What is the use of the blood of this temple

Jie's self-judgment and value come from others, never from himself. He imposes the principles of Taoism on himself for no reason, and constantly transforms himself to be close to the principles themselves. destroy.

Isn't he convincing himself with righteousness?

The ego is buried, and what happened before tells him that the beliefs he holds are wrong.I understand that the collapse of faith is the reason for his change of attitude, but why can't people believe in themselves?

Talent is the subject of everything.

Jie is too tired to live, and if this continues, only death will be his relief.

……

But I don't want him to die.

I don't want Xia Youjie who combed my hair, flew me with a rainbow dragon, and talked to me with a smile to die like this.

I want to tell him.

Don't be so hard on yourself, your heart is what matters.

Everyone has their own set of codes of conduct in their hearts. This set of codes originates from human beings and should not override human beings.

The talisman obtained from the old man in the Buddhist monastery earlier was analyzed by Nitzi, and later Nitzi added something to it. Now the words will have some effect of controlling people's hearts, and it should be very good for psychological hints.

I'm going to take it to see Jay.

The vacillation he showed made me want to try it, and it couldn't be worse.

It's hard to be careful with my companions, and I can't wait to see him right away.

There are probably still a few days before I can enter the final stage, and I endure it so that I appear extremely anxious.

"Go."

"Nitrogen?"

Nitzi came over and patted me on the shoulder. I looked at the wrinkled white coat on her body and the black eyes, pursed my mouth, and took that cold little hand and pressed it to my cheek.

"……thanks."

Her pampering was as gentle as ever, reaching my heart.

I'm so lucky to have met her.

An annoying person came to mind again.

If he succeeds this time, I see what excuse he has to leave!

Having said that, it is not only hard to speak, but also to act.

A few days later, on a night almost early in the morning, I came to Pan Xing Sect.

The person at the door seemed to know me, looked at me in a daze, then suddenly widened his eyes, put me in and hurried away.

It was still before dawn, and there was no sound around. I looked at the sky to calm myself down, and waited for Xia Youjie to appear.

After a while, the owner came slowly, looking in good spirits, without any tiredness from being woken up in the middle of the night.

I lowered my head and touched Hongyue.

The believers at the back watched their leader hurried out, wandered around the garden several times before entering the house, and couldn't help but click their tongues secretly.

Xia Youjie looked calm and composed, and his hand drinking tea was very secure. Only he knew that the moment he put his hand down, he couldn't stop trembling slightly in his sleeve.

This is what you brought to your door.he thinks.

He had clearly been warned before.Xia Youjie seemed to sigh.

"Jie, you know what I want from you." I said the moment he put down his teacup.

Xia Youjie smiled lightly: "Qiu, if you're trying to persuade me to go back, then there's no need to talk about it."

Besides, the girl's sudden visit really made people suspicious.

Is she serious?

Xia Youjie felt a little funny.

I shook my head and said, I want to ask a question.

……

"What do I really want?"

Xia Youjie repeated this question over and over again, and laughed out loud.

"I want all the curse spirits to be wiped out, no no, I want to create a world with only magicians, yes! Ordinary people are not worthy at all, they are just monkeys who can create spell spirits..."

Xia Youjie stopped.

The girl's eyes were red, and she asked him disappointedly: "What about us? Did I, Nitro and Wu spend the past three years with such an incarnation of principles?"

"We've been together with someone named Xia Youjie for so long!"

In my eyes, there is no difference between the two things Jie said. What he did wrong was to impose shackles on himself on this basis.

Principle and ego, putting the cart before the horse, I have to turn him around.

... If not, at least let him survive first!

"I need you, Jay." I calmed down and looked at him.

He lowered his head and took a sip of tea to avoid my sight, and when he raised his eyes, he had that annoying look again.

"……so what?"

Xia Youjie stood up and walked outside, it was still dark, and there were only a few sparse stars that were about to disappear.I followed him out, the wind blowing on my face was a bit cool.

"We all need you, you are our partner, everything, only you are happy, is the most important."

"Then why stop me?" Xia Youjie's tone was soft, making it difficult to understand his thoughts.

Because you're asking me for help, Jay.

Maybe I didn't realize that when those eyes looked over, there was a sad plea hidden under the corners of the eyes.

I didn't answer him.

Just restarted the conversation.

"Are you happy? All of this."

"You still have us, your righteousness, can't we help?"

Xia Youjie was stunned.

He was a little dazed, and couldn't help thinking along the girl's train of thought, why did he have to bear all this alone?

But this momentary wavering was quickly interrupted by his restraint.

No, this path only needs him alone.

Just as he was about to refuse, Xia Youjie clearly felt the small force pinching the corner of his wide sleeve.

He paused.

Since when did they need to be so careful?

He looked down at the girl.

Seeing that he was shaken, I gritted my teeth and tried a trick that hadn't worked for a long time. I closed my eyes, and when I raised my eyes again, I frowned and looked at him with tears in my eyes.

"Come back to us first, Jay?"

"..."

"Just need, need your heart."

It doesn't matter what the standpoint or betrayal on the surface is, as long as the hearts are together.

Xu Shi's girl's eyes were too heartbreaking, and Xia Youjie found out the remaining feelings in his heart, and he still couldn't let go of his heart.

Previously, he thought that although the other party didn't understand him, when the time was right, he could put her into a deep sleep without a trace of pain, until the matter was over, and let her wake up again in a world without spells and pain.

He will put her in a secret place, so he doesn't have to be afraid that she will get hurt anymore, won't everyone be happy in this way?

But now he began to feel that this idea might not be so good, could he really endure the loss of light in those eyes, could he really endure years or even decades of loneliness?

If it was before, he might have said that this was a necessary sacrifice for righteousness, but now, facing this face, he found that he couldn't say no to it.

Xia Youjie was restrained, dragged by the strength that could easily break free.

It's just a promise, as long as he promises her, he won't lose anything, right?

He thought so.

……

I noticed that Xia Youjie's momentum had changed, he sighed, stretched out his hand from the sleeve that was held by me, and wrapped my wide and familiar palm around me.Xi Weichen's light outlines his figure, I am in the shadow, I can't see his expression.

I didn't turn my head around, I just stared blankly at him approaching, and my eyes met those long and narrow eyes with a helpless smile.

It seems that it is different from before.

Could it be true...!

Xia Youjie put my hand on his face, the early morning wind was a bit chilly, but the moment the skin touched, there was warmth.

Understanding what he meant, I blinked, and the corners of my mouth tried to rise, almost crying.

"Welcome back, Jay."

He didn't speak, he just put his arms around my waist and hugged me tightly.

……

Great.

The tip of the nose is still filled with the smell of spices different from that in Gaozhuan, but I know that Xia Youjie is back.

It doesn't matter whether it is short-lived or eternal, as long as he comes back first.

All problems will be easily solved.

The dawn broke, and all the gunpowder and smoke returned to calm at this moment.

—Dawn always comes.

The author has something to say:

The main thread is over!

It was very confusing when I wrote it, if something is wrong, please point out ww

Brother Jie here seems to be more talkative than the original, but there are traces to follow!

Brother Jie thought at the end: Let's spend a few days with her.I didn't expect to run away hahaha.Everyone is working hard, so I won’t talk about it, there will be a general situation in the future (running with the lid on the pot)

Gojo Satoru, I think he is not very good at loving people, and he got a lot of things in the college, and he gained friendship. Love is not a necessity for him, but it is not the most important (Jiege is in a different situation, so he pays more attention to the relationship with his sister. ).He doesn't get much love, but they are all very good. He is learning how to love others, although it is very slow... Maybe the triangle is the most suitable for him.In terms of numerical calculation, I think his love for his sister is at most 80.00%, but it has surpassed sweets. Congratulations?Maybe after a long time, I will love it more.

The following is a spoof↓

As one of the male protagonists, Mr. Gojo Satoru said: Anyway, let Jie and I have a three-person sandwich hug!

Xia Youjie: Sorry, Wu, this is my home field. (Evil charming smile.jpg