mistakenly compared you to a star

The Spring Festival is approaching quietly. If it weren't for the occasional kicking sound from downstairs, Chu Zichen and Yan Ke might not have felt it.Both of them have no family members, so they plan to spend New Year's Eve at Yan Ke's home.

Their plans were ordinary, and setting up the New Year's Eve dinner was probably the only ritual left.On the afternoon of New Year's Eve, the two dragged a lot of ingredients back from the supermarket, Yan Ke was the chef, and Chu Zichen was the assistant.

Chu Zichen thought it would be easy to start a job, but he didn't expect that Yan Ke would nudge him when he first started doing it: "...I prefer the seasoning bottle with the label facing outward."

"Can the blade face one direction on the shelf? Thanks."

"The table here can be wiped clean. Change it to a disposable rag."

Chu Zichen said: "But it will still get wet later."

"Wipe it when it's wet. It doesn't look right now."

"okay."

Opening the refrigerator, Chu Zichen further confirmed that Yan Ke was a bit obsessive-compulsive. Everything in the refrigerator was also arranged from low to high, with the labels facing outwards.He observed for a long time before arranging the various sauces and drinks he bought, but Yan Ke came over to take a look, and re-arranged, he didn't know what he did wrong.

Forget it, it's Yan Ke's home anyway.It is the greatest luck for the two of them to be alone with each other.

After dinner, the two nestled on the sofa to watch the Spring Festival Gala.Yan Ke always felt that the Spring Festival Gala was very boring, and he turned on the TV purely to create some atmosphere.However, Chu Zichen actually saw it, especially the cross talk. He couldn't stop laughing and laughing. He didn't feel Yan Ke's hand on his waist. He didn't feel it until he touched his leg. Kai: "Why, wait for me to finish reading."

Yan Ke didn't expect that one day, his charm would lose to those fat uncles in red jackets on the screen. It took all his self-control not to turn off the TV, and went into the kitchen to clean up the dishes in a dejected manner.

Both of their mobile phones were vibrating on the coffee table, not to mention Yan Ke, even Chu Zichen received many blessing messages from acquaintances one after another: Ma Lan reminded him not to forget to post a selfie on Weibo to wish everyone Happy New Year, Sister Zhao wished him all the best in his new company, as well as greetings from Director Long and other crew members, and even Gu Yinan's group message.

He suddenly thought of Lu Kuan. Since he got into trouble, he has kept quiet and kept silent, which saved him a lot of trouble. I don't know if it was because he heard something later that he finally knew how to restrain himself.But at this time, he felt a little regretful for no reason. He really hoped to experience the freedom and joy of that night again, and he would always remember that feeling.

Just as he was replying everyone's messages one by one, a call came in, and he knew who it was without even thinking about it——

"Brother Chen! Happy New Year!" Wang Jing's shout came out along with the noisy firecrackers.

"Happy New Year, Xiaojing! Are you going back to your hometown? Didn't you say you're going to your girlfriend's house?" Chu Zichen remembered that Wang Jing's girlfriend was from the city, and setting off fireworks should not be allowed there.

"Hey, I didn't go because I had something to do. Well, Brother Chen, how is your injury? Are you happy at Mr. Yan's house?"

As soon as Chu Zichen heard it, he knew that Wang Jing and his girlfriend must have had a conflict again, but the other party didn't want to mention it, and he couldn't get to the bottom of it, so he replied politely: "Happy!"

Chu Zichen glanced at Yan Ke in the kitchen, walked to the balcony as if whispering to a girlfriend, and then continued: "Brother Yan is very good to me, and my injury is already healed. Thank you Xiaojing, you Just rest assured!"

The two were chatting, and he suddenly remembered what Wang Jing reminded himself in the hospital: "By the way, weren't you worried that I had conflicts with Brother Yan before, and you really guessed it. A few days ago Brother Yan told me about our breakup before, but the story is really bizarre..."

"Ah? What's going on, tell me quickly!"

Chu Zichen began to recount what Yan Ke told him in the car that night.

"It was during the summer vacation when Brother Yan graduated from high school. I quarreled with him over some trivial matters. I didn't want to see him. He knew that an astronomical photography exhibition I liked was going to be held in Wa City, so he deliberately did not discuss it with me. I bought a very expensive ticket, knowing that I love money, I will definitely go to see it. I really promised to go to the exhibition with him, but less than an hour after I left, my dad had an accident and fell into the house. In the inspection well not far away, there was no one around at that time, so the other person just disappeared..."

"Fuck? This is too..." Wang Jing couldn't find the words for a long time. This way of dying is too absurd.

"Well. After my dad's accident, my mother went crazy and ran out of the house one night, and no one has seen her since then... Then maybe I can't get rid of the guilt, I don't know ...In short, because of this matter, I broke up with him. "

Wang Jing was silent for a while: "Uh...that's it?"

"Yeah, Brother Yan said that he was very sad at that time. The night before he left for university, he sat in front of my house all night. I didn't even open the door for him..."

Chu Zichen paused, slightly dazed.When Yan Ke talked about this period, his tone was very flat, but he couldn't help but imagine what kind of mood the other party sat in front of his house for a night, and how he had been watching him in the circle for so many years.If I hadn't been so stubborn at the beginning, maybe Yan Ke wouldn't be so worried about gain and loss like now, maybe the relationship between the two would be better...

That's right, the death of his father was completely an accident. At most, it was a butterfly effect caused by Yan Ke's stubbornness. Is it too much to blame Yan Ke?And at that time, I had just lost my parents, so why did I get rid of the only person who loved me when I was most helpless?He couldn't figure it out.

Probably at that time, the two children didn't know how to face such a thing...

Wang Jing's voice brought him back from his thoughts: "Hey...you just talk about it. By the way, now that you have recovered from your injury, do you still want to stay at Boss Yan's house?"

"I don't know..." Chu Zichen sighed unconsciously, watching the fireworks in the distance through the window.He and Yan Ke posted the blessing on the window glass together in the afternoon, like a good wish ignited by the spark of passion, but in the long run, can he really regard this place as his home... He thought so, subconsciously Ask Wang Jing, "Do you think Brother Yan wants me to stay? I can't do anything, and I made a mess of his house."

"I think it's still hopeful. He has such a big house, and he is alone every day when he returns home. He is cold. Don't worry, brother. You are so considerate and cute. You are thinking too much about what trouble you can cause him. .”

Wang Jing's optimist's voice had a kind of magic power, which made him more certain in his heart.Just as he hung up the phone, a voice came from behind him.

"So you're leaving?"

"What?" Chu Zichen raised his head suddenly and saw Yan Ke's figure reflected on the window glass.

"Will you leave after the injury is healed?" Yan Ke walked slowly behind him and stretched out his arms to encircle him.

"...Why are you eavesdropping on someone's phone call?" Chu Zichen didn't know how to answer, so he muttered softly.

"I just wanted to look at the window, not on purpose. Look, it's snowing outside."

Chu Zichen took a closer look and found that there was really light snow outside the floor-to-ceiling windows, which was the first snow of this year.The two of them stared intently at the snowflakes all over the sky, and their figures overlapped and reflected on the glass.

Chu Zichen tilted his head slightly, looking at Yan Ke's bridge of nose and eyelashes, "I think of a legend about the first snow, have you heard it?"

Yan Ke: "'On the day of the first snow, confession, love will come true'?"

Chu Zichen: "Huh? The version I heard is not this."

In Yan Ke's questioning eyes, he gently said what he heard: "On the day of the first snow, all lies will be forgiven."

Yan Ke was stunned for a moment, then shook his head and laughed: "Then Chuxue confessed today, isn't he too cunning?"

"why?"

Yan Ke supported the railing behind the young man with both hands, and slowly approached his face: "In that case, if that person says 'I love you', he will either reap love or be forgiven..."

As soon as the words fell, Yan Ke's strong arms tightly restrained his body, and he kissed him vigorously.

Yan Ke sucked his lips from different angles, pushed his jaw open, provocatively protruding deep, as if trying to suck his soul out of his throat.Chu Zichen thought in confusion, what should the confessed person do, either reap love or give love.

He can only love no matter what.

The two entangled for a long time before separating slightly, Yan Ke's breathing was a little messy: "Ah Chen, do you really want to go?"

"Not leaving..."

The floor heating in the house is very good, as warm as spring.Chu Zichen turned around, hugged Yan Ke's neck passionately, and raised his chin to kiss him.This time he immediately felt the difference: Yan Ke's warm palms slowly descended from the back of his waist, wrapping his buttocks.

He was pressed against the glass, and as Yan Ke's actions gradually became presumptuous and domineering, the memory of the last time he was treated roughly bloomed in his body.When he flinched involuntarily, Yan Ke stopped his movements with awareness, restraint and forbearance flashed in his eyes.

Chu Zichen thought to himself, this is enough.Whether these memories or the cold glass, they can no longer cool down his fiery body.It's so good that the scar forgets the pain.

"I want to do it right here..."

Chu Zichen lay on the glass and let Yan Ke enter from behind.The two overlooked the bright lights of the city behind the floor-to-ceiling windows, as if frankly embracing the whole world.

The world was turned upside down, and the sound of bells and fireworks came from outside, and they crossed 0 o'clock.Yan Ke panted behind him: "No new year's wish?"

As he spoke, he stretched his body forward, leaving the teeth marks on the young man's shoulders: "I hope that in the new year, we can always be like this..."

Chu Zichen sighed contentedly: "Me too..."

Want to be like this.He wanted to stay by Yan Ke's side, and he also wanted to see the vastness of the world.I just don't know if such a wish would be too greedy.

Later, they went back to the sofa, changed from the sofa to the carpet, moved from the living room to the bathroom...the two of them made a mess everywhere in the house, and spent the New Year's Eve in an extremely crazy and absurd way.

After the Spring Festival, there are not a few good days left. Yan Ke will resume work, and Chu Zichen will continue to join the filming group.But since he has decided to continue living here with Yan Ke, it is very close to the film and television city, so he can still come back and live often.

On the day she returned to the set, Ma Lan gathered her friends who had played Werewolf together before and bought a lot of delicious food to welcome him back.Everyone's enthusiasm made him feel kind and relaxed. He hadn't enjoyed the feeling of being in a crowd for a long time.

When everyone was sitting together chatting and eating, Wang Jing brought the new schedule. Chu Zichen froze immediately after seeing it, and complained to Wang Jing in a low voice: "Why the first three days were all scenes with Lu Kuan... ..."

Ma Lan was sitting next to Chu Zichen, even if he whispered it, he still heard it, and gossip immediately lit up in his eyes: "Huh? Something's wrong, why would Mr. Chu rather film with Mr. Gu than see Brother Kuan? Are you talking to me?" What happened between Brother Kuan?~~"

Chu Zichen quickly waved his hands: "It's nothing!"

Several young girls present were fans of Lu Kuan and Chu Zichen's CP fans, and they immediately became energetic: "Brother Kuan is different from usual when you are not around. He's charging."

What the hell is charging? Chu Zichen's head got dizzy when he heard it.Seeing this, Wang Jing smoothed things over for him: "You rotten girls, stop thinking about it. Teacher Chu just feels that there is a big change from the previous scene, and maybe you need to readjust your state or something."

Ma Lan said: "The changes in the number of shows can't be too big. In the past two days, Teacher Gu has also been injured and asked for leave! Director Long is really unlucky."

What?Gu Yinan was injured?

Seeing Chu Zichen's puzzled expression, Ma Lan was also taken aback: "So Teacher Chu hasn't heard of it at all? Let me tell you..."

She whispered in his ear mysteriously: "Just the night before yesterday, he was injured when he didn't go out in his hotel room. It is said that he heard some indescribable movements next door that night... tsk tsk tsk. He played SM too much with some funder. It's a pity that no one saw who came out of his room."

This experience was so familiar that Chu Zichen subconsciously felt guilty when he heard it: "Don't spread the word anymore." Such an embarrassing thing was known to others, if it was him, he might even want to die.

Ma Lan curled her lips indignantly: "Mr. Chu, you are too holy a father! He targeted you so much before, and now he deserves it for playing it off."

"No. I just think it's better to say less if there is no evidence." Chu Zichen answered absent-mindedly.

If this is true... Really mean that Gu Yinan?He couldn't imagine that such a proud and domineering person would encounter such a thing, and it was the first time he realized that he might not know this person well.

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Sorry for not updating on time yesterday, OTZ has been too busy recently, and the saved manuscripts are gone. Now I need to rest...