is a person who hides his thoughts, then Xingxinghu is a person who dares to act, as long as he has a clear conscience. It's okay, it's nothing? I dare not admit it.Yan Wuji continued to ask: "It doesn't matter? What do you mean?"

Weixinghu scratched his forehead with his hands. He didn't know many words and lacked language skills. He thought for a long time before explaining: "I just think he can do well."

"No? Regret it?"

Satellite Lake laughed loudly, "That's all? What regrets when we are old? We eat and live together, and discuss national affairs together. There is no better life than this."

In Yan Wuji's mind, Sima Yao was grinding the ink for him while he was reviewing the memorials.He shook his head, now is not the time to recall, he asked Satellite Lake for another purpose, "Then you talked to him when you died in your previous life!"

"Then why is that talk!" Satellite Lake blushed, "I'm already dead, why? I'm not allowed to say my last words? Who would want to live another life. Eh? Wait a minute, the emperor, he told you all this gone?"

The corner of Yan Wuji's mouth curled up, "Then since Aiqing doesn't regret it, why are you with him again in this life?"

"Go!" Wei Xinghu took a mouthful of sliced ​​noodles, "Where is the kid talking so much!"

"Okay, how dare you call me a little kid? Did I call you Brother Yao? You ate it."

"Don't, Your Majesty..."

Yan Wuji was not surprised to see him at all, knowing that Gu Feizhou was completely ventilating with him behind his back, and there was a bit of a sour taste for a while, compared to these two people who did not hide each other, he and Sima Yao both hid little secrets from each other.

But now is not the time to worry about other things. At this moment, the distance between the two of them has been completely shortened, and the burden of the monarch and his ministers has not been removed. Yan Wuji bargained and said: "Then tell me, in this life, you are another How did you get together?"

Weixinghu thought for a while, then shook his head and said, "That day we ate steamed buns together, but later we snatched them up and accidentally kissed him. He glanced at me, and we were together."

Yan Wuji didn't believe it, it was too simple.

It was as simple as he and Sima Yao being together, that is, he complained that night, and then Sima Yao hugged him and kissed him, and then they had a skin-to-skin relationship, so smooth that there was no difficulty at all.

Yan Wuji didn't believe that there are so many natural feelings in this world, so he half-believed and said, "Is there nothing else?"

"Can not remember."

Yan Wuji asked: "Then did he come here? Did he promise you? Give you a wedding? Send you a letter of love?? Tell you that he wants to be with you for the rest of his life?"

Weixing Lake lazily picks up a toothpick and picks his teeth, "Your Majesty, you can just look at things like storybooks, but you can't take it seriously. We are all men, what kind of wedding do you want? It's all on the bed."

"In broad daylight, don't say those nasty things in the barracks."

For some reason, Yan Wuji suddenly had Sima Yao crying and screaming in his mind, and his heart was beating fast.In fact, at the beginning, he only wanted to know who was in charge and who was in charge of the relationship between these two people, and who would hold the important things.

These two people are auxiliary ministers, so they must have a soldier talisman in their hands. If they can get that soldier talisman, plus the bandits and rebels recruited, he will no longer be the overlord when he returns to Chang?an.

But after asking, Yan Wuji felt a little empathetic when he heard the detailed life of Weixinghu. He seemed to understand why he always felt that there was something wrong between him and Sima Yao.

dull.

The relationship between them may be warm or sweet, but in any case, they cannot escape the four words without waves. Sima Yao will not be angry with him, and whenever he is angry, Sima Yao would always coax him, but no matter how angry he was, in a few days, they would always reconcile and turn the "before" things over.

Yan Wuji got angry so many times, every time it was like a play, never once? He got a reply from eachother.

The key is that their reconciliation is always too simple, sometimes it is a kiss, sometimes a hug, sometimes even just Sima Yao gently calling his name.

Yan Wuji was a little unwilling.The plain relationship between him and Sima Yao is not even half as warm as Hu Niu's relationship with him.

what is this……

Gradually, Yan Wuji's questions changed from routine to self-questioning.

"Then there must be other things. Letters of love..., whispers and so on. When you are together, don't you just have a sweet talk? Is there any?"

Satellite Lake hiccupped, "How can I remember..."

Yan Wuji became anxious, "How can you not remember? After all this time, you will remember something!"

"Hey, Your Majesty, it's not that I don't talk. He talks to me so much every day. Nine out of ten sentences dislike me. I remember that thing? What are you doing?"

Sima Yao never? I told him about eachother, and he would only ask him if he was thirsty, hungry, cold, hot, and the only thing he remembered was hugging him and telling him, "Farewell to the slaves." I'm afraid, Brother Yao is here."

Yan Wuji did not give up, "Isn't that still? There is a sentence!"

Weixinghu said helplessly: "That's because he told me that it will rain tomorrow and he wants me to bring an umbrella."

Yan Wuji thought for a while, maybe Sima Yao would directly hold an umbrella for him, or simply cast a spell to keep it from raining.

"Then there's always something for you, right? Doesn't he buy you gifts during the holidays?"

Satellite Lake recalled: "They are all small gadgets? They are not worth much. Many things are bought and thrown away. Some of them are kept for a long time, but when they move every few years, most of them are lost."

Yan Wuji can't understand this kind of love that flows like a long stream of water. The love in his cognition is still vigorous, isn't there? There is adversity of life and death, which cannot be called love.

"How can the things you give each other be so casual! Shouldn't they be preserved forever?"

This argument of not being in charge of the family and not knowing the value of Chai Migui made Weixing Lake laugh. Nothing in this world can be preserved forever. No matter how precious a gift is, after a long time, it becomes a piece of garbage that takes up space in the home.

Satellite Lake? Didn’t refute Yan Wuji’s point of view, but didn’t care? He said: “If you lose it, you lose it. Anyway, I’ll return it to him. I’ll live it for the rest of my life, and I’ll buy it later.”

Yan Wuji persisted, "Love is what makes your heart flutter! You fought together in your previous life, swearing and fighting with each other every day, and you also fight in this life. What's the difference? Don't you? What's the difference? Is it time!"

"Hey, this thing? What do you say? Every time I peek at him, he stares at me and scolds me for having gum in my eyes."

Yan Wuji took a sip of his wine, "Is this what you mean by looking at ten thousand years! You are not love at all! It's just because you are too familiar with each other, so you can't do without each other." Just like him and Sima Yao Well, Sima Yao is used to taking care of him, that's why he agreed to his request for a skin-to-skin date, it must be like this.

But what Satellite Lake said next left Yan Wuji speechless.

"What's love or not?? Isn't it all the same after all?"

"What's the meaning?"

"Your Majesty, all feelings will be the same in the end."

Yan Wuji paused.