mistakenly compared you to a star

After Yang Xincheng's visit, Chu Zichen's mood has been very low, and he hid in his room for several days without seeing anyone except Yan Ke.

It would be fine if they just didn't meet each other, he didn't even answer the condolence calls from acquaintances, Ma Lan's, Gu Yinan's, and Lu Kuan's.

Lu Kuan called him dozens of times on the day the news was released, and finally forced him to turn off his phone.He was betrayed by Lu Kuan, it was obvious.He didn't understand why Lu Kuan did this, but the dissociative disorder had left him with no time to care about other things.

The only person he wants to see now is Wang Jing, the loud boy who is always optimistic and always on his side.But Wang Jing never ended his vacation. Not only that, he didn't even reply to his text messages, and he didn't know where he went.

Maybe, even Wang Jing is afraid to accompany such a self?This idea would appear in his mind from time to time, making him feel afraid and hopeless.

Yan Ke didn't understand his thoughts.He wondered if Chu Zichen was worried about his condition, so he searched the Internet for many recovery stories of dissociative patients, but it didn't help.

The lively and interesting young man who used to be suddenly became taciturn and even lost his appetite.Even though Yan Ke is convinced that this personality will disappear sooner or later, he still feels worried unconsciously.

Just these days, the news of Chu Zichen's illness has attracted many paparazzi and fans to frequent the film and television city, and even affected the filming of the crew.This matter finally gave Yan Ke a reason. He took the opportunity to discuss with Director Long and took Chu Zichen back to his home.

If he changed to a familiar environment, his mood should also improve.

The development of the situation exceeded Yan Ke's expectations.

After moving home, Chu Zichen seemed to have undergone a 180-degree change, and suddenly changed into another person.

Chu Zichen used to be quite a big person, but from the day he moved into Yan Ke's house, he began to arrange everything in the house in an orderly manner.Shopping, cooking, cleaning...he's hardly idle for as long as he's awake.

I have to wipe all the furniture in the house every day, so that the aunt who used to come to clean the house is useless; I will make a long shopping list, and I will drive to the warehouse supermarket in the suburbs to buy it back at once; I will also record many Yan Ke Dietary preferences that I have never noticed...

In the past few days, Yan Ke happened to be very busy with the company's affairs. Every morning, there was a freshly baked breakfast and washed and ironed clothes waiting for him.And no matter how late he got home at night, he was always greeted by a spotless room and Chu Zichen waiting for him on the sofa.

Yan Ke didn't want him to be too tired, so he persuaded him several times.But Chu Zichen was extremely persistent, as if he was enjoying it.

When Yan Ke returned home that night, when he saw the scene in front of him clearly, he raised his eyebrows in surprise: "Who are you?"

There is a yoga mat in the living room, and the bluetooth speaker is playing soothing music. Chu Zichen is wearing a T-shirt and shorts, lying on the yoga mat with his knees bent, doing big cat stretches.

Yan Ke was secretly glad that the other party had a new hobby, so he stepped forward and said, "Practicing yoga? I can hire you a teacher."

Chu Zichen: "No, I just practiced and played casually. Brother, can you come over and help me?"

"Okay, how can I help?"

"Just get behind me and slowly press down on my back."

Yan Ke stepped forward, stepped on his side with his feet apart, and slowly pressed down behind his back.

"Hmm..." Kai shoulder felt a little sore, Chu Zichen couldn't help but snorted.

Yan Ke immediately let go: "Does it hurt?"

Chu Zichen: "It's okay, just keep going..."

Even so, when Yan Ke tried hard, he couldn't help humming again.The big cat stretches this posture so that the waist is bent downwards and the buttocks are raised high. Yan Ke controls his eyes from glancing around: "Why do you suddenly want to practice yoga?"

Chu Zichen lay on the mat: "It's nothing, just practice flexibility."

"Your flexibility is good." Yan Ke gently touched his waistline, his voice became a little hoarse.

"It can be better..." Chu Zichen whispered, his ears were already red, and his expression was clearly hiding something.

Yan Ke leaned down, directly pressed his chest against his back, and sank slowly: "Better, what are you going to do?"

Chu Zichen gasped in pain, but bit his lip and did not answer.Yan Ke applied slight force as if punishing him, and at the same time gently tugged on his auricle with his teeth.

This is what they often do on the bed, Chu Zichen shuddered, pain came from his stretched armpit, the double stimulation made his teeth moan involuntarily: "Ah, ah, it can't be done, bro... "

Yan Ke was determined not to let go, and whispered threateningly in his ear: "If I don't explain, I won't let go."

Chu Zichen took a few breaths of pain, and finally couldn't help it, and replied in a very low voice: "I want to satisfy you..."

Yan Ke raised his head in disbelief, why did Chu Zichen suddenly take the initiative?His first reaction was that he was not used to it, but after thinking about it, his body immediately burned up...

Chu Zichen's posture and voice just now were enough to make people think about it, but now he couldn't bear it anymore, and stroked the other's chest with his hand.

"Since you have worked so hard, I will accept the results."

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This was the first time they did it after the public opinion turmoil, and Chu Zichen was much more relaxed than before.

Afterwards, Yan Ke lay empty on the bed, his chest overflowing with an unprecedented sense of satisfaction - this is actually quite good, he has already got everything a successful man wants.

For a moment, the proud Chu Chen in his memory seemed to be far away from him, and the only thing that made him feel comfortable and satisfied was this soft and considerate Chu Zichen who was within reach.

If it continues like this...

He closed his eyes wearily, allowing the last trace of consciousness to drift in the darkness.

The next morning, Yan Ke got up at seven o'clock according to his usual schedule, and breakfast was already set on the dining table where he was sitting.

He sat down at the table, browsed the financial news on his mobile phone, took a sip of the coffee in front of him, and suddenly froze.

This smell... When he realized what it was, he instinctively covered his mouth and frowned.

"Brother? What's the matter with you?" Chu Zichen was coming out of the kitchen, and when he saw Yan Ke's appearance, he was shocked.

He rushed to the table and took a sip of the coffee at his seat. Sure enough, the two cups of coffee were placed in the wrong place...

"sorry!!"

Yan Ke was taken aback, and even the disgust of tasting milk was forgotten.This was originally a small matter, and he didn't understand why Chu Zichen was so panic-stricken.

"I'm fine, you don't have to be so nervous." He comforted softly.

But Chu Zichen didn't seem to listen to the other party's words at all: "I... I was distracted by something when I brought it out just now... I'm so useless, I will definitely pay attention next time, I'm sorry, I'm sorry... ..." He lowered his head and clenched his fingers, as if immersed in strong self-blame.

This reaction is really a bit abnormal.Yan Ke hurried forward and patted him on the shoulder: "Okay, you've been too tired recently, didn't I tell you a long time ago, what you need is rest. I still think milk doesn't have my memory It's so disgusting. If you don't believe me, I'll take another sip and you see?"

"Don't!" Chu Zichen yelled, shaking his body.

Yan Ke carefully turned his shoulders and looked at his expression carefully: "Achen, what happened to you? I didn't intend to blame you at all, so why are you..."

Chu Zichen moved his lips, but found that he couldn't speak, so he shook his head, but his eyes were still red.

This sudden change caught Yan Ke by surprise.

"Ah Chen, let me be serious. Have you not been very energetic recently? You don't have to be like this... how should I put it, deliberately trying to please me. As I said, I won't leave you."

These words suddenly hit Chu Zichen's weakness, and the deliberately ignored emotions flooded up like a flood, self-loathing poured out from nowhere, making him tremble all over.

Why can't I even do such a small thing well?I hate myself so much.He grabbed his hand tightly, unconsciously leaving a few bloodstains on it.

Such a useless self is actually worthy of Yan Ke's love.How does he match...

These days, he always thinks of the fragments of getting along with Yan Ke in the past, and Yan Ke's hot and cold attitude.He suddenly understood that it was because taking care of patients was really tiring.

Or... Is it because I have a cognitive bias that I feel that way?

Yang Xincheng is right. If he can never recover, will Yan Ke take care of such a burden as himself forever?

Obviously, it hasn't been long since he knew about his illness, but he can't remember where his previous confidence and confidence came from.It was self-doubt that ate them away bit by bit.He knew, but there was nothing he could do.

He took a deep breath, forced back the tears that were about to form, and forced a smile to comfort the other party.

"I know... I am willing to do this myself. I want to do something for my brother."

Yan Ke looked at his stiff smile, and sighed: "You have been bored at home for too long, and you are in a bad mood. Okay, don't think about it. When your drama is finished, I will take you out for a trip, okay?"

"Yeah." Chu Zichen pulled himself together and nodded with a smile.

"Is there any place you want to go?" Yan Ke asked, and interrupted when the other party was about to speak, "Don't say, 'I want to go wherever I want to go'."

Chu Zichen was taken aback for a moment, and a trace of shyness appeared on his face: "Okay then, let me think about it."

Yan Ke smiled helplessly, parted his soft forehead hair, and placed a kiss on his forehead.

But when he pressed his lips to that pale and cool forehead, but where the other party couldn't see, there was a trace of complicated emotions in his eyes.

When he planned all this, he thought he could face all the consequences frankly.But now, he vaguely felt that something was out of his control.

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