Jianghai Wuyue

"Silly boy, why are you crying?" There was still a crystal teardrop hanging on Liu's cheek, and his eyes were as gentle as if they had been washed by water.She held the powerful arm of the son who was kneeling on the ground, and the scorching vigor and endless vitality that belonged to young people made her feel dazed for a while.There used to be a person who was also young and strong, standing in the wind and snow, looking back and smiling loudly, the plum blossoms blowing into her eyes seemed to be blooming in her heart.

"When you were young, you were a cute and well-behaved jade ball. Your father loved you so much that he would never let go of you. The wooden horse you played with, the small wooden sword, and the swing that used to hang in your yard are all Your father made it for you with his own hands." When talking about Chen Ming, Liu's face showed a real smile, and his eyes flashed with the strong love that only a girl would have.

It is rare for Chen Ling to see such a girlish sweet look on his mother, the eyes are full of lovesickness as sweet as honey, his cheeks are flushed, and the corners of his mouth can't help but bend up when he just mentions the most ordinary past. Alice.

"It's a pity that you left later, and your father seemed to have lost all the joy, always nagging in my ear, "Did Yu Yu catch a cold on the road, this time with the people who went to serve him They are young and ignorant, and I don’t know if they can take good care of the feathers.” It took me two or three days to say something like this before it finally calmed down.” The sweet smile on Liu’s face faded, and the circle of dots in her eyes faded away. The unstoppable ripples of joy also gradually quieted down, as if being overwhelmed by endless silence and torment, wrapping that little bit of excellent sweetness treasured in my heart into endless sourness.

"In the third year after you left, your father has changed. He is no longer as warm and gentle as before, and he doesn't talk to me anymore." There was a pale smile on the corner of Liu's mouth, A string of aquamarine beads hung alone on the wrist, revealing a thin and thin wrist, "At first I thought it was because he missed you, but later, room after room of young and beautiful women enriched me." In the entire backyard, meeting me is nothing more than a few words. There are sharp and contemptuous words in the conversation, and the people who are ridiculed are all powerful ministers, which is quite contemptuous. In this It was only then that I gradually realized that something was wrong with him.”

"I began to pay attention to his daily necessities, and the people who came and went have completely changed. There are many people with unknown origins who come and go in and out of the house. I took care of it, but soon, he was considerate of my hard work. Work hard, cut off my right to communicate with the portal. Even the letter I wrote has to be reviewed by a gentleman next to him." Liu forced a smile on his face, with a tear hanging on his chin that was about to fall, like Extremely, now his heart is hanging in the air, filled with indescribable sadness and loss.

"Since you found out, why didn't you take action. You are not a person who gives up easily. Even if he takes away the rights in your hands, you can tell grandma, grandma will definitely help you." Chen Ling's eyes twitched, feeling bored He took a deep breath and eased the sadness and anger in his heart, "You are as careful as a hair, it is impossible not to know that this person is not at all like his father. I feel like I've changed our entire house. If my son hadn't come back early and ruined their scheme, I'm afraid our family of more than [-] people would have been silenced!"

Mrs. Liu knew, she always knew what the people around her looked like.It's just that she doesn't want to, and doesn't want to.The old past seemed to be covered with a thick layer of floating ash, bit by bit covering up the residual warmth.In the past ten years, the skin-to-skin contact that can't be counted by ten fingers has become the only obsession in her heart.

"Why? You... don't you care about your own safety at all? What about your father? Don't you love your father the most? How did your father die? Don't you want to investigate? That bastard is wearing the name of his father, and his father's face is blatantly fooling everyone in broad daylight! Haven't you thought about what would happen if grandma knew that her son was no longer her own son? Mother! You are not such a person." Chen Ling almost couldn't understand the appearance of the woman sitting in front of him, and there was no room for redemption.No matter how powerful Yeyou Palace is, it will never be possible to completely change a person's previous habits within three or two days. Such a long period of time is enough to collect evidence and kill everything at the source.

"I know, I thought about it too. But...but I can't do it, I can't do it! I can't imagine what will happen to me if your father is really not by my side." Liu cried He had no strength in his whole body, and leaned crookedly on the pillow placed on the couch, with a face full of panic and fear.

"Don't blame my mother for her sudden cowardice, but mother really can't help it. My whole life is tied to your father. I would rather believe that he was just infatuated for a while, and one day he will be able to change his mind. One day...we can go back to the past. Even if this is self-deception, I don't want to believe that your father...he has left me." Liu only felt a Her heart was hollow and cold, and there was a shrill sound of wind blowing across her chest in a daze from all her limbs, and the shredded flesh on her head was torn in a heart-piercing pain.Tears that seemed to never dry up in the eyes, big and big drops meandered into a river of despair, and fell down in an instant, "I can't live without your father, I can't live without him! So don't blame mother, mother just I miss your father so much."

Mrs. Liu tugged at Chen Ling's sleeves, crying bitterly, her thin shoulders trembling in front of his eyes, bent into a fragile bridge of bones, which would be shattered if touched lightly.

There are fluffy catkins flying in from outside the window, and a very small one, which has not yet grown up, will be as dense as snow in spring, just so silently falling on the blanket woven with gold and cloud satin.Fiddled with by a wisp of wind blowing in through the pane, he rolled a few times involuntarily, and lightly landed on the sparks in a burst charcoal basin, which melted away in the blink of an eye.

Chen Ling felt that his current state of mind was like this ungrown flying catkin, being tossed around by fate.No matter how hard the planning is, it can't beat the random messing with the past.

"Since my mother loves my father so much, even a person who puts on my father's face can't forget it, so why did she stand up so unswervingly when the fire broke out in Hefeng Garden that day?" Chen Lingmu asked. Sitting stiffly on the chair, the sleeves were drenched from crying, and they were glued together wetly, overlapping with a clear color, "Don't be afraid, just find out his true identity and let the truth be revealed to the world." , let go of your thoughts, and tarnish your name?"

Mrs. Liu straightened up, took out a silk handkerchief to wipe off the tears that criss-crossed her face, and said in a hoarse voice, "Because you're back."

"What?" Chen Ling turned his head in confusion, staring at the amiable face that was now smiling An Ran, suddenly a black cloud quietly grew, entwined with unknown doubts, and immediately scattered in his heart lightly inside.

"You are the disciple of Qi Mengtang, the lord of the Tianmu Mountain Sword Sect. You are your father's favorite child and your father's only blood. I will not allow anyone to tarnish your father's identity. But this matter is important." Liu's eyes were gentle, and there were still tears smudged in the corners of his eyes, which made his eyes warm and mellow, like a white magnolia blooming quietly.

Chen Ling snorted irresistibly, with only a frosty chill between his eyebrows, "I don't understand what mother said. It's because you didn't want to expose his true identity at the beginning, and it's also You have always been silent and appease the adulterer and let him do whatever he wants. Now you actually tell me that you did this because of me? You did it because you couldn’t confuse your father’s blood. But have you forgotten that these dozens of Over the years, he has become the well-known Grand Master Chen, the powerful minister of the humerus, and the elder sister's reliance in the harem! He has successfully become a legitimate Grand Master Chen in everyone's eyes, and there will be no more There is room for maneuver.”

Seeing his mother's suddenly pale face, Chen Ling pulled the corner of his mouth weakly, trying to draw a sarcasm, but because of exhaustion, he pulled out a ferocious smile, "It's too late! It's too late Even if you don't want me to call him father, I can only call him father obediently, and take his bones back to the ancestral grave of the Chen family and place them in the ancestral grave of the Chen family, and then throw a basin for his funeral. All of this is yours ·····Caused."

The lily fragrance burning in the room slowly rolled out a thick and uneven puff of smoke in the animal's mouth, like a ball of cotton stuffed in a person's throat that could not be vomited out or swallowed, making it uncomfortable to choke.Liu Shimu sat on the low couch in a daze, with two crystal tassels hanging down from a hairpin flying fairy and dancing clouds on his head, quietly following his temples.The brilliance of the jewelry made Liu's gloomy face look more and more like a piece of white paper that was about to crack.

"I... I don't want to, I just... I just want to be with him again, even if it's a fake, as long as he can accompany me for a while, I will be satisfied. I really didn't want my husband to die in an unexplained way, and even after he died, he couldn't be buried in the ancestral grave. I really didn't want to! Why...why did it become like this!" Liu said hoarsely Weeping loudly, his body slid down limply, and he slumped on the ground, hunched over, weeping into a ball.

"I really didn't want this... I just wanted to take another look..."

Slight sunlight slowly leaks in from the window panes carved with magpies climbing plums, lightly and hesitantly illuminating a narrow and long place in front of the window.From far away, there were cheerful and noisy sounds, which were clearly the laughter of the little maids at the gate of the courtyard.But Chen Ling felt that this laughter seemed to be sent from a distant place, separated by a thousand-foot high cliff and a thousand-foot deep pool, only a sharp sigh could be vaguely heard.

In the memory, the father who would hug him and ride on his neck to pick fruits became clearer and clearer, and the mother who faced each other day in and day out in front of him seemed to be getting farther and farther away from the mother who would smile at him tenderly in the old days, splitting into two diametrically opposite halves.Half of the loving mother with those eyes and brows forever, stopped in the depths of memory, standing with the father who never came back.Half of it has become the confused and hoarse woman weeping and crooked, alone, thinking about the lonely soul that has become a demon in her heart.

"Alas..." I don't know how many times he sighed, it seems that since he came back, his sighs have become more and more day by day, as if he is going to bring back all the carefree and unknowing troubles of his youth General, "Mom, the doctor said that you have to rest assured that you can prolong your life. Your ups and downs today are all the fault of the child. In the past few days, mother should rest in peace at home to recuperate. There are still things going on outside... I have to deal with it, and I will come to see you in a few days."

I don't know what else to say in the end, after today, the relationship between their mother and son will probably become estranged.

Chen Ling helped his mother up, put his tentacles on his mother's thin arm, and was stabbed in the palm by the protruding bone of his hand, his heart was sore, after all, his brows and eyes softened, and he said patiently: "I know that mother's heart is stagnant. It's hard to get rid of, but in the end you still have to take care of your body. My son still needs to be taken care of by his mother."

Mrs. Liu leaned lightly on Chen Ling's body, and when she heard him say Chen Xi, she slowly glanced over with her swollen eyes, "He has his own mother to take care of him, don't worry."

Nanny is a servant after all, how can the care of a servant compare to the sincere care of a mother.Chen Ling moved his mouth, thinking of Chen De's face that was so different from ordinary people, he finally swallowed these words.