mistakenly compared you to a star

Multiple personalities?sub-personality?

The main character has fallen into a deep sleep?

In an instant, he became like those vulnerable people, instinctively wanting to question and deny loudly, but the deep sense of despair made him unable to make any sound.

Because he knows it's true.

No wonder he felt that Ah Chen had become like another person.

The one who gets along with him day and night these days is simply another soul, and the Chen he loves has already "sleeped"...

Yan Ke tried his best to suppress the tsunami in his heart that was about to break the dam, and asked with the last hope: "What do you mean by deep sleep?"

Dr. He: "I have used the most effective hypnosis method, but I still can't talk to Mr. Chu Chen's personality. This kind of case is very rare, and I have only come into contact with one case in so many years. The patient lost hope in life, Subconsciously gave up on himself, and later his master personality was completely annihilated.

However, the patient's most recent stimulus was only the cause of his personality's slumber, whereas dissociative disorders generally arise from childhood trauma..."

Every time the doctor said a word, Yan Ke's heart sank a little.

It turned out that Ah Chen had no thoughts about this world anymore.

Although it was Chu Chen who insisted on leaving ten years ago, Yan Ke couldn't help but blame himself: What has he experienced in the past few years when he left his side?If I cared about him a little more, wouldn't he be what he is now?The more Yan Ke thought about it, the more his heart ached. If time could be turned back, he would be willing to bear everything for Chu Chen, whether it was childhood or now.

"I just want to know now, how can I get Chen back? I can do anything!" He is willing to make every effort, but he cannot accept this result.

"The secondary personality is a protector born when the main personality is unable to face the pain. The usual treatment for dissociative disorder is to help the patient face that painful experience, and then the secondary personality may merge with the main personality. But Chu Chen Mr. is in a special situation, and we cannot communicate with the main personality, so my suggestion is to take some drugs to stabilize the mood and observe slowly."

At the end, Dr. He showed a slightly regretful expression, which was captured by Yan Ke keenly.His face darkened, and he stared at the doctor closely: "You mean, there is no way at present?"

"You can also understand it in this way. But Mr. Yan, have you considered that since the patient has no other mental disorders, the secondary personality can enter life smoothly—"

Yan Ke's body was shaken, and the emotions he had accumulated for a long time burst suddenly: "What is this saying, isn't it your duty to cure the disease? Didn't you just say that if the dissociative disorder is not controlled, the personality may become more divided and more severe? Too many, how can you let it go? The sub-personality is always just a sub-personality, it doesn’t even have memory, how can it replace the main personality? He can’t replace it!”

Dr. He was a little stunned by his yelling, but he couldn't care less.It was like hearing someone consoling me to say goodbye to Ah Chen, to accept a brand new person into my life, and to take possession of my pure love for Ah Chen.These are the cruelest words in the world, how can he keep calm?

However, after losing control for a moment, he quickly regained his senses and bowed his head towards Dr. He: "Sorry, the voice was too loud just now. Anyway, we will not give up the treatment, and I will contact you later." This person will be used in the future There are still many places for a doctor, and he must establish a good relationship with this doctor.

Chu Zichen didn't come back until he left the consultation room, which was exactly what he wanted.After going to the pharmacy to get the oral medicine prescribed by Dr. He, he entered the bathroom cubicle, tore the diagnosis sheet into shreds, and threw it into the toilet to flush away.

After doing this, he went back outside the clinic and saw Chu Zichen from a distance.

Chu Zichen sat in an empty waiting chair, holding the coffee bought for him in his hand, quietly looking out of the window in a daze, the rays of the setting sun obliquely fell into the picture, dyeing it with a gentle and tranquil color.

But Yan Ke's heart is cooling down uncontrollably——

I should have thought a long time ago that this person is not Ah Chen at all. In my memory, Ah Chen will always be indifferent, and he will not have such a hopeful and defenseless expression.Chen, why on earth did you fabricate such a personality that is completely opposite to yourself, what can he protect you?He will only deeply disappoint all those who miss you and admire you. Do you just want to erase the last trace of your existence in this world through this method?

He was in a daze on the spot, but Chu Zichen had already seen him, smiled and got up and strode towards him.

"Brother Yan! I'm sorry I was too slow. Have you been waiting for a long time? The queue is very long, and I even met fans..."

Yan Ke raised his head, and looked at Chu Zichen again in the way he met someone for the first time.This body is undoubtedly beautiful, and every pore can easily arouse his desire, but when it moves, it is completely different from what he is familiar with, as if another soul has entered this body, making him feel chills.

He moved back calmly, creating a little distance.Chu Zichen was speaking in high spirits, so he didn't notice his movement.

"... That fan wanted my autograph! Fortunately, I learned the previous autographs. Look, don't they look alike?"

He raised his mobile phone and showed Yan Ke his signature just now as if asking for credit, with a slight dimple in his smile.

The signature on the screen was very similar, but it made Yan Ke feel disgusted again.Is there any point in all this?No matter how much he imitates, he will never become Ah Chen, never be able to replace Ah Chen.

"What's the matter with you?" Chu Zichen sensed the other party's strange emotion, put away his phone, his eyes showed concern, "Have you... already gone to the doctor?"

Yan Ke was taken aback for a moment, realizing that he was too obviously upset.It's so embarrassing.Obviously the best at pretending to be false, but now he can't even hide his anger.

For a moment, he really wanted to end all the fake performances with Chu Zichen, but fortunately, he restrained the impulse in time.Although the soul has been changed, he must try his best to keep this body by his side.He wants to watch Ah Chen come back and watch Ah Chen continue to fulfill his dream of shining stars.He asked Ah Chen to forgive his past mistakes and accept his own heart again.

If Chu Zichen knew that he was just a sub-personality, this person might become difficult to control.

After clarifying his thoughts, Yan Ke managed to squeeze out a smile, and even touched the other person's head as usual.

"Well. The doctor said, it's just psychogenic amnesia caused by a major mental blow. It won't affect your future life, so you don't have to worry."

Chu Zichen breathed a sigh of relief: "I'm not worried, I think you are. Are you thinking how to disclose my illness to the outside world? Don't frown, I will think with you. You drink the coffee first Well, if you don't drink it, it will be cold."

Yan Ke took the coffee mechanically, but he was not in the mood to drink it at all. He twisted it in his hand a few times irritably, then simply lifted the plastic cup lid, raised his neck and gulped it down, then raised his hand and threw the cup into the trash can .

Chu Zichen was dumbfounded, and was about to say something, but was interrupted by Yan Ke:

"The company has some temporary work arrangements, so I won't play with you in Singapore these two days."

"Ah? Why so suddenly..." Chu Zichen didn't react for a long time, and blinked blankly, "But, but we have all booked, all kinds of tickets, boat tickets..."

There is also the water bed in the hotel that he has been thinking about, the restaurant guide that he has spent several nights, the guide to the holy place for taking pictures... He has secretly planned so many romantic and beautiful things.

Yan Ke said "hmm", lowered his head and flicked the phone, avoiding Chu Zichen's disappointed face: "You can play by yourself, okay?"

Chu Zichen wanted to say it for a moment, but without you, those things would be meaningless; but he was also worried that saying so would increase the pressure on Yan Ke, after all, the other party had already worked so hard.

In the end, he swallowed those words, and turned to comfort his boyfriend who couldn't even enjoy the holiday: "It's not interesting for me to play alone, I'd better go back with you. There must be many opportunities to come out to play in the future! "

Yan Ke raised his eyes in surprise, and saw the attachment in the young man's eyes wrapping his reflection gently.This was obviously what he had dreamed of, but looking at it now, it was only full of boredom, like a cold banquet.

He originally wanted to be alone on the plane and think about how to deal with Chu Zichen who was in love in the future, but right now he couldn't think of any reason to reject him, so he suppressed his irritability and nodded stiffly.

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555555 The agreed second update is here QAQ Why should I set a flag for myself now I don’t have a drop of saved manuscripts...

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