mistakenly compared you to a star

After hearing the ins and outs of the whole incident that happened in Italy, Chu Zichen turned pale.

Seeing Chu Zichen's expressionless eyes, wanting to cry but not tears, Yan Ke found himself regretting his impulsive revenge against Jing Yu and Xue Shengqian in Italy.Now that he calms down and thinks about it, he obviously has a better way to make those two people pay the price, but at that time, he had too much resentment and had nowhere to vent, except for them, in fact, it was more for himself.

I have to say that what Chu Chen said in high school is correct, hatred will not be digested by itself, it will always find an outlet inadvertently, and then destroy something.

Before, Fu Jingyu had been afraid of Yan Ke who was a bit crazy, so he didn't tell about his assassination in Italy.Probably after watching the live broadcast of Chu Song's questioning of Yan Ke on the Internet, he thought that Yan Ke was going to die, so he reported the matter to the Italian police, hoping that Yan Ke's crime would be aggravated, and that he would never recover.

Unexpectedly, Yan Ke escaped from this murder case, but he did not escape the punishment on the other side of the ocean.

On the day Yan Ke was escorted abroad, Chu Zichen took all his belongings and accompanied him to Rome on the same plane.

In the end, Yan Ke was sentenced to one and a half years in prison for intentional wounding and served his sentence in a Roman prison.

And Chu Zichen bought a dilapidated villa in the village near the prison and lived there.

One month later is the first prison visit day.

The iron door of the meeting room opened slowly, and a group of people wearing the same prison uniforms came out under the supervision of prison guards.They found each other from the crowd at a glance, rushed out of the crowd and hugged each other tightly.

Chu Zichen was so excited that he was trembling all over, and suddenly felt how inconceivable it was that he had left Yan Ke alone for a whole year.Now they haven't seen each other for a month, but he's already thinking about it like crazy.

After a long while, he finally let go of the other party, and carefully looked up and down the person he missed day and night.Yan Ke was wearing a neat prison uniform, his hair was shaved a little shorter, his waist was straight, and his complexion was fine, no different from before.Only then did he breathe a sigh of relief.

"You didn't get bullied in the prison, did you? What do you do there every day, are you tired? Does the food suit your taste?" Chu Zichen took Yan Ke's hands and asked a lot of questions in one breath.

Yan Ke is also looking at him seriously, with a smile that cannot be hidden in his eyes: "Don't worry, besides working every day, you just read books and listen to operas."

"Did the inmates bully you?"

"They are all Italians. After hearing that I committed crimes because of love, they all treated me very well."

Chu Zichen was slightly surprised: "You mentioned me to them?"

"Of course, they all know you, and I even showed them your photo, and they all praised you for looking good."

Chu Zichen's face was a little hot: "When did you have my photo?"

"You posted it on your Weibo account. I washed some of it and made it into a small photo album and brought it in. Otherwise, sometimes I miss you so much that I can't sleep."

"Old Yan..." Chu Zichen met the other party's frank and enthusiastic gaze, his head went blank, and he was stunned for a while before remembering what he wanted to say:

"Let me tell you, I bought a small villa near here and am redecorating it. It will be our new home from now on." Chu Zichen took out his mobile phone and showed him the pictures of the villa, "Look, although The grass hasn’t been cleared yet, but the front and rear yards are huge and will look beautiful when done.”

Yan Ke flicked through the photos slowly, his eyes seemed to be bright: "That's great, your wish is about to be fulfilled again."

"Well. Old Yan, a year and a half will pass soon, take care of yourself, I will wait for you."

Yan Ke couldn't understand that Zichen was trying to create hope for himself, and the bitterness and sweetness in his heart: "...I'm sorry, Zichen, there probably isn't a worse boyfriend than me in this world."

Zichen shook his head vigorously, and buried his face in his chest.

The time with Yan Ke passed so quickly, Chu Zichen only felt that more than ten minutes had passed, when the prison guard said something in Italian, Yan Ke's expression suddenly became a little disappointed: "...he said , Visiting time is up."

"What?...Old Yan, I don't want to leave, I don't want to part with you." Chu Zichen said, his eyes turned red.

Seeing Zichen holding back tears, Yan Ke's heart ached and his chest felt tight: "Don't be sad, there are still 30 days, and we will meet again in 30 days."

Even though he said so, Yan Ke's eyes were tightly glued to Zichen's face, and he couldn't bear to move away for a moment.At this moment, he suddenly remembered something: "I have a little thing for you."

He took out a stack of letters from his pocket, stuffed them into Zichen's hands, pursed his lips in embarrassment: "I wrote it when I was free, read it slowly when I go back."

Zichen stared blankly at the letters in his hand, they were very thick and packed in pink envelopes one by one.He pressed the letters against his chest and nodded vigorously.

At this time, other family members had already left one after another, Yan Ke couldn't hide his lonely expression, his throat rolled, and finally couldn't help but hold Zichen's face, and kissed him deeply.

Chu Zichen's tears finally fell down without hesitation, and he kissed him inextricably, ignoring the eyes of others.It wasn't until the prison guards had walked in front of the two of them that Chu Zichen wiped away his tears and left the meeting room step by step.

As soon as he got home, Zichen couldn't wait to open the letters.Lowering your head, you can smell Yan Ke's unique scent on the letter paper.Smelling this smell, it was as if Yan Ke had come to him.

The content of the letter is very ordinary, some describe Yan Ke's daily life, some express longing, some recall the past of the two, and some are just simple and clumsy expressions of love.

Each letter is dated at the end and can almost be linked together.

After reading the letter, Zichen immediately drove to the small town down the mountain to buy some beautiful stationery, and began to write a reply.

In this way, while exchanging letters, the two kept meeting once a month, and before they knew it, more than half a year passed, and Christmas came.

On Christmas Day, Chu Zichen wore a dark red suit with a Christmas atmosphere, which attracted everyone's attention.

As soon as they met, the two embraced tightly as usual, Yan Ke was in a particularly good mood, and even lifted him up.

"Ah!" Zichen screamed, and inadvertently touched Yan Ke's chest and arms, "Old Yan, have you become stronger again?"

"Maybe?" Yan Ke put him down with a smile, "Because I often do physical labor in prison, my body is stronger than before. Why, don't you like it?"

"I didn't say that." Chu Zichen muttered in a low voice.

"Also, my Italian is much more fluent than before, and I have no problem chatting with everyone now."

"As expected of you, you never forget to improve yourself even in prison."

The other family members are sitting at the table chatting, only the two of them are like magnets, hugging each other and reluctant to part.

Before leaving, Yan Ke said mysteriously, "I have a small gift for you."

"Huh?" Chu Zichen looked at him blankly and curiously, wondering what he could get in prison.

"I planted some flowers in the prison, and now they are blooming." He picked up a small bunch of colorful flowers from the table next to him, and held them up in front of Chu Zichen, "I planted them myself, don't they look good?"

"Okay, it's very beautiful..." Chu Zichen stared blankly at those immature and colorful little flowers, and his heart was filled with simple happiness like a little flower blooming, "...You really are, let them grow well Well, it would be a pity to pull it out."

"I planted them for you. Some flowers have seeds in them. You can take them back and plant them in our yard."

……

Before you know it, spring is here.Another visitation day.

When they met, Yan Ke still lifted Zichen up, but this time he put it down quickly, and asked in amazement, "Why are you so thin?"

Zichen scratched his face: "...is there any?"

Yan Ke looked him up and down: "Yeah, you seem to have dark circles under your eyes, and you are a little haggard. Did something happen to you?"

Zichen hesitated for a moment, sighed, and no longer concealed his disappointment: "Last week, the police found my mother's bones..."

Yan Ke was taken aback.Although Chu Chen's mother has been missing for so many years, the possibility of her surviving is very small, but whenever the dregs of the past resurface, there is always some pain that is still vivid in my mind.

"My father's death was a great stimulus to her back then. She ran out of the house crazily, fell to her death after falling off a cliff. Now that I think about it, my mother was such a weak and dependent person, she loved me sincerely back then. Father, it’s not necessarily true that my father may have suffered from Stockholm syndrome long ago. I later suffered from dissociative disorder, which may also be related to our family’s history of mental illness.”

Zichen smiled wryly and said, "Especially my mother loves to stick to the horns of love, and maybe I followed her in that. People like us, it would be too unfortunate if we met someone who is not good... Fortunately, I met you, Mr. Yan, you are my good luck."

"...Really? I..." Yan Ke was still feeling uncomfortable in his heart, and subconsciously shook his head.

He frowned unconsciously, unable to control the self-blame in his heart, Zichen's mother's death was also indirectly caused by himself.But now, when Zichen was so sad, he couldn't even give him a company.

Of course Zichen knew what he was thinking, took out his mobile phone and changed the subject: "Forget it, it's all over. Look, Lao Yan, the seeds you gave me last time, I planted them in the yard, and the little flowers have already taken leaves—" —”

The next second, he was hugged by Yan Ke, and then he felt a wet kiss on his forehead.

"Wait for me, Zichen, no matter what happens in the future, I will definitely be by your side, and I will never be absent again."

"I know. I'm counting the days, there are 278 days...you will be free again in 278 days." Chu Zichen closed his eyes, and rubbed against the skirt of his clothes that was full of nostalgia.

"Well... wait another 278 days, and then I will be by your side for the remaining [-] days and nights."

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Tomorrow will be the finale~